BPOV
I couldn't believe I was kissing him.
I didn't think I'd ever kiss him!
I always 'hated' him, for God's sake!
Well, he did seem to actually like me because even though he seemed surprised at first, he pulled me closer and started kissing me back passionately. The way he was kissing me right now... It's just... I didn't know how to describe it! I had never experienced anything like this before!
He looked in my eyes when we stopped after a while.
I thought the way he looked at me earlier was intense! Well, if that was intense, I had no idea what to label the way he was looking at me right now!
He put his hand on my face and kissed me again.
This was insane!
I had known him all my life, and... this was just crazy!
I didn't think I'd even consider this option, but right now it felt like dating each other was really not a bad idea!
We might make a good couple!
No!
I needed to take this slowly!
I had to think thoroughly before I made any decision, but at this moment kissing him felt like the most normal thing in the world!
Well, it was perfect when we were kissing, but it got a bit awkward once we stopped after some time!
I started questioning myself if it was too soon.
I mean, what was I thinking?
Shouldn't we have 'talked' or gone on a date before kissing like this?
I didn't even know what exactly I was feeling at the moment... My emotions were all over the place!
What's next for us?
And what was he thinking right now?
He grabbed his cup of coffee and started sipping it.
Okay?
So what did that mean?
Did he enjoy the kiss as I did?
What the fuck was he thinking right now?
He wasn't even saying anything!
I thought he'd be ready with something funny or inappropriate!
"Ummm... Why aren't you saying anything?" I said finally.
I didn't like this awkward silence!
"I'm going to keep quiet," he said, "I've a feeling I'm going to ruin everything if I open my mouth."
Well, it was true most of the time, but I was hating it right now!
"It doesn't suit you," I chuckled nervously, "You feel like a different person when you're silent. I didn't think I'd ever say this, but I guess I'd appreciate it if you say something inappropriate right now! It'd feel more... normal!"
"Hmmm?" He said.
"Hmmm?" I said back like an idiot.
"You need to talk loudly," he said.
What?
"What do you mean?" I said.
"I can't hear you," he said.
I raised my eyebrow.
"I'm on cloud nine right now," he said, "I can't hear you from here!"
I shook my head, and chuckled, "Shut up!"
Finally a smile broke through his face.
"I think your smile is the most favorite thing in the world now," he said as he tucked my hair behind my ear, "I swear, I haven't seen anything more beautiful than it."
I gasped.
I didn't think I'd ever hear stuff like this from him!
And the worst part was... It made me blush!
"I think you should go back to 'silence' mode!" I said.
"Your wish is my command!" He winked and zipped his mouth tightly.