Ayano Aishi goes full Nemesis
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This story is set in an alternate timeline to the one from the Story "The Lost Thirty Decades- Yandere Deconstruction". There are two points of divergence here, for one this story is set in the mission mode timeline, so "Info-chan" is very evil here. Secondly the ritual Ayano Aishi and Homu Kurusu did failed to revive Homu Kurusu ´s dead sister, and even killed Homu Kurusu. So Ayano Aishi is significantly weaker in terms of psychological wellbeing and is much more reclusive and less outgoing and does not like the occult anymore.
This is the story with the darker outcome, there is a story with a much brighter outcome as well.
So cold. So hollow. So empty.
Once I could feel a bit. But that was before the accident. I wanted to help Homu Kurusu at the time. To revive her dead sister. But…
The ritual failed.
She died.
I went unconscious, and saw both her and her sister apologizing to me in a vision.
I felt horrible guilt for a moment…and then nothing.
After I woke up from the coma I studied hard, so my parent would be happy and I could got to Akademi.
I cut my hair short, out of grief, and did not care that mother was angry at me, no matter how much she yanked my hair, it was only inconvenient to me, and I never felt anything else. I just stared at her blankly and she gave up. Was she looking sad?
My eyes became as dull as I felt. I felt nothing anymore, just a painful longing and faint frustration.
Mother taught me martial arts, which could be useful in the future. I trained hard, because I felt the need to do so.
In Akademi I hesitated joining the science club, because what had science and the occult brought in the past? Damage and ruination. So I would be cautious. I helped them build some mechas and stuff, and even talked to that one Guy, Yaku zaishi, but otherwise I was staying in the background.
I was also invited by Raibaru fumetsu to train in the martial arts club despite not being a member of that club. That was very convenient.
A year went by and I became stronger than Raibaru, but I did not want to become the leader of that club, so Budo Masuta filled that role. However I trained with everyone who was interested and helped the martial arts club a bit.
Then I could finally feel some feelings again, after talking a lot to that green haired science club Guy Yaku Zaishi. It was so good to feel calm instead of hollow.
We talked about so many nice things, about cooking, science and anime. I did not like the occult anymore after the accident, but that was not a problem to me, when I talked with him it felt so good.
Life was going well again until it wasn´t.
When I got to my second year suddenly there was this evil "Info chan" in the abandoned newspaper room. CURSE HER!
She wanted me to kill this plain guy, Taro Yamada. Hell no. I remember Father´s lessons and I would not do anything like this. Never.
I fool. I should have stopped her! DAMN IT!
She was so evil and then she killed Yaku Zaishi! Oh Yaku kun!
You meant the world to me, you made me feel good, we were so similar and had so much fun together…I miss you so much!…
Who is going to ask me for ammonium nitrate now…
Who is going to ramble about the newest episode of some anime, who is going to cook tarts in the cocking club together with me, and who is going to smile to me in the science club and ask for help with chemical experiments….
"Info chan" crushed our lives…CURSE HER FOR ETERNITY!
….
I saw her murdering him and snapped. I did not just go berserk, I actually snapped, now I know that I snapped in the same way like Aishis in the past did , if they failed to get their senpai. It was the worst feeling I ever felt in my entire life…
I can´t remember much, only seeing poor Yaku-kun dying by her knife (IT HURTS SO MUCH! I CANT BELIEVE IT IS REAL! WHY CAN´T IT JUST BE A NIGHTMARE!), roaring and then I was standing over the crushed and mangled corpse of "Info-chan" and wanted to take her knife and plunge it into my heart to end it all, but Raibaru Fumetsu… she somehow dragged me away from the corpses and seeing her so horrified somehow managed to calm me down enough for her to subdue me. She managed to somehow "unsnap" me, you could say…but that did not make me normal by any means again …my eyes are glowing dark red now …I don´t care…I just want to have Yaku kun back!...but that is impossible…
CURSE THAT INFO CHAN!
I must have screamed and cried something when it happened but I but I can´t remember anything concrete…
I WISH I COULD MAKE HER SUFFER MORE FOR WHAT SHE DID! TEARING HER APART WITH MY BARE HANDS EVERY NIGHT IN MY DREAMS IS NOT ENOUGH!
All I can feel now is a horrid mixture between an intense, deep burning hatred that completely clouds my mind and makes me forget everything father has taught me… and complete, total, hollow emptiness, ….I can't even describe it….if it wasn't for the rage I would lie on the ground until I died…
Raibaru Fumetsu then called the police…
I got punished, but not too harshly, some would say. I tried to defend other people and simply went overboard with it.
Oh Yaku-kun… I miss you so much…you smiles…your stories…your experiments…
At your funeral you parents were very sad…I always thought they disliked you, but that is not really the case…
I got your visor, your parents gifted it to me to so I have a memory of you…
I told father about what had happened and he told me about the book Sumire chan had given him….I felt intense pity for him because I knew that he must have felt similar to me, and I hugged him tightly but I could not cry or help him at all…
Nothing matters anymore…there is no solace.-..there is no peace….there is no hope….there is nothing for me left…but one thing…
REVENGE! KILL THEM ALL! KILL THE MURDERERS! ALL OF THEM!
I must get stronger and faster so I can eliminate all those monsters that kill people like these who are dear to me and so I will never get hurt again!
Despite the utter emptiness I feel, I can still feel the all-consuming, maddening, smoldering, oh so burning rage, so I trained harshly to get stronger and then I went and killed all the murderers and evil criminals I could find throughout the year. It gave me a grim, horribly and sickeningly satisfying sense of "justice", and butchering them in cold blood felt so good, I could unleash all the frustration I had bottled up inside me…-yet these feelings were very fleeting and I could never feel any better afterwards…
I could not feel any joy in butchering them, but I knew that ridding the world of them is good. After all they hurt other people, don´t they? Even if they have family, they are of no worth if they are murdered themselves, right? They hurt other people in horrible ways and deserve all of the vengeance I unleash on them!
It would be doing a favour for the people of the world to get rid of the murderers and criminals right?
I. Was. So. Wrong!
The last killer I hunted down, who was so hard to find … was my mother.
She smiled at me and told me that I am so much like her and that she is so proud of me …
Oh No…
I made the worst mistake possible …. I murdered those evil people, but their families mourned them, so I hurt them, Father would be so disappointed at me! I became the very thing I swore to destroy…
I don´t know what to do anymore, I fucked up so hard…
Hah, I got my knife with me, and I can do a last thing.
It's over!
Note: Ayano killing Info chan looks a lot like Ayano killing students in snap mode, bashing them with fists and feet, snapping their necks, hitting them and stomping on them with her feet. Messy, bloody, gory and extremely violent.
I deliberately left the ending here open, because Ayano is so fucked at the end of this story.