Disclaimer: Do not own Marvel or The 100
Warnings for regular sexual assault and regular gangrape and past child abuse and child abandonment.
NSFW Alphabet: The Foreboding Version-C, F, K, R, U and Y:
C: Control: Who is the one in control in the relationship?: Regardless of how much control Clarke's mates have over her, forcing themselves on her often, and keeping her from drugs, making sure she doesn't adopt any particularly large and dangerous reptile to take care of, like a blasted alligator or a venomous snake, all of them would cut their own throats if Clarke so ordered them to. Clarke has control over her mates, to a certain extent, though Clarke knows it's a bit complicated. The thing is, Clarke has been held captive by them, but now that she has been clean of drugs for almost years, if Clarke tells them to kill themselves or leave her or turn themselves into the police? They'll do it. If she tells them that she wants them to give her all their money till they don't have a penny left? They'll do it. But it could never be said that Clarke has full control. Even if she's willingly in a relationship with all of her mates, she has knows that her mates will still sexually assault her, with only her pleasure in mind. It can never be said that Clarke has complete control, any more than it can be said that her mates have complete control. It's complicated. And very amoral.
F: Forced sleep: Clarke has never taken that good care of herself. And her mates? They all fear for her. So, they have yes, forced her to sleep. Sometimes they drug her. Sometimes they fuck her till she's unconscious. Either way, they make sure she sleeps. Again…she sometimes has gotten so little sleep that she only gets three hours of sleep regularly. As a result, her mates feel like they must interfere.
K: Kneeling: Clarke's mates will never get enough of putting their mouths on Clarke's cunt, putting their mouth on her clit and sucking and licking against it, and sticking their tongues in her cunt and lashing their tongues. So, when they go to their knees and grab Clarke's hips and pull her forward, they happily go to work with their lips and tongues. It's all the more exhilarating for them that they are on their knees, but they have her completely at their mercy. Clarke is their religion, and they shall go to their knees to worship her, bringing cries and screams and pleas for them to stop, from her.
R: Remote: One of the things that Clarke's mates love doing, is keeping a remote-controlled vibrator inside their little girl and putting the settings of the remote on full blast nonstop. Clarke will be around the house, reading, drawing, painting, trying to do homework or looking after her animals and they will put the vibrator on full blast and Clarke will be unable to do anything else, except grab some surface and shake and moan as she rides the waves of her next several climaxes and orgasms. Now, Clarke often feels overstimulated from the pleasure and tries to take the toy out of her, but Clarke's mates always tie her arms behind her back when she tries. Her consent isn't sought after. Just her pleasure. And no, she doesn't have a safeword to use, her mates don't allow her that.
U: Unlovable: Clarke still buys every now and then, that she is unlovable. It's not something that affects her as often as it used to. Being given endless love from her mates, being supported and loved by her friends, who still are having a hard time coming to terms with what sort of a relationship Clarke has with her mates, and having a stronger support system as time goes on, helps. But still? Child abandonment was just not something that could be pushed past that easily. But Clarke's mates, who are always aware of Clarke's uncertainties about herself, will always hold her, cuddle her, make love to her, comfort her, always make sure she felt their love, always. For all their amorality, they loved her endlessly and wanted to make sure that she could feel their love.
Y: Yelling: Clarke and her mates have argued in the past. All people in relationships argue. Even if it's a small argument, there are arguments. That's just normal in relationships. However, Clarke has noticed a pattern. Whenever she and her mates argue, and she'll get admittedly a bit excited? Sexually excited? Well, as always, her mates will give her everything. So, when they're yelling, or rather, when Clarke is yelling and her mates are speaking to her softly, trying to soothe her, and after Clarke gets slightly excited at the thought of what her mates might do to her, even though they never really spoke to her aggressively, she always is positive that they could catch up easily on how she feels. And they as always, are more than happy to oblige. Which leads to Clarke being pinned to the wall with her clothes being pulled off of her, mouths to cover her throat with kisses, her breasts to be cupped and fingers to enter her cunt and tongues begin to flick at her clit.
Author's note:
This is supposed to take a few years after what happens in The foreboding words on your arm.
And what is with my fixation on Not Safe For Work alphabets?