I had gotten changed, put some things into a duffle bag, and went out the sliding door that was in my room. I walked into the garage from there. Got into the Lambo, opened the garage door, then started up the car. I pulled out and closed the garage door.

When I got down to the bottom of the driveway, I texted Modo that he can have Orion all to himself. I'm heading for New York to help my brother and no idea if I'm coming back or not.

Modo tried calling me, but I declined the call. I didn't want to talk to him right now. I didn't like how he was acting and he knew it.

I may or may not come back. I haven't decided yet. I did call Tony and let him know that I'm coming out his way to take care of my brother.

"Is uncle Modo coming with you, mom?"

"No. I don't need any distractions when dealing with my brother. He's feeling hurt and lost cause our other brother is dead."

"Jake dropped by to hang with Sean. They're over at Jake's."

"Thanks for the heads up, Tony. Its going to be a long drive, so I need to get snacks and fill up my tank."

"What are you bringing? The SUV or the bike?"

"How about the Lambo?"

"Awesome! I can't wait to see it again. Any chance, I could use it while you're here?"

"Sure. Just be careful with her. My former commander gave her to me. He got it at an auction."

"Be careful getting here, mom. I love you and see you when you get here."

"I love you, too, Tony. I promise to be very careful on the way there." Then I hung up. I had to get gas and lots of snacks so I don't fall asleep at the wheel.
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It took me almost a week to get there. During that time, Sean has been staying with Jake. It made it easier for me to deal with Sean. I didn't want him to commit suicide to be with our brother. Then I would be following him not long after. I have the same connection. I don't wanna be the only one left of the 3 of us.

I was glad that I put in Jake's address, otherwise I would have gotten lost along the way. I pulled up and honked the horn. Jake, Sean, and Tony came out of their places and saw me sitting there on the hood on my car.

Tony walked up to me and hugged me. It was so nice to see him again. Its been so long. I never want to go this long without seeing my son again.

"How are you, Tony?"

"Doing good, mom. Your car is beautiful. I can't wait to use it for work."

"Make sure you park her where she's safe. I don't need anyone throwing their doors into her."

"Of course mom. I do the same thing with my Benz."

"Benz? Really?"

"A perk of being named partner of a law firm."

"Nice work, Tony. I always knew you would do good things in your life."

Jake and Sean hugged me next. It was good to see my twin brother and best friend.

"Hey guys. It is so good to see you both. Sean, I had the M.E. do an autopsy on Seamus. His ex-husband killed him. It was too perfect for it to be a stray bullet. I'm sorry."

"Don't be, sis. I'm glad I have the truth now. I never figured Paul to do that. He's too by the book."

"As in law enforcement?"

"Yeah. I didn't tell you?"

"No. I wish you had. I would have talked to his commanding officer about it."

"You should. He's still working for them. He's their sniper."

"That explains a lot then."

Jake put his hand on my shoulder. I looked at him and smiled. He smiled back.

"Do you have an extra room by chance, Jake? It was a long drive and I'm tired."

"Yeah, of course, chica. I'll take you inside and show you."
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We walked inside of his Brownstone. I couldn't believe that Tony bought this place for Jake. That was nice of my son. Always thinking of others first just like his momma.

Jake led me to a spare room he had.

"How many rooms this place have?"

"3. I'm letting Sean move in so I can help him too. I know you're not friends with my twin brother, but he called me the other day. He apologized for what he did to you. He asked me if I had spoken to you recently."

"What did you tell him?"

"That I had. He plans to stop by this week. I told him about Seamus. He was close with him. Try to be nice while he's here."

"As long as he doesn't come after me again, I will. He touches me inappropriately again, I will kill him."

"I understand. Let me put this in the dresser for right now, get your shower ready. I'm betting you could use one."

"You know me so well, Jazz."

"I haven't heard you call me that since we started the band in high school."

"Which name would you prefer I use? Jake or Jazz?"

"I prefer Jazz all the way. That was the best nickname you ever gave me. What about Sean and Seamus?"

"Sean is Sides and Seamus was Sunny. Orion gave me the nickname of Wolf."

"Why Wolf?"

"I was savage in the octagon. You haven't seen any of my matches?"

"Guess not." He grabbed my duffle bag and put it in the dresser, then went into the bathroom to get the shower going.

I started stripping down. He was right about one thing. I definitely needed a shower. It might just help with the stress I had to deal with before I left home.

Jake walked back into the bedroom and saw me buck ass naked. He went back into the bathroom and grabbed a towel for me.

"Here ya go, chica. You're going to need this." Then he tossed me the towel. I threw it over my left shoulder and walked around the bed and into the bathroom. I turned my head towards him and motioned for him to follow me.

"I'll follow you anywhere, chica."

"I know you will, stud. You've always had a thing for me since we started the band. Why didn't you ever ask me out?"

"Your brothers."

"Point made. Its nice to know that I can still be desirable by other men."

"I'm not sure I should be doing this, though. Don't want Throttle getting mad."

I narrowed my eyes at him. "Don't ever use that name in my presence."

"Aren't you married to him though?"

"No. I divorced him after he hit me. It got worse after."

"What do you mean?"

"He raped me one day when I was putting my groceries in the car."

"I'm so sorry. I didn't know. Tony said you got remarried to his uncle."

"I don't care to get into that right now."

"Not a problem."

"I'm sorry for getting upset."

"Don't be. I shouldn't have asked."

What Jake didn't know was that I had him pinned to the wall and stroking him.

"The water is going to get cold if we don't in and get warm."

"Just don't stop stroking me like that."

We stepped into the shower and stood in the warm water. It felt so damn good. His hand between my legs feels good too.

He leaned into me and whispered into my ear. "You are so wet. I want you so bad right now."

I smiled. "Then what are you waiting for? I'm here for the foreseeable future. We can have all the fun we want."

"What about your husband?"

"Fuck him. He lost me after he started acting like my ex."

"He hit you?"

"Nope. He knows better than that. He was raised to never hit a woman."

"Verbal abuse?"

"He was getting there."

"I'm glad you're here with me and Sean. I'll definitely take good care of you, beautiful."

Then he turned me around and bent me over. He slid into me and fucked me hard. He had a good grip on my hips, too.

I screamed with every thrust. I was loving this so much. I had no idea that Jake wanted me when we were in high school. Wish he had pursued me then, but I have him now, so I'm not worried.
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After the shower, we dried off and crawled into bed. I was glad to have a nice, soft pillow under my head along with soft blankets. Jake brought me closer to him and cuddled me. It was nice to be cuddled. I know I will sleep good after that long ass drive.