The next morning Quinn wakes in a different position than what she remembers falling asleep in. She sleepily opens her eyes, to find she's lying on her side with her girlfriend pressed against her back with strong arms wrapped tightly around her.
She sighs contently, replaying the events of the previous night intently in her mind.
Last night couldn't have been more perfect. Santana was so attentive and tender. She felt so secure and cherished, it was everything and more.
Along with them having sex for the first time, they both confessed their first 'I love you's' at a concert Quinn thought she could only dream about.
Yesterday was like a day from a cheesy rom-com.
She shifts slightly and feels Santana's penis twitch from its position pressed up on her butt. The blonde decides she can't wait any longer to look into them enchanting brown eyes and decides to wiggle her bottom further into the slowly hardening appendage between her girlfriends legs.
"Q, my darling, if you keep doing that I am not responsible for Lil S's reaction." Santana rasps slowly waking up.
Quinn giggles and flips over so that they're face to face and cups a tanned cheek, caressing it softly with her thumb.
"Good morning, my love." She whispers, leaning in to give Santana a soft kiss.
"Good morning mi princesa." She replies as the kiss gets more heated and Quinn pushes her onto her back and straddles her waist.
Santana's hands find placement on Quinn's thighs and she pulls away from the kiss to speak, "How are you feeling this morning? Are you okay?" She says shyly looking away from the hazel eyes staring at her.
"Baby, look at me." Quinn replies, pulling the brunettes face back towards her by her chin. "Last night, it was perfect. From beginning to end, I felt protected and loved and it felt amazing. I couldn't have asked for anything better, lovebug. I'm a little sore this morning but it's a good kind. Like when I woke this morning it was an instant reminder that this was you, you were inside me and we were one. We did something last night that was sacred and purely us. I love you so much and last night, that love only grew." She finishes wiping the lone stray tear from Santana's face and lowers her lips so that they meet gently.
"I love you so so much Lucy Q, so much it hurts." She mutters.
"Show me." Quinn demands, her hazel eyes growing darker and grinding her hips down sexually. "Show me again how much you love me." Leaning down into a searing kiss, cupping both tanned cheeks in her soft hands.
Santana can feel her dick getting harder and Quinn's core rubbing it as she continues her grinding. She feels the wetness beginning to coat her and reaches towards the nightstand for the condoms.
Quinn clasps her wrist and brings it between her legs, rubbing the other girls fingers through her slit, shaking her head, "One more time, I don't want to use one now I've felt you."
"Quinn, I just don't want any accidents. I don't want to ruin your life."
"You could never ruin my life, if it did happen, it would be a product of our love, but it won't. Just one more time baby, then we'll use them. I just want you to feel good," she pauses, "let me make you feel good." She whispers moving further backwards, rubbing her clit against the tip of Santana's dick.
"You always make me feel good." Santana manages to say before she sees her tip disappear slightly into her girlfriend. Her hands find purchase on the blondes hips as she slowly lowers herself a little further, before rising again.
This process repeats until she's eventually filled to the hilt. "You stretch me so well Tana, you feel so amazing." Quinn whimpers as she begins to rock backwards and forwards, pulling her bottom lip between her teeth.
Watching her engrossed, Santana can't help but think this is the sexiest sight she has ever, and will ever see. Quinn is straddling her hips, sunk as low as possible on her penis, back arched, lip between her teeth and leaning back with her hands beside tanned knees, riding her as though her life depends on it.
She lets her continue for a few minutes until Quinn starts to pant and she decides to get involved.
As Quinn lowers herself, Santana thrusts up, causing Quinn to scream, "Oh my god baby, do it again." Thrusting up and down with her girlfriend crying out for more, Santana reaches down and begins to draw tight circles on her clit, which becomes too much for the blonde and she slumps forward onto her girlfriends shoulder.
This is now an awkward angle for Santana who decides to flip them so that she's on top. Quinn happily lies back and spreads her legs wider, allowing Santana to go even deeper. She begins to pound hard and fast. Her dick is being strangled by Quinn, who after a few more seconds is cumming, "Fuck Tana, oh my god.." but Santana doesn't slow down.
The pace in the bedroom completely different to the night before, although Santana is still cautious with Quinn, they're experiencing something completely different.
Santana is thrusting hard and fast and is reaching new angles that make Quinn toes curl. She loves the way Quinn looks beneath her, she adores the fact that no one has had in her such a vulnerable position before, that they're each others firsts.
And hopefully lasts.
Quinn is scratching Santana's back which is causing pleasurable pain, she feels her balls tighten as her blonde cums for the second time, she holds on, slowing down so that Quinn can ride out her orgasm and pulls out, "What are you doing?" Quinn demands, her tone much harsher than she intended.
Santana looks stunned but brushes it off rather quickly when she sees that Quinn shocked herself and leans forward so that they're both sitting on their calves.
Quinn pulls Santana into a kiss with one hand while the other travels to the still hard dick. "Can I?" She pleads softly.
"You don't have to, I can sort myself, I'll just-" Quinn cuts off her rambling and wraps her hand around it, beginning to pump.
This is the first time the blonde has touched her penis, as well as being long, it also has a generous girth. She realises how lucky she is, especially when the boys from the football team are always shouting about how small the others penis' are.
I bet none of them have anything on my girl.
It doesn't take long before Santana is cumming and they both collapse on the mattress, Quinn curling into the brunettes side after cleaning them both off with a tissue.
"I'm sorry I sort of shouted, I definitely didn't mean it to come out like that." She says whilst running her hands over a beautifully toned stomach.
"I know darling." Santana replies and begins to run her fingers through blonde hair.
"Why did you pull out though?" She confusedly asks.
"I didn't want to just assume it was okay to cum inside you. It's your body Q, who am I to do that?"
Quinn will never begin to understand why she deserves someone so sweet in her life. Someone that cares for her so much and puts her needs above everything else in this world.
"Tana, my love," she pauses to sit up so that she can look into loving brown orbs, "I am yours, okay? If I didn't want you cumming in me, you wouldn't be in there at all and you definitely wouldn't be in there without protection. I love you, I love you so so much and I can't believe you did that. You are the most considerate person on this planet." She says with tears in her eyes, running her index finger over Santana's facial features. "What did I do to deserve you?"
"I just wouldn't want you to think that now we've had sex once that that's all I want from you. I meant it when I said that this relationship is way more than just the physical aspect for me. But I definitely didn't want to assume that you'd be okay with it."
"Well so we're clear, if that happens again, I mean, it will definitely happen again, but I mean without protection, it is okay. It is more than okay lovebug." And she leans down to kiss away the worry lines on Santana's forehead who gives a small, shy head nod in response.
"Come on, I need to take a shower, I've got to pick Mami up in half an hour and I don't need to be smelling like sex." She says winking and walking into the bathroom.
Quinn begins to follow but Santana had already anticipated this move, "and keep your irresistible butt in there otherwise I'll never be on time."
Quinn sits down with a pout, "and stop pouting pretty girl." She shouts again, to which Quinn laughs and pulls on her hoodie until she can shower too.
Santana fetches her Mami from work and as they pull into the driveway, Mercedes is also dropping Blaine off. They all enter the house to find Quinn cooking breakfast for everyone.
She sets the scrambled eggs, pancakes and bacon onto serving plates and the four of them sit down to eat breakfast together.
Blaine and Maribel ask all about the concert and Quinn excitedly tells them everything. She then gets her purse to show Mari the photo the girls took with their matching shirts.
Shortly after breakfast, Maribel excuses herself to go to bed and Blaine suggests to Santana to go into the yard to work on their boxing.
As the siblings get changed into their workout clothes, Quinn decides that maybe she could get Brittany to come over and they can start to mend their relationship.
She gives the blue eyed blonde a call, to which she agrees to come over in half an hour.
Santana and Blaine have now made their way into the garden and are doing some pad work. Blaine is holding the pads while Santana is punching.
"So, how was last night?" He asks.
"Bro, the concert was amazing! Midway through I finally grew some balls and told her that I loved her." She blushes.
He has a huge grin and taps his sister on the shoulder, "I didn't know you hadn't said that yet, but that's great sis. I'm assuming she said it back?"
"She did. She actually said I took the words from her mouth, so it was pretty weird we were going to do it at the same time."
Blaine just laughs as it doesn't surprise him at all. The two girls think like one mind sometimes, they're so in sync it's scary.
They continue hitting the pads for a while until Blaine decides to speak up again and confirm his suspicions. "You had sex last night as well, didn't you?"
Santana instantly drops her fist and noticeably blushes hard, "No." she replies shortly which sends her brother into a fit of laughter.
"It's nothing to be embarrassed about. I could just tell." He states simply, shrugging his shoulders.
"What do you mean?" She says quirking her eyebrow.
"San, from the moment we walked through that door, her face burst into a smile and she couldn't keep her eyes off you. Like a love sick puppy, it's a cute look on her."
"You better stay away from my cute girl." She tries to say menacingly, which causes him to chuckle.
"You seriously think I'd steal your girl? At this point, I'm pretty sure there's no one on this earth she'd leave you for, you must have been pretty good between the sheets." He jokes, which earns him a punch in the shoulder.
"Shut up and bring the pads back. We'll do a few more rounds, then we'll swap." She comments to change the subject.
Blaine does as he's told and true to her word, they shortly swap over and Santana is holding the pads.
She can see that something else is on his mind and decides that they should clear it now, "Say what you need to."
"How did you know?"
"You're my brother, of course I know. Just say whatever it is, it's okay." She reassures.
"Just look after her, you know? She's a good one but I'm sort of scared of how she's going to be when we're deployed."
Santana must admit that it scares her to think about what will happen to her relationship when she leaves, so she tries not to think about it. It also occurs to her that she's never asked Quinn about how she feels about it either.
She gestures towards the two chairs in the garden and they both sit, removing the pads and gloves for now.
"What do you mean?"
"I just.. I see that she dotes on you. You're never apart for more than a couple hours right now, you know? We've still got 2 more years of high school and you'll only get closer. You going away, it's going to break her heart. Quinn is the most beautiful girl, inside and out, she's so caring and thoughtful and I see her as another sister around here. The thought of her hurting, it's just a horrible thought, you know?"
Santana just nods, the reality setting in. Blaine is right, they spend all of their time together near enough. They don't go more than two classes at most, without seeing each other. When they wake up, they're there and the same when they go to sleep. Maybe it's time the girls had a conversation about this.
Quinn looks out into the back garden and can see the two in deep conversation and can only be curious about what they're discussing but can't ponder it too long, as she hears the doorbell.
When she opens it, she sees a smiling Brittany awaiting her. They stand awkwardly for a second and can see that Brittany is weighing up whether to hug the shorter blonde. She can see the hesitation in Quinn's eyes and decides it's too soon, something Quinn is grateful for.
She gestures for the other girl to come in and they go to the living room and sit. They chat about school for a while until Brittany decides to talk about the elephant in the room, why Quinn is living with the Lopezs'.
Before beginning to explain, she asks Brittany to keep it to herself as she isn't ready for the school to find out yet. The taller girl agrees and she tells her everything from when they were young up until the night of the party.
When she finishes, Brittany is crying and she has silent tears too, it takes a while before Brittany composes herself to speak, "I'm so sorry Quinnie. I'm sorry that you didn't feel you could come to me and about what happened that night. If I hadn't have been so stupid, we wouldn't have fought and I could of helped you."
"I didn't tell anyone Britt so you have nothing to be sorry for. Tana and Blaine only found out because they basically charged into my house, I would have never told them otherwise." She shrugs.
Brittany moves so that she can pull Quinn into a strong hug. Quinn stiffens at first but soon relaxes when she realises that this is the girl she's known for over 10 years, not the one that she saw that night pinning her girlfriend unwillingly to a wall.
When they pull apart, both girls tears begin to stop and Quinn suggests they go to the kitchen to get a drink.
She heads toward the sink with two glasses to fill them with water and looks into the backyard.
The siblings are still training but are now shirtless and sweaty. Quinn cannot drag her eyes away from Santana's toned torso and defined arms currently throwing punches at the pads.
Blaine is also extremely defined and muscly but still has a thin figure, if she was not with Santana and into guys, then Blaine would be perfect but right now, no one could compare to her girlfriend.
Quinn doesn't realise how long she's been learing at them until Brittany speaks from behind her, "They are two extremely hot people."
"You best not be staring at my girlfriend Brittany S. Pierce." She states to which Brittany laughs.
"Quinn, just look at her. She's like something from a movie right now, but don't worry, I'm not going to do or think of anything inappropriate. I'm serious about getting us back on track."
The hazel eyed girl nods and tears her eyes away from the backyard. They go back to the living room and continue catching up on what's happened over the past few months, Quinn specifically leaves out any intimate details when discussing her relationship as she isn't that comfortable with Brittany yet.
They soon hear heavy footprints charging through the house and heading straight up the stairs. The siblings returned shortly after they showered and are fully dressed, Santana plopping herself down next to Quinn, throwing an arm around her shoulder and Blaine sits on the other end of the couch, shared with Brittany.
"Hey Britt." They simultaneously say and Blaine engages quickly into conversation with the taller blonde, giving Santana time to properly greet her girlfriend.
"Hey baby love." She says giving Quinn a chaste kiss.
"Hey. How was your workout?" She replies, grabbing Santana's free hand and pulling it into her lap to play with her fingers, noticing the knuckles beginning to slightly bruise.
"It was good. We need to do more really, we'll have to start getting up on the weekends, running early and then doing pads for a while."
Quinn gives her a half smile and leans in closer, Santana finally starting to notice what Blaine had mentioned earlier and places a soft kiss on the top of her girlfriends head.
Yep, we need to talk about this sooner rather than later.
Brittany stays for dinner and leaves shortly after Maribel goes to work.
As it's Sunday, Blaine retires early to his room to complete the rest of his homework ready for the next day.
The girls decide that it's a good idea and do the same. As Quinn now has the desk in her room, they both go upstairs and finish their homework in silence.
Once they've finished, Santana thinks that now would be the time to get everything out in the open.
It's now or never.
"Q, can I talk to you about something?" She says whilst pulling Quinn towards the bed so that they can sit.
Quinn sits with her back to the headboard and Santana sits infront of her Indian style and interlaces their fingers.
"Are you okay?" The blonde asks worriedly.
"Yeah darling, I'm fine. It's not like that."
"Okay then. Has this got something to do with what you were talking to Blaine about earlier?" She stops and Santana looks up into her eyes with a questioning look. She shrugs and continues, "I just saw you two look in deep conversation." She explains to which Santana nods.
"Yeah I suppose it is then," she takes a deep breath and then asks, "how do you feel about the army?" When she looks up from the fingers in her lap, she instantly regrets asking the question.
Quinn looks paler than usual and her eyes have already began to flood. She looks terrified.
Santana moves quickly to her side and pulls her in close. The blonde grabs onto the Latina's shirt and tightens her hold.
"I don't want to talk about it." She finally whispers.
"Baby, I know you don't want to but I really need to know."
"Tana, please don't make me, I don't want to think about it."
It's at this point Santana can feel wetness through her t-shirt and she knows that Quinn's dam has broken.
"You know that it's still like one and a half years away, right?" She tries to explain and Quinn instantly sits up.
"You think that that makes it okay? I know that in less than two years, my girlfriend is going to be off in a foreign country with a target on her back?
I know that in less than two years, I'm going to send you and Blaine off into a battlefield, do you expect me to stand beside your Mami with optimistic thoughts and a smile?
Have you realised that bad things happen to me Tana? People leave me! They hurt me and then they leave me!
I am so scared that somethings going to happen to you, that some nights, I can't sleep! You're lying next to me and I can't sleep because I know that you aren't always going to be there!
I know that one day, some solider might turn up on my doorstep, sending apologies and giving me a flag! A flag that is supposed to be comforting. A fucking flag isn't going to comfort me if my girlfriend isn't coming home Tana!
I need you here and you're not going to be! You're the first person I share good news with and the person I need to hold me when there's bad, who's going to do that when you're not here?
You're all I've got Tana! I have no mom, no dad and an AWOL sister, I have you! And if something happens to you, then I don't know what that's going to do to me.." she screams the whole thing and by the end, Quinn has made her way to the other side of the room and is sobbing.
Santana has more tears streaming down her face than she thinks have ever been there. She had no idea that Quinn had thought this much into the army and their future.
She would love nothing more than to have a future with Quinn, but looking at her right now, in this moment, heartbroken over something that hasn't happened yet, she's not sure if she can do it.
She gets up and leaves the room, unable to speak at this moment, she needs to think and she needs to do it alone. She knocks lightly on Blaine's door, as she steps in, he sees her distress and he'd heard the shouting.
"Can you go in and check on her please?" She doesn't wait for a response, she turns around descends the stairs and goes into her room.
Blaine slowly approaches Quinn's open door and sticks his head around to see her thrashing her fists at her pillows on her bed. He climbs up and pulls her into him, she bashes his chest crying but he just pulls her closer.
"She's going to leave me. You're both going to leave me. She's leaving me." She softly cries into him. Blaine doesn't say anything, he just pulls her closer.
She eventually cried herself to sleep and he tucks her beneath the covers and kisses her forehead, leaving the room.
What the hell happened in there and can they pull through it?
He just hopes his sister doesn't make any rash decisions.
With that, he goes to bed.