BPOV
It was all his fault!
I had acted like crazy because he had put the idea of 'dating' in my head!
I loved my husband!
How could I think about going out with his nephew, for God's sake!
And how could I even think about moving on so quickly?
I was a horrible person!
I was really ashamed of myself!
Maybe Edward was right about one thing - I needed to learn to have some fun.
Maybe I was spending way too much time on my work, and that's why I was going crazy!
And that's when I received a text from Rosalie to ask if I wanted to join for a girls' night out with her friends coming Saturday, and I agreed immediately.
Yeah, I needed to have some fun!
I needed to get Edward Cullen out of my head!
I selected a sexy black mini dress for the night out, and man! It felt so good to look good and feel sexy!
The girls' night out was really a great idea!
I had no idea when was the last time I had gossiped so much!
I had no idea when was the last time I had danced like this!
I had no idea when was the last time I had such great fun!
I had no idea when was the last time I had gotten so drunk and wasted!
"Em is busy," Rosalie said, "I asked Edward to drop us home. He said he's nearby."
Edward?
No, no, no!
I didn't want him to see me like this!
I was so wasted right now!
But there was no other option now!
Edward arrived a few minutes later and he didn't even seem to notice me.
And well, that made me so disappointed!
I thought I was looking so sexy tonight!
But he didn't seem to think so!
I wasn't sure why I was so disappointed.
Why did I want him to notice me?
He was Carlisle's nephew, for God's sake!
And I loved Carlisle!
I shouldn't be worrying about his nephew not noticing me!
He kept talking to Rosalie throughout the ride.
He didn't talk directly to me even once. Not even when Rosalie was including me in the conversation.
And... It was making me so upset!
He was Carlisle's nephew, and I loved Carlisle! I kept reminding myself.
"Do you want to come and sit next to me?" he said to me after he dropped Rosalie, "I don't want to feel like an Uber driver."
"Ummm... Yeah sure," I said.
A/N: The engagement on this story is so low, and it makes me so sad because I really like these two! :(
