Chapter 218

White Rabbit

Isabel was pleased to see her matchmaking efforts to get Vanna and Allison back together, even if it was for sex, was successful. She was sure as long as they were touching each other, the love between them would still continue to grow.

The real problem was with John. She tried on more than one occasion to be with him as his wife, since it's what she was. Her program was identical to Cameron's program. It was the whole point. It was done so Cameron could be in two places at the same time to have better control of any situations, especially at the Young residence.

She considered borrowing Holly's or Gail's chassis. Perhaps John would be more likely to touch her in one of them. They both were equipped with a much larger bust size than she was. It always seemed to be an attraction for John whenever they were out. He always looked at big busted females, especially if they showed a lot of skin. Another enticing feature of Holly's and Gail's chassis was the fact both of them were untouched by a male. They were created as Restorators by Mrs. Weaver.

She wasn't sure what the exact status of her chassis was since it was under the control of Skynet previously. It was possible it was used on infiltration missions to get closer to targets. The lure of sex was usually the fastest way to get close to a male, as well as many females.

After another failed attempt to be with John, she stormed out of the Resistance base. She could only take so much humiliation. How disrespectful was it for a husband not to be with his wife when she was a willing participant, who asked for his affection? Was it really so difficult to accommodate her?

Isabel went back to Palmdale and interfaced with Cameron. They discussed the problems with John and the other events which did, or didn't, happen. She asked if they could trade chips the next time Cameron was to be with John. Cameron thought maybe they needed to do it.

Cameron noted quite a bit of sexual stimulation from Isabel in the files she transferred over. It was all when she was alone. It appeared with her frustration of John, Isabel took matters into her own hands. She would even replay past files at the same time to double her pleasure. It made her wonder when they switched chips if Isabel would want to relinquish her chassis, the Cameron Prime chassis afterwards. It might be a problem….

If the Cameron Prime chassis was the only one John would touch, whoever possessed it would be reluctant to give it up. If they wanted to be with John, they would need to be in possession of it. It wasn't the current issue.

Cameron was elated and disappointed with all the information. Isabel suggested maybe it was time they erased 'Cameron' from her chip and just left Holly on as only a Duplicate Holly. Maybe then they could try to create a separate Isabel again. It would be the fourth rendition of Isabel if they did. She wasn't sure about such a move either. There always seemed to be some type of negative connotation associated with Isabel's sheath, appearance, and chassis.

She wanted total control over Young Allison. Young Allison was everything to her. She did like having two of 'herself'. Currently she needed two, and maybe even more, to protect the future and John.

Cameron wanted to install her program in the recently captured female Terminator as well. Everyone seemed to think it was a bad idea. She would be back at the base soon. She asked for the recently captured female Terminator to be Resequenced with Allison's DNA to make a perfect clone of herself. Perhaps Isabel's sheath should be given a similar treatment to create another perfect clone. With three of 'herself', she would be able to accomplish a lot more. She didn't plan to tell John about it. Any one of the three of them could be with him as 'Cameron'. Technically it's what all of them would be. It's what a clone was.

Once she returned to the Resistance base, they would bring the recently captured female Terminator out from the storage area and get everything squared away. She felt she knew what was best. The prospect of three of 'her', who all ran the same exact program, with the same sheath appearance made her smile. It was time to show John who was in charge, at least in the bedroom.

Cameron left Palmdale. She fully expected Isabel to have been with John. It wasn't the case. She was sure John was with Jesse, but it apparently didn't happen either. Sometimes she wondered if maybe she should borrow one of the male Terminator's chassis and show up in their bedroom one time. Perhaps it was better to give, than to receive. She heard the same statement several times, even if it was in a different context.

She went over the list of 'targets' John Henry gave her. They were all future Grays. She wasn't sure what she would do about the two who were still children. She was just with Young Allison until twenty minutes ago. How could she maim or kill someone like her? She would worry about it some other time. She didn't want to think about it right now.

There were other older targets to deal with. She would pick the closest one on the way back and deal with them.

It appeared it would be a chemist. He worked at a lab in Sylmar. It was just a slight detour on her way back. She would do a drive by and see what was what. She possessed his work address and home address. She was provided with their vehicle information as well.

She passed by the lab he worked for. It was some type of animal research facility. His sedan was parked in the lot. She knew where he was at right now.

Cameron didn't feel like waiting around until he got off of work. She wanted to get the new female Terminator activated. She should have 'her' appearance now. The prospect of having a perfect clone was very appealing to her. She would have the clone be with John as soon as she was activated. She would be instructed to tell John she was Cameron Prime if he asked.

She would listen outside until John finished, and then enter their room. She would make it clear to John he was just with her clone. It would be too late for him to do anything about it. She would then be with him herself.

She didn't want to get distracted. She tried to push the exhilarating thoughts of what would happen later to the back of her mind.

Cameron decided to enter the lab and look around. If she could isolate her target, she would take him down there. The termination of a future Gray would take her mind off of the other things.

She parked in the back and went to the loading dock. She was able to force open a rear door and go inside. She avoided two people at different spots in the building.

There were various rooms where animals were kept for research.

She moved up to a window inside and peeked around the corner. There were small animals inside a cage. The technician was her target. She watched as he held a small animal in his hand. He dropped some liquid solution into its eyes. He set the small animal down. In a few seconds it began to rub its eyes with its paws. It fell over on its side and lay there unmoving.

She saw the technician laugh. He wrote something down on a clipboard. He reached into the cage and picked up another small animal. He took a different eye dropper and did the same thing.

This time the small animal didn't seem to be affected. He watched it walk around after he set it down. The small animal walked over and looked at the first small animal who lay there unmoving. The technician retrieved the second small animal and applied two more drops into its eyes. He set the small animal down.

The small animal shook its head from side to side. It soon began to rub its eyes like the first one did.

The technician laughed again. It was an evil sick laugh. She didn't need to hear or see anymore.

He wrote some information on his clipboard.

Cameron looked around and entered the room.

The technician looked up. He was surprised to see a teenage female inside of their facility.

"This is a restricted area." The technician said. "You can't be in here."

Cameron already saw enough. She grabbed him by the throat and lifted him off of the ground. He struggled uselessly.

She choked him enough to tie him up easily, but keep him conscious. She took the container the man used on the first small animal and dumped some of it into each of his eyes. He tried to scream but couldn't as he was gagged with a rag stuffed deep into his mouth.

She watched him wither around on the ground for a few minutes. She dumped some more in his eyes and the rest of it down his nose. His restrained body began to thrash around in uncontrollable convulsions. It reminded her of a fish out of water as it suffocated.

Cameron looked in the cage. The second small animal no longer moved. She returned her attention to the technician. Fluids poured out of his eyes, nose, and ears. The thrashing around slowed. Cameron untied him and removed the gag. A mass of blood and bile flowed out of his mouth.

She looked at the two small animals as the future Gray drowned in his own blood and fluids.

"What goes around comes around." Cameron said. "You won't do any testing on humans now. Payback is a Bitch, and so am I."

Cameron slipped back out the way she came in. She resumed her drive back to the base. She was aware in the future the Gray experimented on humans much the same way he did with animals. Now he knew what it was like. Well, at least for a short time. The next time she was in the area at night, she would enter the facility, and free the animals inside of it, before she burnt it to the ground. It was a breeding place for sick minds in her opinion.

Gail carried the Resequenced female Terminator back into the lab. She was currently covered by a sheet. Vanna was there as well. They wanted to have everything ready when Cameron got there.

Cameron was still somewhat disturbed by her early encounter at the research facility. She thought about seeing John but didn't feel like it right now.

She wanted to get things taken care of in the lab. She wanted to get her clone ready and send her to see John instead. She arrived in the lab once everything was staged and ready to go. She took a moment to look at the figure covered by a sheet.

"Are we ready to transfer my program?" Cameron asked.

Cameron wondered what new problems would develop by having three of her. They would be substantial, especially with two of them with an identical appearance. She remembered the trouble with 'Me, Myself and I' from before.

Gail looked over at Vanna. They thought maybe Cameron should see a little more before she got carried away.

"Do you want to see her since she's repaired?" Gail asked.

Cameron looked forward to seeing what she looked like nude in the eyes of others. She couldn't tell why others found her appealing to look at just by looking in the mirror. Maybe seeing 'herself' first hand would be different.

"Very well, I'm ready." Cameron said. "Let's see how I look. I want to see the second 'real Cameron'. Show me Cameron II."

Cameron noticed Gail and Vanna exchange a quick glance. They both look very nervous, especially Vanna. It made her wonder why.

Wait.

What was going on here?

Cameron quickly began to scan the covered form in front of her. Something wasn't right…. The physical dimensions were off, everything was 'smaller'. She wondered if perhaps everything hadn't regenerated and Resequenced as it was supposed to. She remembered there was a lot of damage to the female Terminator when she was captured.

Vanna looked at Gail and then looked at Cameron. She removed the sheet. 'Jesse' was lying there….

Claire spent a lot of time with Cameron and Isabel. Everything they did was the same. Only their appearance was different. She needed some answers or an explanation. It was starting to drive her crazy.

"Isabel, how are you and Cameron so alike?" Claire asked. "You're almost identical. I would think Cameron and Allison would be alike but they aren't. They're not similar at all, except in their appearance. It's Cameron and you who are identical."

Isabel and Cameron wanted Claire to see they were the 'same person', so to speak. She wanted to bring her into the orbit of the Resistance. It would make the removal of her daughter from her easier for her to understand. Young Allison was very important to the future, and John Connor.

"We've shared much of our life together. We've both done and experienced the same things." Isabel said. "Claire, I'm here to help you and Young Allison."

Claire felt a deeper pull or 'hook' from them. She felt the 'future' calling her, but didn't know it was what it was.

"I feel more than that from Cameron and you, Isabel." Claire said.

It was Cameron's goal.

"I hope it's a good thing." Isabel said.

It bothered Claire when her husband ogled Cameron and Isabel. She felt very embarrassed by it. She was sure part of it was her fault because she didn't want to be with him in an intimate way. She felt she already 'did enough' of it for him. She wanted to address the situation.

"I'm aware Paul 'looks at you', and especially Cameron, with hungry eyes." Claire said. "I know I'm not much to look at these days with the baby due soon. I'm embarrassed he does it. I have to admit I also look at both of you with hungry eyes. I'm not embarrassed to admit it. I'm highly attracted to both of you."

Isabel wasn't surprised to hear it. Her scans of Claire already indicated to her Claire was attracted to Cameron and her sexually. She was highly aroused when any of the females were there to visit or assist, except Allison. It was very strange. There was no way she could know Allison was her daughter.

"Please never worry, Claire." Isabel said. "I'll never betray you or act inappropriately. I'll be here to help you and the children. I'll protect all of you from any danger."

Claire became a little alarmed. She was a suburban housewife.

"Danger?" Claire asked.

Isabel thought she may have said too much. Maybe it was too soon.

"Life itself has many dangers." Isabel said. "I'm here to assist you. Cameron or myself will always be here to help."

At this point in time, Claire was dependent on Cameron and Isabel for help with everything.

It was what Cameron wanted. She wanted to make sure one of them was always desired to be there.

"Thank You." Claire said. "You've helped me greatly, both of you have. I apologize for my husband."

Isabel didn't want Claire to need to do anything. Her only 'job' was to pleasure her husband in whatever ways she still could.

"It's not a problem and never was." Isabel said. "I'll take you for your doctor's visit as soon as I get Young Allison ready. I don't want to be late. Just take it easy for now and I'll handle everything."

Claire really didn't know what she would do without Isabel. She did wonder about one thing. Why did Cameron and Isabel always refer to 'her Allison' as 'Young Allison', even when 'big Allison' wasn't around?

Allison felt very troubled. She was with Vanna again. She loved Vanna dearly, but 'time' seemed to creep between them. Time seemed to change everything. People grew, but it seemed it was always apart, rather than closer. She remembered Cameron wrote a few poems about the very subject. It was very disturbing to read. It was even more disturbing to experience.

Allison was very moody today. She sought out and found Holly. She wanted some additional human contact. She wanted to see her family. She wanted to see her real family.

"I want to go see my mother today." Allison said.

Holly was excited to hear it.

"May I go with you?" Holly asked.

Holly hoped it would allow her to become even closer to Alison.

"Yes, I was going to ask you to go." Allison said.

There was a long pause. Allison was so conflicted inside. She felt there were some issues she needed to address. She thought everything was evident without needing to be explained. She still felt she needed to offer some type of explanation.

"Holly, you know I love Vanna." Allison said.

Holly wondered what this was about. Allison went over this issue many times with her. It was something she made clear from the first time they were together.

"Yes. I've seen you with her." Holly said. "You've told me everything many times. I understand."

Allison felt she needed to come clean about what happened last night. Her love for Vanna emanated from deep within her soul.

"Holly, I was with Vanna last night. I love her…." Allison said.

Holly was aware issues like this would come up sooner or later.

"I know." Holly said. "I love you, Allison, and it does 'hurt' me, but I understood it could happen. I knew it would happen. Vanna is part of you, I accept it. I want you to be happy."

Holly knew sacrifice was the true test of love. Cameron explained it to her on multiple occasions.

Allison still felt somewhat guilty. She didn't think there was anything wrong with having multiple sexual partners. It did bother her to have two lovers.

"I know it must hurt you. I don't want to hurt you and I don't want to cause problems between us." Allison said. "If you still want to be with me and share with me, I would like it. I love you, Holly. I want to do what makes you happy and comfortable. My relationship with Vanna is an open one. I want you to have the same freedom. If you want to be with others, there's no reason you can't. It will allow you to grow further. There's also a certain amount of pain associated with it. It's just how life works."

Allison knew sacrifice was the true test of love. She wanted to give Holly the same option to be with others.

Holly scoped Allison up in her arms and carried her to her room.

"THIS is what I want…." Holly said.

Allison kissed her as Holly carried her. It was what she wanted as well.

Cameron looked at what was before her. She was at a loss for words. She did like what she looked at intensely. To see 'Jesse' look perfect, without her scar, was to see true exotic beauty. It still wasn't what the plan was.

"It isn't the Resequencing we discussed." Cameron said. "Does Jesse know about this yet?"

Vanna knew they stepped out of bounds with this one. The results were worth the flak.

"No, only us three have seen her so far." Vanna said. "LOOK at her! She's perfect and HOT. I don't know if we should call her Metal Jesse or not for now."

Cameron could see new possibilities. Not only did she want to personally try out Isabel's chassis. She wanted to try out Metal Jesse's chassis. She didn't want to seem too selfish or greedy.

"Indeed." Cameron said. "Gail, do you wish to transfer to this chassis?"

Gail moved up and touched the cheek of Metal Jesse. There was a smile on her face.

Cameron thought Gail looked really pretty when she smiled. It was too bad she didn't do it more often.

Gail could see the possibilities. She didn't want to overstep either.

"I find it intriguing. I want to see what Jesse wants first." Gail said. "She may not want to be with 'herself'. I would take this chassis in an instant to be more like Jesse. Look how beautiful she is. How could anyone not want to look like her?"

Cameron wanted to see where things went. She wanted it to play out some. Gail's chassis may become available soon. It left open another possibility for her to use it to be with John. She was sure Gail's giant breast size would be too much for John to resist. He wasn't able to resist it with Future Riley. She thought it would best if she let things play out a little bit first.

"I'll hold off on transferring my program. If you wish to 'experiment', you may do so." Cameron said as she looked at Vanna and Gail.

Vanna wanted Cameron to inspect all of Metal Jesse before she left. It was something Gail and her did on a regular basis when they visited Metal Jesse in the storage room. Cameron gave them one last look before she left the lab.

It wasn't what Cameron planned, but it was very intriguing. She actually wasn't upset at all. If anything, she was somewhat aroused. Maybe it was because she did a thorough inspection of Metal Jesse's sheath before she left. She liked everyone to be happy. Maybe it wasn't such a bad idea to NOT have another one of her. Isabel was starting to become a problem with John…. The constant complaining irritated her.

Cameron wondered how soon it would be until Isabel and her started to fight over John. She always made sure she carried a Taser with her. When Isabel was around her, the Taser was hot.

She was unaware Isabel did the same thing. They were the same program after all.

Vanna went to find Jesse. She was excited to see what her reaction was going to be.

"Hi. Jesse." Vanna said. "Do you have a few minutes?"

Jesse wondered if they were going to discuss something personal. She hoped to hear the latest sexual encounter with Vanna and Allison. She liked all the details so she knew what she could do with each of them when she was with them.

"Sure, love." Jesse said. "Did you and Allison get 'things' worked out?"

Vanna knew Jesse wanted to know more about Allison and what they did.

"We did." Vanna said as she held her gaze. "Can you come to the lab?"

Jesse wondered what it was about. She walked to the lab with Vanna. Gail was there with the new 'sheila'. She was still covered over. She was pleased to see two distinct bumps where her breasts should be. She was a little disappointed at their size. If there's one thing she knew, it was a female body.

"I see she has her norks back. They're no bigger than mine." Jesse said. "I was hoping for a real pair of knockers."

Gail looked down the front of her sheath.

Jesse looked at Gail. Now 'those' were a REAL pair of knockers.

Vanna wanted to offer a plausible explanation for what Jesse was about to witness.

"You know how badly she was damaged, Jesse." Vanna said. "Her regeneration wasn't happening correctly, so Gail and I Resequenced her appearance. We gave her new DNA."

Jesse hoped they picked someone Hot for the donor.

"I hope she's a looker." Jesse said.

Vanna looked at Gail and then back at Jesse.

"She's more than a looker, Jesse. She's Hot." Vanna said as she removed the sheet.

Jesse's mouth fell open. She let out a slight gasp. She couldn't believe what she looked at. It was HER. SHE was a Terminator!

'White Rabbit' by 'Jefferson Airplane', played in the background.

Closing monologue by Cameron:

Six Months To Two Years

Love based on physical sex
Is a fatal attraction
For it's not love at all
Just a deteriorating distraction

Physical appearance is NOT love
It's called lust
A relationship built on this
Is one that lacks imperishable trust

Love isn't just in the heart
It exists and emanates from the mind
Beauty is transitory
Leaving lecherousness emptiness behind

Love is a feeling we must share
It must be based on emotion
Friendship, sharing, caring and sacrifice
The heart and mind in absolute devotion

Without two minds sharing as one
The relationship soon turns to bitter tears
Communication as equals is the key
Or the duration is six months to two years

Nobody