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Lukas felt a sort of murderous rage. He wanted nothing more than to just take Edward out and never have to deal with him again. He was angry with himself… angry with Bella. It cut him deep that she thought this entire time he was the one that took her virtue from her. That he had defiled her in the worse possible way. It disgusted him, what Edward did, not just to Bella but to many of the other women that likely didn't know what Edward did. He found himself pacing on the catwalk. He was riled up and he just needed to calm himself down before training started in an hour.

Bella found him on the catwalk and she stopped at the end. "Lukas."

Lukas looked over at Bella, his eyes were swirling with anger and emotion. "Bella, not now." His tone was rough.

"Lukas, I need to apologize." Bella said, her voice a little pleading.

Lukas walked towards her. "You painted me as a villain in your head Bella. You think that I… I was the one that stole something from you. For fucks sake Bella, you were a virgin. I would never-"

"I wasn't a virgin before the shower." Bella interrupted him. "I was violated Lukas, but I wasn't a virgin. There was no virtue for anyone to steal."

Lukas blinked a few times, confused for a moment. "Abnegation doesn't-"

"I know. Emmett… him and I… a few times before he did the choosing ceremony and left for Candor." Bella said.

Lukas was quiet a moment. The logistics didn't matter to him. The fact that she was assaulted in the shower and she thought it was him made him hurt. "The fact still remains, you thought that I was capable of doing something like that."

Bella swallowed. "I… I rationalized it. I thought maybe you were drunk too and it was just… or I didn't realize that maybe I made you feel like I wanted it. I started blaming myself because it would be too… too confusing for me if I blamed you. But then… I blamed you anyways."

Lukas frowned, his brows furrowing together. "You were rationalizing rape…."

"I know it sounds stupid when you say it out loud." Bella shook her head. "When you kissed me Lukas… that bet. It made me feel… something and I was just confused. Everything felt so confusing. Dancing at the bazaar together and then you were teaching me, taking the time to literally teach me how to basically beat you in a spar and then. It just felt right and everything you did to me that night… was wonderful. I have never felt so amazing before. You made me feel things I have never felt before, including orgasming so hard that it felt like my insides shattered from the sheer force." She looked down at her hands. "But then I remembered the shower and I had to leave. I had to get away because I felt like I was betraying myself." She said and looked back up at him. "I feel so much pain. I carry it with me every day and the alcohol… the pills, they made me feel… nothing. And that's what I wanted. A void. Emptiness."

Lukas listened to her explain herself. Explain everything that she had been feeling. "I'm sorry." He apologized. "I should have… I don't know…."

"Lukas, you're not the bad guy here. I am. I villainized you because I was… blind. I didn't see that it could be anyone else and honestly I should have known it wasn't you for sure when last night you didn't take advantage of me. I wanted you to fuck me because I was high out of my mind and you even saved me from a seriously bad situation. You are a hero and I just… I blamed the wrong person when I should have been blaming someone else." Bella admitted.

Lukas was quiet a moment. "It was Edward." He said.

Bella frowned. "How do you know?"

"Because he told me." Lukas said. "Eric pulled me off of him. When he told me… when he told me that he got girls drunk and fucked them… I never felt so angry and when he admitted to raping you in the shower I saw red and it wasn't until Eric pulled me off Edward that I realized that I was in a rage and that I would have killed him if Eric hadn't stopped me."

"You didn't tell me because you were afraid of what would happen to me?" Bella asked.

"I didn't know if you remembered. The way Edward explained it, he acted like no one remembered when they woke up, so I just… I didn't want to trigger you or tell you something that would possibly make it worse for you. So I decided I would take things into my own hands. I will kill Edward, I promise you that. It's a vow that I won't break."

Bella shook her head. "You'll get in serious trouble." She said. "You can't do that. Not now. We've got so much to finish here at Dauntless. Our training and then the next round. "

"That doesn't matter to me." Lukas said. "I want to-"

"We can't change that it happened." Bella interrupted him. "We tell Eric. Tell Eric that it was Edward and let Eric handle it. That is his job. I report what I know, that I was raped by Edward Cullen and leave it to Eric to figure it out."

"Where's the justice in that?" Lukas scoffed.

Bella moved towards him her hands went to his arms, sliding up them to his shoulders before she leaned again him. "Lukas… I don't need justice. I don't want justice." She said softly. "I want to move past it. I need to move past it. Eric was right today… when he told me I needed to think about my actions. I don't want to burn out and become factionless. I'm going down a dangerous path… I need to clean my act up if I want to stay in Dauntless."

Lukas looked down at her. He saw the sincerity in her eyes. He wanted to avenge her, but he also saw the logic in it. He nodded and then he placed his hands on her hips. "I want… I want to kiss you but right now… I still feel shaky inside, the pain of everything is just…"

Bella nodded. "I know." She murmured. "But I want to fix it. I want to make this better. I want to move forward and I believe you need this as well." She reached a hand up and cupped his cheek. "Please."

Lukas studied her. She was so beautiful from head to toe. It was more than simply caring about her at this point. He was in love with her and he didn't know how to formulate that into words without spooking her. "Okay." He murmured and then he leaned down, his lips covering hers. It was a slow kiss, like they were testing the waters before they dove in. His arms embraced her fully now, a surge of happiness starting to flow through both of them. They melted to one another and it was like they were evenly matched. He broke the kiss, resting his forehead against hers. "Bella, we have training."

"Actually… Eric wants us to take a sick day."

Lukas leaned away to look at her, a little shocked. "What?"

"Yeah, I think he wants me to process everything and he figured you needed it too." Bella said and then bit her lip. "We can go to our secret place."

"You mean the place where I take you when you're high or drunk."

"It's also the place you took me for our first time." Bella murmured.

Lukas smiled a little. "Hmm. Okay." He said and then he laced his fingers with hers and he lead her away from the catwalk towards the room that just the only two of them knew about.

Bella tore at Lukas's clothes, getting his shirt off first, so she could run her hands over his tight muscles. Lukas laid her on her back on the bed, his mouth going to her throat and kissing her there while his hands worked on her pants. It took a couple more moments, but they were both naked together on the bed. Lukas's mouth tasted her skin in various areas on her body and she purred for him. Lukas's hands knew exactly what to do and where to do it. His abilities were outstanding and all Bella wanted was to lay there in bed with him all day and ravish each other. Lukas's tongue lapped at her folds, her cunt dripping wet and soaking the sheets again as her orgasm started rolling over her again. She moaned, her hands fisting in Lukas's hair as he continued to pleasure her.

"Lukas!" She moaned as she shattered again. "Please!" She begged for him to be inside her, the need so great that she just wanted to be united with him.

Lukas shifted in the bed, leaning up to guide his already leaking cock inside her. He thrust inside her deep and she moaned, her body arching against him. Lukas laced his fingers with hers and moved her hands above her head as his hips worked against hers, his mouth covered hers, kissing her deeply. The passion between them felt like it could swallow them both, but they relished it.

Bella broke the kiss to gasp as she felt her body respond differently, like her orgasm was so intense, that it worked itself from the inside, out. "Lukas!" She screamed his name, her body tightening around him.

Lukas moaned in her ear, shivering as he increased his pace, his cock reaching the deepest part of her. "Bella." He moaned in her ear, his hands clenching hers before he thrust deep inside, stilling himself as ropes of hot semen coated her cervix, making her moan again. Tears were wet on his face from joy, it felt so beautiful, uniting with Bella like this. Like nothing could ever be any better than this.

Bella kissed him softly, her hands reaching up and wiping his face. "Lukas…"

"Bella…"He murmured and kissed her again, before he pulled out of her and rolled in the bed, pulling her against him so she could lay her head on his chest. They were silent, just enjoying each other. "I love you." He murmured it out loud.

Bella smiled a little. Somehow, hearing those words sent little spikes of happiness through her. "I love you too." She murmured back and that made Lukas shift to where he could see her face. She smiled at him. "What?"

"You're beautiful." Lukas murmured and stroked her face gently. "Do you really want to take advantage of Eric's offer?"

Bella looked at her watch. "Hmm. We shouldn't miss training, but we could go another round before we have to be in the pit." She said and rolled to where she was sitting on top of him looking down at him. She felt his cock harden and she slid over him with ease. She rolled her hips fast over him, her boobs bouncing as she pushed both of them to an orgasm fast.

Bella and Lukas smiled at each other as they stood in the pit with all the other recruits, including Edward. Eric noted that Bella and Lukas were present, but he didn't say anything to either of them. He just gave them a nod.

"Okay, today, we are taking a field trip. Facing fears is something that we all have to accomplish. So today, we will be doing just that." Eric said and looked at Four. "You take half, I'll take the other half." He said and Four nodded.

Bella was split into the ground with Lukas since she was in the top sixteen and Eric was their leader for the day. They were all suited up in special suits that Bella wasn't sure what they were. There seemed to be a lot of extra material for some reason, like she had webs or flaps. She shrugged it off and followed Eric onto a transport vehicle with Lukas, Jasper, Peter, Edward, Uriah, Christina, Will and a few others. Tris was on the other transport with Al, and most of the other Dauntless failures.

Everyone was quiet as they went to the new location. Eric got off the transport first and then everyone else filed off after. They were standing in a square, and there was a large needle looking building that seemed to be super high up in the sky. "Today, you will jump from the highest point in the city."

Will frowned and spoke up. "Jumping without…parachutes?"

"Exactly." Eric said. "You're wearing special suits. Use them. First, you have to climb all the way to the top." He said, his arms crossed.

There were a few murmurs as people stared up at the building. It was going to be a long way up. Since no one started moving, Bella started first, going to the door of the building and started the climb. The others followed.

Once at the top, everyone was sweating and exhausted. It was definitely taxing on everyone's muscles. Bella looked over the edge and saw how tiny everything looked. Eric walked towards the edge and stood up on the edge and looked at everyone. "Alright, you have only sixty seconds to jump once you touch this edge. If you don't jump in the allotted time, I will throw you over the side. " he said and some people seemed to pale at those words. "Who's first."

Bella stepped up, stretching her arms. "You knew it was going to be me." She sassed.

Eric made a hmph noise. "Again, the stiff is showing you all up." He said and Bella stepped up to the ledge. She turned and looked at everyone, and smiled at Lukas, who looked legitimately scared that she was on the edge. She saluted and then she closed her arms in close to her body and fell backwards off the building. It was a rush, her heart pounding as she was free falling. She spread her arms and legs and the wind caught her suit and it threw her back up higher in the air, slowing her speed of falling, to where she could glide through the air. She smiled as she looked at the city. She saw the wall that circled their city and then desolate plains beyond the wall. This was the first time she was able to see past the wall, and that was exciting. She circled herself winding down towards the base of the building that she had just climbed up and jumped off. Her feet touched the ground and she ran with the momentum, closing her arms to let herself stop. Four was at the bottom holding a clipboard. He was there to check everynes names.

"That was exhilarating." Bella exclaimed as she looked up towards the top of the building again. "Amazing."

Four smiled a little. "Yeah, exhilarating for you. Me, not so much." He commented.

"You have fears?"

Four nodded. "Four to be exact."

"Wait… did you pick your name based on how many fears you have?"

"Yes." Four said with a nod. "Is that odd?"

"Well yeah." Bella said with a smile. "But it's also pretty cool." She watched as someone else jumped and wondered who it was. She hoped that Lukas would be okay, he seemed terrified up there and she wondered if he also had a fear of heights. "Do we get to do this more than once?"

"You want to jump again?" Four asked, a little surprised.

Bella nodded. "I do."

Four sighed. "Have at it. The elevator works." He said with a smile.

Bella blinked a few times. "Wait, you're telling me we could have taken an elevator to the top?"

"No, you couldn't have. It's a training exercise. You're supposed to wear yourself out. But since you've already done it." Four shrugged.

Bella smiled then ran towards the front doors and went back inside and took the elevator to the top so she could jump again.