LISA

"AS much as I'd love to stay swimming out here with you, we'd better go in and start getting ready for the party. I have to wash my hair."

I groaned my protest with plenty of displeasure, hoping it might work. "Not that fuckin' thing, please."

"Lisa, come on, you know we have to go. I have to be there. Kai said we are his honored guests, and he's planned around us being here, specifically. How rude would it be to just not show up?"

I pulled her legs around my hips and trapped her against me as I tread the sparkling water of our little beach cove. Maybe denial would be more effective since she wasn't buying my complaints. "I'm keeping you out here in this beautiful sea with me forever." I nipped at the shell of her ear and flicked the lobe with my tongue, tasting the mix of her skin and the salt of the water.

"Forever, huh?" she answered, allowing me access to her neck by tilting her head to the side.

"That's right." I took her offer and sucked at her beautiful neck, the mark I'd made on our wedding night now just a faint blush. With her hands gripping my shoulders and her long legs wrapped around my hips, I had her exactly where I wanted her. Now, if I could just get her mind off the motherfucking cocktail party she was demanding to attend, my immediate future would be sorted out perfectly. Floating in the sea and soaking up the sunshine with my sweet girl in my arms. "Yep. Forever here with you, not some sodding party crawling with idiots."

She sighed heavily, most likely thoroughly fed up with me, but she brought her forehead to rest against mine, and rocked from side to side. "What am I going to do with you, Manoban?"

"I have some good ideas if you're really stumped." I squeezed both luscious halves of her arse and pulled her against my cock.

"So, sex in exchange for taking me to the party?" She thrust up and down my length with a few grinds of her hips under the water, giving me an instant hard-on, and heading for the shore.

I'd done this grab and carry from the beach to the house a few times since we'd come here. It always ended the same way. Volcanic sex. Extraordinary fucking. The ultimate prize in intimacy with the person I loved, bringing me to a place of nirvana with her. A place I'd only ever found with Jennie.

With her pillowed at my neck and nuzzling as I took us inside our villa, I was pretty confident I wouldn't have to worry about that stupid party at all in another few minutes.

--

"That is what you're wearing to this thing?"

My question earned me a hearty scowl, and a stiff back turned on me with a toss of her silky hair.

So much for the nice after-swim shag of two hours ago. Might as well have been two years ago, because right then we were getting ready to go to Jongin's motherfucking cocktail party in town.

"Why, Lisa, are you saying that I don't look nice in this dress?" her tone chilly, as she applied eye makeup at the bathroom mirror.

"You look more than nice, and that's the part that worries me." Jennie was off-the-charts sexy all of the time, but this little dress she had on was going to kill me tonight. Emphasis on the little. It was a silky tunic-like creation in yellow and blue, with a print of the Parthenon on it. That part was fine. It was the micro length of the thing, showcasing her long, tanned legs in a manner that would serve to give any man who saw her in it one thought—and only one thought. How I'd love to get those sexy legs wrapped around my cock.

"You worry too much. It's just a babydoll summer dress. We're on holiday at the beach for Christ's sake. I am dressed for the occasion."

A babydoll dress? Fucking hellfire and damnation. I was confident tonight would age me permanently. For a few reasons. One was just the casualty of having a beautiful wife who grabbed attention everywhere we went in public, no matter how subdued she was in her personality. Another was the destination, and crowd we'd be mixing with tonight. I couldn't pretend to be happy about it, but knew I was outvoted and undermined when it came to Jennie's modeling.

I imagined what I could say to the people I'd meet at this blasted party, as I sat on the bed and shoved my feet into my shoes harshly. Hello, Lisa Manoban, nice to meet you. My wife is one of Jongin's models. Isn't she lovely without her clothes on? Smashing tits, I know. Oh, trust me, I know. *wink* Which picture of her do you prefer? The one of her tits or this one where you can really see the curve of her sexy arse? I dragged a hand over my beard in anxious frustration.

Simply absorbing the content of my imagined social greeting was a little more than I could handle, so I tried to distract myself by thinking of this afternoon's swim with her instead. Didn't help much…

Jongin, one of her photographer friends, had invited us to his home, which just happened to be in Porto Santo Stefano. Marvelous fucking luck. Jennie was determined to drag us there, so I guess I'd be cockblocking all goddamn night instead of enjoying the beach under the stars with my girl.

I was pulled from my inner rant by her cool hand at my cheek and a worried expression on her lovely face. Wouldn't it be wonderful if I could just kiss her senseless into forgetting about going to this thing?

"Please don't let this party ruin our night. It's just a mixer of industry people who happen to be gathering while we're here." The pleading look she gave me tugged at me, making me feel guilty for not being more supportive of her work.

"I'm sorry, baby. I'm trying to support you here, but am afraid I suck at it. I go mad when other men hit on you. I want to kill first and ask questions later when I see how they look at you." I shook my head at her "babydoll" dress. "And with you wearing that, I know I am well and truly fucked for an evening of torture."

"Many of my photographers are gay, Lisa." I could feel her inner thoughts calling me a possessive arsehole, even though I knew she wasn't to that point yet. Not yet…but I might push her there if I kept on.

"Jongin's not one of them though, is he?"

She sighed heavily and pressed her lips to my hair. I reached for her and drew her onto my lap, burying my face at her neck.

"We don't have to stay very long, Lisa. Just long enough to be polite and greet everyone."

"Promise?" I knew I was acting a bloody dickhead but at least I was being honest with how I felt. "I don't share you very well at all, and I won't apologize for that part," I murmured at her ear.

"I promise, sweet wife." She offered her lips to me. "Just give me a code word when you're done and we can leave."

"Now see? You go and say something like that to me and I feel like an insensitive brute." I tucked a loose curl behind her ear. "You're so beautiful, and I don't mean just on the outside." I brought my finger to her heart. "Here is beautiful."

Her expression softened. "I love you so much, Lisa, even when you're being an insensitive brute." She drew me to her lips with a hand under my chin.

"I know…and I count my blessings every day that you do."

"So what's your code word so I know?"

I thought for a moment and it came to me in a brilliant flash. "Simba."

She laughed and shook her head at me slowly. "Simba it is, then."

--

JENNIE

"Bella, you look magnificent, the glow in your cheeks, everything, is utter perfection." Kai, kissed me on both cheeks as was custom, then held me at arm's length for a thorough perusal. "Lovely dress. I can see that marriage and motherhood are both agreeing with you, darling."

I felt Lisa's hand at my back soften and relax at Kai's friendly, but appropriate greeting. Maybe he'd get over her paranoia that Kai was trying to bag me every time he photographed me. Lisa just didn't understand that Kai wasn't like that at all. He was a professional photographer doing a job with me, and nothing more. Well, nothing more than a working, platonic friendship. He'd always been kind to me, and I liked working with Kai Jongin very much. I hoped Lisa could see it here tonight as we all interacted.

"It is, Kai, and I don't think I could be any happier." I leaned into Lisa, nudging her to speak up.

"Mr. Jongin, thank you for the invitation. We've been looking forward to this all day." Lisa lied smoothly, offering her hand, playing the social gentleman to perfection, which she was well skilled at. I guess she did it out of love for me. I knew she didn't want to be here any more than she wanted me modeling. I mouthed a thank you only visible to her. She kissed me on the cheek and whispered in my ear, "Don't forget about Simba, baby." Then she wandered off to get drinks for us.

Kai took me on a tour of his elegantly restored seventeenth-century villa as I marveled at all of the art. He had a whole room set up as a gallery of his photographs. There were a couple of me in there. One where I sat in a formal chair with one knee up, strategically placed, my expression far away and pensive. The other pose was a side view recreation of a vintage Ziegfeld Follies girl with a feather boa and some satin pumps. It was one of the first portraits I posed for and I really thought it was nicely choreographed.

"It is a beautiful piece, bella. I knew when we did that series you had the gift." Kai stood behind me admiring the image he had created with me as the subject.

"I was so nervous posing, but you made me laugh when you told me to imagine Iggy Pop in a dress." I shrugged. "That broke the ice and I was fine after that."

"That one works for me every time, bella."

"Well, Iggy Pop in a dress is funny, so good job, Kai." We laughed together and made our way back to the main gathering.

Where was Lisa with my drink? I scanned the room for sight of her, but didn't see her tall form standing out among the crowd anywhere. And I needed water.

"She is talking to Carolina and Rogelio, my friends," Kai said, correctly reading my quest to find Lisa. "I believe they have discovered they are acquainted already."

Really? Lisa knew people at this party? I suppose it wasn't as bad as she'd predicted it would be after all. Couldn't wait to bust her about her whining to come here.

"Oh, well that's great. I look forward to meeting them. But first, I need to get some water. I'm really thirsty after spending a long time swimming in the sea today. Must be all the salt."

"Come with me, bella, I will take care of you."

--

One hour later and I was so ready to blow this taco stand. Unfortunately, I was the only one who felt that way. Lisa and her old friend, Carolina, sat next to each other on a sofa laughing and chatting about the Italian elections and everything in between; from the best ski slopes in the Italian Alps to Ferragamo shoes. Looked like they were having a great time together. I, on the other hand, was stuck fending off the lewdly inappropriate glances coming at me from Rogelio, who apparently wasn't giving up on trying to get a good look at what was under my dress. And he wasn't with Carolina as I originally assumed, either. Rogelio was with another woman who gave her name as Paola—an Italian model I had seen in photos but never met before tonight. She eyeballed me too, almost as much as Rogelio was doing, but for different reasons. Rogelio was just a skeevy creep, but Paola saw me as a threat. She didn't have anything to worry about from me though; I sure wasn't interested in what she was doing—practically sprawled on Rogelio, letting him feel her up. Were they going to start screwing in front of everyone in a minute for an encore? This lecherous creep and exhibitionist slut are who I get to talk to? Not fair.

Lisa was oblivious.

I shifted in the seat and fidgeted with the hem of my dress, wishing it was a little longer to cover more of my legs. I wanted to go home and crawl into bed, but Lisa didn't take my subtle hints when I rubbed her leg or squeezed her hand. She just kept flapping away as if she could keep it up for hours. What in the hell had gotten into her? She was not usually chatty, but for all intents and purposes she sure was tonight—at this party she begged me not to drag her to.

It wasn't lost on me Carolina was a very beautiful woman, either. Elegant, and lean, in that Euro way that intimidated the hell out of me and my pregnant curves, which would only grow more pregnant, and more curvy in the coming months.

I patted Lisa on the leg.

She turned to me and smiled, covering my hand with her.

And returned right back to her conversation with Carolina, dismissing me with an affectionate brush of her thumb over my hand.

A server brought a tray of gelato through and I couldn't resist taking one, even though everyone else declined it.

The rich frozen chocolate cream tasted like heaven. At least I could enjoy something nice here, since the rest of it sucked.

Paola clucked at me. "So many calories in the gelato. I never indulge."

Well, you sure do indulge in being a massive bitch, Paola. "Really? I do. In fact, my doctor in London told me to start packing it in. As many calories as I can stand. It'll be healthier for my baby if I gain some weight." I smiled warmly and shoved another spoonful of gelato in my mouth. Put that in your pipe and smoke it, you stupid cow!

She narrowed her eyes at me. "You are pregnant?"

I rubbed over my bump, which due to the shape of my dress, was pretty much invisible. "Yep. And married." I held up my left hand and showed my ring. "I'm so lucky; sometimes I think I must have won the lottery of life." I leaned into Lisa's arm with an affectionate caress of my cheek.

I felt more than a little satisfaction when she rolled her eyes at me and huffed off to get a drink. Rogelio just snickered in his quietly leering way and adjusted his erection, now that it was out there for me to see. Ugh. Get me the hell out of here.

Lisa was so unaware of what was going on, the look on her face was blank when I interrupted her and said, "Simba just called and said it's an emergency."

"What?" she questioned with a blink.

I hardened my expression and tried again. "Simba needs us to come home."

"He does?"

"He said now, Lisa."

--

Lisa drove us home as I pouted in my seat. "You're not feeling well, are you?" she asked after several minutes of quiet.

"Whatever gave you that idea?" I looked out the window at the pretty lights set out in jars in front of the houses. It was a local custom that we'd discovered on our trip here. Wishing jars they were called. You put your wishes inside on tiny slips of paper that burned away from the candle inside the jar. As the words were consumed by fire, your wish was released into the spirit world to maybe be granted. I wish I never went to that party.

"Well, you didn't seem to be in a very social mood back there."

"Well, you sure were." I folded my arms and looked over at her.

"What? I was just having a conversation with an old friend. Thank God there was somebody I could talk to, or I would have gone mad. Let's remember that I didn't want to go to the fucking thing in the first place, Jennie. It just turned out to be more pleasant than I imagined it would be."

"How do you know Carolina?" I hated that I felt insecure asking her about Carolina. I didn't want to know if they had ever been more than "friends," but had to be pragmatic that it was a strong possibility.

"We met when I was working an important job for the Italian PM years back. She's a cultural consultant for the government," she said a little too quickly, as if she'd already prepared what to say when I asked.

I sensed some hedging on her part. The way she was acting reminded me of that night at the Mallerton Gala when the strawberry-blonde "she went out with just the one time" was vying for her attention.

My heart did a little drop and I felt insane jealousy at the thought of Lisa and Carolina being together at some point in the past. She'd fucked her. I knew it.

"Oh…" I couldn't think of a better response. I just wanted to go to bed and put the unpleasant thoughts out of my mind.

I didn't wait for Lisa to come around and open my door when we arrived back to the villa. I just got out and headed toward the steps.

I didn't make it very far before strong arms wrapped around me from behind, pressing me back into the hard planes of her body. "Where do you think you're going?" She nuzzled at my neck and rubbed thumbs over my collarbones seductively. My body responded immediately, my nipples hardening into peaks that gave me the now familiar sting of pain when it happened.

"To bed, Lisa." I knew that she knew I was pouting. I didn't care. I couldn't help how I felt—jealous, and insecure, and more than a little hurt.

"Not yet, my beauty." She kissed behind my ear, the rough sound of desire evident in her tone. "I went to your party and played nice, and now I get my date with you on the beach that I wished to have in the first place."

My stiffness melted at her words, and I spun around to face her, burying my face into her chest, breathing in her scent of spice and cologne that had captured me from day one. "It was an awful party," I muttered, "I hated it."

She stroked over my hair and kissed the top of my head. "I can see that, but I can make it better now," she promised. "Forget about that pretentious party and come with me."

"So, you didn't want to stay there and talk to Carolina longer? You were obviously old friends catching up." My spiteful words just slipped out before I could stop them.

She gave me the blank look again and tilted her head. "Baby, what does that mean?"

I shrugged. "I got the feeling that you and she were past…that the two of you had—"

Her eyes grew wide before she started laughing. "Okay, I get it now. You thought that Carolina and I had gone out together." She shook her head slowly at me. "No, baby. We're just friends and colleagues. Besides, she's got at least a decade on me."

"Well, she's still very beautiful. I doubt her age would bother anyone much at all."

She laughed at me some more. "The fact that she only does women would."

"Oh…well, that's good. I mean—that makes sense then. Wait, Carolina is a lesbian? That beautiful woman is not into men?"

"Nope. She bats for your team, baby. Why do you think I sat between us tonight? I didn't want her getting even the chance to be close to my beautiful wife." She kissed me softly, with nibbles to my lips. "Not that I'm worried that you would ever switch teams on me, but why take the chance?"

"Oh, God. Like that would ever happen." I pushed at her chest and shook my head. "That's the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard in my life."

"Have you not yet learned that I don't take chances with you, my darling? I don't, and I never will." Her gaze was unflinching.

"I guess I've learned a few things tonight..." I felt like a stupid fool now, but still, the fact that Lisa had been championing me at the party instead of ignoring, soothed my fears greatly. "One of them being that this dress wasn't a good choice for me to wear to a party." I looked up at her sheepishly. "It is too short, and I won't be wearing it anymore when we go out again."

She blew out a relieved sigh. "Well, you look gorgeous in it, but I won't deny that I appreciate your offer." She smoothed her hands over my ass in a possessive caress. "Because this is mine," she growled, as she descended for another slow kiss, plunging her tongue into my mouth in a demanding tangle that showed me she really meant it.

I was hers.

When she reluctantly pulled her tongue out of me, I realized she wasn't done with her explanation. "I thought I was going to have to scoop out Rogelio's eyeballs at one point. Watching that cocksucker pant over you just about killed me. I had to turn away or he'd probably be blind right now…and I'd be locked up for mayhem in an Italian jail." She shrugged, offering no apology for how she felt. Lisa was a very honest person. It was one of the traits in her I admired, and loved. I had just learned a valuable lesson about trust.

"Oh my God, Rogelio was disgusting. I hated him."

"Agreed." She kissed me on the nose. "Now let's stop talking about that hideous party, and go have the date on the beach I want with you. Off with your shoes, Mrs. Manoban."

As we slipped off our shoes, I realized that Lisa had enjoyed every moment of my discomfort. The twinkling laughter in her brown eyes told me so. I couldn't deny that Carolina's sexual orientation relieved me, but I wasn't dumb enough to think I wouldn't run into some of Lisa's former lovers in the future. It would happen, and I would have to deal with it when it did.

"What are we doing on the beach?" I asked, as she led me along the cool sand under my bare feet.

"Having our date. Trust me, baby. This is something I have all planned out for us."

"I bet you do. I am well aware that when you say date you really mean sex—"

My words were lost as we rounded a turn in the beach path and came out onto the shore. The waves lapped at the sand with the soothing sounds of water moving against earth. A sliver of moon glowed over the water, but the real beauty was the many glass jars lit up with tea lights set out on the soft sand of the beach. What seemed like hundreds of them flickering away around a pallet of blankets and pillows. Off to one side sat a bucket of iced drinks and what appeared to be little dessert cakes on a tray with some fresh fruit.

"It's beautiful, Lisa." I could hardly speak as I realized what she'd done. "How did you do…this?"

She led us onto the blankets and drew me down to sit beside her. "It was my idea," she began, "but I needed some help to pull it off. Franco got it organized while we were at the party."

I looked around behind us, imagining if the caretaker for our villa was lurking in the dark, hoping for a glimpse.

"I know what you're thinking, but you don't have to worry, baby, Franco is not in the bushes watching, trust me."

I laughed nervously. "Well, if Franco is in the bushes somewhere, I am predicting he's gonna get one hell of a show."

"Now that's what I like to hear. My girl accepting the idea of a hot beach shag," she whispered teasingly against my ear, her tongue flicking out for a lick along the shell. "You like my surprise."

My body came instantly alive, needing her so badly. Lisa could get me hot with just the simplest look or touch. She reached up and worked on the messy knot holding up my hair and unpinned it. She was getting good at figuring out my hair. It made me smile to watch her as she found the pins and pulled them, knowing how she'd be fisting my hair in handfuls and using it to dominate when we were deep into the sex.

"You're smiling," she murmured, as she worked over my hair.

"I just love to watch you doing simple things."

My hair fell free.

"This is not a simple thing to me," she whispered, fingering through the tangled length with both hands. Her gaze grew smoky as she focused on my lips. "It's everything."

She dropped her lips to mine, seeking entry with her tongue, tracing over my open mouth with great care. Both of her hands gathered up my hair and tugged, forcing me to arch into her, to offer myself.

"You're everything, Jennie," she whispered low, dragging her mouth to my throat, and then moving lower, over the silk of my dress to a breast. She zeroed in on my nipple and found it with her teeth, pinning it between two layers of fabric and her teeth.

"Oh…God." I moaned into the sharp bite of pleasure. So heated by her touch already I was slipping fast. In a moment she had moved me into that place where I didn't want to think about anything but the sensual journey she would take me on. She was so good at loving me—so good at everything. "You're my everything, Lisa." My own voice sounded breathless even to my ears.

I felt her hands pulling my dress up, and then the warm air meeting my bare skin as he drew it over my head. And it was off.

"You're my goddess. Right here, right now…like this." She pressed me back into the blankets and loomed over me, arms planted straight, penning me in, devouring with ravenous eyes. "Where to go first…" she muttered, "I want all of you at once."

I didn't care what she took first. Didn't matter. It never mattered. Anything she did was what I wanted. What I needed in that moment.

I moved my hands to the buttons of her shirt and started undoing them.

She smiled wickedly down at me. Lisa loved for me to undress her. Loved to watch me suck her cock. Loved to watch her cock penetrating me. Anywhere.

I pushed her shirt off her shoulders, abandoning it when it would move no farther because her palms on the blanket kept it trapped across her back, and started in on her trousers, growing frustrated when I was only able to push them down over her tight ass.

"My baby is frustrated…tell me what you want," she commanded.

"I want you naked so I can see you," I panted, moving my hands into her boxers to grip her rock-hard cock. Hard as bone and sheathed in velvet skin, I wanted that perfect part of her in my mouth where I could suck and stroke until she came apart because of what I did to her. "I want your cock. I want you."

"Fucking hell," she moaned, her eyes wild with need as she jerked her body up, shrugged off the shirt violently, and kicked off her pants and shorts in a vicious twist that left her breathing down at me with a look of raw, raging possession. "I love you so much."

Lisa pushed up my bra and gripped both breasts in her hands, dipping to suck the tips into sharp peaks that sent a path of molten heat straight to my core. I was completely ready for her cock but knew I wouldn't be getting it yet no matter how much I begged for it.

Lisa took charge of the pace.

Arching my back with her hands, she grappled with the clasp of my bra, detaching it easily, before flinging it to land somewhere on the beach. She growled in pleasure as she returned to my breasts, teasing them relentlessly with her lips framing the softest tongue that knew just how to suck and lick me into a frenzied bundle of desperate need.

Her hand burrowed into the white bathing-suit bottoms I'd worn under my dress and found my sex with a claiming touch. "All mine," she said forcefully, pushing a long thick finger inside me.

I arched into her hand on a cry when she curled her finger to find my sweet spot, bridging the gap between the clawing building of pleasure and the climax she'd made me want so desperately.

She did all of this to me in mere seconds.

"Lisa, please," I begged.

Her answer was to slide over my clit with her thumb as her finger worked my passage to a blinding orgasm. One that left me shuddering and trembling beneath her, winded for breath.

"Don't look away. I still want your eyes on me after I've made you come," she ground out. "I want to see your eyes flashing fire and your legs shaking when I'm inside you, making you scream my name." Her fingers stroked slower now, bringing me down from the drenching pleasure, utterly captive to her need to own me.

"I want to make you come." I panted at her, taking her cock in my hand and stroking up and down the velvet shaft, loving the sharp hiss she gave as I made contact.

"You will," she promised darkly.

My bottoms were peeled down my legs and a kiss placed over my mound reverently. It was often the last gentle thing she did before things got really dirty and wicked. Almost like a final affirmation to let me know she loved me, and not to forget it when things got wildly primal. My raging sex god had a worrisome conscience, I'd learned. It only made me love her more, when she showed her care of me.

she need never worry though. I'd take her wicked or gentle…or any way.

Lisa rolled me to my side and turned her body opposite of mine, aligning us so my mouth could have her cock and her mouth could have me. She lifted my leg and took her time kissing up the inside of my thigh, teasing slowly toward my sex as if it were a delicacy she wanted to savor.

I took her thick length in my hand and stroked her, adding the little twist at the top, knowing how it drove her wild. She groaned into my pussy as I brought her into my mouth and closed around the wide crest of her cock. I drew her deep and slid my hand in tandem to match the rhythm I knew she loved. Suck…twist…stroke…slide.

I brought her along, relishing the tensing of her thighs and abdomen, the sounds and words she ground out, muffled by her lips pressed between my legs, building me up to my own peak until it all became just a swirling vortex of sex and pleasure impossible to describe in thought. We both got lost in the beautiful frenzy of finding our pinnacle together.

"So good…oh, fuck it's so good. You suck my cock…so good, baby…" Lisa's gasping moans brought me out of my own swirling pleasure enough to get my body moving.

I love sucking your beautiful cock. I scrambled around and knelt between her legs, taking her hard flesh very deep, in long sweeping sucks that bumped the back of my throat. I cradled her balls in my other hand and squeezed, feeling them tighten up in preparation to give me what I wanted from her.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck…I'm gonna come in your mouth. Jennie—" she choked out, jerking her hips in short bursts, fucking into my mouth. Her hands gripped my hair in handfuls, holding me captive on her cock…as she emptied her hot essence down my throat.

In that final instant, as I had come to expect of her, because it was how Lisa needed it from me; she said my name in a desperate call to look up at her.

I lifted my eyes and found the brown of her own staring down upon me, shattering in all their fiery brilliance, with love…for me.

"I…love…you," she said to me in a roar that could only be described as one of utter, agonized bliss.

I recognized it because it was exactly what she did to me.

Hours later, and more orgasms than I thought possible, I lay cradled in my lover's strong arms with the soft lapping of the sea on the sand, and the flickering of candles in jars lighting the night around us with a soft glow. I knew more happiness and love than I'd ever experienced in my life, and now understood how precious it was to have that love.

How could I ever live without it now? What would happen to me if I ever lost her? Could I even survive such a thing?

Lisa had changed me forever and there was no unringing of that bell. Ever.

I closed my eyes and focused on where I was in the moment. On our Italian beachside bed-of-love, with Lisa spooning behind me, her hand cradling my belly as he slept.

Holding us both against her heart, owning us, protecting us…loving us.

Such a beautiful thing…

I was almost frightened to believe it had happened to me.