I feel sick with my life, life is hated. I yawn as I feel tired, I sleep.
I had a nightmare, The nightmare was about someone, he kept slapping me and hurting me, I cried hard, everything was red and I couldn't breathe in my nightmare, I tried to wake up but I couldn't.
Nanjirou smirked as He put the sedative inside the alcohol, His smirking wider while he saw his son sleeping, He stepped inside the room, took off his son's clothes, and spread the entrance, putting his member inside and starting to enjoy it, hearing his son's whimpering, he thrusting more and more, and releasing inside. He patted his son's head and let him sleep while naked.
I woke up, finding myself naked. I sigh and try hard not to cry, I stand up clean myself, and go to the bathroom. I already wear my uniform, I walk to the kitchen. preparing my food.
"Ryoma, Today you need to come home fast." I nodded, making the food and eating it, and ran off the house to the school.
"Hey, Echizen right?" Someone blue-haired, looking like a girl, He was the one who was in the club yesterday. "Oshitari told everyone to go to the club, My name is Yukimura Seiichi, and I am in the same class as Oshitari. Come on boy, Let's go." Yukimura grabbed my hand and ran to the club. We stopped in front of a classroom, stepping inside saw Atobe, Oshitari, Sanada, Tezuka. and 3 more that I don't know. "So the all members are here... I will introduce Echizen Ryoma, Our new freshman." Atobe grabs my arm and touches my shoulder with both his hands. "This is Echizen Ryoma, He is the first year, Be gentle to him, Understand?"
Someone with dark greenish hair like me but his eyes are hazelnut. "Shorty? Why are you here?!" That person runs to me and hugging me really... tight... "Shorty, Do you remember me?" Everyone's eyes widen, They don't expect to see this. Atobe knows they haven't seen each other for a long time, so He invited Echizen Ryoma to his club. "Who... are. you?" I murmured, I can't remember him. That person looked shocked after my question. "This is Echizen Ryoga. don't you remember him?" Atobe frowned, Is the brat just forgot his own not relative big brother?
"I.. don't know him," I murmured, gently pushing the person away. "So... your father really "did" it..." The person nodded in response, He patted my head and played with my hair. "Shorty, run away from that house." Everyone heard everything and wanted to know more about, Echizen's privacy.
"Your father really "did" it..." The person looks so disappointed and frustrated. "Gosh... Shorty," The person sliding up my uniform sleeve, showing the cutting scars from my father. "Don't!" I shouted, quickly sliding it down. Atobe eyes widen, "Echizen, If you need someone to talk with, just talk with us. We are the life club, I have known everyone's past, except you." Atobe explained. "... What's your name.. again?" I asked the person, He smiled with warmth.
"My name is Echizen Ryoga, Shorty. Call me Ryoga and I'll call you Ryoma. Everyone will do that."
"Ryoga, Be my friend." Ryoga rubs my cheek, it's not hurt like my father does. "I am already your friend, Shorty." Atobe cleared his throat. "Listen, Today we will share our life!" Everyone replied with "Understood!" Atobe grabs a piece of paper, He cuts it. "Write your best experience here. This time you need to write your name on it." Atobe gave everyone a piece of paper, Everyone started to write their best experience. A person with white hair, and blue eyes, looks tricky. his smirk is very creepy. he wrote something on it and smirking wider, Sanada gave a dead glare to him. "Give it to me," Oshitari shouted, Everyone did. and Oshitari starts to read them. "The first one is Yukimura, "My best experience is, I made good friends here. And I am extremely happy." What a best experience." Oshitari replied, Yukimura laughing softly "I feel I am the luckiest man that I found very good friends." Yukimura explained Sanada blushes because he is Yukimura's best friend. "Next is. Akutsu. "I don't give a shit." What a best experience." Oshitari chuckles, Akutsu is a violent person.
"Don't mind Akutsu, He is an idiot. Next is. Ryoma "I am fucking stupid." Woah, Okay.." Oshitari chuckles a bit. "Be serious," Tezuka murmured, Tezuka is stringent, Atobe doesn't give a shit to Tezuka. "Uhm, Next is Ryoga "You know it." .." Oshitari doesn't know what to say about this, They aren't even serious. But Atobe doesn't seem to be angry. "Next is Sanada, "I am" Oshitari was silent after that, He quit reading it all. Give up, Atobe sighs. "Go to your class, come back at 3:30 PM" Everyone understood and went to their class.
Ryoma needed to excuse himself with Atobe, Atobe understood and let him. Ryoma came back to his house, placed his backpack, and walked over to his father. "Dad?" Nanjirou turns his attention to him, "Oh, Ryoma?" Nanjirou smiled widely, He waved his hand, a sign to come to him, and Ryoma slowly walked to his father. better not make his father angry. "Good boy. Ryoma, Can you help me something?"
"What is it?" Ryoma asked, He kneeled in front of his father. "Well.. nothing much." Nanjirou smirks, he slowly pulls down his pants and his boxer(or underwear) Showing his hard member "Ryoma, suck it." Nanjirou ordered, Ryoma swallowed his saliva hard. and then gently licked it, His free hand stroked it. Ryoma lowered his head more, sucking it. (which he doesn't enjoy it.) Ryoma continued to do that until Nanjirou suddenly trusted him inside Ryoma's mouth, releasing him inside. "Good boy." Nanjirou raised, "Swallow all of it." His father ordered, And He needed to do it. He swallowed all of it. he was feeling vomit. He goes to his room, locks it, and rests.
The next day, (Thursday)
Ryoma goes to the rooftop again, every day. Ryoma sat down and chilled with the wind, grabbed a candy, and ate it. Atobe walks to Ryoma and sits beside him. "Brat, Are you okay?" Ryoma remains silent, He doesn't know if he could answer this answer or not. "Why do you ask?" Ryoma points the question to Atobe. He doesn't want to answer the question that Atobe asked him. "I just want to know more about you, You're our junior," Atobe replied, He grabbed Ryoma's candy and ate it. "Be honest with me, Echizen." He murmured, his purple is moving slightly from the wind, The dark greenish hair remained silent again, Can he just answer it and explain everything? or he just remains silent and doesn't tell him, Is it alright? Is it fine to not tell? Is it okay? Then, suddenly Atobe smiled softly and said something impossible. "Because.. I know everything about you." Ryoma never told everyone, He never told everyone about his life. And will not.
... "H.. I am fine." Ryoma was just about to ask how he knew that, but it was not important because no one could fix his problem, and he was the only one who could fix it, but he was too afraid of his own father, "I got to go." Ryoma murmured, stood up, brushed his pants, and went to the class, leaving Atobe alone.
Maybe he was the one who pushed him too hard- He just wanted Ryoma to be happy, like everyone. Atobe sighed, he stood up and went to his class as well.