EPOV
I guess everyone was a liar.
By 'everyone', I meant the whole world!
They said love was the most beautiful thing in the world.
I disagreed.
It was the ugliest feeling!
I hated this weird pain in my heart I was having at the moment.
I hated all these strange feelings of loneliness even if I was surrounded with my family at the moment.
It's like I wasn't me anymore!
I was better off without these strange emotions!
I was completely normal until yesterday.
Just one confession to self, and it's like my whole world had turned upside down.
I wasn't sure how a single person could hold so much power over me.
It's like she had the ability to control how I function.
I had never felt so vulnerable.
I had never felt so weak.
"Where are you lost?" Rosalie's voice brought me back to the present. We were at my Mom's home for breakfast.
"No... I'm just sleepy," I said.
"I had a drunken night out, but you look like you're having a hangover," she laughed.
"I wish I could have joined, too," Alice said.
"Yeah, it was so fun, but I wish I could say the same about my headache right now," she said.
I wondered how Bella was feeling after I left.
I shouldn't have left like that!
I should have listened to her.
Why was I such an asshole!
Why was I such a coward?
Why was I so selfish?
Should I text her and see how she was doing!
Eh, maybe not!
I doubted if she'd appreciate that!
"You should have seen Bella dancing!" she said to Alice, "She was such a blast!"
Oh really?
I'd love to see that!
Or maybe not.
Was I planning to turn myself into a creep?
She had made it clear that she wasn't interested in me.
I needed to let her go!
"No wonder uncle Carl fell for her," she chuckled.
Alright, she shouldn't have added that last bit!