I was discharged after two weeks. The doctors concluded that I did not require any surgery currently but further analysis in the future would be needed. I was advised to limit talking but I can and can also eat normally. I'll be scheduled for testing with one of the Yamanaka's in two months due to hectic schedule that they have. Also, I will be meeting with my new therapist every week. Which is eerily like my past life's experience.
I arrived home with my mom, but she quickly had to leave for some business deals that her and my dad were dealing with. So now I wandered my house aimlessly, smiling at the decorations that adorned the walls. Most where stereotypical of those who live in Konoha but there is some variation in the fact that we have things from Kiri proudly adorned on our wall. Dad is proud of his heritage despite what is going on currently in Kiri, and I am as well.
I'd noticed that my physical features differed some from canon Sakura in the fact that my teeth were like that of a shark, my dad has even sharper teeth it supposedly runs in the family. Let's hope I'm not in some fanfiction au that I didn't read. I continued to wander the house absentmindedly, it felt familiar yet still strange, it was as though I had lived here my whole life but had been gone for years as well. I walked to the bathroom and looked at my reflection, it was a little easier to see myself in the mirror, but it's still weird to see myself. My long pink hair was tied up into a ponytail so it wouldn't get in the way of my eyes and my face was still pitch black. I ran my tongue over my unnaturally sharp teeth and cringed, missing the smoothness of my past life's teeth. My neck and mouth were no longer covered in bandages and was covered in awkward scars that went from below my chin to my collar bones.
I ran my hand through my hair and paused staring at the scissors that lay on the bathroom counter. I need a sense of familiarity. With that thought I picked up the scissors and began to cut my hair. Cut hair fell onto the cold wooden floors and I stared at my reflection and smiled. I had cut my hair midway on my neck and had the messy bangs that I loved in my past life. My hair was sticking out in odd spots and the end of my hair was uneven, but I loved it. It reminded me of home and of my past life.
Nice.
I froze shocked by the voice that rang through my head.
Oh, stop being dramatic you idiot, I'm your inner.
Oh.
But don't worry I'm not canon You's inner, I'm a mix of your fucked up psyche and urges, and pre memories you.
Even the-
Yes, even those thoughts but I'm disturbed by the fact that you were more concerned by the sexual intrusive thoughts then the violent ones.
How did you- Oh wait, you are the voice in my head it makes sense that you know that. But still sex is embarrassing, and I died a virgin!
Anyway, what's your opinion on your new photographic memory?
I have a photographic memory?! I only have perfect memories when it comes to trauma, embarrassing things, and random things that I and pre memories me liked!
Oh, well I guess the photographic memory applies to me, that suck for you lol.
...Will you at least help me with schoolwork?
Fine.
Oh my god! This is really random, but mom's cooking is the best! I need to learn her recipes!
Don't worry, I'll help you with remembering the recipes.
Thank you so much.
I will never say no to food, I am your intrusive thoughts after all! Anyway, I'm going to try to get us back on track on important things. Retell me your plan for survival?
Try to follow canon as closely as possible, but only change by not simping over Sasuke and still being friends with Ino. Oh, and once I'm a part of team seven I won't be an asshole to Naruto.
Perf, just a reminder though please don't let your emotions make any stupid decisions that will fuck canon up more.
I won't don't worry!
You should probably try to train for the future though.
But I hate physical activity and pre memories me never trained so I'd have to work extra hard!
Just call it Pre-mem and you are in a world full of murder and child soldiers as a tritagonist, you need to train.
...fine, but I'm going to wait to do the physical activity for a little while and start working on what interests me the most!
Well have fun with trying to learn sealing.
I love art and sealing sounds super fun, Okay?!
No need to be ashamed, sealing is incredible after all.
Thanks.
I walked back down to the living room, chatting in my head with Inner when I heard the door open. In walked my mom and I smiled at her, she froze but then smiled.
"You changed your hair? Well, it looks nice, but you should probably head to a hairstylist to fix the ends up." She said,
"Can you do it? I trust you with my hair mom."
She smiled at that and hugged me, "Of course I will honey, I'm grateful that you trust me."
We are lucky we have such a kind mom.
I hugged my mom tighter.
I know.
