Hello, here is the next chapter although I'm weary of posting this.
REMEMBER This is an Edward/Bella HEA. This chapter needed to happen in order to move the plot forward.
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Betaed by: Cherriescullens
Double Deceit
Chapter 4
It's been a few days since my last visit with Edward. It's Halloween, Jacob and I are getting ready for the company's Halloween Party. I was in my black lace underwear hunched over the vanity finishing my makeup, Jacob was by the closet, already on his second drink.
"You look amazing," he said smiling. I ducked my head in acknowledgement, but continued what I was doing.
"Get dressed and stop looking at me," I instructed him softly.
Jacob smiled again and went to stand behind me. He ran his hands over my shoulders and sides, he continued downwards and settled them on my hips.
"Why don't we stay here?" He whispered in my ear.
"No, you love this party, we have to go," I told him.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his nose in my neck.
"You smell so good, baby," he said. "Is that a new perfume?" He asked.
"No, Jacob, it's the same perfume I've used for years, you got me a new bottle for my birthday remember?"
He nodded, his nose still in my neck, "fuck, you smell and look so good tonight" he said as he pressed his body to mine.
"Jake," I whined when his lips came in contact with my neck.
"We're going to be late," I insisted.
"Fine!" He said pulling away, "but we're resuming this later," he told me. I nodded and gave him a small smile.
I finished my makeup and got my hair ready for the wig I was going to wear with my costume. Jacob and I coordinated each year, last year we went like Sandy and Danny from 'Grease'. This year we are going as Gomez and Morticia Adams, hence the wig.
Jacob was getting dressed in the walk-in closet. They had brought his suit earlier today from the dry cleaners after the designer brought it along with my dress. I got both costumes made by a local designer that I liked. She had offered me a dress in exchange of publicity after the wedding, and my pictures with the dress made her business thrive. She made my dress specifically how I asked her to, it looked like Morticia's but modern, it had a silver/black detail that accentuated my waist. It had long sleeves, a small train, a mid thigh slit, and an open back. I was pairing it with a pair of suede Loubutin pumps, I grabbed everything I needed and put it inside my clutch.
"Jacob, are you ready? We have to leave in the next five minutes," I said.
"Yes, I'm done," he replied, coming out of the closet. He raised his head and I saw as his expression changed, his eyes darkened when he saw me.
"We're definitely staying," he said, coming to my side and pulling me to him.
I looked into his eyes and was confused, he was looking at me with lust and adoration. I took a breath; he was looking at me… like Edward does. Embarrassment flooded my cheeks as I thought of him, no one could ever know that I had an affair with my gynecologist. It would ruin me; it would ruin us. Jacob's demeanor had changed recently and I was confused. I promised Edward I was his, but I'm still married to Jacob, so in a way, I belong to him. To be honest a part of me stayed with Edward every time I went to that office and he made me his. He gave me the touch I had been craving from my husband. For the past few days Jacob has been tender and loving, and I'm all mixed up inside.
I finally managed to get Jacob out of the house and into the car. Since I knew he was going to drink, I asked our driver to take us to and from the party. I told him he could attend, but he couldn't drink any alcohol. He agreed, as he knew our company parties were fun.
We finally made it to the venue and got out of the car. There was a red carpet as the party was attended by not only employees, but some high end clients, and even local celebrities. As soon as the reporters and photographers saw us, the frenzy began. Flashes lit up our way as we walked the red carpet. The décor for this year was a vampire den, so our costumes were on point as I always thought Morticia looked a little vampire-like.
All eyes were on us as we entered the venue, Jacob grabbed a drink and we went to find our parents.
"Oh Bella, Jacob, you're finally here!" Sarah exclaimed. "Gosh Bella, you look amazing!" she added.
"We almost didn't make it," Jacob joked as he took a swig from his glass, I just blushed.
"Everything looks great mom, you did a fantastic job," I said.
"No, I didn't do anything. It was Tia from marketing and your assistant. What's her name again?" She asked.
"Alice, Alice Whitlock," I replied.
"Well her, they made all of this happen," mom added.
I should give Alice a raise, this place looks amazing. I went looking for her and found her at the edge of the dancefloor with her husband Jasper who works in the human resources department. She was dressed like Alice in Wonderland and Jasper was dressed like the Mad Hatter.
"Alice, this place looks amazing!" I told her with a smile.
"I know right! I'm so happy I was able to keep everything classy without going over budget," she giggled.
"That would be a first," Jasper laughed. I knew she had a mild shopping addiction and would over spend sometimes.
"Your costumes are great too," I added.
"Is that a custom made dress?" she asked me, I nodded.
"Well, it fits you like a second skin, you look marvelous," she complimented me.
"Thanks," I said.
"Have you seen Angela?" I asked.
"Yes, she was at a table back there," she said pointing to another seating area further away from where we were standing. I went that way and found her soon enough. She was dressed like Ariel with the sparkly dress from the ending of the movie, and Ben, her husband, was obviously Prince Eric.
I said hello to them and took one of the mock tails from the bar when the DJ announced that the servers were going to take our dinner orders. I headed back to our table, sat beside Jacob, and looked at the menu. We had two dinner combo options, I chose the second one as it was more to my taste.
"Come dance with me," Jacob said.
I took his hand as he led us to the dance floor.
He placed his hands on my hips as he swayed us to the music.
"You're mine Bella," he said.
"Yes, Jacob, of course I am," I said. I didn't understand this sudden wave of possessiveness he was sporting.
"Everyone's looking at you," he told me.
I looked around the room and he was right, most of the attendees, the men especially, were looking at me. I hated being the center of attention, so I ducked my head and hid using Jacob's massive body as a shield from their prying eyes.
"I don't blame them though; you look delectable tonight." He reaffirmed with a smile.
Jacob nuzzled my face and placed a kiss at the corner of my mouth, I pulled back and smiled kindly at him. I didn't know what was going on with him, my heart raced in my chest… Did he know about me and Edward? Is that why he's acting like this? It's not like he's completely cold towards me, but he hasn't been this lovey-dovey for a while. I didn't know what to think, my mind was reeling with conflicting thoughts. I was very confused.
From afar I spotted the servers as they brought in dinner, so after the song finished, I led Jacob back to our table so we could eat. We talked amicably as we ate, Jacob had two more drinks with his dinner. I was monitoring his alcohol intake because sadly, he got a little rough whenever he drank. No one knew this of course, only Mrs. Cope and I since we have been at the receiving end of his drunken wrath.
He had told me he wanted us to make love tonight and I was scared. Every time Jacob and I had sex it hurt, I always told him to be gentle or to stop because I was hurting, but he never did. That was the difference between him and Edward. Edward had fucked me to oblivion three times already, but I'm never left hurting afterwards. I didn't know why it was so different with him.
It's not that I didn't want to be with Jacob…well technically I didn't as I'd made a vow to Edward, but I also wanted…desperately to get pregnant. If Jacob were to come onto me tonight, I wasn't going to stop him. I thought about Edward with a heavy heart, I hadn't done anything with Jacob yet and I felt as if I was betraying him. Something I haven't felt in any of the times I was moaning and writhing under Edward while he fucked me. I didn't feel an ounce of guilt while I was cheating on Jacob, why was I feeling this way towards Edward then?
As we finished our desserts, the DJ called everyone to the dancefloor to make a flash mob/mosh pit kind of thing. Jacob started laughing as the song started playing, it was Michael Jackson's "Thriller". Everyone started lining up in rows and started dancing.
"Come on Bella, I know you love this scene from "13 Going on 30," he said with a smile.
We walked to the first row and started doing the choreographed dance Mark Ruffalo and Jennifer Garner did in the movie, (Which is the one MJ did in the video) everyone followed us, it was a nice moment shared by all the attendees. After that, the crowd dissipated and started dancing to the next song, Jacob circled my waist and brought me closer to him.
"I love you Bella," he whispered. I gulped at his confession, "I love you too, Jacob," I replied.
I hope he didn't notice the slight waiver in my voice.
As we danced I noticed a woman dressed as a dark angel eyeing us from a corner of the dance floor. She looked at us with so much intensity, and as I scrutinized her gaze further she looked upset, furious even.
"Jake," I said.
"What baby?" He asked me.
"There's a woman looking at us, she looks mad for some reason," I told him as I continued looking at her over his shoulder.
She looked familiar, but I couldn't make out who she was between her makeup and the darkness of the room. It was hard for me to see her face clearly, he turned us so he could look at her, then I felt him stiffen. Jacob looked at the woman sternly and she lowered her gaze.
"Do you know her?" I asked.
"No, I don't recognize her, she could be anyone. There are a lot more people at the party this year," he shrugged.
"Why would she be looking at us like that?" I asked.
"I don't know Bella, don't dwell on it baby," he smiled at me.
We danced to another song and when it was over I asked the bar for another mocktail and went to mingle for a little bit. Jacob did the same thing, I could see him talking with some executives and clients.
"Are you enjoying the party?" Alice asked.
"Yes, everything is great," I smiled at her.
"Everything going well with Jacob?" Angela asked all of the sudden.
"Things are great between us; why wouldn't they be?" I asked her.
"Nothing in particular, just checking on you," she said as she took a sip of her drink, but she looked nervous.
"Why aren't you drinking? Is there something you're not telling us?" Alice asked, her eyes beaming.
"No, Alice, there's nothing to tell. I'm not drinking because Jacob is," I explained.
Alice shrugged as she grabbed a drink from a passing server.
The girls and I talked for a while, catching up on our lives and about some work related things before I excused myself and went to the bathroom. I relieved myself and then went to wash my hands. When I walked out of the bathroom I saw the lady that had been looking at Jake and I, she was on the phone and crying. I couldn't make out what she was saying but she sounded and looked upset.
I was going to check on her but I was stopped by my husband.
"Bella, there you are!" He stumbled towards me, he was on the brink of being completely shitfaced.
"I was in the bathroom," I told him.
"You're so beautiful, I love you," he said, grabbing my face and kissing me.
I stood there paralyzed as he took me by surprise.
"I want you so bad," he begged as he closed the space between his body and mine. His lips traveled to my neck as he pressed his body to mine. His fingers went to my back and started fiddling with the zipper of my dress, placing my hands on his arms. I stopped him.
"Jake, not here," I said.
"Please baby," he whined.
"Jake, we're at the party," I insisted.
"Let's go home Bella, I want to have you, please," he pleaded.
"Okay, let's go get our stuff," I said, taking his hand.
~DD~
We walked back to the table to find it empty, I looked around for our parents and they were on the dancefloor. I quickly grabbed our stuff and sent the driver a text.
Soon enough we were outside and got in the car. Jacob placed his hand on my thigh and inches it upwards getting closer and closer to my core, I squirmed in my seat and he took that as a good sign. Truth is I was nervous as hell because I didn't want it to hurt. After being able to enjoy sex with Edward I was wary of letting Jacob touch me because I know how he is. I was also silently praying that he didn't want me to blow him, because that would be the end of me. After a few minutes we finally made it home. Jacob opened the door and led me out of the car, we quickly went inside and locked the door.
Jacob grabbed my face and started kissing me as we stumbled to get to our bedroom. Once in there he started shedding his clothes, quickly throwing them in a nearby chair. He sat on the bed and sat back against the headboard.
"Strip for me baby," he told me as he started palming his cock.
At his request, I unzipped the dress and let it fall to the floor. I turned around and bent to pick up the dress, placing it on the chair over his clothes. I stepped out of my shoes still with my back to him, and heard him groan. I turned and started fiddling with the pins holding the wig to take it off. I pulled all the pins out and removed the wig from my head.
I undid the braids and let my hair fall over my shoulders.
"You look so good, stop teasing and come here," he whimpered as he pumped his cock.
I walked to the edge of the bed and he kneeled closer. He grabbed my hand and pulled me onto the bed and grabbed my waist. He frantically unclasped my bra and swiftly removed my thong leaving me naked before him. He closed the space between us and palmed my breasts, fiddling with my nipples, teasing them until they peaked.
He started kissing my neck and collarbone as he continued to massage my breasts. After a few minutes his hands traveled to my back, grabbing my sides, holding me so I didn't fall over. He continued kissing my body. I could feel his erection pressing on my abdomen and I whimpered.
"Oh Bella, baby you taste so good," he said. "I have to have you, I need to be inside you," he said drunkenly.
"Are you wet for me baby?" Jacob asked as his hand ventured lower and cupping my folds. He started stroking my lower lips and slit.
"You're barely wet Bella, are you okay?" he said, looking straight at me.
"I…I'm scared," I admitted.
"Why baby? It's only me," he replied in a confused tone.
"I'm sorry, it's just I always ask you to be gentle and you never are, and I don't want you to hurt me," I confessed.
He looked perplexed. "I hurt you?" He asked.
"Yes," I said, ducking my head. I really didn't want to talk about this now.
Jacob exhaled and hugged me, "I'm so sorry baby, please forgive me," he said.
I just nodded, he moved closer to me and placed his hands on my face, we stared into each other's eyes.
"Bella, I love you" he murmured in the dark.
"I love you too," I said, wrapping my arms around his waist.
He placed his hands behind my neck and softly pushed me forward, he came closer, and with a swift movement, he kissed me.
I was conflicted as I moved my lips against his, flashes of Edward's kisses invaded my mind.
I kissed Jacob back as he pressed my body closer to him and he held me tighter. We were both breathless and my heart was racing inside me, I thought he could feel it. We stopped kissing, but Jake held me a little longer in his arms. I tried not to think too much of Edward as Jacob continued touching and kissing my body.
"Come here," he said, grabbing my waist, lifting and sitting me completely on his lap. He kept his hands on my waist so I placed mine at his neck. He came closer and kissed me again, I kissed him back as I caressed his backside. Jacob released my lips and went to kiss my neck, leaving sloppy wet kisses on my skin. After that, he moved down to my chest where he kissed my cleavage as he brushed the underside of my breasts, and then went up my neck again.
"You're so hot baby," he groaned. "I want to have you so bad," he added as he circled my clit steadily.
"Oh" I moaned.
"I'm going to make you feel good," Jacob vowed as he laid me down in the middle of the bed, he placed a few pillows under my head and then let it fall. He spread my legs and looked at me intensely.
"Fuck Isabella!" he said, pumping his cock.
His hands and lips caressed my body again. He paid special attention to my chest as he kneaded my breasts. I groaned at his touch, they were sensitive as he had been playing with them all this time, but it felt good. We kissed and caressed each other's bodies for a few minutes. A small fire ignited inside me, my body was reacting to him, it's like it had a mind of its own. I started whimpering as Jacob's fingers played with my folds again.
He covered my body with his, his hand was still on his thick cock as he bent his head to kiss my lips, neck, and chest. With his other hand, he flicked my nipples and fondled my breasts. Using his legs, he kept my legs spread as he bent his lower body and pressed the head of his cock to my entrance.
"Gentle please, Jacob," I begged in a whimper.
He circled my clit with his thumb a few times, his eyes locked on mine. He then hovered over me, his thumb still on my clit. Jacob bent his head to kiss me as he entered me. He filled me slowly as he groaned in pleasure. I whimpered as he pushed all the way in and sheathed himself inside me.
He buried his head in my neck as he moved inside me. He pumped into me 2slowly at first as he caressed my breasts, thighs and ass cheeks.
"Fuck Bella you're so tight," Jacob groaned as he continued moving his hips in a slow but steady rhythm.
I closed my eyes and tried to concentrate on him. I needed this, I wanted this. Even though I've had sex with Edward I still liked my husband, I was still married to Jacob Black.
"Oh" I moaned.
Jacob moved in and out of me carefully, actually giving my clit some friction. He then massaged both breasts a bit roughly, I was moaning as shivers ran down my spine as I received pleasure from my husband's cock.
I placed my hands on his back, my nails almost gripping his skin, Jacob hugged me closer to him.
"You feel so good, baby," he whispered in my ear.
After a few minutes, his pace quickened and Jacob began rolling his hips faster, looking for more friction. He hugged me impossibly closer and kept thrusting in and out of me.
"So fucking tight, baby, so good. Ung!" Jacob groaned.
Jacob spread my legs with his thighs and slid deeper inside me. A choked moan escaped deep within me as he quickened his pace as I neared my release.
"Ung, Jacob!" I exclaimed.
"Yes, Bella, yes, yes FUCK!" He yelled as he moved faster inside me.
"I'm going to cum Bella, you're so fucking tight, I can't hold it… damn it!" Jacob said as he spilled his seed deep inside me in three long spurts. I couldn't help but whimper at the feeling of him coming inside me, it actually felt good.
We kissed as we came, he was completely covering my body with his.
"I love you so much Bella," he said as he gave me frantic hurried kisses all over my face.
He didn't pull out, Jacob kept kissing and caressing my body lulling us to sleep. I finally caved after a few minutes and let myself drift off to sleep while he held me tightly…
~DD~
Later that night I woke up to the bed moving, I noticed I was lying face down on the mattress. I could hear the sound of our skin slapping as Jacob was sheathed on my pussy taking me from behind. The slapping of his pelvis hitting my bottom was the only sound in the room as my husband fucked me. He grabbed my hips and forced my pussy down on his shaft, hitting every inch of me with each thrust. It felt as if he was claiming me in a way. This had only happened a handful of times.
I could hear him grunting and groaning as he rolled his hips, I moved a little and he noticed.
"Fuck! Sorry to wake you baby, but you felt so good I had to have you again," he grunted.
It was the third time he took pleasure from me tonight. I was so tired; my pussy was very sensitive.
I cried out as he impaled my pussy, Jacob thrusting into me like a madman. I held onto the headboard for leverage as he pistoned in and out of me.
He quickened his pace and fucked me six ways to Sunday. I was filled to the hilt. All I could do was to scream and writhe below him, the bed scraped against the wall as Jacob impaled me harder and harder.
"Ung, fuck you feel so good like this, I love taking your pussy from behind," Jacob said.
"Oh, oh, ung" I moaned.
He lifted my ass up and circled my clit while he pummeled my pussy.
"Ah, Jacob, ah!" yelled.
"Yes, Bella, fuck!" He said moving his fingers faster over my nub. I quivered as my orgasm rippled through my body. I came hard, my whole body shaking, Jacob came three times before he pulled out of me. I was out of breath and my body was sweaty, and I could barely feel my extremities, I was exhausted.
Jacob threw himself on the bed beside me and pulled my limp body to lay on the side of his. He kissed my lips as he created a vice around me with his legs and arms.
"Mine," he whispered before he nuzzled my chest and fell asleep quickly.
A few days later…
I looked at the calendar on my office desk as I did the mental math. It's been seventeen days since Halloween, since Jacob and I…and I haven't gotten my period. Could this mean I was finally pregnant? A surge of hope ran through me, but I didn't dwell too much on it as I grabbed my coat and purse and left my office.
"Is everything okay Isabella?" Alice asked.
"Yes, I just have an errand to run, I won't be back until tomorrow. Bye," I rushed out.
I went down to the parking garage and got in my car driving to the nearest pharmacy. After buying what I needed I went home and was thankful that today was a shopping day and Mrs. Cope wasn't home. I ran to my bathroom and did what was needed. I placed the test face down on the counter and set a timer.
When the timer beeped I looked at the result and let the tears fall. I grabbed my cell phone and called the all too familiar number.
"Dr. Cullen's office, how may I help you?" Nurse Victoria answered at the other end.
"It's Mrs. Swan-Black, I need an emergency appointment with Dr. Cullen."
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Who is the lady and why was she upset?
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Many of you just gave me your thoughts and theories about what was going on. I'm just going to say that some of you are thinking in the right direction...
