It has been a week since Kim and Adam has slept together. Things had been going well between them. They had sat in a therapy session with Dr Charles to talk about their relationship and the nightmare she had after they had had sex for the first time. Dr Charles had told them that no matter how well things were going nightmares can pop out of nowhere. And that they shouldn't let one nightmare while they were together ruin or diminish the progress Kim had made. That advice has helped them both to relax some and just enjoy their time together. Dr Charles has also extended an offer to Adam be his therapist as well if he ever needed someone to talk to. Adam appreciated it but therapy wasn't his thing. Though he was happy that Kim was able to get the help she needed.
Last night they had spent the evening apart. Intelligence had had a nasty case so they had been on shift all night. Kim was happy to see his car when she pulled in that morning. She really missed him last night and this morning. As she entered the district she saw Adam on the stairs heading to the locker room. "Ruzek!" Kim called out watching him turn with a huge smile on his face. "Hey Darling!" He waited for her to catch up before pulling in for a hug and kiss. "I missed you last night. How did you sleep?" Adam asked still holding her. "I missed you too! It was lonely but I slept okay. I think the bed smelling like you helps." Kim smiled before they headed into the locker room.
They heard two women talking but they could see them. "Have you seen that new hot Intelligence Officer?" The first one asked. "Yes he's totally hot! But he apparently is dating some patrol officer that already has a kid." The second said. Kim and Adam looking at each other wondering where this was going. "Oh yeah I heard. Rumor is she's a rape victim that doesn't put out for the hot boyfriend!" The first one says. Kim burst into tears and Adam pulled her into his chest as he tried to soothe her. "Hey give me one minute to confront them then you and me are going to see Platt." Adam pulled away from Kim and headed to see who was talking.
"Good morning Officers! Just wanted to get you badge numbers and names as I am reporting you to Sergeant Platt. And for the record yes my girlfriend has a child but so do I. My girlfriend is the love of my life, my soulmate and my missing piece. Now I'm off to report you two bitches. Come on Kim." Adam left after clicking photos of the two officers. They headed back down to Platt to put in yet another report of harassment by a fellow officer. It was ridiculous and unacceptable and Adam wasn't having it.
"Platt office please?" Adam asked as he brought Kim in to the office. "What do you two need now?" Platt snapped out as walked in. "Two patrol officers just pulled a Roman. Look at Kim and tell me she's okay?" Adam snapped back. "Oh god this again. What is wrong with these officers! I got this covered!" Platt left fuming as she say the two officers coming down the stairs. Yelling and pulling them into the back office. "Darling. You know I don't think that about you. I don't see you as a rape victim and we have a healthy, active sex life. So they are wrong and they don't need to know what happens in our bedroom. We are fine now and always will be. I love you always." Adam says as he stared into her eyes. "I love you too always! Thank you!" Kim whispered.
Adam took Kim back to the locker room and stayed with her who,e she got ready for shift. She was determined to get through her shift even if it was difficult. Once she was ready Adam gave her a kiss and headed back upstairs. He had let Voight know what was going on so he wasn't in trouble for being gone so long. "She okay?" Erin asked as soon as she saw him. "Not really but she's headed out for shift. I just can't believe this shit. It's insane that anyone thinks this is okay. Like I get the jealous crap, being annoyed at her for dating me because that's what started them talking shit. But to bring up her rape and then comment on her sex life pisses me off. And in what two weeks it's her rough week. This was literally the last thing she needed." Adam sat down and just sighed out. He wasn't sure how they would get through this.
"She's tough. She will be okay. Just a rough moment in time." Erin said as she patted his shoulder and then headed back to her desk. The unit continued to work the case and luckily was able to finished it before noon. Adam was grateful for the early day. He went home took a nap and then headed to pick up his son. Spending time with his son always brightened his day and right now he needed it. They headed to the park to run around and work off some energy. Riley was just like Adam and always had lots of pent up energy to burn. The park being the perfect place to release it. They were still in the park when Riley decoded it was nap time. Adam walked them back to the car so they could head home. As he drove home he got a call from Kim. They had just left a call and had a close call. She was headed back to the district and then home. Her head wasn't in it today and she didn't want to die.
He headed straight to Kim's place letting himself and Riley inside. He put Riley in his bed before going back downstairs to wait for Kim. He knew close calls were going to happen but it didn't make it any better especially today. He knew her head wasn't right but he let her go knowing if he pushed too hard it would back fire. When he heard the door open he moved quickly to wrap his arms around her. He could tell she was shaken up but okay. "What happened?" He asked as calmly as possible. "We got a call about a robbery in progress. It seemed like it was over because it was quite but when we walked and announced it was CPD the guy came out of no where and opened fire. It barely missed my head. Once it was over I knew I needed to come home. I'm just happy you are here." Kim explained as she settled against his chest.
"Ry is upstairs sleeping just so you know he was very happy about napping at Kimmie! And look I know close calls are going to happen since we both work in law enforcement but it doesn't mean I like it. Are you really okay?" Adam asked looking her over again. "Yes I'm good because I'm with you. But I will like a release if you are up for it." Kim winked. "If you are sure, let's go!" Adam picked her up and tossed her over his shoulder. Kim laughing but trying not to be too loud since Riley was asleep luckily at the other end of the hallway.
Adam closed the door behind them locking it just in case. He tossed her down on the bed watching her bounce, she laughed loudly. Kim got up on her knees to start taking off Adams shirt. Then worked on undoing his jeans. Once they were gone Kim pushed his boxers down smiling wide at his impressive erection. Adam grinned wickedly at her before removing her shirt loving the bra she had under it. He pushed her back gently so he could remove her jeans. Once they were tossed aside he helped her slide back on the bed to get comfortable. Kim reached up to pull him closer. He loved how comfortable she was getting in the bedroom. It only excited him more.
"What to try something new?" Adam asked as he grinned down at her. "What are you thinking?" Kim asked not sure if she was up for something strange. "Do you trust me?" Adam asked. "Of course." Kim replied with out any hesitation. "I will be right back then. Don't move I promise it will be great!" Adam put his boxers on and headed downstairs and into the fridge. He came back a few minutes later. "Okay so usually this works better with cuffs and a blindfold but it will still be great." He sit next her and shows her the whipped cream can. She took a deep breath and nodded. Adam placed it down and began removing the last of her clothes.
He looked her in the eyes one more time to make sure this was okay. As she nodded he started to move closer to her. "Keep your hands behind your head please!" Adam asked trying to give them some of the same experience. Kim nodded and moved her hands up behind her head. Adam started to spray whipped cream all over her breasts and down her core. He watched her shiver as the goosebumps broke out all over her body. "Try not to move too much. It will make such a mess." Adam laughed. He started to lick her right breast in a circular movement. Kim moaned out as the feeling of his tongue on her skin. When he reached the nipple he opened his mouth to take the nipple in his mouth, sucking softly. Kim moaned his name.
After he sucked that nipple clean he blew warm air over the nipple making the bud erect. He bit down on the bud listening to her groan at the sensation. He moved to the left breast giving it the same attention. He was loving her reaction and he was loving being free to caress her body however he wanted. Once the breasts were clean he licked a straight line down to her core. He moved her legs wider apart and leaned in to to lick her core clean. "Relax and enjoy!" Adam whispered right before he licked a line up her entire core. "Adam! God!" Kim moaned loudly. Adam smirked as he licked her again and again before holding her lips open so he could easily slide his tongue inside her.
Kim's hips bucked harshly. "My god!" Kim moaned out. Adam just pushed her hips back down before he started to thrust his tongue in and out if her. He found a good pace that had her withering beneath him. He knew she close her body tensing, her core clenching around his tongue. So he brought his hand over to pinch her clit and it sent her over the edge. Her body spasmed as he lapped up her juices. Moaning at the taste of her. Only once her body relaxed did he stop licking and thrusting his tongue. But before he moved back to kiss her he placed a very soft kiss on her clit. He moved back towards Kim's face to see her flushed red skin covered in sweat. She was panting, her chest heaving, her hands clenched. But as she opened her eyes it was pure bliss and love that he saw reflected.
"How do you feel?" Adam asked softly while his hand stroked her body. "My god! That was unbelievable. I was very nervous but I trusted you and I'm glad I did. That definitely needs to be repeated." Kim leaned into kiss him biting his lower lip to gain access to his mouth. Kim moaned as she tasted herself in his mouth. She didn't think she would like something like that but it was amazing and he was amazing. As they made out Kim lowered her hands to remove his boxers again. She felt his erection against her skin. She reached to wrap her hand around it. Adam hissed he was rock hard already and her hand wasn't helping.
"You deserve it too. You know you want too!" Kim winked as she stroked him. He took her hands away holding them above her head and he moved above her. He pressed him mouth back to hers as he entered her in one thrust. He knew he wasn't going to last too long since he was so hard already but he wanted to give her a good experience. He started to thrust in and out at a decent speed. Wanting to hit deeper he moved her leg to wrap around his hip. She moaned and hissed as the new angle added to the sensation. Kim knew he had to be close the way he picking up speed but she was loving the feeling. It wasn't rough but it was definitely fast paced. She pulled away needing air and to moan louder than ever giving Adam the opportunity to suck on her breasts. He knew it would help get her closer.
Just before he exploded he bit down on her nipple trying to muffle his groan. Kim hissed at the pain it caused but moaned as he played with her clit. Too many sensation all at once was too much and yet not enough. He body was overwhelmed by all the feelings and it triggered her release. She bit into his arm that was next to her head to muffle her screams. She had no idea it could feel like this. It was amazing and yet she felt so loved and safe. This is what she was missing all those years, what she was waiting for. "God I love you! God I love this life we created together. I love the trust you have brought out in me. And oddly enough, well odd for me, I love this sex life we are creating. It's beyond anything I could have ever imagined. And I know it's all because of you and only you. I know now my body, my heart, my soul, my mind were all waiting for you." Kim looked up to see tears of joy in Adams face. Pure happiness.
"Well I definitely enjoy it as well. I truly love watching you. Seeing the feelings and emotions play across your face. It's beautiful. But what I love the most is that you are allowing yourself to be open and vulnerable with me. It's beautiful to watch. Seeing you grow and blossom with me makes me incredibly happy and full of pride as well. I love you Kim." Adam kissed her softly before picking her up. "You need to shower. It will start to get sticky soon. And Ry should be up soon. Let me help you wash up quick." Adam wash her body quickly but lovingly. Making sure to carefully wash her core. It was sexual but not all at the same time. This was all new for Kim but she was loving every minute of it.
Once they were dry they got dressed again and headed out of their room. Adam check on Riley who was awake but playing with his toy. Adam picked him and carried him downstairs to see Kim with her phone in her hand. "Everything okay?" Adam asked seeing a look of shock on her face. "Um yeah. So they two officers are suspended without pay for a week. They also have to attend sexual harassment training. They are being transferred to the worst foot patrol ever 26th and Cal. And it turns out one of them is dating Roman! So he's in deep shit too." Kim sighed and took Riley from Adam to get a hug. "Well I can't say I'm not surprised by all that. I just hope it sends a message so this doesn't happen again." Truly Adam was happy with the outcome. It was pure punishment for the officers and Kim never has to see them again. And neither did he, he was thrilled.
After reading her messages Kim headed for the couch. She was surprised and shocked but all happy it had been taken care as promised. She hated people knowing about her rape, they looked at her differently, treated her different. It was almost like they thought she couldn't do her job anymore because she was a rape victim. It was ridiculous. They were sitting together when they heard a knock on the door. They weren't expecting anyone so Adam moved slowly to the door to see who it was. He was shocked to see it was one of the patrol officers from earlier. He wasn't sure he should answer it but he did.
"Can I help you Officer?" Adam asked staring down at her, glaring at her. "Um I wanted to talk to Kim. Can I come in?" She asked. "No you may not. But I will get Kim. Wait here." He closed the door and locked it before walking towards Kim. "Darling. It's one of those officers from this morning. She wants to talk to you." Adam stated as he picked up Riley from her lap. "Um okay." Kim got up and walked towards the door Adam not far behind her. "Can I help you?" Kim asked trying to come off as rude. "Yes I wanted to apologize for what happened in the locker room. I thought your boyfriend was hot and I thought it was strange that he would go after a women with a kid. I didn't know you could hear us or that you were a rape victim. I feel terrible about it." The officer looked down in shame.
"Look I don't know you, never met you, never even knew your name, not that I know it now either. But your little friend took something that she found out from my former partner, which by the way he was suspended for too and used it against me. There is a reason I don't tell people I'm a rape victim and it's because people look at me like I'm weak. Well yes I still have nightmares and yes I have had intimacy issues in the past but most rape victims that were raped as children have these issues. I have dealt with this for 13 years and because of your little friend I can almost guarantee that I will suffer from nightmares tonight. So thanks for the apology but it doesn't help much. I truly hope it never happens to you. Good luck with your life Officer." Kim went to close the door.
"Vanessa." She started as Kim looked back. "What?" Kim asked confused. "You said you don't know my name. It's Vanessa Rojas. I'm a rookie. My partner Hailey Upton is supposed to be showing me the ropes. But she got me suspended and on the worst beat. I really am sorry. And I wish those words never left her mouth but they did. And I have to live with that. Just know I'm not like her. I would never have taken something like that and spread it. No one needs to know that unless you want them too. That's all I came to say. Good luck." Vanessa left after that. Kim and Adam watched her leave.
They returned inside back to the couch. "You used the phrase used to when talking about intimacy issues. Good job darling!" Adam hugged her tight. Kim just smiled she didn't even realize it. "How about we go get Allie, have an early dinner and then movie night just the four of us?" Kim offered wanting to see her daughter and move forward. "Sounds amazing! Lead the way Darling! Just like always you lead, I follow." Adam kissed her forehead as they got ready to leave. It had been a crazy day but one she would never forget. And not because of the bad that happened but because she was truly over coming her fears and putting the past behind her. But most importantly she was creating this beautiful, healthy, intimate life with Adam that she never thought she could or would have. She couldn't wait to see how far they would go but for the first time ever she wasn't scared, she was excited.
After picking up Allie from daycare they headed to a local pizzeria for dinner. The kids had a great time in the play area and were tired by the time the returned home. Kim turned on a movie for the family to watch as the kids started to fall asleep. Riley made it about half way through before he was sound asleep in Adams arms. Adam took Riley to his bed and tucked him in before he quietly left the room. When he came back down Allie was almost asleep as well. She was half talking to her father but more zoned out with her eyes closing. The phone call soon ended and Allie was carried to bed. They knew the kids wouldn't make it through the movie but they enjoyed what they saw. Once the kids were both sound asleep Kim and Adam headed up as well.
"We came up pretty early didn't we?" Adam asked kind of coursed. "Well we had to rush through our shower earlier so I thought I nice long bath was in order. Just me and you." Kim whispered the last part as she started to strip down in front of Adam. "Oh hell yeah! I'm down for that!" Adam ran into the bathroom to start the tub before stripping down himself. This was actually new for both of them. But they both were excited about it. When the water was warm Adam got in first and helped Kim in. They settled into the water Kim resting against Adams chest. He wrapped his arms around her body just under her breasts. She rested her arms on his. She sighed contently enjoying the silence and the warm water. This was a very sweet, intimate moment.
Adam took the time to slowly wash her body paying special attention to her breast and her core. Kim moaned at all the love and attention he lavished on her body. Kim's head fell back to rest on his shoulder as he replaced the wash clothes with his fingers. "Just relax and let you body feel." Adam whispered into her ear as Kim moaned feeling his fingers caress her. He rubbed his fingers up and down her core spending extra time caressing her clit. He loved hearing her moan and he loved that he was the one making her moan. Kim reached back so her hand was in his hair massaging his head. Adam groaned feeling Kim's finger nails scrap at his scalp.
He wanted her to find a release so he brought his other hand up to massage her breast. The groan Kim emitted was loud and Adam could feel it vibrate through to his chest. Kim broke away to turn around in his arms kissing him hard. When he gasped at her sudden movement she took the chance to slip her tongue into his mouth. Making him groan out as he grabbed her hips to steady her against him. "God baby! You make me feel like my whole body is on fire. I love it and I love you. Make me feel your love." Kim moaned out. "I love you too. And you will always feel my love in every touch, every kiss, every second, every minute, every hour, every day. And of course I will have you feel it now." Adam whispered as he sat her in his lap.
"Just lift up a bit and let yourself settle down. Slide down allowing yourself to wrap around my erection. It may hurt a bit but I promise you will enjoy it." Adam helped to guide her body down until they were fully connected. As they were finally joined they both moaned at the feeling. Adam guided Kim's hips in a circular motion as Kim threw her head back in pleasure. Seeing her face flushed full of pleasure trying to back a moan caused Adam to buck his hips into hers. Kim groaned and bent down to bit into his shoulder as she screamed in pleasure. This position giving Adam a chance to suck on her breasts sending her into her first orgasm of the night. Her release triggered his own, he muffled his groans by biting her breasts.
It had been hot, hurried and exactly but what they both needed. "How do you know exactly what I need?" Kim asked as her breathing returned to normal. "I don't. I just want you to be as comfortable and confident in our bedroom as you are at work and in life. So that means trying new things that will allow you to take control when you want. And when you want or are ready I will let you cuff me to the bed and blind fold me so you can control me and ride me just like that." Adam kissed her sweetly still not letting go of their connection. "I truly want you to never be embarrassed about these things again. So we learn and experience things together. And if you ever want to try something just say the word." Adam watched Kim's eyes gloss over knowing that he truly meant it and that he would help her make up for lost time and lost experiences.
"We should get out before we get more wrinkled." Kim winked before kissing Adam hard giving him the hint she wasn't t done but wanted to move to their bed. "I think that's a good idea. Be careful getting up." Adam held her steady as she got from his lap and stood tall. He followed suit and started to dry off. He watched as she put lotion on her arms and legs. "You are beautiful and beyond sexy!" Adam continued to watch her. "Can I ask you something?" Kim asked as she finished with her lotion. "Of course. Ask anything you like?" Adam stated as he started to walk to the bed. "Is there anything you wanted to do but haven't done? You know in the bedroom?" Kim asked pretty curious but also kind of intrigued. "Um yeah. First there are tons of positions I haven't tried, there is literally a whole book, we should get it. I have always wanted to have sex in the shower but that hasn't happened. I would love to make love to you under the stars, like that night at the beach when we were kids and only made out. And I would love for you to squat over my face as I pleasure you. I have a couple of others but they involve props and those are not things I want to scare you with." Adam wasn't embarrassed by it at all. He loved sex and if he could explore new things and new positions with Kim even better.
"Well the outside one we can check off together. The sand might be tricky since it gets everywhere but outside for sure. And the shower, I will help you check that off too. But for now let's just stick to our bed. We have the rest of our lives to try new things." Kim slowly walked over to Adam kissing his slowly before biting his lower lip and tugging on in pulling him towards their bed. It shocked him but excited him as well. She was beaming, eyes sparkling like he had never seen before. The real Kim, the old Kim, his Kim was fighting to regain control of her life and he loved watching it happen. As they fell into the bed as a mess of tangled limbs they took turns bringing each other to their climax one more time before fall asleep wrapped together. Both with the widest smiles possible on their faces. Life couldn't get much better.