Re:Zero Alternative Envy Main Route
"Omniscient Natsuki Subaru"
Chapter 2(1/3) "Multiple personality disorder."
Subaru was dreaming. And suddenly he heard an unexpected sound.
? :[ You won't keep your student waiting, will you, Natsuki Subaru? Because I Love You I Love You I Love You I Love You I Love You I Love You I Love You I Love You I Love You. Will you make me happy Natsuki Subaru? I Love YouI Love YouI Love YouI Love YouI Love YouI Love You. ]
What the hell was this? It's really weird to have a dream that keeps saying "I Love You".
Subaru suddenly opened his eyes, if only the first thing he saw wasn't Puck in his arms.
After seeing Puck, she felt relieved and continued sleeping because she was tired.
Subaru opened his eyes, and the first thing he saw was a short person with blue hair, wearing a maid outfit, blue eyes. Next to him was a short man with pink hair, the same outfit, and pink eyes. These were Rem and Ram.
Subaru: [R-Rem...]
Subaru remembered something about Rem, and hugged her directly. While Rem couldn't understand, Subaru started crying.
What Subaru remembers was "Rem sacrificing herself so that Subaru could live". Here Subaru specifically says "I Love You." He remembered his words.
Subaru Ram...
Subaru : [ Ram, when will Rosswaal arrive? ]
Ram : [ Emillia-sama said your name. Barusu, please wait a while, it will arrive soon. If you have any questions, you can ask us or Emillia. ]
Subaru was happy when he heard the word "Barusu", because Ram kept calling Subaru "Barusu" in the future.
After going out, Subaru was looking for someone with long hair, blond hair, charming eyes, and short stature who fascinated people with her sweetness. It was Beatrice, or as Subaru called her, "Beako!"
But to find Beako, he had to find the secret library. And Subaru was a master at it. It was so simple to find that he found it at the first door he opened.
Beatrice: [ You must be Natsuki Subaru, right, I guess? ]
Subaru didn't remember or didn't know how Beatrice knew his name.
Subaru: [Yes.]
Beatrice said with an angry attitude;
Beatrice: [ Could you leave here please? You are disturbing me. ]
Subaru: [ Come on Beako, don't be like that. ]
Beatrice : [ Beako? What a vile nickname. ]
Subaru: [Are you serious? I'm going to stay here anyway, can't we be friends? ]
Beatrice: [ I heard you were staying here, I think. But we can't be friends, honestly. ]
Subaru :[ Come on! It doesn't hurt to be friends. ]
Beatrice : [ GET OUT OF HERE! ]
Beatrice angrily uses magic and pushes Subaru out the door, causing him to fall out the window. The door closes behind him.
Emillia, who was there at that moment;
Emillia: [ Subaru!? Are you ok? ]
Subaru barely;
Subaru: [I'm fine, I just met Beako. ]
Emillia : [ Beako? I think you're talking about Beatrice. I am pleased that you are well. As I heard from Ram, when you got up you went directly to Rem. And you hugged her and cried, why? ]
Subaru didn't know the answer to that either. Even if he knew that Back to the Future had such a feature, he didn't know how he got it.
Subaru: [I don't know why, but I guess Back to the Future-]
As Natsuki Subaru said this, it suddenly became dark and a black hand came to Natsuki Subaru's heart.
? :[ You can't say that. You belong only to me, Natsuki Subaru. I love you I love you I love you. ]
Subaru suddenly gets startled after this incident and says;
Subaru: [I'm sorry Emillia-tan, but I guess I might have suddenly done such things because I was alive. ]
Subaru was forbidden from telling anyone about Back to the Future. But by whom?
Subaru thought of something. He remembered that Beatrice knew everything about him. And Subaru wanted to test it.
Subaru: [I know what I have to do, I will kill Emillia to test Beatrice. ]
What?! What Subaru would do to test Beatrice... wasn't that a normal thought? Why was he thinking like this, he could go to Beako and test it after destroying something or saying something to Ram. But why did he choose to kill?
Subaru: [What I've wanted to do for a long time is kill. I love you. ]
The unknown person in Subaru used the phrase "I Love You"? Had that person taken over Subaru's mind?
Subaru: [For great pleasure, if I have to, I will destroy the entire mansion and keep this place to myself. ]
Emillia : [Subaru? Are you okay, you're talking to yourself. ]
Subaru said with a relaxed attitude;
Subaru: [I'm fine, Emillia-Tan. Look! Rosswaal has arrived. ]
Emillia: [Where, Where-(?)]
Subaru took the scissors from Emillia's hand and stabbed her in the throat. Blood was gushing from Emillia. Natsuki Subaru was enjoying this...
Emillia : [ Subaru? W-why-why did you do this? This can't be you, S-S-Subaru... ]
Subaru: [Do you even know who I am? I used you. "Since I know everything, it will be very easy for me to kill you all." "I Am Greed." ]
Emillia was bleeding from her mouth;
Emillia : [ You're not this- you're not. He's doing it wrong - come back please... ]
Subaru with a devilish smile on his face;
Subaru: [What are you talking about? Who are you? You're just the tool I use. My Echi, I'm coming to you. I am pure evil. I'm evil, killing gives me pleasure-?]
While saying these words, Subaru suddenly stopped and was startled.
Subaru: [ Wait a minute? WHAT? EMILLIA ARE YOU OK? Hghh. ]
Subaru put his hand to his eyes and started to cry, breathing rapidly through his mouth and hitting his head on the grass. He didn't know why he killed Emillia either. While he was crying, he went to Emillia, put her head on her chest and continued to cry.
Subaru: [ PLEASE SOMEONE HELP... PLEASE... W-why did I do this... ]
An idea came to his mind. Suicide could set him back as time would be turned back when he died.
Taking the scissors stained with Emillia's blood;
Subaru: [No matter how long it takes, I will try until I save you. Even if it happens 1 billion times, I will try. ]
Subaru stuck the scissors in his throat-
? : [ SUBARU STOP! DON'T DO THAT! ]
Subaru: [Hhh]
Subaru stuck the scissors into his throat. At that moment, he saw that the person calling out was the crying Rem.
Rem slowly collapsed to the ground when she saw the scissors stuck in Subaru's throat. And tears began to flow from her eyes.
Rem: [ Can't be, Can't be, Can't be, Can't be, Su-Su-Subaruuuuuuuuuu!...]
Rem was shaking violently.
Puck had healed Emillia. Because Emillia couldn't die while Puck was asleep.
Rem was staring at Subaru, trying to heal him with her watery eyes. It was as if half of his heart had been cut off.
Man cries for her,
If he lives without love, he cries,
Just like thoughts,
There is no life without love.
Rem: [ PLEASE RAM, BEATRICE-SAMA ROSSWALL-SAMA HELP!. PLEASE-PLEASE...]
All Rem wanted was for the other half of her heart to be with him.
Rem would use all her mana to heal Subaru. Rem started healing without caring what would happen to her.
Rem : [ N-No matter what happens, -I will save you, Su-Subaru. ]
Man cries for her,
If he lives without love, he cries,
Just like thoughts,
There is no life without love.
Chapter 2 (1/3) End.