Chapter 60: not again
Date: 18th November 20XX
Time: 10:36pm
Dear diary
It's happening again, Kano thought the video of us drunk was so funny that he went out to get a lot more for and I quote "Ayano's 20th birthday" I think I might need to get help with that much booze coming our way. Even Seto and Marie agreed that we all looked ridiculous but they also said we looked like we were having a great time, I can't deny that we do and that we did so much silly things. I just worry too much about everyones safety, is more alcohol needed to make it a great time?
Kano keeps telling me that I worry too much about the details and that I need to just open up with him. I do agree with him, but for me, it's not that easy to talk about that. It's also made more difficult talking to him about it specifically when I get the feeling that he's hiding something, I don't even know what's on his mind and I need him to talk too. I don't understand why he wants me to go to him more when he doesn't come to me too, feels very one sided.
