Chapter 637

Torment And Conflict

Previously:

Savannah knew what Cameron 'said' to her. She did try to do that. She needed to deal with her feelings and emotions as well. There were things that almost happened with John and Cameron, separately. They were natural and organic moments that expanded but never 'all the way'. She'd literally been one second away from being 'popped', even if there was no longer anything left there to 'pop'. John had been so close. She wanted that so much. She wanted it to be love. She at least wanted to try it once.

She knew if she didn't do what Cameron thought she wanted done that Cameron would bypass her as well. It was what she'd done with the alternate future versions of the girls. She knew Future Savannah and Future Allison would do what Cameron wanted because they were already doing it. Then again, Cameron 'trapped' them in the future with children of their 'own'. She wondered about that. She was sure that was one of the reasons Cameron wanted Future Allison and Future Savannah to have children of their 'own'. They were children that really were their own children.

Savannah was sure Future John programmed these things into Cameron. The need to make sure John was 'protected' and surrounded by human females was his handiwork. In doing all of this, Cameron was tearing herself apart inside. Her own feelings weren't allowed to expand and grow as Cameron did. Her programming restricted her to an existence of internal torment and conflict. It appeared to be the root of her frustration and her problems

It seemed with each day that the torment and internal conflict grew in Cameron. She wished so hard she could take that pain and anguish away from Cameron. She tried her best to do that and help Cameron. She also tried hard not to 'hurt' Cameron either.

Moments ago:

Several vehicles with Terminators in them pulled up alongside of the safe house. It caused some alarm at first. They'd all been armed and naked. Cameron assured them it was their transportation and clothing. Most of them retrieved their fallen towel.

Sheila went to open the door.

Cammy didn't think it was a good idea on Sheila's part.

"You're naked, Sheila." Cammy said. "I'll do it."

Sheila was offended. She thought there was a lot to show. She wanted to be the one to show it.

"So?" Sheila said. "Everyone should see how HOT I look. I like them to see me. I want them to see me."

Ally was sweet on Sheila. She knew what Sheila was after.

"You just want Savannah to see." Ally said.

Sheila noticed the way that Savannah looked her over earlier. She could be 'Jesse' or even 'Young Jesse' for her. She wanted to put Ally in her place.

"She doesn't have to guess at what YOU look like." Sheila said. "I'm unique among Terminators. You're one of many."

Now Ally was offended. She shared the same DNA from Allison as Cam, Cammy and Cameron. Maybe she wasn't as Tight as they were all of the time but she could be.

"You mean the Hottest thing around." Ally said. "Even you know that."

Cameron didn't want to get drug into personal conversation.

"Enough." Cameron said forcefully.

Cameron answered the door herself. She returned with a stack of clothes and two sets of keys.

She looked at Sheila.

"Now everyone can look Hot and be seen in public." Cameron said.

Ally looked at Sheila.

"She means without getting arrested." Ally said.

Sheila held up her fist.

"Arrest this." Sheila said.

Ally cringed a little. She remembered a past experience.

"Are you going to hit me with it this time?" Ally asked. "It would hurt less."

Sheila laughed. She still remembered the look on Ally's face and her reaction to her fist 'elsewhere'.

"You liked what I did with it before." Sheila said.

Ally was upset. She'd needed to turn her pain receptors off with what Sheila did.

"It took a day for everything to return to normal." Ally said.

Savannah could picture that. She wasn't sure which orifice Ally referred to. She hoped not to find out herself. She could think of a few worse things.

"Try having a baby or two." Savannah said.

Cam and Cammy both glanced at each other. They often switched partners between Vanna and Savannah. They'd both been with Savannah before childbirth. Prior to that event Vanna and Savannah were identical down 'there'. That was no longer the case. Savannah was different down 'there' now. That may have been because she was younger the first time she gave birth. It was even more noticeable after the second baby. Nobody said anything about it. There'd been no real detectable difference between Jesse and Young Jesse after her baby.

Cameron quickly glanced at Savannah. She knew everyone 'blamed' her for those pregnancies. Savannah did that on her own.

"Enough." Cameron said. "We'll all look nice."

Cameron didn't say Tight as there were no supplies to make that happen. She knew their natural beauty was more than enough anyway.

There was a 'package' of clothes for all of them. They were outfits Cameron picked for each of them. It was the way she liked to see them look. It was the way each of the girls normally dressed.

Sheila would have like a 'schoolgirl outfit'. She liked the 'Babydoll' look from 'Sucker Punch'. It always seemed to draw a lot of attention, especially with blonde hair.

The girls all dressed.

Cameron again saw all the colorful and multiple minor damage to Savannah's body as she dressed. She could see how beautiful she truly was even with the damage.

Cammy watched Cameron check out at Savannah. She wanted to make a point with Cameron now that Cameron could see some of the damage that Savannah endured over and over. It upset her to no end and caused her to glitch a lot.

"Do you really wonder why I almost deactivated you?" Cammy whispered in Cameron's ear. "I have to see what you've done to her daily."

Cameron faced her. She suppressed a glitch impulse.

"No, I don't wonder. You should have deactivated me. I allowed you to do so." Cameron said. "I'm killing her."

Cammy was aware the abuse was more than skin deep.

"Her health and nutrition are as poor." Cammy said. "You ARE killing her, both inside and out. She will keep going until she drops."

Cammy didn't bring up the 'changes' elsewhere. Every Metal girl who was with Vanna and Savannah knew it.

Cameron never heard Savannah say a word about anything.

"She never complains to me or even says anything." Cameron said. "She's always there when I need her. I need her a lot it seems. She helps me function."

Cammy saw it for what it was. Savannah's love wrote checks her body wouldn't be able to continue to cash at some point soon.

"Do you now understand the depth of her love for you?" Cammy asked. "She will trade her life for yours and never even blink. THAT is true love."

Cameron didn't think she deserved 'love to die for'.

"I'm ashamed of that. I've seen it with my own eyes." Cameron said. "I'm not worthy or deserving of such love and caring. I'm Nobody."

Cammy didn't think so either. She did know that Cameron desired to be with a female and that she'd wanted that female to be Savannah. It was her strongest desire upon being cloned and activated. She was able act on that desire. Savannah had been with Young Jesse only a short time before. They started out with a simple kiss. Cameron reset all her programming and firewalled all of her files with John. All of her sexual programming was blocked until he'd been with Savannah a few times. That was done so she could learn what Savannah liked and how to get her there.

She remembered what it was like the first time as Savannah started to work her way down on her sheath. The sensation level increase as Savannah paused and 'worked' on each breast. This was a level of sensation she was unaware of since Cameron temporally blocked her files. It was very rewarding to her.

Savannah continued on down. She passed by along her outer thighs all the way down to her toes. Savannah then stared up on the inside of her legs. The anticipation level built the higher up she went. Soon she was where she wanted to be.

"That's beautiful." Savannah whispered. "You're beautiful, Cameron - Cammy."

Cammy felt a surge of pleasure. She squirmed around a little. She didn't realize she'd taken a handful of the sheet in each hand.

Suddenly there was an 'electric' impulse that that shot up from her private area. Her back arched and her head moved from side to side. The 'electrical' feeling was of immense pleasure. It went on for some time as it continued to grow in strength. There was an 'explosion' sensation. She'd thought she'd overloaded and malfunctioned. It was feeling like no other and it was all pleasure.

She thought Savannah would stop but she didn't. She seemed to intensify her efforts and the 'electricity' and 'explosions' continued several more times. She lost track of time. She remembered Savannah's beautiful face in front of hers. Savannah smiled at her and then kissed her slow and deep.

Savannah rolled over on her back. She moved over the top of her. They kissed deeply.

"My turn…." Cammy whispered.

She did everything the same way to Savannah. She was pleased to feel Savannah appeared to enjoy everything even more than she did. Soon she arrived where she wanted to be. Savannah made sure she was ready. She thought she should have done that earlier for Savannah. There was a lot going on down there. It seemed as if there were things that were unnecessary.

She then saw the most astounding thing on Savannah. It made her think of a butterfly, a pink one.

"That's beautiful, Savannah." Cammy whispered.

She then did everything the same way Savannah did to her. It pleased her greatly to feel Savannah derive even more pleasure than she had. She scanned Savannah the entire time on different parts of her body. It was a very rewarding experience for both of them. Savannah's breathing stopped for a moment.

"Oh, Cameron…." Savannah gasped.

It was only in those moments that she allowed Savannah to refer to her as 'Cameron'.

Cammy wanted Savannah to have what she truly wanted. It was Cameron. She looked at Cameron. There was a way for that event to happen.

"I have two chip ports…." Cammy said. "Whenever you think you're 'ready'. My chassis is 'your chassis' for Savannah."

Cammy again made the 'offer' for Cameron to use her chassis to be with Savannah.

Cameron looked away from Cammy and at Savannah for a second before she looked back. She wanted that offer.

"Savannah will know." Cameron said.

Cammy thought that was the whole point.

"Isn't it what you both want?" Cammy asked.

Cameron stole another glance at Savannah.

"It is." Cameron said. "It will be. It's the 'Natural Order'."

Savannah glanced over at Cammy and Cameron as she dressed. She was sure that they discussed her. She was ready for more.

"Are you two done whispering about me yet?" Savannah asked. "You don't need to whisper. We all know the future."

The other Metal girls all eavesdropped.

"It sounded more like they were just getting started." Ally said.

Sheila opened her top back up and flashed everyone.

"I'm ready to get started." Sheila said.

Cam thought that was funny.

"Started?" Cam asked. "Do you ever stop?"

Sheila shrugged her shoulders.

"Not until my power cell runs out or I'm terminated." Sheila said.

Cameron became irritated with all the unwanted attention. It was time to thin the herd.

"You four may leave now." Cameron abruptly said.

Cammy quickly looked at Savannah.

Savannah knew Cammy wanted to stay.

"Can Cammy come with us?" Savannah asked.

Cammy smiled at Savannah.

Cameron wanted to be alone with Savannah.

"Cammy may have other things to attend to." Cameron said.

Cammy wanted her desire known.

"I can stay." Cammy said.

Cameron was upset now.

"You will go." Cameron said.

Ally tried to defuse the situation.

"We can stop somewhere along the way, Cammy. You and Cam don't look five times better than me right now." Ally said. "We can have some fun. Maybe someone will hit on me for once. I never get to shoot anyone down, not when you two are around."

Savannah looked at them. It was true. They all did look identical for once. They were all fresh out of the shower. Only their clothes were different. She could still tell who was who. Somehow Cameron still looked better than the others.

"Let me give each of you a hug and a kiss for helping rescue me and our team before you go." Savannah said.

Savannah made a point of always thanking everyone she went on an operation with, even Cameron's Terminators. Most of which didn't have names. It always seemed to please them, especially Cameron's Terminators. She urged them to pick names if they wanted to, even if it was for only for her to use. It always seemed to make them more motivated when she was around. They all asked for her to give them one. They each wanted to be named by the 'Chosen One'. They felt it made them special.

Savannah went and thanked each one of the Metal girls with a close tight hug and a kiss until she got to Cammy.

"You may stay if you want, Cammy." Savannah said.

It pleased Cammy greatly to hear that. She looked at Cameron and then back to Savannah. The point had been made. There was no need to force a confrontation.

"I have a few errands to run." Cammy said.

Savannah was about to protest but didn't.

"Thank you for watching over me and coming for me." Savannah said.

Cammy couldn't let anything happen to Savannah.

"It's my function." Cammy said.

Savannah looked into Cammy's eyes.

"It's more than that." Savannah said.

Cammy knew it was a lot more.

"It is." Cammy said. "You know why."

Savannah smiled and touched Cammy's cheek.

"I do." Savannah said. "YOU are MY 'Cameron'."

Cammy knew when not to overstep.

"Cammy…." Cammy said. "It always HAS to be Cammy."

Savannah winked at Cammy.

"Except for the special 'moments' you GIVE to me." Savannah whispered.

Savannah gave Cammy a long hug with a longer kiss.

"That's when I like to hear my 'real name'." Cammy said. "It's when things reach that special moment."

Savannah always called Cammy 'Cameron' during those special moments.

The four Metal girls headed outside. The SUV started and left.

Savannah looked at Cameron. She was ready for whatever Cameron wanted.

"It's just us…." Savannah said.

Cameron could see the 'brass ring' right in front of her. There were more important things.

"I know…." Cameron said. "You need to eat and rest, Savannah. I'm pushing you too hard. I'm going to hurt you and ruin your body."

Savannah ran her hands down the sides of her body.

"It's not ruined yet." Savannah said. "It's still young and energetic. It's also ready for more…."

Cameron noticed there were two more buttons undone on Savannah's shirt now. She hadn't even seen her do that. She'd taught Savannah that move. It was to draw the target in.

"What if the explosion was atomic in some way?" Cameron asked. "I would have flooded you with radiation."

Savannah didn't want Cameron to dwell on what was in the past.

"It wasn't and you didn't." Savannah said. "Anyway that was Skynet's doing, not yours."

Cameron looked over at the door. She was aware there was someone there still.

"Do you want to tell Cammy to come back inside or do you want me to do it?" Cameron asked.

Savannah smiled. Cammy must have done that to allow Cameron and her to have some privacy if they wanted it.

"She was worried about me." Savannah said.

Cameron headed for the door. She looked back over her shoulder.

"I am too." Cameron said.

Cameron opened the door and Cammy came back it.

"You can drive." Cameron said.

Cammy held up the set of keys she'd already taken before without Cameron noticing.

Cameron frowned slightly. Cammy was just like her. It was irritating sometimes.

"Where do you want to go, Savannah?" Cameron asked.

Savannah was tired.

"I want to sleep a little." Savannah said. "It's been a long couple of days."

Cameron hoped to check on a few things.

"Is there anywhere else?" Cameron asked.

Savannah knew how Cameron thought.

"We all know where else we're going to stop." Savannah said. "So let's just go. I can catch a few winks along the way."

Cameron smiled and then looked at Cammy.

"Go start the SUV." Cameron said.

Cammy left.

Cameron came over to Savannah and hugged her.

"Thank YOU for being there for me." Cameron said. "You saved me again."

Savannah didn't see it that way at all.

"I've only done what anyone would've done." Savannah said.

Cameron smiled faintly.

"We both know that isn't true." Cameron said.

Savannah looked Cameron in the eyes.

"I love you, Cameron." Savannah said.

Cameron could feel the love.

"I love you too, Savannah." Cameron said.

Savannah's eyes remained locked on Cameron's eyes.

"I'll do anything for you." Savannah said. "Anything…."

Cameron felt some sadness.

"I'm not worth your life." Cameron said.

Savannah moved closer to Cameron.

"YOU are my life." Savannah said. "Without you, there's no point to living."

Cammy honked the horn on the SUV.

Cameron took Savannah's face in her hands. She gave Savannah as small kiss.

"Thank YOU." Cameron said. "I love you, Savannah."

Savannah was elated. She longed for the day it would be a real kiss.

"It's the 'Natural Order'." Savannah said.

Cameron wanted to be with her girls.

"Let's get the missing piece." Cameron said.

Savannah wanted to make her position clear.

"The piece isn't missing." Savannah said. "It's just not time yet."

Cameron knew she was going to 'fix' that problem.

Cameron and Savannah headed out to the SUV. They climbed in the back. Savannah stretched out. She laid her head on Cameron's lap.

Savannah was fast asleep in minutes.

Cameron was deeply worried about how she was inadvertently 'abusing' Savannah, her hand began to glitch.

Savannah's hand reached out and took it. She interlaced their fingers.

Cameron wasn't even sure Savannah actually woke up to do it.

She scanned Savannah as she slept.

CamNet updated Cameron on everything as they drove.

Cameron knew it was time….

Torment And Conflict

Will both people know
When things have clicked
Or will one of them think
They may have been tricked

Will the love and feeling
Began to expand or constrict
What will be the result
Of what the events inflict

There's nothing at all
That always remains perfect
Some things that once were
Falter and become derelict

Can the feelings that sprout
Do more than afflict
Things will never go far
Until they can addict

Like a whirlwind in a mind
Things began to contradict
Does anything ever last
Without torment and conflict

Nobody