This is my second fanfic, the first one isn't really good so... I just abandoned it.
Rated M because of abused and incest (It's really fucking disgusting.)
Ding dong. "Is there anyone here?" I heard the ringing sound, I go to the gate and opened it. "This is your letter." I nodded as "Thanks" and grab it, reading inside it.
Echizen Ryoma, right now an idiot. learning and studying hard for the future that my family planned it, need to prove my father that I am good enough, and in the end– my father still don't get it. I got 97 in math, 100 in english, I got very good grades, but my father always tells me "You are fucking stupid, do better next time." and I always fucking blaming myself that I am not good enough for him.
I attend high school, I am first year and I didn't even made a friend yet, feeling so damn lonely and I need to eat my lunch alone. right now I sat on the floor, at the rooftop. Nobody here.
"Oshitari, have you heard? there's a very good action movie, I really want to watch it. Oh and Why Kabaji isn't here? Is he doing something?" There's someone walking here, I hid behind a wall, I already finish my lunch, watching the cloud moving in the sky. "Hey, Atobe. There's someone here." A blue haired guy with a glasses stand behind me, I turn my face to him. "Who is this? Isn't this a first year?" A guy with purple haired guy and a mole under his right eye, He look really tall. "Hey. You. First year right?" I nodded, a bit confused. "My name is Oshitari Yuushi, I am the third year, What are you doing here?"
"My name is Echizen Ryoma, I am... sitting." Oshitari smiled softly, "You look quite cute, Want to be my friend? Atobe once said that he really like this type perso-" A guy with his mole quickly snap Oshitari. "Shut up, Hey you. Echizen right? Do you join any club yet?" I silent, and answer the guy. "Not yet." The guy with the mole quickly smiled "Join my club, It's about a life. You just need to shared your life to anyone in this club. Stand up Echizen." Oshitari is smirking. "Echizen, come. I know you don't have any friends, And we're here for you." Oshitari patted my head
"Oh, and this is Atobe Keigo, my friend." Oshitari tapping Atobe's shoulder, Atobe is very good looking. I always see girls chasing him. "Okay. Lead me to your club."
"Nice, brat." Atobe leading me to the club, the room isn't very colourful or anything, there's a lot of diary here. Each diary have it's name. There is.. Atobe Keigo here.. and Oshitari Yuushi here.. and here more.. Sanada Genichirou and.. Yukimura Seiichi , So fucking alot. "Write your name here." Atobe hand me a paper with Question, I wrote my name on it. "Write about your life. You seem have a very interesting life." I write on it, The first question is: Do you like your family? The answer is No. The second question: What's your favourite subject? The answer is You don't need to know. And I did all the question. Atobe gets the paper and smirking "You are joining my club. Here is your diary. you can write anything on it." Atobe gave me a black diary, I get it, writing my name on it and place in somewhere else. "Echizen, The activity is at 3:30 PM. better come in the time, You can go now." Oshitari played with my hair, I bowed at him very polite and go to my class.
"That brat look very interesting. He catch my eyes." Oshitari turn his head to Atobe, chuckles softly "You invited him because he's your type right? That kid have a name too, not brat." Oshitari sat on the chair, crossed his arms. "That's not the reason, I know his family." Atobe eyes are darker. "I know everything about that brat." Oshitari sigh and stand up. "Let's just go to the class."
The time passed away, 3:30 PM now.
At the Echizen's class.
"Echizen, Can you help me do the English test? Please..?" One of my classmate, I forgot his name. I shaking my head and go to the club. That classmate seem very dissapoint on me.
"Sanada, There's new club member today, Don't argue to him alright? He's just a freshman." Oshitari say softly, Yukimura watching Oshitari and Sanada talking. "What's his name?" Tezuka came out of somewhere, sitting on the chair, He began to write the diary. "Echizen Ryoma." Atobe said, rolled his eyes because Tezuka is his enemy and he don't really like Tezuka.
The door got opened by someone, A kid with the dark greenish hair and a pair of hazel eyes came in. "I am here." Grabbing a diary, walking toward Oshitari. "You are on time, Go talk to your senior, Or if don't want, just go to Atobe." Oshitari look around, seeing Sanada look away, Yukimura smiled softly, want to talk with the boy, Tezuka is writing his own diary, Atobe looking through Sanada's diary.
Atobe stop looking through Sanada's diary as Echizen walk to him. "So.. what is the activity? I already write the diary today." Atobe paused. "Okay, Listen everyone!" Everyone now glared at Atobe and Echizen. Atobe grab a paper and start to cutting it, a small piece but can write on it, Atobe give it to everyone. "Write your bad experience in it, Don't write your name in." Atobe said, get the small piece of paper for himself and writing something. "I will read it, Don't ask who the paper is." Atobe write it very quickly and place it in the jar. "If you finished tour write, place it inside the jar." Sanada is the second person who place the paper inside the jar.
Next is Yukimura, Oshitari, Echizen and Tezuka. "Ready?" Atobe shakes the jar, grab a paper and start reading it. "I once got kissed by my classmate, She is confessing to me and try to have sex with me." Atobe stop reading. Yukimura turns to Sanada and smile softly,
asking Sanada's mind "Is it you?" Atobe throw the paper to the bin, grab another one. "I got raped by my own father, I got abused by my father for my entire life, and now I still can't get rid of him." Everyone silent, Atobe turn his face to Echizen. "This is really bad." Atobe murmured, Grab another one. "I don't have any bad experience " Everyone except Echizen, Turn to Yukimura. "Really?" Oshitari asked him. "Yup." Yukimura smiled, Echizen seem doesn't like Yukimura's smile. "Next.. I need to wear glasses forever because I faking it." Oshitari looks away. "Next, I got called poker face for my entire life." Yukimura burst out laugh and looking at Tezuka, Tezuka is silent. "The last is.. I don't have any."
"Now, Write your own diary." Everyone except Echizen, write the diary.
I walk to Atobe, talking to him. "Atobe.. Can I go home now? My parents will be mad." Atobe turn his face to me, He looks really serious. "Sure, Go ahead."
"Daddy. I'm home." I said with shaking lips, I step inside the house and look around, seeing my father sat down on the floor, drinking more alcohol. "Ryoma, Come here." my father ordered me, I place my bag somewhere and walk to my father, sitting beside him, His arm is wrap around my waist and brushing my hips. "How is your day?" I can't resist anything. "I made friends." my father gave his alcohol to me. "Don't hang out with your friends, Drink this, Ryoma." I grab the bottle of alcohol with my shaking hands, I drink it in a row. "Ryoma.. Good boy.." His hand is now sliding up my uniform shirt, brushing my chest. "How do you feel?" My father asked me, All I felt is my throat is burning, I feel so dizzy. "Daddy, I feel so dizzy. Can I go rest?" My father kisses my cheek. "Of course, Ryoma." I gently place my father's hand on the floor, stand up and made my way to the bathroom and vomit. I washed my mouth and go to my room, I remember Oshitari gave his number.
This is the first chapter. I don't really know much of synonyms because I am learning English right now. (Big apologies.)