Hey guys! Hope you and your families are doing well. About to watch Season 7 Episode 11 will update in half an hour… Update: WHY DO THEY ALWAYS DO THIS! DAMNIT JASON! (please no spoilers in the reviews).

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Linia Nicholls:Another great chapter. I love their dog, he is wonderful. I wish they had managed to turn jasper around on the show, i am so frustrated with how the show was called the 100 but in the final series we only have like 5 left of the actual 100. It just feels like the show did everything they could to torment them and then never actually dealt with any of the trauma. I love all the fanfiction i have read where the writers are trying to make the story better

Answer:Thanks! I decided to bring in the wolf so that it added my own little aspect away from everyone elses fanfics. Right!? Jasper was such a good character and I wish the show let him get better but NOPE. About the trauma, that's why I decided to write this story in POV's in order to show their inner thoughts and feelings about everything they've been through. Thanks for the review!

GinnyWeasley09:Nice chapter! I feel bad for jasper though

Answer:Thanks! I have a plan for Jasper don't worry ;)

Rosekelly1021:I'm enjoying this.

Answer:Good to hear! :)

Chapter 15: Charged Up

Octavia's P.O.V (Just after 7pm):

I've had a few different thoughts and feelings about this trip since we started it. My first thought was why would Bellamy and Clarke just up and leave all their friends and families? Then I remembered neither of them have many of those. My next thought was this place that Lincoln found, Calgary, is it real? Then I remembered I trusted Lincoln the same as, if not more than, my own brother. The people of the Ark, the same people who are occupying Arkadia, have done nothing but torment my family. I realize that's only because I exist but no matter what I can't turn that around. That's ultimately why I decided to come on this trip.. Well, that and the fact that Trikru isn't very happy with Lincoln for choosing to stay with us. I can't let anything happen to him. He's my soulmate. As long as I'm with him I'm safe.. He's safe. He wasn't safe at Arkadia either. I heard how people talked about him, just trying to find an excuse to blame him for everything. I'm sure if Lincoln stayed there any longer he would have ended up with a bullet in his head. That would have crushed me.

"Let's not get too close to him. We should let him cool off." Lincoln said peeking behind the wall of a building that we were using to hide from Jasper.

"There's only a handful of times I've ever seen Jasper freak out. Out of all of them, that one definitely takes the cake."

"Takes the cake?" He asked, one eyebrow raised. I put my hand on his shoulder.

"It's a good thing you're pretty." He just smiled at that. I meant to give him a peck on the lips.. I really did.. but it turned into so much more than that. Whenever we kiss our mouths move in such harmony. He pushed me up against the wall and we fit together like two puzzle pieces. I ran my hands up and down his back, possibly scratching it, while he gripped my waist to pull me closer. I spread one of my legs to the side to get him right where I wanted him. Feeling his fast growing bulge under his cargo pants with only our clothes keeping him from being inside me drove me crazy but we were sadly interrupted by smashing glass. I reluctantly pulled away from Lincoln and the two of us peeked around the corner of the building. We saw Jasper throwing rocks at the windows of the Liquor store, smashing them. Lincoln and I exchanged a look that said 'here we go I guess' and walked out from our hiding spot. I wasn't sure what to say to Jasper and I could tell Lincoln felt the same way. 'Are you okay?' would probably be the dumbest thing to ask him at this point. 'Why are you smashing the windows?' would also be a ridiculous question. He must have noticed we were standing there because he instead started the conversation.

"Why does Clarke always feel the need to take things away from me?"

"It wasn't just Clarke, Jasper." I reminded him.

"She helped. You'd think by now she'd let me have something." He sounded completely and utterly defeated. He confirmed my thoughts when he fell to his knees, head looking straight down. I sighed, with a feeling of sadness for my friend.

"Jasper.. I'm sorry. I know Maya meant a lot to you."

"She did. She was the only girl that would give me the time of day." He said, as he rolled a rock between his fingers. "My own mother didn't even give me attention!" He shouted as he threw the rock, completely missing a window.

"You know, Jasper. I never thought I'd get a chance at love. I thought the only people that I'd ever have in my life would be my mom and brother. Once I started hearing about relationships in books Bellamy would read to me, I never stopped dreaming about one day having one." I found Lincoln's hand dangling next to me and laced my fingers with his to which he gave me a smile. "If I can find someone Jasper. I can promise you will again too." Jasper didn't say anything. Just kept staring down at his knees. Lincoln decided to speak.

"My people believe that when something is taken away from you. It comes back even stronger."

"Yeah well, you're people also believe that killing someone who commits genocide will grant them powers." Jasper said, in an almost casual tone. I heard Lincoln make a growling noise at the back of his throat.

"Those are not my people!" He answered harshly. I put my hand on his arm to calm him down. Lincoln had to understand Jasper wasn't having a good day so we had to be patient.

"Besides. Maya's dead. She's never coming back. Especially not stronger." Jasper said as he stared at the Liquor store in front of him. Lincoln spoke again.

"The love you have for her will never leave you. It will come back stronger. Now that this has happened you have learned how precious and fragile life is. You must hold onto love, Jasper." He practically pleaded the last sentence and I gave him a smile. "You may hate Clarke now but I assure you, she-"

"Did what she had to do." Jasper finished for him. "I know." He looked down to his hands that were slumped on his thighs. "I just want to blame her. I don't know why." He chuckled now. "Maybe to force her to feel my pain."

"She does feel pain for what she did, Jasper." I stated and he started nodding.

"I know." He let in a shaky breath. "She was the one." He said, referring to Maya, before keeling over and weeping. His tears fell onto the ground beneath him, leaving dark brown spots in the sand. Lincoln and I walked over to him and got down to his level. I lifted his head up onto my lap and ran my hands through his hair while Lincoln rubbed his back.

poor..poor..Jasper.

Clarke's P.O.V

At this point I'm used to Jasper yelling at me. So when he didn't yell at me before storming out I was confused. I can't say I like having him yell at me, per se, but.. I get it. I also don't want him blaming anyone else because in the end, no matter who pulled the lever with me and no matter who hacked into the systems to reverse the air cycle, it was me who ultimately made the decision. I bear it so they don't have to. I was so worried about Jasper I didn't realize when Bellamy and I were standing right infront of Kane, who was hunched over clipping a wire to the car battery.

"Kane, we have to talk to you." Bellamy stated. Monty clipped his wire to the battery and took the hint. With a nod he gave the three of us some privacy, I gave him a tight smile in return.

"Yes. You do." Kane said, standing to his full height and looking back and forth between the two of us. I was confused. Had he already found out? "Raven said that she had to tell me something. Right before Murphy fell." He pointed up to the hole above us. "What am I supposed to be told?" He asked in a concerned manner. Bellamy was about to answer but I put my hand up to stop him. It was my made up story that got Kane here and I wasn't about to let Bellamy take the heat.. Again.

"We never found a safe haven in Mount Weather." I couldn't look him in the eyes. I instead focused my gaze on one of the buttons on his shirt. "There was no computer with a map of an area marked safe." I said, reworking my previous sentence a bit. I reluctantly moved my eyes up to his face to see his reaction. His eyebrows were furrowed and his eyes were looking somewhere between my shoulder and my neck. I continued. "The seven of us couldn't stand Arkadia anymore and Murphy.. Well I'm not sure why Murphy's here. But after the events of Mount Weather.. We were done, Kane." I swallowed down the annoying lump that kept making its way into my throat everytime I talked about the mountain. I refused to cry because I feel like if I do I'll never stop. "We're just kids." At this point I didn't know if I was talking to Kane or myself. Bellamy placed a hand in the middle of my back and started rubbing up and down between my shoulder blades to comfort me. I loved when he did that but also hated the fact that he's always the one that has to comfort me when I know he's also in pain.

"You're right." Kane said after a few seconds. I looked back up at him. "You are just kids. So what makes you think you can survive out here alone?" He didn't sound angry, I noted. Bellamy finally spoke.

"We did it before. We can do it again. Especially with the people we have with us now." I smiled and nodded in agreement as I glanced around us at Raven, Murphy and Monty as well as thinking of Lincoln, Octavia and Jasper. All of them incredibly skilled in their own ways. I looked down to my right to find Warin sitting down next to me. I couldn't help but smile at him. Bellamy continued. "Besides. Calgary? That wasn't a name we made up." He dug around his jacket pocket before pulling out the postcard to the city that Lincoln had given him. He handed it to Kane who slowly peeled his eyes from Bellamy to the card. "Lincoln says that this city was far enough away from the blast radius of the bombs and that it's, for the most part, still standing. He's sure that there's little to no people there because of the long and dangerous journey to get there. That's where we're going." Kane kept his eyes on the postcard in his hands, taking in the city skyline. "If it really is there, Kane.. We could send some people back to Arkadia and move everyone there. Where kids could grow up in a city." I wasn't sure when I started holding Bellamy's hand but he didn't seem to make any attempt to let go. I gave his hand a squeeze before releasing it and gently taking the postcard from Kane so he could focus on us.

"We thought we should tell you a week into the trip since it's going to take about a month to get there. We wanted to give you the option to turn back. I mean now we have that buggy that Bellamy and Murphy found so it wouldn't take you long to get back at all." After I said that I searched Kane for some kind of expression, any, expression. He was staring down between Bellamy and I's boots with a frown. He sighed and finally looked up at us.

"Well. I've come this far haven't I?" I raised my eyebrows and looked at Bellamy, who had the same exact reaction as I was having. "Besides. Someone needs to keep you hooligans from killing each other." After he said that I saw him smile.. A REAL smile. It didn't suit him but I liked it.

"You're not going to freak out? ..Not even a little bit?" I asked with a raised brow. He shook his head.

"You're not gonna.. Yell and tell us we're being ridiculous?" Bellamy asked and Kane just shook his head again with a chuckle.

"Why?" Bellamy and I asked in unison.

"First of all, we're already almost six days into the journey and we might be able to get there via automobile. Second.. I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm glad you guys are doing this." Bellamy and I were.. How do I say it nicely? Confused as fuck. "The location the camp is in is definitely far from ideal. With the grounders across the field and a lake right behind us that will weaken the ground below we would have had to probably find another area sooner or later. Hell, this wasteland is probably a better alternative.. Minus the grounder scouts just outside it." If I was just a little shorter my jaw would have been touching the floor at this point. "Also look at what we've managed to find already just in those five days!" He said gesturing to Raven who was working on the Charger and the buggy parked just next to it. "We were already long overdue for a major expedition to find equipment and stock up on anything we could find."

"So you're going to continue on with us?" Bellamy asked, probably to make sure he wasn't hearing things.

"Yes. That is unless you want me to go back. I will respectfully leave if you wish."

"No! God no. We would love for you to join us." I said with a smile which he returned. "We need all the people we can get and you're good at following, as well as giving, orders." That wasn't a lie but there was another reason.. The Kane that is with us right now on this trip, helping, protecting and giving advice is not the same Kane that was up on the Ark with a stony expression while my father got floated. I believe he deserves a second chance and Bellamy not arguing with me might just mean he feels the same way. Kane nodded and then picked up his rifle from where it laid beside the battery.

"Alright then. I appreciate you two having a plan that would give me the option to return if I wanted to. I will be on first watch just outside the garage doors if you need me." Bellamy and I nodded and watched as Kane walked to the garage door. We stood there for a bit, watching him ask Murphy to help him lift the door and then close it. Then we still stood there just staring blankly at the closed garage door, both of us in our own little worlds.

"I think they're broken." I heard Murphy say after a few more minutes as I snapped out of it noticing Murphy and Monty standing in front of us.

"What happened?" Monty asked. "When's he leaving?"

"He's not." Bellamy said, sounding dazed.

"Wait actually?" Murphy asked.

"Yeah. He actually… Loves the idea." I stated, sounding equally as dazed.

"He.. does?" Monty asked, sounding skeptical. The four of us just stood there quietly trying to process what we thought would never happen. We all thought he was going to freak out or try to somehow convince us to turn back but.. It was the biggest form of contrary in history.

"Why are you guys all standing there like you just did every single drug in existence?" Raven asked after closing the door to a van that had tools in it.

"Kane's staying with us." Monty stated with his brows furrowed.

"He knows where we're actually going?" She asked and we all nodded in unison. She frowned and looked down like she was thinking long and hard about something. "That's.. Good right?" She asked and Murphy snorted.

"If you like having the guy who floated most of our parents so near. Suuure why not?"

"He didn't float them, Murphy.." I corrected. "He was just there."

"Yeah. There doing nothing." He turned to Bellamy now. "What do you think about this, Bellamy? I mean, wasn't he there when your sist-"

"We've all done things to each other that are hard to forgive." Bellamy said, cutting Murphy off. "You more than any of us, Murphy." Murphy gave him a slow smirk at that. "The bottom line is, with one more person we have another gun, another set of arms and a buggy." The three of us agreed and Murphy shrugged.

"I guess that makes sense."

"Let's just drop it and keep working." Bellamy said, sounding aggravated.

"Right." Raven said getting right back into her work mode with a single clap of her hands. "Monty how long until you think that battery will have enough charge to show us if we're wasting our time?" She nodded her head to the battery right next to us.

"Well.. I'm guessing it takes about 8 hours to fully charge a battery that big so I'd say.." He frowned while he thought. "It would probably have enough charge to start the car in about an hour. Especially since we still have a little daylight left."

"Alright. Let's stock up the vehicles." I said and we all moved away. If this car works.. I thought as I looked at it.. It will be a miracle.

Bellamy's P.O.V (Almost 8pm):

This has been the longest day of my life, I thought as Clarke and I started putting boxes of supplies in the trunk of the Charger. Today we managed to find the Wasteland, get attacked by bounty hunters, be SAVED from bounty hunters, interrogate Enton, find this underground parking lot as well as a car that is in working shape and scavenge houses, finding a buggy in the process. What. A. Day.

"Are you okay with Kane staying with us? Be honest." Clarke asked, bringing me back to the present.

"Yes. He's been a good help so far." I stated as I moved to pick up our box of winter clothes we found.

"Bellamy.." The way she said my name made my heart basically jump out of my chest.

"Clarke." I put down my box and put a hand on each of her shoulders, looking her in those gorgeous blue eyes so she knew I was telling the truth. "I meant everything I said. I appreciate your concern though." She smiled up at me and covered one of my hands with hers. My attention sadly turned away from her when I heard a pumping noise and saw the back of the car slowly lifting up behind Clarke. She turned around and we shared a confused look then walked around the car to find Raven using some sort of equipment to lift up one side of the car by pushing down and pulling up on the handle of whatever she was using.

"What is that?" Clarke questioned motioning to the mechanism under the car.

"It's a car jack.. It basically.. Well.. Jacks up the car." She answered as if we should know what that means.

"Why are you.. 'Jacking up' the car?" I asked as she stopped, seeming satisfied with the height it was at.

"You think these tires are gonna work with the terrain we're gonna come across?" She asked pointing back and forth between the front and back tires that were on the car. "Those are summer tires. We'd get stuck in the sand as soon as we left this place."

"Alright.. So what's your plan?" Clarke asked.

"So you see how the Chargers wheels have five bolts?" She pointed at each bolt on one of the tires. Clarke and I nodded. "There's a few off-road vehicles down here that have the perfect wheels for any terrain, but I gotta make sure their wheels fit on this car first. I'm thinking that Jeep over there would be perfect." She nodded her head towards a rusty green SUV parked at the far end of the parking garage. I noticed it also had five bolts on it's wheels.

"Good plan. What do you need us to do?" I asked as she picked up some kind of tool that looked like two metal sticks connected together in a plus sign shape.

"Glad you asked." She said as she handed me the tool and pointed at it. "That is a lug wrench. Pretty self explanatory but you put one end over a bolt on the wheel and unscrew it. You can take this wheel off while I get a better look under the car while it's raised."

"What should I do after I take the wheel off?" I asked as I got to work unscrewing the first bolt.

"Well, the reason I'm taking this car's wheel off first is so that I can see underneath it. I gotta make sure that Jeep's wheel will be able to fit.. I'm pretty sure it will.. Pretty sure."

Long story short, Raven was right.. As if we'd actually doubted her. We had to do one tire at a time but we managed to strip the Jeep of it's wheels and put them on the Charger in only an hour and a half. It was now ready for the journey.. It was just time to actually get it running. I was worried about Octavia, Lincoln and Jasper since they've been gone for so long so I was ready to go look for them, first I had to see if all that hard work, mostly on Raven and Monty's part, actually paid off. We all watched with hopeful eyes as Raven unclipped the car battery from the solar panels and made her way over to the Charger. She hooked two clamps to it and made sure they were tightly connected before walking over to the driver side door and sitting down in the seat. We all held our breath as Raven sat there taking deep breaths with her eyes closed, most likely getting ready for the possibility that it won't work. Murphy seemed to be quick at sitting down on the ground beside where she was sitting and holding her hand. She looked down at him and gave probably the warmest smile I've ever seen her give. It was strange that it was John Murphy that made her smile like that and even stranger that he was comforting.. anyone.. but I won't question that just yet. Nerves were high and before I knew it Clarke's fingers were laced with mine. I felt a surge of electricity shoot through my arm at her touch and my heart yelped but I decided to ignore it and smile down at her. Monty was rubbing his arm in a stressful manner.

"Alright." Raven said after one final deep breath. "Let's do this."

She pushed the ignition button and we heard a clicking noise. I felt Clarke lightly squeeze my arm and I returned it. Raven pressed the button again but this time there was a turning noise coming from the engine. Monty's eyes widened and he ran over to the front of the car. Clarke and I followed, not willing to let go of each other's hands. Sure enough, one of the engine belts turned everytime Raven pressed the button to start the car.

"Keep trying!" He said to her. He grabbed the jerry can that still had a bit of our alcohol-mixed-with-gas concoction and started lightly pouring some down a hole on top of the engine. After a long 10 minutes of the belts trying to turn and a few angry grunts from Raven it finally happened.

Putt putt putt putt putt SQUEEEEVROOOOOOOOOMMMMMM

As the engine started a huge gust of wind was thrown in our faces as well as a bit of dust that flew off the engine but we didn't care because it WORKED. There was a loud squealing noise that came from the engine belts but it went away after a few seconds. Murphy stood up and Raven screamed 'YES!' and threw herself into his arms wrapping her legs around his waist. Murphy chuckled and for a second it almost looked like they were about to kiss as she rested her forehead on his with her arms around his neck. They both seemed to quickly realize Me, Monty and Clarke peaking at them from behind the raised hood of the car. She cleared her throat and dropped down, never letting go of her smile as the two of them joined us in front of the engine.

"I knew we could do it!" Raven exclaimed as she hugged Monty.

"Just simple chemistry Reyes." Monty stated with a huge smile and they both chuckled.

"Alright. Amazing job you guys." I stated as I reluctantly let go of Clarkes hand and walked over to grab my rifle off the hood of the Jeep, Warin followed me like he knew guns meant it was time for work. "I'm going to look for the others and tell them the good news." They all nodded and got to work on monitoring the engine while it was still running.

I made it to the garage door but as soon as I bent down to open it it started lifting by itself. I saw fingers protruding from under the door. Someone was lifting it from the other side. I got my weapon ready, aiming it at the door, until I saw that it was Kane lifting the door. I quickly slung my weapon around my shoulder and ran over to help him open it and when I did.. It was not a good sight. Lincoln had his arm around Octavias shoulder to help him stand and Jasper ran under the door like he was running from something. Once I saw the arrow sticking out of Lincoln's ribs and blood painting his shirt I knew we were in trouble.

"They found us." Was all Octavia said before bringing Lincoln into the garage followed by Kane. He let go of the door and it slammed shut behind us as we ran to the others.

Yup.. Longest day ever.

Don't hate me! I knowww I'm a dick but lots happened in this chapter so I hope you liked it! :)