Renesmee Cullen
You catch my eye
But you wanna fly
I'm so alive
Never stop that's how we're right
Coming up until we die
I don't wanna go to school
I just wanna break the rules
Boys and girls across the world
Putting on our dancing shoes
Going to the disco take
Getting high…
Through the loud music, I heard the front doors open and shut. The scent of the love of my life travelled through my nasal area knocked me off course.
Jake was here?
Jake was here!
I felt my legs begin to hurriedly descending the endless stairwell before touching the ground. I noticed Jake, Embry and Seth begin to enter the room, examining the heavy crowd.
I couldn't help the small little girl squeal of mine from coming out as I pushed my way through the troop of students partying.
"Jake!" I laughed, throwing myself into his arms.
He laughed as he quickly held me by the hips as I draped my legs around his waist.
"Hey, kid." He whispered into my hair. I pulled away from his shoulder to imbed a fervent kiss on him on his perfectly soft lips.
I pulled away, biting and letting go of his bottom lip.
He moaned as he licked his lips.
"Mmm…" He hummed. "That's a really good way to welcome me to a party."
I giggled.
"What's going on here?" Seth asked, completely shocked at the turnout.
Jake set me to the ground. "It's a high school party Seth!" I laughed.
"Happy Birthday, Renesmee!" A bunch of guys and girls called as they danced along.
I smiled up at the three tallest men in the room.
"And apparently it's my party. Perfect!" I said with lack of enthusiasm.
A random sophomore began puking from behind me.
"Nessie!" Jake said, pulling me away quickly.
I mentally gagged at the sight and shut my eyes. The male sophomore collapsed onto the ground, face first.
"Damn do I miss high school?" Embry said with a powerful laugh.
"Babe, step over that." Jake said to me, grabbing hold of my hand as we walked around the puddle of poop.
"Corey and Topanga are OTP!" A boy screamed from the balcony before jumping off it and hitting the ground.
"He's dead!" A girl cried.
What the hell?
"Mr. C!" Everyone exclaimed and cheered as they saw Seth with us. He waved and smiled.
I glanced over to see Alex grinning widely as she fixed her gaze onto Seth. I smiled.
"There's Alex!" I said to him, gesturing to the girl by the bar talking to a couple of other girls.
He followed my gaze and I could swear the grin he showcased reached to his ears.
She got a body like an hour glass
But I can give it to you all the time
She got a booty like a…
"Why don't you go talk to her?" I pointed out.
"With plus-minus one thousand students I teach at the school watching me make out with a fellow student?" He probed.
I chuckled. "There is a way of talking and not making it obvious that you two have a thing…" I told him.
He smiled, nodding his head. "I'll be right back."
"No he won't." Embry commented.
I laughed.
She might let you hold her hand to school
But imma show you how to graduate (ah)
No other lady here talk to talk
So come show me what your momma gave…
"Sorry you had to be around this craziness." I told Jacob.
He shrugged. "I've been to worse." He stated.
I frowned. "Really?"
"Most of them hardly had a turnout like this and they were quite boring." He added.
I giggled. "Right. Well, a Felicity Stone party hardly ever is boring."
A couple of minutes later and the songs ended and were replaced by a karaoke session on the stage.
"Everybody cut footloose!" A couple of boys did a round of karaoke on the stage –messing up the lyrics before switching it up to another tune. "Lonely…I am so lonely…I have nobody…all on my own! Ooh—Ahh…!" And then we got songs like. "The lion sleeps tonight!"
A random junior popped up out of nowhere and reenacted the classic Carlie Rae Jepsen song I loved –or used to.
"Hey I just met you! And this is crazy! But here's my number so call me maybe! It's hard to look right at you baby! But here's my number so call me maybe!" Raylan said.
One boy decided to sing some Katy Perry.
"I've got the eye of the tiger the fire! Something….something…through the fire! 'Coz I am the champion and you're gonna hear me roar!" And he regurgitated all those fish guts and beer and roared it onto the biggest jock in school.
And then a girl came up, drunk out of her brain. "This song is dedicated to my love for bread. I love bread."
Tale as old as time!
Perfect thing to eat –be!
Barely even bread and then a loaf burns, unexpectedly!
Just a little spread (of jelly or Nutella)
Small amounts please
Both a little sweet and either one will do
Bread and my begat!
She ruined the song 'Beauty and the Beast' for me!
I glanced back at Jacob who stared back at me.
"We should get out of here?" I suggested. He nodded.
"Yeah," He replied.
He took my hand in his and began leading me out the backdoors when Embry stopped him.
"Is that the girl you told me about?" He asked, gesturing to Jennifer who had been standing outside, looking out into the horizon.
Jake nodded his head. "Yeah, that's her. I thought you met before?"
"Everything was blurry 'coz I was trying to get drunk." He said, eying her carefully. "Okay. I'm gonna work my magic." He said, exhaling a heavy breath before walking to her.
Jake and I laughed as we continued leading out of the madness. As we were about to head out the backdoor, I caught the sight of Nahuel narrowing his eyes over at Jake and I. He didn't look pleased at the sight of our entwined hands.
I rolled my eyes as I moved my eyes from him quickly and fixed onto Jake as he opened the door for me.
"Why, thank you gentleman!" I laughed.
… …
Embry Call
I've got my target. Man is she fine as hell! Perfect long blonde hair, eyes so green like I'm locked in the woods, skin so fair I just want to lick it like vanilla ice-cream. I'm trying hard to not think about the fact that she's half vampire and focus more on her human parts but definitely the vampire side does the girl mighty good.
I licked my lips as I leaned against the wall opposite hers. She didn't even acknowledge my presence it seemed. She was fully engrossed in whatever she was looking at in the horizon.
"What is a pretty girl like you doing at party and looking on down in sorrows, hmm?" I asked seductively.
She tilted her head to meet with my eyes where I got a better look at her emerald green eyes.
Dammit. They were like comets. So bright and glimmer-y.
Was she crying?
Or are her eyes naturally that gorgeous?
"And what are you?" She asked, wintrily as she turned her gaze elsewhere.
"I'm Call, Embry Call." I said, causing my voice to be hoarse. "I don't think we've formally met before but you seem like a fish I wouldn't miss."
She narrowed her comet eyes at me. "Did you just call me a fish?" She asked.
"It's just an expression, lovey." I teased.
"Well, find something better and to me it sounded more like a stupid pickup line." She stated.
I bit my lip. "You know. I'm kinda new here and I'm looking for somebody to show me around. Would you happen to know anybody?"
"Sorry, buddy. I'm also relatively new to this place and actually starting to feel like coming here was pointless." She muttered the last part with a sigh.
"Yeah, no, I understand. I felt the same way when I lost my pet Rabbit, Lieutenant Rabbit. I felt lost." I said, lamely –don't worry, this is how I set the mood.
She laughed.
It worked.
"You named your pet Rabbit, Lieutenant Rabbit?" She questioned. I nodded.
"Best two years of my life with that bunny." I stated.
"Well I'm sorry for your loss." She whispered.
"No, don't be. He's in a better place…in my pants!" I said.
She giggled in hysterics at my randomness. "So are you insinuating that your dead rabbit is buried in your wiener sack?" She teased.
"Wiener sack?" I laughed. That's a weird way to refer to underwear.
She rolled her eyes, turning her body to look at me. "So, Embry…what brings you here?"
I shrugged. "I'm just seeking some adventure."
"What kind of an adventure?" She probed, fiddling with her fingers as she took a step forward and leaned against the wall.
Yep. She's interested. You see? I told y'all it'll work and y'all doubted me didn't you?
It's not about the game.
It's about the weird and randomness that sparks interest in the girl and if the girl knows how freaky you are then they can only imagine how freaky you are behind closed doors which leaves them wanting to know more. Scrawny teenage boys out there, take notes.
Embry, you do realize you're talking to yourself in your head, right?
I don't care!
"I don't know, you tell me." I shrugged, taking a step closer so that she and I were only six-seven inches away from each other.
"Honestly, my guess is you're a boy looking to get a quick lay and then just leave the girl stranded the next day without so much as good morning or even a goodbye. This is how you approach the many girls you meet, preferably blondes because come on, they're dimwits and I'm sure it works for you because you clearly have a low-key confidence to you which can otherwise be intriguing to some girls. You're not overly arrogant but you're not sincere either, you're sort of in the middle. Sometimes you pretend to be a weird-dumbass when in fact you can probably solve the binomial equation in a matter of seconds without blinking or thinking.
"You know every square root of every number and you love to read, but you're not a geek at least you try not to be. You seek a reckless life of partying, girls, and sex because you're trying to compensate or surmount on something from your past and what you're currently going through. I'm not sure, you can't admit it to yourself. And now here we are, watching you do the same old barrage bull-crap pick-up lines that will get any girl into bed with you but the only difference is you've met a pretty smart blonde girl and you're a little freaked out by it." She said with a smile.
"Please, correct me if I'm wrong."
I blinked.
…
Who was this girl?
I cleared my throat, laughing. "Impressive. So what are you now? Psychic?"
She laughed. "Um…no. I am a psychology major at Stanford." She told me.
Oh damn! Wow! Stanford! I didn't know Oakland Woods High was a top- notch post-high school institute as well.
"Oh yeah, Nessie talks about you jumping a grade." I said. Her grin fell. I got her. "It's pretty impressive."
"Yeah, well…" She shrugged. "Maybe I'm just that smart." She said, grinning widely.
I smirked.
"Oh, I've got a little secret to tell you. Promise me you won't say a word?" She said.
I can't keep promises I can't keep.
But she did it anyways as she took another step forward to me where we were only breaths apart. She got on her tiptoe and placed her hand on my shoulder as support and leaned in, her lips inches away from mine before diverting to my ear where I could feel her warm breath against my skin.
"You better go fix up your tight jeans before anybody sees Lieutenant Rabbit." She whispered into my ear in a sultry tone before walking away.
My jeans were even tighter.
I watched as she walked away, in her black, wavy dress with a plunging backline and stilettos.
I gnawed my lip.
Dammit.
I laughed.
This girl…
… …
Renesmee Cullen
Jacob and I have been sitting on the hammock yards away from the house for the past one hour. We couldn't even be bothered by the crazy party going down, just being with each other made the night special.
I told Jake the entire story about how this turned out to be my party instead of Jennifer's. He wasn't too happy to hear that Nahuel was the reason behind it and I wouldn't blame him.
"I still can't believe he threw this party for me." I stated in shock.
"He's trying too hard." Jake muttered gruffly.
"And he shouldn't because it won't work." I laughed, trailing my hand up and down his chest as I was tucked under his large arm and my head on his chest.
"I would've knocked his teeth in." I could feel his tenseness evaporating off him. He clenched his fists together.
"I'm starting to get pissed off, actually." He told me.
"Don't be. There's no point if my heart's always and forever going to be with you. He definitely got the hint when I told him off tonight." I said to him.
Jake grinned slightly. "Mmm. I wanna see that. Show me." He urged.
I laughed as I placed my hand against his cheek and replayed the conversation I had with Nahuel. Jake visibly tensed at all the innuendos and references he made, every time he moved closer but I could sense him calm when I showed him the part where I told Nahuel I wasn't interested in him. When I was done, I replayed memories of Jake and me together and all the instances I told him I loved him and only him which was a signal of reassurance.
Jake smiled and kissed my hand the second I was done.
"I love you too." He said. "You definitely told him off. I didn't know you had that in you babe."
"I think Alex's sharp tongue's rubbing off on me," I chuckled.
He smiled. "It's really sexy." He whispered seductively.
This caused my stomach to stir in immense hunger…for him.
I giggled, kissing his lips. "My mom called this morning and gave me an update on what's happening over there. Apparently Carter's ability isn't something he got from his vampire side."
"I figured, I mean all that power for one kid? It had to come from somewhere. Did they say what it is?" He asked.
"It's a theory but Amun and Benjamin think it's a curse given from his father." I replied.
He widened his eyes. "That's deep." He said.
I nodded my head. "Yeah," I scoffed, trailing my fingers up and down his natty-bearded cheek before moving them down to his chest.
"I'm glad you came." I said to him. "I mean, if it wasn't for you I don't think I would've survived this party."
He smiled. "Well…I'm sure I came in the nick of time."
I nodded, gnawing my lip. "Definitely. You are actually the highlight of this party." I snickered, as I laid my head on his chest.
"D-did you ever want a party? I mean, deep down inside?" He asked. "If you ever wanted one, you could've just told me. I would've thrown you probably the best party ever."
I chuckled. "Jake. I never wanted a party. I just wanted to be with you. That's my ideal way to spend my birthday."
"Yeah, okay, you'll say that but…you obviously also enjoy being around your friends." He said. I raised an eyebrow. "Could've I at least gotten you a gift?"
I laughed, lifting my head off his chest to see him. His facial expression was something I had never seen before.
"Where is this coming from?" I asked.
He shrugged. "I don't know. I just feel bad that I couldn't buy you anything special for you birthday." He said sadly.
"That's because I didn't want anything. I mean that picnic date you made for us the other night was an awesome present but getting to be with you is the best present anyone could ever give to me. Not material things because they never last but the love you and I share will last a lifetime. Now that's my perfect dream gift." I stated.
He managed to smile. "Our picnic date was pretty awesome." He said.
I felt my cheeks burn as I reminisced on that night. He was so romantic to pick the spot on the top of a hill, under the stars and moonlight. I was never the hopeless romantic type but certainly that night put a stir in stomach and marked my heart for the rest of my life.
And also not to mention that that was the night Jake and I almost professed our love for each other in an intimate, deeper level. I wondered when we'll ever get a chance to finish it off.
"Yep. It truly was." I replied.
"But can I at least get you something?"
I smiled. "Jake. It's okay! Don't bother yourself too much." He frowned. "I-I just…I know how hard you work and I don't want you spending your money on me when you're giving me so much I've ever wanted. Which is you!"
"I want to." He stated, stroking my cheek with his warm hand.
I smiled, despite myself and nodded my head. "Okay." I chuckled, knowing that I wouldn't get my way in this. I placed my head on his chest and moved closer to him, intertwining our legs together. He engulfed his arms around me, stroking my head.
"It's college application season." I sighed.
"Uh huh, any top picks?" He asked.
I shrugged. "I don't know. A few but…I'm not even sure if I'm all set at going to college." I said to him. "I can't bear the thought of ever being away from you."
"It's easy now but we're still managing." He said.
"Hmm," I simply replied. "It's just hard to be away from you for that long. I really want to get to a point where you and I are together and we actually are together I mean, we wake up and we're together, we sleep and we're still together."
He snickered.
"Don't worry, we'll get to that place. Only nine more months until you're officially done with high school." He whispered into my hair.
I hummed. "It's definitely easier enough for normal people to get through."
There was a couple of screams coming from inside the house as the music blasted. We were at least far enough into the woods where the hammock was so that the loudness was only minimal.
My mind drifted onto a conversation I had with Felicity today when she mentioned Jake and I being a married couple because of the duration of our relationship and that got me thinking that it would be nice to be married to him.
"Ever wondered what our future will be like? I mean in the next five to ten years." I probed, nervously.
"W-where do you see us?" He asked.
"Well, I don't know. Obviously together, living in a nice house with our many cats and dogs." I laughed. He groaned at the cat part.
"No cats." He stated.
I giggled. "What's your view on marriage?" I asked.
He shrugged. "Well – Um – Don't you think we kind of already jumped the gun on that?" He asked. "I mean, we are imprinted and we're obviously going to be together forever so it really doesn't matter if we get married or not, it's just a piece of paper to let everyone know we've made our allegiance to each other and do we really care what people think?"
I thought about it for a moment. I never really thought of it that way. As much as the thought of marriage was a really good sight but…
I have no idea.
I oddly enough felt a pang of hurt in my stomach when he said that.
"What do you think?" He asked with a chuckle.
I shrugged. "I guess, I feel the same way." I said with a convincing smile, trying to hide my doubt. "But it would be a bummer not seeing you in a tux."
He laughed. "I don't think I'll ever find a tux that will fit me."
"True. You're pretty huge." I pointed out. He nodded. "But I'm sure Alice could work something out."
"Oh, another reason why I think marriage would be weird. Pixie planning it." He laughed.
I giggled. "I'm getting pretty tired. We should probably head back home." I said to him, in effort to drift off the topic.
"Are you sure?" He asked me.
I nodded. "Yeah," I replied as I yawned.
"Okay. Let's go!" He said.
I smiled as I hopped off the hammock and extended my hand out to him. He smirked as he took it and got up, immediately towering over me by a good foot.
"We're taking my car." I said to him.
"Can I drive?" He asked.
I shook my head. "Nobody touches my baby except me. On second thought, no man is allowed to touch my baby."
He gasped. "Even if he's the man of your dreams?"
I giggled. "Not even him!"
He chuckled. "I'll just give the guys my keys on the way out." He said as he swathed an arm around my shoulder.
When Jake and I reached the patio, we caught Embry talking to a bunch of giggling girls.
"Yo! Em!" Jake said before tossing the car keys at him. Embry caught it with grace. "Ness and I are headed out. Don't rush home."
"You got it boss." He said before turning back to the girls.
"I thought he was talking to Jennifer?" I asked Jake.
Jake chuckled as he opened the door. "Embry's a douche." He simply replied.
I furrowed my brows.
I said goodbye to my friends and thanked Felicity again for the party afore leaving the mansion.
… …
Jake and I drove back to the apartment after grabbing some food. I know how much my man loved to eat. He could've literally bought the entire store and still ask for seconds.
Jake and I were currently laying on the bed, laughing and talking about random things.
"Rebecca and Rachel made it their twin-mission to embarrass me my entire childhood. My potty videos displayed to my entire third grade class, video-taping me pooping in the sand at the beach…Believe me when I tell it that it was bad."
I laughed uncontrollably. "Stop!" I gasped, gripping the fabric of my blouse.
He chuckled. "I love it when you laugh."
I smiled as my giggles simmered down. "Anyway, your sisters are awesome. I've always wanted a sister." She told me.
"Really?" He questioned. I nodded. "You never expressed this before."
I shrugged. "I didn't think it was that big of a deal if I knew it was never going to happen but it would be pretty awesome if the opportunity was there."
"Ok. Older or younger?"
I thought. "I don't know. I mean I would be fine with anything but having an older sister, someone who could give me proper advice, someone I could look up to as a role model, someone who's badass and independent, yeah. That'd be pretty nice. Someone who resembles my mother basically." I stated.
He smiled. "That's sweet." He said. I blushed. "If you ever feel left out, you've got my sisters?"
"Yeah! Rachel is someone I look up to as a sister and Rebecca's pretty awesome too." I replied.
He smiled as he bent down to kiss my lips gently. I frowned and smirked as he pulled away.
"What was that for?" I questioned with a cocked eyebrow.
He shrugged his shoulders, leaning his head against his hand and just staring down at me in admiration and adornment.
"You just amaze me every day, Ness." He told me. I blushed.
"Do I?" I asked, oblivious. "Wasn't my intention."
He sniggered, biting his lip. "Come here!" I growled sexily as he hauled me on top of him and laid his hands on my thighs.
"Why are you so freaking adorable?"
"I'm not adorable! Adorable is my cat! I'm sexy! I'm like R-rated sexy?" I joked.
He laughed. "You got that from Crazy, Stupid, Love? Right?"
I blushed. "My favorite romcom!" I replied. He smiled.
He placed his lips against my nose for a brief second before pulling away to grin at me.
Watching his handsome features on his chiseled face, I felt the familiar burn and butterflies in my stomach I felt the moment I fell in love with him almost a year ago. I always wondered what it was like to be with Jake and my wish was answered when he admitted his feelings for me the same time I did but now I want us to admit something completely different to each other.
"What are you thinking about?" He asked me.
I gnawed my lip. Instead of answering him, I decided to show him. I placed my hand against his cheek as I replayed our date days ago, especially the part where it escalated.
I could hear his pulse picking up as I took my hand off his warm face. He looked into my eyes.
"You want to do it? Right now?" He asked.
"I'm always ready. And we finally have alone time…so…" I said with a shrug. He sighed. "Please, Jake." I pleaded, gripping his face.
His silence was a sign that made me think he was rejecting me again.
However…
His lips had found a new intensity and vigor against mine, and I could help but melt into his large arms. I ran my hands up and down his chest hard as the kiss deepened, feeling his warmth against my marble hands. I was able to feel one of his huge hands move from my thighs to caress my back whilst the other tangled its fingers into my hair.
He pulled away to flip me over to my side so I was underneath him with him hovering over me. I moaned as I pulled him down into a hard smacker on the lips.
He kissed me back with the same amount of vigor –despite himself – and letting my body mold into his as his warm embrace pulled me in. I took in his scent, he smelled like the forest, of trees, fresh air, water, leaves and the soil. It was a musk to me. His lips were unbelievably soft and his kiss was gentle with so much passion.
He abruptly pulled away from me to quickly place his lips onto the crook of my neck. I was able to feel him suck onto my skin ever so passionately.
The butterflies in my stomach wouldn't stop flying around but I decided to ignore it as I continued kissing him. His tongue begged for entry into my mouth and I gladly opened it for him. My legs were spread wide and his body was grinding into me. The feeling of his lower half sent me on a frenzy. I wanted to feel more. I wanted to discard the fabrics. I was greeted by the shocking hardness onto my core. He moaned as he began running his hand up and down my bare legs.
I roamed my hands up and down his muscular back, lifting his shirt up and revealing his amazing russet skin. I immediately pulled the plain grey shirt over his head and tossed it to the side before replacing the empty space between his jaw with my hands.
As our lips molded together again, I began to trace my hands up and down his face slowly whilst he worked his way up my blouse. The feeling of his hot skin against my caused my body to shiver in contrast. Our bodies briefly lifted up so he could take my blouse off with a swift movement, leaving me in just my lacy creamy bra and daisy-dukes.
He pulled away to stare down at my chest. I gnawed my lips as I watched his dark brown eyes examined me, fully engrossed.
I slowly ran my fingers behind my back to unclasp my bra. When I heard the hooks detach, I immediately slipped it off and tossed it onto the growing pile. Jake's lips spread apart as his eyes eyed my now exposed breasts.
"You're so beautiful." He muttered out in a lustful tone as he shook his head smashed my lips with his. I allowed his delicate lips to entice me for a few seconds before I reciprocated the kiss with the same fervent nature. He released a loud, grunt.
"I want you so bad." He murmured between the kiss.
That was it! He finally said it! He finally said the words I wanted to hear from him for the past couple of months and I really didn't prepare for it as I felt my butterflies jump around like they were on a trampoline.
He pulled away to stare down our concealed lower halves. His large hands suddenly moved from my waist to my jean shorts. He fiddled with the button before popping it open.
He searched my eyes for approval. I nodded, my eyes glistening from excitement.
He smiled as he unzipped my jeans to the end before slowly working them down my marble, porcelain skin, leaving me in just my creamy-lace panties. He slowly, questioningly travelled his hand to my base. I gasped when I felt his fingers land on my underwear. The unusual feeling sent my arousal on overdrive.
He was the first person I allowed to touch me in those areas and the feeling was amazing but I wanted more.
"Please, Jake!" I pleaded, gnawing on my lip hard with my arms wrapped around his neck.
He grunted as he slid his hand slowly into my panties and began rubbing soothe circles around my open-gated virtue of solitude. I bit back a moan as I shut my eyes and gripped onto his hair.
"Nessie…" He cried out in pain. "We don't have to –"
"Shh…" I whispered to him as I kissed him gently. "Continue…"
He obliged as he continued doing the same thing for a couple minutes before groaning.
"Ness," He lamented.
I was meeting my end, gradually and I couldn't take it. It was like I was on a rollercoaster. The adrenaline kept increasing and increasing.
"Jacob!" I gasped out as I –with supernatural celerity – flipped his body over and hovered over him. I was shocked at this just as he was. I moaned as I hastily began unbuckling his belt buckle and unbuttoning his pants.
"Hey," He whispered.
When I was done, I zipped him down and began shoving his pants down. He laughed as he kicked his pants off and gripped my face, lifting off the bed and slamming his lips on mine as I straddled his lap.
I hummed as I held his face in my grasp whereas he moved his hands to grip my waist.
As soon as the hot kiss escalated, I felt my body plea for more and more. With superhuman celerity, I flipped our bodies over so he was on top of me again. This man was driving me crazy!
"Presuming our position, I see?" He teased.
"It's the recommended position." I giggled as I bit onto his bottom lip and letting go of it seductively. "Now let's let the evening take us elsewhere."
He growled sexily.
Soon as the heavy petting increased, my underwear was completely discarded and my body was fully unconcealed yet he still had his on.
"It's your turn now." I whispered to him nervously and shakily.
Despite the excitement I knew he currently felt –as evident in the heavy, intense bulge of his black boxer briefs – I noticed a hint of nerves on his face.
He sat up in the bed and began shoving his underpants down.
When I finally saw Jake in all his glory, I felt my jaw unclench and my stomach burn and my breathing hitch. My body was in shock. My mind was in shock.
This was so surreal. This was happening.
I suddenly began feeling even more nervous and scared. It didn't overthrow my excitement though. This may be painful but I was prepared. I was ready.
But then my eyes couldn't blink and my jaw couldn't close.
I was finally able to gulp in.
He reached for his drawers on his nightstand and pulled out a condom. I looked up into his eyes as he unwrapped the packet with his teeth and began unrolling it onto his provoked member.
I couldn't stop staring.
Jake laughed nervously as he bent down, placing his hands about my head on the pillow.
"What is it?" He asked. I shook my head, gulping in some air. His grin fell. "Are you sure you want to do this?"
I nodded, hardly trusting my words. "I'm ready." I muttered.
He frowned. "I don't want to hurt you."
I gripped onto his face and implanted a small kiss of reassurance on his lips.
"I trust you." I stated, my voice raspy. His lips managed to curve for a brief second before he released a sigh and nod as he situated himself against my female core.
"Promise you'll tell me when to stop?" He pleaded.
I nodded my head, gripping into his hair.
He gradually began sliding into me, pounding his member ever so gently into me but the soft, tenderness couldn't help the unusual, uncomfortable pain. I gasped.
"Nessie?" He cried.
I shook my head.
"I love you, Jacob." I told him.
It was if telling him that diminished any pain I was feeling. I grinned widely, nodding my head at him.
"I love you! Please!" I whispered, kissing his lips.
He obliged and began moving his member in and out of me, slowly before getting the groove of it and picked up the speed.
This feeling was the most indescribable, amazing feeling of my life and I wouldn't change it for anything.
This was right.
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Nahuel
Watching the girl I admire be with that…dog made me want to hurl. He doesn't deserve her! Nessie doesn't deserve to be with a mutt like him, something so vicious and that needed to be caged. It enraged me to see them together.
Why did he even come to the party? He wasn't invited!
But I should have known that she'd probably be enthused by that stupid, disgusting, unreal and pathetic spell he had on her. That wolf bond of his has made this intelligent, independent woman sired to him like he's her only reason for existing. This wolf has conjured up a supernatural 'mate' in order for him to feel secure and happy? Isn't that pathetic? He practically didn't have to do much in order to gain her love and I feel that she deserves a lot better.
It makes me sick!
This pooch has stripped the woman I love from her free will and everyone around her is going to sit, watching idly by and letting this happen?
Well not me!
She may not feel anything for me now but I will get her. It could take a lot of time, persuasion and persistence but it will happen. She will be mine. I will conquer her if it's the last thing I do.
But until then, I will give her the space she needs. Yes. I will leave subtle hints, I won't stop without a fight but I won't be on her every move 24/7 (unlike that mongrel).
I have never felt such loathe for a relationship so impure and unnatural in my life.
I had a plan but clearly it didn't work. She doesn't want a confident guy who knows what he wants. She clearly wants a man who seeks reassurance every day and does an act of good deed in order to win her affection. I can do that.
In order to learn more about the beauty that is Renesmee, I needed to grow closer to the people closest to her.
When the party ended and all the stupid human teenagers left my house, Felicity, a helpless, young and fatuous girl stayed behind to help with the cleaning later that night. From what I've learned, she is Renesmee's good friend and I assume she knows a lot about her.
So she was my target.
"Felicity, mi carina." I greeted, plastering the best seductive smile I could muster.
She spun around to give her attention to me from throwing paper cups in the black trash bag.
"Yes?" She giggled uncontrollably.
I smiled, giving her a quick survey. She was beautiful. Not as breathtakingly beautiful as Renesmee, not even close but probably one of the most beautiful humans I have ever seen.
"Thank you for helping me with the party. It appeared that many people enjoyed the party. Expect for Renesmee that is." I sighed.
The naïve blonde's face fell. "Oh, Nahuel. I'm sure she appreciates the gesture. The party was epic. She'd be crazy not to have enjoyed it."
"I don't think so." I said, perfecting my melancholiest tone of voice.
"You know? If it was me, I'd be pretty shocked that a man such as yourself would go to the ends of the earth to give me a party, to profess your respect and love for me this way would be impeccable. I mean, if you ask me, of course nobody asks me anything but…I feel like she's crazy not to see, how incredible you are, Nahuel." She muttered, dropping the trash bag and sensually making her way to me and sitting on the edge of the couch where I was standing and crossing her legs together.
"You think so?" I asked, pulling a small smile.
"Absolutely." She gasped, caressing my arm. I could smell the blood rushing through her veins.
Man did I want to take it.
She roamed her small hand up and down my crossed arms.
Back in Brazil, I would admit I objectified women and I didn't care but I've stopped doing that ever since I met Renesmee, however, I wondered why because it was an amazing feeling to feel wanted by someone, to have the attention.
"I mean, I know you threw this party to show that you care about her. You don't see Jacob doing any of that for her? I know when a guy does a spectacular event like this for you, goes out of his way to make sure you and your friends are having a good time, I mean…you should be utterly amazed and thankful that such a man exists." She scoffed, standing up and looking up at me as she moved her hands to my hard chest.
"How thankful are you?" I asked, staring down at her delicious lips.
She gnawed her bottom lip as she began trailing her index finger up and down my shirt as she stood flirtatiously and tenaciously in front of me.
"I'm so thankful…Nahuel." She whispered, voluptuously as she took a seductive step forward.
I smiled smugly. I gripped her from her waist with one arm and roughly shoved her to my chest, causing her to grunt and moan.
"Show me how thankful you are."
She grinned confidently as she draped her arms around my neck. I held her by the waist. I gracefully and quickly lifted her leg up around my hips and began caressing her bare arm, blowing air onto her skin as I moved in closer.
I have never had sexual relations with a human with the intent of not killing her. Hey! I don't know. Maybe this will be different…maybe not.
She drew my head down so our lips touched before the kiss soon became forceful and passionate. As our tongues began attacking each other in the deepening kiss, I felt her small hands hastily begin to unbutton my shirt and shoved it off my shoulders, tossing it to the ground. I immediately lifted her legs off the ground swiftly and threw her against the wall with superhuman speed. I knew for sure she didn't even care to notice with me pleasuring her this way.
I gripped her by the bottom and swiftly wrapped them around my waist as I shimmed her skirt up, revealing her skin.
I moved my lips from her lips and smashed them onto the skin of her neck, beginning to suck and nibble on them, making yelp in gratification.
"Nahuel!" She moaned out in pleasure, running her fingers through my hair as I grinded against her and left marks on her skin.
I pulled away to stair in her eyes. "I'm going to do something." I murmured out, gripping her face in my hands. "Don't scream, mi amore. Do you understand?" I whispered-commanded her.
She gnawed her bottom lip, half-grinning in excitement. She nodded her head almost too quickly.
I smiled as I went for her neck, pausing as I heard the blood rush through her veins and her pulse beating steadily like a drum before I sank my teeth into her skin ever so gently.
She gasped out in agony before I began sucking out the blood from her neck which caused a moan of pleasure and need to erupt from her lips. The feeling of the blood tingling on my tongue was euphoria.
I pulled to gasp and let the blood trail down my throat. I laughed aloud as I licked the blood off my lips, eyes closed for a brief minute to mesmerize in the feeling before opening them to see Felicity's eyes drifting off but a smile of contentment on her face.
"That's so hot…" She mumbled.
I smiled as I was about to plant my lips on hers but was suddenly halted when her eyes bulged up and she shrieked and flinched.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
She held her head. "I just saw – It's nothing." She said, shaking it off and placing her arms around mine.
I grinned as I slammed my lips on hers again. I ran to the couch with supernatural celerity and threw her onto the couch where I quickly and obscenely ripped the clothes off her small body.
As I drew from her lips to kiss her bare skin, I felt my eyes grin in accomplishment.
This plan will work.
With some pleasure on the side.
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A/N: Oh yes! I know! Nahuel is a douchebag. Confesses his love for Nessie and then goes and sleeps with her best friend? Yep! Whoever called it was right. I'll give you all $20, you smart people!
Jake and Nessie finally had sex! Like I don't know about you guys but I'm relieved! Jake finally popped Nessie's cherry. Nessie finally got her wish, Lol. What do you guys think of their romantic moment? Is it too soon or was it just right?
This chapter was obviously pretty risqué so I hope I didn't offend anybody. I'd be surprised if any of y'all enjoyed it haha. But anyway, just review your thoughts!
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