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I do not own untamed/mdzs I don't make money from this website, I'm just a lonely girl wanting to make her fantasies come true.

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ೃ⁀ Chapter one ೃ⁀

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ೃ⁀ Jiujiu *ೃ༄

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This will chapter will be how Jin Ling veiws the world, I'm really trying to capture his thoughts and his personality so enjoy!

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"Where is my Jiujiu?" I had stopped one of the disciples from their task to ask about my Jiujiu, they we're carrying a bucket of water heading up the hall to my Jiujius room.

it had been awhile since I saw him, the more I thought about I can't help but notice the letters he's been sending me have been starting to sound a bit off.

It was as if something happened or something changed, I've been mostly focusing on my Sect leader duties or hanging out with Jingyi, Shizui, and Zizhen.

From time to time I think about my jiujiu, I can't help but miss him, I look honestly see him more as my baba than my jiujiu.

"Sect leader Jin.. Sect leader jiang has not been feeling well lately, how about you come another time? we'll inform you when he's feeling better." The disciple spoke hesitantly, bringing me back from my trance.

"I don't care! take me to my Jiujiu!" I clench my fist my tone demanding, I didn't care how unwell my jiujiu was I wanted to see him and make sure he was okay.

My jiujiu had always made time for me no matter how busy he was. And if he's sick it's only right for me to go see him.

The disciple winced then replying, "Sect leader jiang had requested nobody comes in his room unless called for." The disciples brows furrowed as he spoke with a calm voice, there was a hint of worry in his voice as he spoke.

"I wheeled around to face the disciple, my emotions at an all-time high. With a forceful stomp, I turned my back on them and rushed forward, heading towards my jiujiu's room.

"Sect leader Jin!" The disciple called after me, I didn't look back I refused to nor did I stop running.

Slightly out of breathe, I flung the door open and stormed inside without even waiting for a response.

I saw the candles flickering faintly in the room. It was dark save for a single source of light. A lump lay still in the bed, motionless.

My anger melted; now only worry and desperation remained."

My voice rose to a yell as I called out. "Jiujiu!" I ripped the covers off the bed, revealing my jiujiu, motionless, unmoving.

I ran towards him, checking his pulse and trying desperately to find any sign of life. My panic grew with each moment, until my voice broke through the silence as I shouted, "Jiujiu, why aren't you responding to me?"

I felt around my Jiujiu worriedly, he was burning up but yet so pale. As I felt around my Jiujiu the robes that fit him so well we're a bit loose around him.

His breaths were short, as soft as a whisper, was he going to live?!

Had he been eating properly?

How did this happen?

Am I going to loose my only parent?!

So many questions flooded my mind.

My heart sank I knew he was 'gone', but I desperately hoped I was wrong

"Jiujiu answer me now!" I demanded, I was worried sick about my jiujiu seeing him deathly pale.

Tears flooded my eyes, they then came pouring down like rainfall,I was embarrassed hearing my own ugly weeping and hiccuping.

My Jiujiu couldn't be gone because then I would've been left with Master Wei and I didn't want that, I kept sobbing and weeping, I heard a few disciples whispering at the door but it didn't care.

I heard footsteps approaching me, when the footsteps stopped I slowly turned my head to see who it was. To my surprise it was Jewu-jun.

I quickly wiped my tears with my sleeve, my eyes we're a bloodshot red as I stared up at Jewu-jun. His eyes we're furrowed slightly, as he looked down at me with concern.

Jewu-jun got on one knee, now eye to eye level with me. His lips parted slightly, he took a deep breath before speaking.

"Sect Leader Jin, what is wrong?" Jewu-jun spoke, his voice calm, he spoke just how my Jiujiu spoke whenever I was sad.

My brows furrowed, it took a bit for me to calm down enough for me to speak.

"Jiujiu.. he's not answering me. He's too pale." I replied, holding back my tears.

"Lets go get Sect leader Jiang some help, Okay?"

I nod, wiping away my tears from my face, I was glad someone was willing to get my JiuJiu some help.

I watched as Zewu-Jun carefully carried my Jiujiu bridal style out of the room, I followed quickly after Zewu-Jun, I watched Zewu-Jun like a hawk as he swiftly carried my Jiujiu to the healers.

The healer showed no surprise or shock on her face, instead she just stayed calm, gesturing Zewu-Jun to lie him down on the bed.

I watched as the two adults talked, I watched as the Healer did serval check ups on him, I watched as my Jiujius condition got no worse nor any better.

I felt as my eyes began to sting with tears, I felt the warmth of my tears sliding down my face. I stood staring at my Jiujiu wondering if he was okay, I felt a comforting hand on my shoulder and quickly wiped away my tears.

"Its okay to cry, crying is a way to just let it all out."

Zewu-Jun spoke.

"We should leave to give Healer Jiang some space, "

I nodded, he then lead me out of the room, a part of me didn't want to leave and just wanted to stay by Jiujius side just as he did for many years.

"Where would you like to go Sect leader Jin?"

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"May I take you somewhere?"

"Of course, I'll follow you then." Zewu-Jun smiled

I led Zewu-Jun to a secret garden with a small pond, I then remembered I left Fairy there before i went to search for My Jiujiu.

When we arrived, Fairy barked and pounced onto me wagging her tail joyfully, she was excited to see me.

"Down Fairy."

Fairy listened and sat, her tail still wagging happily waiting for another command. I rubbdd her head and scratched the spot behind her ears that she loved.

I started walking to the edge of the pond, signaling Fairy to follow. Zewu-Jun Follows behind, but gives some space.

I took a seat on the grass, Fairy had stretched herself on my lap, I let out a small laugh due to the fact her tail was still wagging.

In the corner of my eye I saw Zewu-Jun gracefully take a seat beside me, He cleared his throat and began to speak.

"What a beautiful place, how'd you discover it Sect leader Jin?" He asked, that question made a overwhelming amount of emotions rush through my head.