Summary:
Bella regretted her decision in falling into their crap after they told her they wanted her child dead to save her. They didn't want it, but she did. One thing she never realized, but now she know she wants a child, a baby. So she make a wish to a falling star and found herself in her bed the day after he left her.
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Fontina Ori-chan: I don't own Twilight! Stephenie Meyers own them and i tend to like writing fanfictions. I love WOLVES! Those shiter are warms and full of muscles. I'm in for them, alright, mah fav.
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Chapter 1: Prologue
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Bella was stressed over... well, everything!
First, Charlie died in a 'car crash'. Second, Edward forced her on a marriage she didn't want and raped her on their 'honeymoon'. Third, she found out she was pregnant! But Edward isn't happy about that, he wants to kill their child, no, her child. And fourth, everyone is divided, Rose and Emmett died by some nomad they came across to on their hunt, Bella knows it was them that did it. Fifth, Jake want to impregnate her and Edward agreed. She didn't want that. Sixth, The Uley Pack are hunting her to kill her child! Just how much horrible could this be? Seventh, Bella is in a prison called 'bedroom' and they told her she's acting childish. She was craving for some grape with chocolate sandwich. Also blood. But they didn't give it to her, don't they know how to handle a pregnant lady? Bella thought after a centuries living in this world they would know by now, especially Carlisle, who were a doctor!
Bella is stressed and this only prove her points. No one wants her opinion but Rose and Emmett, and maybe Jasper, but Alice is not giving him the time to do that.
They wants to kill her child.
She couldn't sleep at all. Even though she know she need to, at least do it for her baby. But she couldn't, her eyes don't want to close and stay closed.
So, that was why she were sitting here, near the window, looking at the midnight sky.
The Cullens are hunting out for animal bloods and there were only Jake's pack were protecting her. Though she know it wasn't helping.
Just as she watch the beautiful night sky, that was painted by many shining stars, a star shooted and soon many followed. Bella watches the phenomenon with awes. It was as if the world were trying to cheer her up, and it did, at least a little.
And when she watched them falling, she remembered Renée saying something about wishing on a shooting star. Surely she could try something like that?
So, Bella clasped her hands together and closes her eyes, her voice and tone and feelings were hopeful of the possibilities, even though deep inside she knows it won't work, "I wish- I wish i can fix my mistake. Rewind time or Time travel to the past to correct where I'm wrong. I- i want to save Charlie, to not leave the pack, to save Em and Rose, to- to find myself once more! I wish- i wish i could do just that!" She was desperate. She wants to fix everything. Her child deserves better. It really did.
But that wish never came, even though that night she didn't realize that the stars seems to shine more brightly than usual.
And so, Bella keep on living for her unborn child. But then one night while she was sleeping, they came in her bedroom and killed her child. But something they didn't expected happened. Bella Swan died that night, with her child still inside her.
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Bella woke up with a gasp for breaths. She was frantic and started to look around the room she's in.
She got more panicky though.
Why were she in her bedroom at Charlie's house? She already sold out the house after Charlie's death.
Her pants starts to get more frantic and shorts. The next seconds was something... uhh, I'd rather hear? Yeah, i wanna hear it. Bella scream out in agony at the lost of everything. And everything did lost. Every last bit of everything.
Her life. Her child. Her father. Her brothers. Her sisters. The pack. And- And herself.
They had took everything away and she got no power to stop them. She was just a- a weak human. Human and that was all she was. Nothing more.
And because of that she lost her child! Lost her father! Lost her brothers and sisters! Just because she's human!
Damn those bastards. Damn them all. They act like they were saints. But Bella knew better, they are the devils.
"B-lls!" Someone is calling her. But she couldn't came to care. She was grieving!
It was a few minutes later that Bella took deep breathes. And calm herself down, and that was when she sniffed the one who had her in their arms. The cologne was of someone she familiar with. But he was dead. Died in a 'car crash'. They had killed him.
Bella pulled away from the man and stare into the mirroring chocolate brown eyes.
"Daddy..?"
He caresses her hair and pull her more closer, "I'm here, Bells."
Bella started crying again and hug him tighter. She didn't want Charlie away. Not again. She won't let go of him this time. Never again.
Even if she need to cling on him like a koala.