I just had THE WORST panic attack of my life.
Me and Jader camped in a wooded area after spending the entire day hiking.
I thought looking around for some local Pokémon would be a good idea. After all, that's what I'm supposed to be do, right?
Well, apparently my mind decided otherwise.
We were about to initiate a battle with what I think was a small bug Pokémon, but the moment I realized that I need to get ready for action: I froze.
My thumb started to shake at first, then both of my hands.
I felt like I can't breath and started hyperventilating.
Needless to say no battle occurred. Whatever it was we almost encountered ran off and I was sitting on my ass, gasping for air like some kind of idiot.
Maybe this life just isn't for me...
How would someone like me be successful at this when some people start out so much better while being so much younger than me?
Right now everything feels like a big mistake.
I wanna go home.
Smell you later, Fred.