did u just pray to the lord before talking to me? yea I did I have to be careful around u hey is my bc gonna let me smoke right now? perhaps he may give him 15 minutes u should never bring up God with me I know him he's my best friend how is that possible? because I'm evil I'm just trying to kill you emily rose chan I don't want to fuck u or anything although it would be fun to see u laying down lifeless beside me... like I said last night but this time on a bed and it's made for two and we fuck a little but theirs a weapon behind my hand why? because you're suicidal emily rose chan and I want to see if you'll do it before I do it because my baby shouldn't fuck anyone but me and I heard that she fucks God well I don't well he said u do what are we going to do about God? he's always in my duffle nah taking out my medical gloves and kitchen knives and asking why I'm going to this girl Emily's house to make her rot to put her to bed for fucking anyone but me and not writing me poetry where are my poems emily? they should be really good like this but they're not signed by anybody who can confirm u don't fuck surf the God who lives with u I live with u too emily but u don't see me u only see surf ur always in the shadows cypress watching me well maybe that's where we belong together to make sure that this works out that God doesn't get in the way of my killing u because you're gonna live for eternity and I want to kill your past self I want to bloody her up and send her to the vampires I think you're fucking surf and he's God he's got to stay out of my poetry book he reads the ones about u but we're best friends so I brag about it but deep down I want to give all of his poems about u to u so u can see what kind of man God is thay he ruins men like me who just want to beat u up at least once to organize a bruise to see the love come back to me you'll love me again after our domestic abuse and u can't say u didn't die in the process I watched the blood flow from your body and you recited my poems