OKay so this starts in the middle of a made up episode where an OC of mine meets the father she thought was dead. Turns out he just disappeared from her life to keep her safe. It's just bit of background leading up to the spicy scene.

Carisi's POV

The minute I saw the man I knew he was related to Oksana. I just didn't know how. They had the same eyes and the same presence. They also had the same freckle on their necks.

"This will be hard for you to hear. I didn't choose this type of work. It was just the way I grew up and the way my father grew up. I tried to get out of this life, I found your mother and fell in love with her. We tried to leave and then you came. I knew the only way to keep you safe was to leave. In my world, family is weakness."

Oksana was frozen. I gently touched her arm but she wouldn't look at me.

"What I say is true. I was there, when your mother was buried. I stayed away to protect you. This problem you have with the young woman, I will deal with it. She will not be bothered again."

"And when this happens again? You know I will come back. I work for SVU."

"You will never have to come near us, near me again."

He turned to leave.

"Otets..."

That word made him stop. I knew that word.

"I lost privilege of being your father when I left."

"But you can have it back. You have a grandson."

He turned around and looked between Oksana and I.

"Vnuk?" (A grandson?)

I nodded.

"He's five."

I saw a little smile on the man's scarred face. Oksana took out her phone and showed him a picture of Viktor.

"Viktor."

He slowly took the phone and smiled a little more.

"A strong boy. His face reminds me of your mother."

Oksana nodded.

"He'd love to know his dedushka." I said.

I was grateful I knew a little Russian at that point. Finn smirked and Oksana smiled.

"Good to know you taught him our language. I think of the boy's safety when I say I can't. But if you ever need me, you call this number. No one knows this number but you, I will move mountains to help you."

He looked at me.

"Take care of my child and your son. Keep him away from a life like mine. And if anything happens to them, call the number I give to her."

"I promise. You never told us your name."

He smirked.

"Boris Petroff. Your victim will not be bothered again. And I will deal with her abuser. IN my world, there is control and there is nothing."

"Unfortunately Mr. Petroff, things don't work like that in our world. Hypothetically, if you take care of him yourself we might have to investigate you further."

He thought for a moment.

"I see. I can be a reasonable man, I will have your culprit hand delivered to you. Don't worry, he will be unharmed and in one piece. Give me one day to find him, he will be delivered to you."

"We can't let you-"

"You have no choice. It is only way for me to protect Oksana and give you what you want. You ca discuss with your superiors and meet with me in two days. I cannot stay here any longer."

Before he could leave, Oksana hugged him tightly.

"YA lyublyu tebya papa." (I love you, father.)

He did hug her, but he seemed unsure.

"YA vsegda lyubil tebya, ditya moye. But you must all go and quickly. I have been here too long, I have risked your life." (And I have always loved you, my child.)

I saw Oksana squeeze his hand and then she came back to me.

"Only use that number in emergencies. Be careful with your work and don't miss a second of Viktor's life. It would be your greatest regret. Do svidanya, Oksana."

"Do svidanya, papa."

"Take care of them, Sonny."

"You have my word, sir."

He left and Oksana took my hand.

"Take me home."

"You okay girl? Must be feeling a lot right now."

She nodded. Olivia came out with Amaro and Rollins.

"We couldn't hear much, what happened?"

"Our victim won't be harmed ever again."

"And her attacker?"

"The boss said it would be handled and I told him we couldn't let him handle things like that. He said he could offer us two days to discuss it."

"That was a long conversation for just that to be said." Rollins said.

Liv looked at Oksana and then at me. I shook my head slightly.

"I think we can talk about this tomorrow. It's been a long night. But I want to know everything tomorrow."

Oksana nodded and everyone left. Liv followed us to our car and put her hand on Oksana's shoulder.

"I heard most of it. I know who he is."

She sighed.

"You are going to tell IAB?"

"I should. But I won't until you're ready. And you didn't even know. It would only put you in danger. I doubt the Russians have any insiders in IAB, but what if one of the other mobs do? The Italians, the Irish. They'd use you. I've been in this business a long time and I've had run ins with these people before. I won't compromise your life or your son's. It's best if your father remains unknown to you. To all of us."

She nodded.

"I understand. I will tell you everything tomorrow. I trust this team."

"Okay. Drive safe."

Oksana got into the passengers seat and I started the car. She was unusually quiet on the ride home. I took her hand she looked over at me.

"I'm sorry, I have much to think about."

"I know babe. You don't have to explain anything to me. But don't shut me out, when you're ready, talk to me."

"I promise."

I kissed the back of her hand and pulled into the parking garage. Since it was so late we decided that we would pick Viktor up tomorrow. After I closed and locked the apartment door, Oksana pushed me against it and kissed me. I groaned and cradled the back of her head. A lot of times this was the way Oksana processed things. She took my lower lip between her teeth and sucked gently as her hands pulled my shirt from my pants.

"Slow down, baby."

She stopped and looked into my eyes.

"I am sorry."

"No don't be sorry. Tell me what you're feeling. Please?"

"I feel like I lost another parent. I feel alone, but I know I'm not. I.. I just need you to love me." she said softly.

My heart broke for her.

"Then let me do it right."

She nodded and I leaned forward. I started slowly, kissing her soft, full lips. I brought her hands up to the buttons on my vest and let her start to undo them. Her soft fingers stroked my skin through my shirt and I moaned as I kissed her. I pulled the tie holding back her braided hair and she shook it loose. She knew I loved it when she did that. The sweet, rosy scent of her shampoo hit me and I pulled her right back into my arms. I leaned down and inhaled deeply as I buried my face in her silky hair. Moving her hair over her neck with one hand, I used the other to cup her breast. She craned her neck as I started to kiss it and moaned softly in my arms.

"I love you..." she whispered.

Her words caused my already hard cock to twitch. Her hands moved slowly up my back to my hair. She always loved messing up my hair and it felt good when she did. I gently pressed her against the wall and rocked my hips against hers.

"Oksana... Oksana..."

All I could do was moan her name. I needed to feel her beautiful skin. I continued to kiss her neck but moved my hands to the bottom of her shirt. I stepped back briefly so I could pull it off. I took a moment to just admire her. She was so beautiful, her toned abdomen, her perfect breasts and her pale skin. Her skin was perfect against her black hair and icy eyes.

"You're so damn beautiful."

I reached behind her and unhooked her bra as she started to unbutton my shirt. Oksana was wild, but when we were alone, she showed a very different side. She was incredibly giving and tender. She'd touch me so gently and with so much love. When I'd first met her I never thought she could be capable of such gentleness. It was a side she only showed to me. We went back towards our room and she finished with my shirt, pulling it off me before I hit the bed. I pulled her onto my lap and her breasts rubbed against my chest. I groaned loudly and she kissed my lips. She started to grind on me and I was straining against my pants at this point. Without breaking out kiss she reached down, unbuckled my belt, unzipped my pants and slid her hand inside. She gently massaged the head of my cock and with her free hand she toyed with my nipple.

"Oh god, Oksana!"

"Mmm."

I had to stop her before I came.

Oksana's POV

He gently grabbed my wrist and I looked into his eyes. He rolled me onto my back and then stood to remove his pants and boxers. I watched his hard cock spring free and smiled to myself. He came back to my open arms and kissed me as he slid down my pants and then stroked me through my panties. I moaned into his mouth and wrapped my arms around his neck. I moved back on the bed so he could get on top of me. His warm hands gently moved up my sides and stroked the sides of my breasts. He kissed beneath my ear next.

"I love you Oksana. More than my own life I love you. You and our son are my life and I would do anything to make you happy. You're the most beautiful woman the most beautiful person I've ever known. I will always be here for you and I will never stop loving you." he whispered.

My heart was bursting with love for him. He pulled my panties off and I could feel him between my legs. I looked into his eyes and held his face in my hands.

"I love you so much."

It was all I could think to say, but I knew it was enough for him. He smiled at me, his blue gaze full of love. He kissed along my collar bone while his finger stroked between my legs.

"Oh! Yes Sonny!"

His lips moved down further and he swirled his tongue around my nipple. I arched my back and cried his name when he slid his finger in me. I tangled my fingers in his soft hair and writhed in pleasure beneath him. He added a second finger and came back up to kiss my lips. I held onto him as though someone might take him from me. His tongue pushed past my lips and curled around mine. He swallowed my moans and cries of pleasure as he added a third finger. All the while he would whisper in my ear how much he loved me and how good I made him feel. He finally pulled his fingers away and I caught his wrist. I brought his fingers to my mouth and sucked them clean. His eyes were filled with lust and I could feel his cock twitch. I reached between us and took him in my hand. He groaned and let his head fall against my shoulder. Very slowly, he slid himself inside me. I held him as close as possible as he sheathed himself to the hilt. He let me adjust as he stretched me and I enjoyed the feeling. I hooked my leg over his and rolled him onto his back. He smiled up at me as I started to rock my hips. After a minute he started to thrust and I threw my head back in ecstasy. I took his hands and brought them to my breasts where he continually brushed his thumbs over my nipples.

After another few minutes he sat up and wrapped one arm around me while supporting himself with the other. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and kissed his neck. I lingered there and fought the incredible urge to bite him.

"It's okay. Do it." he said.

His hand gently pushed at the back of my head. I closed my eyes as I gently bit his neck. He moaned my name louder than he ever had before and I smiled. I kissed and licked over the bite as he started to thrust faster. I kept the pace with him and gently tugged his hair so he would look into my eyes.

"I want to feel it. I want to feel you come inside me." I told him.

He let out a sound somewhere between a gasp and a moan. He pulled me flush against him and my sensitive breasts rubbing against his chest sent me spiraling out of control. I cried out his name as my walls squeezed him. He kissed me hard as he spilled himself deep inside me. My walls continued to squeeze him, to milk ever last bit of his release. My heart was pounding against my chest and I could feel his doing the same. He fell back on the bed with his arms wrapped around me.

"Please baby, don't ever feel alone because you're not. I'm always right here."

I didn't have any words, so instead I kissed him with all the love and passion I felt for him. He wove his fingers into my hair and kissed me back with just as much love.

"I'm gonna run you a hot bath."

"Hmm, sounds nice. SO long as you join me."

"Always." he said.

He kissed my forehead and then left. My phone started to ring and I saw Rafael's name. I didn't want to worry him I answered.

"Rafi."

"Thank god. I've been sitting here going crazy."

I smiled a bit.

"Forgive me. It's been very long night."

"And you sound exhausted. I won't make you talk about this tonight. Would I be asking too much if I ask you to meet me for an early coffee tomorrow?"

"No. I was going to ask the same thing. There's something I have to speak with you about."

"Of course. Get some sleep. Good night."

"Until tomorrow."

I hung up and then followed Sonny into the bathroom. The tub full of hot water looked so inviting.

"Almost ready."

I smiled as I watched him. He cared so much for me. When the bath was ready he took my hand and helped in before getting in behind me. He held me in his arms and kissed my shoulder.

"Feeling a little better?"

I smiled and laid my head back against his shoulder.

"I will be."

I reached up and laid my hand against his cheek.

"When this is over, I'm gonna take you and Viktor to Russia. We're gonna visit your mother's grave so she can meet him."

MY eyes widened in surprise.

"What?"

"Well we always talked about taking him there and Italy. I think with all this we should do Russia first. And I've been saving for this. I was going to surprise you for your birthday but I think you could use it now."

I kissed him hard and passionately.

"I love you."

"And you know I'll always love you."

I kissed him again.