Structured Chaos
Chapter 40
We kept you hooked on all the machines. We took turns being with you and spending time with you're brothers. Before we realized it. It was 29 weeks. And it was my turn to get what i had asked for.
You being free of machines. Able to experience life fully.
My girl. You were and are so beautiful. The size of a butternut squash.
I knew my fears and doubts about having a third child. Were long gone. You completed our family.
I had never really been one for religion. I've had encounters in life that made having faith seem without purpose.
I called out to Keith. God. And any higher power i could think of. Pleading to keep you with us.
And days passed then weeks. Soon you were able to go home.
You were met with all the love and support. Family friends.
You look like you're mom. All dark hair and hazel eyes.
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