Chapter 891

To Be From Me

John Henry followed Cammy, Sheila and Ally with the security cameras inside the casino they were in. It was across the street from the casino that they stayed in. He was a little worried about them. He watched as Ally and Cammy chased away a man who came to talk to Sheila. It looked like Cammy wanted to terminate him.

He decided to watch the three of them from every camera he could. If Sheila started to have a problem, he needed to warn Cammy and Ally as soon as possible. He didn't want there to be an 'incident' in Las Vegas. He could block or erase all of the surveillance camera footage. The problem would be all of the eyewitnesses that were around. Even at the late hour that it was, the casino floor was full of action and people.

"Cammy, can you hear me?" John Henry asked.

There was no response.

"Ally, can you hear me?" John Henry asked.

There was no response.

He figured the girls turned their coms off to prevent him from hearing their 'conversations'. They could be very explicit at times. Sheila was known to purposely leave her com open when she was with one of the other females. If there was a body cam nearby, she made sure that was on too. He enjoyed watching her. It appeared she enjoyed being watched.

Sheila moved away, Ally and Cammy hurried after her.

John Henry tried to contact them again.

There was no response. He found that to be a little more than disturbing. They should at least check in from time to time to see if there were any updates. Then again there weren't any combat situations or even a threatening situations. They were out on the town for a night of fun. He still hoped to be able to go downstairs and do a little gambling himself.

Sheila hurried away.

Ally looked over at Cammy with a frustrated look on her face. It appeared that they were going to have their hands full with Sheila.

"Wait up." Ally said.

Sheila briefly glanced back.

"I don't have time to wait." Sheila said. "I want to win."

Cammy wanted to know more about who the individual was that 'visually assaulted' her.

"We all do." Cammy said. "Who was that guy?"

Sheila was a little concerned about that. She'd been unaware at what point he came up to her. She was only aware that someone was talking to her and it was that man.

"I don't know. All of a sudden there was some bloke 'talking' to me." Sheila said. "I don't even know where he came from."

Cammy still didn't like the way he looked at Sheila and her.

Ally didn't want Sheila to get frustrated. She wanted her to focus on what she was about to do.

"Let's all take a table and clean up on blackjack." Ally said.

Sheila thought that they could do that for starters. She wanted some bigger action.

"I want to play poker too." Sheila said. "I can really clean up big there."

Cammy didn't want to get tied up in one spot.

"That could take hours." Cammy said.

Sheila was a little irritated that Ally and Cammy weren't a little more supportive.

"What else do we need to do?" Sheila asked.

Cammy wanted to leave a little flexibility in their schedule.

"What if an operation develops?" Cammy asked.

Ally hoped that it didn't but she thought the answer was an easy one.

"Then we leave." Ally said.

Cammy looked around the casino floor. It gave off a different atmosphere than the casino across the street that they'd just left. She didn't know what it was but she didn't really care for it. She wanted to give Sheila some time to play and then they could go take care of business.

"Let's start on blackjack first and we can stop by the 'Battered Women's Shelter'." Cammy said. "We can always come back or go to a fancier place. I don't like the 'feel' of this place."

That statement made Sheila take notice and look around. It reminded her of when they were there before in the early days of Las Vegas. This place was clearly fancier but it was the 'feeling' it generated. This looked like a Syndicate operation. The details were blocked to her along with most of what happened in the past. She could only remember she didn't like the Syndicate and she'd experienced 'run ins' with them before. Now she really wanted to win. She would like to provoke an incident if possible. If any 'wackers' wanted to mix it up, she was ready for a little 'fun'. She decided not to tip her hand.

"We can have John Henry tell us where the highest stakes game in town is at. He's monitoring all the security feeds." Sheila said. "We have millions in cash…."

Cammy didn't think that that was a good idea. Besides, they didn't have the money with them.

"Cameron has that money 'allocated'." Cammy said.

Sheila didn't see what the big deal was. They could easily increase the amount of money that was already there. It was only a matter of 'gaming' the system. There were three of them as well.

"We can double or triple it." Sheila said.

Cammy was still worried about Sheila. She wanted to make sure that there weren't any problems with her. That was why she wanted her to start out simple. She was afraid if Sheila started to gamble big and started to lose big that there would be some serious negative repercussions. She really didn't want to fight her way out of a casino in Las Vegas.

"First let's try the blackjack tables and then we can make a donation at the women's shelter." Cammy said. "Let's have some fun and keep it simple. I don't want any trouble."

Sheila wanted to make a nice donation for the Battered Women's Shelter.

"Give me a short time. I will give you a few hundred thousand dollars." Sheila said.

Cammy didn't want Sheila to push it and blow it. There were certain rules to what they did.

"Remember, the gamble for us is to win smoothly and not be accused of cheating or get kicked out." Cammy said. "If we get caught or kicked out, that's the same as losing."

Ally was a little worried that Sheila might get sidetracked.

"Let's do it." Ally said. "This isn't a competition between us but a win for the battered women. It's us against the house."

Sheila wanted to win and not get caught doing it like Cammy said. She felt better now. She wasn't sure why she was a little off earlier. Maybe it was something about this casino. It was something she felt when she first looked at it when she crossed the street. There was an old score she wanted to settle 'again'.

The Syndicate tried to mix it up with them before in the past. Cammy and her were still standing. She was sure there were more than a few Syndicate thugs that weren't.

Sheila wondered if she'd thought of having one of the nearby atomic tests of the earlier time period they were in, 'happen' in the middle of Las Vegas by 'accident'. It would have taken Las Vegas off the map for a hundred years. Somewhere it was in her head they'd put the grab on an H-bomb to do just that.

She looked around. It was clear that never happened. She actually thought that maybe it should have. She knew that Las Vegas was a town that didn't need to exist.

The thought of an H-bomb still lingered in her mind. She would ask Cammy about it later. Maybe they did do that. What if they really did blow up Las Vegas with an H-bomb and that was one of the things they needed to go back and fix. Maybe they only fixed it because they needed the H-bomb for something else. Now she wondered what that would have been.

It would seem it was pretty important to use the H-bomb for something else if they didn't wipe Las Vegas off the map when they should have. She knew that there was an Air Force Base very close by. It didn't seem like it was too late to obtain another nuclear weapon and finish what they started when they were here in the past.

Cameron always looked forward to reset her program and relive her wedding night again. She'd done it hundreds of times. Where she was currently at may be just another one of them but this one was a little different. They were in a Honeymoon Suite. That was something that she'd never been in before. She really would have liked for her 'first time' to have been in a Honeymoon Suite like this. She still didn't know if it actually was in the damp and dark bunker of Future John. She feared that it was when she was first captured and deactivated. There could have been a group of twenty or thirty Resistance Fighters who 'used' her deactivated chassis before she was turned over for reprogramming. Even worse, they may have reprogrammed her as a 'Metal Whore'. If that were the case, she would have done all those acts willingly for twenty four hours a day. She felt a glitch impulse shoot through her hand as she thought about it all. She tried to refocus. She was here now with John and he was her 'first' that she knew about.

John and Cameron made love once and John was tired out. Cameron wasn't about to let him get off so easy.

Cameron knew John needed to rest. It seemed that once his 'power cell' was expended, it needed time to recharge. She couldn't help but think how all of the human females could go on all night long with each other and finish multiple times. It was clear to her that the female body was vastly superior to that of the male body.

When John 'finished', they rested.

John was ready again after an hour.

Once she was able to 'start him up' again, she took over. She climbed on top of him. It was time to show him how it was done. She did everything and didn't stop even when he finished. She actually increased her speed to intensify his pleasure. It always pleased her greatly to watch John squirm around underneath her as she continued her motion.

Cameron was satisfied now that John and her shared together and that they enjoyed each other. She was very pleased that they'd been able to do this in the Honeymoon Suite and she'd been able to wear her wedding dress again to do it. This wasn't what she'd planned at the beginning of this endeavor. It was a very nice consolation.

She figured John was good for one more 'adventure'. She was really going to need to work on building up his stamina and speed up his refractory time. She would devise a plan to do that and build him up slowly.

In another hour they tried again. John wanted to be on top this time.

Cameron lay on her back on the bed and watched the mirror on the ceiling as John ravished her chassis. She thought it looked like an 'attack' on her body. Then again, if the 'attack' was done properly, everyone 'won'.

John rolled off of Cameron and laid flat on the bed. He looked up at the mirror on the ceiling when he'd finished for the third time. He could see Cameron lying next to him as she stared up at the ceiling as well. The difference was, she seemed to look like she was a million miles away. He wondered where her mind was right now or who she might be thinking about. He wondered if she would tell him the truth.

"What are you thinking about?" John asked.

There was no answer.

John wasn't sure if she would respond.

Cameron thought it over for a long time.

"I don't know." Cameron said.

That didn't sound good to John. He wanted a better answer.

"Are you thinking about 'us'?" John asked.

Cameron frowned a little bit before she answered.

"I did." Cameron said.

That was an answer but not the whole answer. John wanted more. He decided to push it a little. He couldn't help but think about what Cammy speculated on earlier. Cameron told him it didn't happen. It was clear that she wanted it to.

"What were you thinking about?" John asked. "Was it Savannah?"

Cameron thought about a multitude of many things. Savannah was one of them. She was still disappointed that she wasn't able to share with Savannah in the same bed that she was in with John now.

"I did at one point." Cameron said.

John wasn't sure what that meant.

"Is there a problem?" John asked.

Cameron really didn't want to talk about what was on her mind. It was very unsettling to her to even think about. She did need to think about it. It was one of the reasons why she was sent back in time in the first place. She tried very hard to defeat Skynet. She'd received a lot of damage to herself doing it. No matter what she destroyed there was always more of it that seemed to pop back up. It was almost like some 'creepy for real' Hydra.

"I don't think we can win." Cameron blurted out.

John was sure there was a problem now. He wanted to see what she would say. Maybe there was something that occurred that he didn't know about. It was very possible. Cameron wasn't always forthcoming with all of the facts or information.

"Win what?" John asked.

Cameron felt she was given an impossible task to complete. That was very frustrating to her. The fact of what the task was only made it more so.

"I don't think we can defeat Skynet." Cameron said.

That wasn't where John thought the conversation was headed.

"We have so far." John said. "That's thanks to you and all your hard work."

Cameron was pleased that John acknowledged all of her effort and sacrifice. That currently wasn't the issue. She knew that she was a machine but that didn't matter. She knew that she could only be lucky for so long. Everyone's luck ran out at some point. She'd been pretty close more than a few times. It bothered her immensely to know that Savannah was next to her on several of those occasions. Savannah was next to her by choice and she wouldn't abandon her even if it meant her own life.

Now she was with John. She knew that he was done for several hours at this point. She wondered if that was the last time that they would be together. It was what she always wondered when they finished for the night.

"I'm always afraid now when we do 'this' that it will be the last time we're 'together'." Cameron said. "I know I'm going to be destroyed."

John wanted to offer Cameron some hope and maybe something to look forward to.

"Would you still feel this way if Savannah and Allison, one of the grown ones, was here with us?" John asked.

At this point John would actually prefer that it was Young Allison. She wouldn't be young forever.

Cameron didn't know what was going to happen. She wasn't sure what would really make a difference or not

"I don't know." Cameron said.

John would ask again just to make sure. Maybe he felt a little uneasy about his earlier 'encounter' with Cammy. If they weren't interrupted by the 'emergency' he would have 'mated' with Cammy when they were together earlier. It appeared that she wanted it even more than he did.

"You haven't shared with Savannah yet?" John asked.

Cameron frowned again. That was a very frustrating subject for her.

"No. I've been close, like you have to her, several times. Skynet always gets in the way." Cameron said. " Skynet always prevents me from having what I want the most."

John was a little alarmed with the 'most' reference. He would have hoped that that would have been him but he knew that Cameron moved beyond him long ago. The trouble was that she couldn't actually complete the move. It bothered him a lot by how dissatisfied she seemed at times.

"If I went and asked Savannah to come here now, would you be with her?" John asked.

Cameron looked over at John with complete seriousness. It was the first time that she looked away from the mirror on the ceiling and directly at him.

"You've 'soiled' my sheath." Cameron said. "On Savannah's and my first time I want to be 'fresh'. I don't want her first 'taste' of you to be from me. Once the 'Natural Order' is established, then anything goes…. The four of us will share 'everything'."

John didn't like to see Cameron feel discouraged. He wanted to help her. He wanted her to find some joy in life.

"Cameron, if you want to 'clean up' I'll go get her." John said. "I want you to be happy."

Cameron was always troubled with the word 'happy' around John because of what he said to her before. She was on the bed next to him when he said it. It was made in a negative context about the nature of her existence. She didn't ask to be built or constructed. Someone else made that decision and activated her.

"John, I can't be h…." Cameron started.

John knew what she was about to say and didn't want to hear it again. He knew it was another problem. Just like all of them, it came right back to him.

"Stop…." John said as he interrupted her. "DON'T say it."

Cameron detected there was an opportunity to push her agenda. She decided she was going to do that. She was sent back to do a job and she wanted to complete it.

"John, what would make me 'happier' is if you were with her." Cameron said. "I want both of you together."

John wondered exactly what Cameron had in mind. He wondered if she'd just suggested a 'three way'. He wanted to make sure.

"Would you be there too?" John asked.

Cameron wasn't sure how Savannah would do if she was with a male. She wanted it to be special for Savannah however it was.

"No, I want her 'first time' to be special and alone, just the two of you." Cameron said. "Remember she's given natural birth twice so don't 'look' for anything that can't still be there…. It's very rude."

John felt extremely guilty with Cameron's statement. It was directed squarely at him. He did try to look and see if Cameron had been 'used' or not previously on their first time. He thought that he'd been clandestine about it as he did 'other things' down there.

"I'm sorry about that…." John said.

Cameron was very troubled now. She didn't know what her history was with complete certainty. All she knew for sure was the current time line that she was in. She still believed it was only one of many.

"John, I don't know how many lives I've lived." Cameron said. "I still believe you were always the first, even if it was in another life or another timeline…."

John felt very guilty at this point. He knew that he'd made Cameron feel less than whole by his actions.

"Cameron, I still love you no matter what." John said.

Cameron was very frustrated by the events that she couldn't control. Things that may have happened to her in the hands of others weren't her fault. She didn't do them willingly, if they even happened.

"I think this is my original chassis and I think THAT special area is the only part of my sheath that still remains. I believe it was what I was constructed with." Cameron said. "You've seen SOME of the damage I have endured in this timeline alone."

John did think of some of the horrific damage to Cameron. The 'area' that she spoke of was about the most protected area on her body.

"I can see your point, if you've already done this a half dozen times." John said. "It would be impossible for much else to be original."

Cameron wanted to push her agenda. She thought John might be a little bit more pliable at this time.

"Can I bring her, John? Can I go get Savannah?" Cameron asked. "Would you do this for me?"

John was a little worried which direction events would turn. He didn't want anyone to feel like they needed to do something. He wanted any decisions to be of their own free will.

"It has to be her choice." John said. "I know her 'preference' is for females. I respect that. She may not like what 'happens'."

Cameron was very worried about that as well. Savannah promised that she would do what she needed to do when she needed to do it to protect John.

"She will still try it." Cameron said. "When she has OUR child, she wants a traditional conception 'procedure'."

John looked over at Cameron with her last statement. He wondered where it came from.

"That has to be the most unromantic terminology I've ever heard referred to love making." John said. "I think you really want a baby from Allison - Young Allison."

That is what Cameron wanted. The child would be in 'her image' that way. She was aware of what Savannah would allow and not allow when it came to children. Savannah made her wishes very clear to her. She understood why Savannah was so adamant. She'd seen the pain and suffering that Savannah went through to leave two of her children in two different futures. Savannah didn't want any other female to experience that same pain and grief.

"I do." Cameron said. "Savannah won't allow it. She said I can't breed Young Allison. Savannah said she will have as many children as WE want but I'm NEVER to take Young Allison's child from her or from anyone else either. You and Young Allison may have a child but it will remain HER child."

John wondered exactly how extensive some of the conversations actually were between Cameron and the girls.

"You've talked about it a lot, I see." John said.

Cameron did talk with her girls. There were some things that she'd inadvertently done that ended up creating some problems for Savannah.

"We have, John." Cameron said. "We've talked about everything. Savannah was very lonely for so long. I made her feel like I did – do. I kept her too isolated. I regret that very much."

John was a little troubled when Cameron said 'did' and then added 'do'. As far as Savannah went, he thought that everything was under control

"You fixed that." John said.

Cameron tried to make up for that. It was for when she forced Savannah into lonely isolation. Now Savannah had been able to share with 'everyone'. She wanted for Savannah to be able to share with as many females as possible.

"Yes, I did." Cameron said. "I've allowed her to feel and share as much love as she desires. It's what I want for her. I love her, John."

John felt that was one goal that Cameron certainly accomplished.

"Now Savannah is the most loved and desired person by everyone." John said. "I love her too, Cameron."

Cameron looked towards the balcony window.

"It will be daylight in a few hours." Cameron said.

John wanted to get a little sleep. He was pretty beat and exhausted.

"I'm tired." John said. "I hope I can do it one more time."

Cameron really wanted to bring Savannah to the Honeymoon Suite so she could be with John

"Knowing you're her 'first' should get you there and you won't 'finish' in two minutes this way now." Cameron said. "I want her to enjoy her time with you. I don't want her to feel 'used'."

Cameron decided not to mention to John that there were times he made her feel like a 'depository' while she was left unsatisfied and hadn't finished. She didn't want to start a fight. Not in the Honeymoon Suite.

John now wondered if this was what Cameron planned all along. She even took over tonight when he was tired so he could 'finish' several more times. After already expending himself three times, it was going to take a little longer on the fourth time. There was no way he could finish in two minutes, even if he tried.

It sure seemed like Cameron 'prepared' him to be with Savannah.

Cameron got up and put the bathrobe on that was on the floor and carefully picked up her wedding dress.

"John, I'm going to go get your 'real wife'." Cameron said and slipped out.

John looked at himself in the mirror on the ceiling.

What was going to happen next?

If Cameron was the one to physically put Savannah in his bed, it was clear it was what she truly wanted. Was Savannah his 'real wife'? Was Allison – Young Allison his 'real wife'?

He would need to make sure this is what Savannah really wanted. As much as he wanted to be her 'first', he didn't want to take that from her if she wasn't really ready for it. It needed to be her choice.

He really wondered what it was going to be like after being with Cameron for so many years.

He didn't want to think about the past. What was done was done.

Yesterday was gone.

Life was for the living, for today and tomorrow.

John stared at himself in the mirror on the ceiling….

Who was he?

What had he become?

Where was everything headed?

Tomorrow never arrived. When it did, it was always 'today'.

It's Hot Out

Tomorrow is yet to be
Yesterday already was
It appears some seem to think
It matters not what one does

They say to live in the moment
Experience life in the now
What's done is done
It doesn't matter anyhow

Never think twice
Don't ever look back
Someone else can clean up
For those knocked off the track

Full speed ahead
It matters not rocks or fog
Leave it to the fools
To drown in life's daily slog

Burning fire or cold as ice
You are filled with doubt
Let me clue you in
It's hot out

Nobody