Chapter 1075

You Said That Yourself

Cammy and Anna waited for Cameron in the carpool area.

"I'm getting tired of waiting." Cammy said.

Anna didn't think they had much choice.

"I'm not going to be the one to call Cameron and ask her what the delay is." Anna said. "You're more than welcome to do that yourself."

Cammy frowned. She knew it would be a problem.

"Maybe I'm just worried because our girls are busy." Cammy said.

Anna knew that was something they were going to have to get used to.

"We can't stop the progression of the 'Natural Order'." Anna said. "You know that as well as I do."

Cammy was in no hurry to see that happen. She actually was in no hurry to see a lot of things happen.

"I guess for now, it's just 'hurry up and wait'." Cammy said.

Cammy and Anna were aware there were a lot of things that were going to happen that they didn't have much control over. Maybe no one had control over them.

Cameron was with John. They'd been together a few times. She stayed until he fell asleep. She was going to stay longer but he told her several times before he fell asleep that she didn't need to. It was just as well because she'd made plans to go out with Cammy and Anna since she wanted Savannah and Young Allison to spend time together. She didn't want them to sit around and worry about it.

She quietly got up from bed and put her underwear on. When she started to move around she looked down at her underwear and frowned. It looked like some of John's 'little soldiers' made an appearance. She grabbed a tissue and stuffed it into her underwear and finished dressing. It always bothered her that John's 'little soldiers' were wasted inside of her sheath. There was nowhere for them to go. There was nothing for them to do but terminate. She knew that they searched around inside of her for something that wasn't there. It seems like such a waste to her.

Cameron made one more check of the room to make sure that everything was in order. It was. She went and checked on John again. If he would have been awake, she would have stayed and let him knock off another one. She wanted him to build up his stamina. She planned to be with him a lot on the cruise. When the ship wasn't in port, she wanted to be able to be with him. She wanted John to use 'her port'.

She exited the room and made a sweep around the girl's rooms to see what was happening. She passed by Sheila's room. She needed to stop and listen for a little bit. She was a little surprised that the activity level was a little different than normal. It sounded like Sheila and Ally were really into each other on a personal level. They were normally into each other on a sexual level. She wanted to be upset at them for not completing the assignment they were given but she wasn't. She understood that Young Allison changed their assignment. Young Alison didn't check with her before she did it either. She did it on her own. That was what she wanted to see. She wanted the girls to act on their own and not question what they did. She moved along and passed by all the other rooms. She headed for the car pool. When she arrived, Cammy and Anna looked a little less than thrilled. They'd been waiting there for quite some time for her to arrive. She could see Cammy wanted to say something but didn't. She wondered why that was. It was very unlike her. She was usually a total Bitch. She was glad she wasn't like Cammy. Maybe it was because Anna was there. Anna wasn't normally along on many of the operations. She especially wasn't normally along on the 'off the books' operations. If she was, she was there for bait. That would be her function tonight as well.

John heard a noise. He reached over to Cameron's side of the bed. There was nobody there. He actually felt a little relieved. Cameron had worked him pretty hard. He was anything but hard at this point. He needed some rest and 'Little Willy' needed a break. He smiled and rolled over on his side and fell back asleep.

The girls completed their 'off the books' operation. They headed back for home.

Cameron was glad to be back at the Resistance base. She'd been out with Cammy and Anna most of the night. They'd taken down a child trafficking operation and collected a large amount of cash. They also eliminated a group of future Scavengers.

Anna didn't get out on that type of operation much. Since it was a child trafficking ring, the regressive Resequencing of her sheath changed her appearance to that of a young teenager. She figured she would have brought in top dollar. She felt she should have had a higher value than what was offered.

"I would have thought a young teen would be worth more money." Anna said.

A look of contempt showed on Cammy's face.

"How can people be bought and sold?" Cammy asked. "It's disgusting."

Anna was glad the girls in captivity were freed and their handlers were all dead.

"It's very disgusting." Anna said.

Cameron wanted Anna to know why she didn't draw top dollar.

"If you were a preteen we could have gotten more." Cameron said. "The less 'used' the girls are, the higher the money is."

Anna thought Cameron was in for a surprise if she wanted her to look any younger. It wasn't going to happen without a direct order from Savannah or Young Allison. She'd already felt she'd given up too much. She wanted to look like Savannah again. Now she needed to stay a little behind Young Allison in physical development so that Young Allison would be 'larger' than her. It was something to boost Young Allison's morale, even though it had the opposite effect on her.

"I'm not regressing any further. If you want someone with a younger appearance, go for it." Anna said. "Those people all deserved to die."

Cameron didn't see additional regression as an issue. They'd achieved the objective.

"They were all future Scavengers anyway." Cameron said. "Now they're all terminated."

Cammy looked around.

"It's early." Cammy said.

Anna was aware of Young Allison's sleeping habits.

"The girls will still be sleeping." Anna said. "We shouldn't bother them."

Cammy came up with an idea, she wanted to have some fun with the girls.

"We can join them and surprise them." Cammy said.

Anna looked down at her clothes.

"Not with these clothes on." Anna said. "That would be a surprise."

The three girl's clothes were covered with dried blood stains.

They were inside the base now.

Cameron wanted to speed things along.

"You two can go to Ally or Hanna's room and get cleaned up." Cameron said. "We already checked where they were at."

Cammy wanted to use the closest room to where they were at.

"We'll use Hanna's room." Cammy said.

Cammy and Anna took off.

Cameron returned to her room.

She listened outside the door for a minute.

John was sleeping peacefully.

Maybe she would go get cleaned up in Ally's room first. She didn't want to disturb him.

Cameron decided to check out the Command Center. She approached quietly. There was a strange rhythmic sound coming from there. It reminded her of John in his room at the old house when he was alone at night in bed….

She could see John Henry in there. He seemed fixated on one monitor. She saw his right arm moving to the rhythm of the 'sound'. His back blocked what he was doing. It seemed pretty obvious to her.

He seemed unaware she was there.

She looked at the monitor. Sheila and Ally were making tender and passionate love. Somehow John Henry was watching them in Sheila's room. Sheila must have turned on her body cam again. It fascinated her to watch them. It reminded her of the times she'd spied on Vanna and Allison in the past. She'd spied on Jesse and Vanna too but never Jesse and Allison. Now it was like she was. They were the Terminator versions of Jesse and Allison.

Cameron deduced that John Henry was 'stimulating' himself as he watched them. It appeared that he had a 'date' with 'Rosie'. She quietly slipped out as he continued his quest. She'd done that herself many times. She knew all the girls did, that included both Terminator and human. She first learned to do that by secretly watching Sarah at night.

Sarah seemed to be able to get things taken care of relatively quickly. There was a visible reaction. She attempted to suppress any sounds that she made. Even though they were muffled she could still hear them. After Sarah finished she seemed content and relaxed. It was the only time that she ever saw Sarah look that way. The rest of the time she looked angry and was on edge. She thought maybe Sarah should do that more often. Somehow it seemed like a bad idea for her to tell Sarah that. She thought it would be more appropriate if John told her.

She'd went to her room and immediately attempted to experiment. She'd looked at her female anatomy before. She thought there was a lot going on down there. She didn't think everything down there was necessary. She closed the door to her room and took her pants off. It took her a while to find what she'd sought.

She was very pleased with the stimulation it produced. She was unsure how to achieve the finish that Sarah was able to obtain. She started to watch videos on the internet and found out she needed to continue a little longer and 'follow the feeling' once it started to build. It was very rewarding. It was a feeling she'd never experienced before. It was like a miniature 'internal explosion' that went through her entire system. The first time it happened she started to run diagnostics to make sure she wasn't damaged. She wasn't damaged at all. She'd found something new and beautiful. It only got better from there.

With the feeling that It produced she wondered why people didn't do it more often. She felt it was a wonderful way to pass the time between operations when she was at the house. It was only through her research on the internet that she found out that the subject was taboo. It was something that everyone did but no one discussed it. It seemed to be a function like eating or sleeping that all humans needed to do. It really made no sense to her.

When Savannah first told her that she was lonely and needed someone, she knew Savannah was doing that every night, sometimes five or six times. That was triple what Sarah used to do. She became very worried for Savannah when it passed ten times a night. One time it was twenty times. She could tell that Savannah was very frustrated.

It reminded her of the reports Anna, Holly and Hanna gave her about Young Allison. She was on the same path already. It seemed the more of herself that she got, the more that she needed. She knew it wasn't going to be enough very soon. She knew that the girls didn't associate with other individuals in their age group. That was because the other individuals in their age group were years behind them in educational development. They were literally in two different worlds.

Cameron was also aware of the videos Savannah began to watch on the internet. John Henry told her what happened and made sure everything was 'safe'. She watched the videos too. Almost all of them were females together. They weren't at first but very soon they were. It was clear what Savannah's sexual preference was. It was for females. She did try to push Savannah on John when she could but she didn't push as hard as she could have for that reason. Savannah promised to be there for John when she needed to be. She took Savannah at her word that she would be. There was no reason to subject her to something that she might not like but would do it as a sense of duty and to keep her promise to her.

She remembered when Jesse approached her and seemed incredibly nervous. She hadn't ever seen Jesse that nervous before. Jesse told her that she hadn't done anything to initiate it but that Savannah was continually attempting to 'hit on' her and 'throw herself' at her. Jesse wanted her to know that Savannah needed someone desperately and she didn't want to be terminated if others thought that she'd done something. She hadn't.

At that time she didn't forbid Savannah from viewing anything but cautioned her about excessive viewing. She didn't know how to address the excessive self stimulation without it causing a problem. That hastened the trip to Australia and the creation of Cammy for Savannah. She at least wanted some control over Savannah's 'learning process'. She wanted to keep it focused on females. She was successful.

Cameron continued on her way to get cleaned up in Ally's room.

She took off her bloody clothes when she was in Ally's room. She used the shower. She came out to dry herself. She listened and heard someone outside the door. Maybe Ally was coming back.

The door opened and someone slipped inside.

Cameron was dripping wet from head to toe. She looked anything but Tight right now.

"I got here as soon as I could." Hanna said.

Cameron stepped out of the bathroom.

Hanna smiled at her.

"You look like you're ready to get started." Hanna said. "You look really good, even dripping wet."

Cameron realized Hanna thought she was Ally.

Because Cameron was dripping wet, Hanna couldn't tell it wasn't Ally. Their sheaths were actually identical. Their normal appearance wasn't.

Cameron used the same voice modulation as Ally.

"How's Claire?" Cameron asked.

That wasn't a subject that Hanna really wanted to get into right now.

"She's totally devastated about Young Allison." Hanna said.

That wasn't news Cameron wanted to hear.

"How so is that?" Cameron asked as she dried off.

Hanna started to remove her clothes.

"She knows she's lost Young Allison to Cameron." Hanna said.

Cameron spoke about how she felt about herself. It just slipped out.

"Cameron is a total Bitch." Cameron said.

Hanna agreed but thought that applied to everyone.

"That's true but we all can be at times. It's that way for all females." Hanna said. "Cameron has a lot on her plate. She's protecting the future and providing John with what he 'wants'. I wonder when she will figure out it's her female anatomy he really wants."

Cameron never felt good about herself. What Hanna just said didn't help any.

"Maybe Cameron is a slow learner." Cameron said. "She's received a lot of damage."

Cameron watched Hanna strip. She thought that was how Vanna and Savannah looked. She'd examined that chassis and the one of Anna's dozens of times before their activation. She knew what every inch of their bodies looked like both inside and out. She wanted to use Sheila's chassis as her own for one night on the cruise. Seeing Hanna naked now made her want to use her chassis as well for one night. With her chip in it, that chassis became 'her chassis'. She would still be 'Cameron'. The thought of having the first experience in both of those chassis excited her greatly. Maybe she could do it with the tether and not need to mess up her hair. She didn't need any more bad hair days. It was the hardest thing to get right, hair that is.

She also wanted to use Gail's and Holly's chassis. If she could get all four of them on the ship that was something that she was sure was going to try to do.

Cameron decided to play with Hanna a little.

"Maybe we should band together and deactivate Cameron." Cameron said. "If we all team up we can do it. She's just one individual, we can bring her down."

Hanna was pretty sure that that idea crossed every Terminator's mind at some point in time. Cameron eventually did something that rubbed everyone the wrong way. She believed Cameron created a couple of safeguards to thwart that from happening.

"Savannah and Young Allison would prevent it." Hanna said. "Nobody wants to cross them. Everyone loves both of them too much."

Cameron wanted to see how far Hanna would go.

"When Young Allison returns from the past, will you try to be with her?" Cameron asked.

That prospect thrilled Hanna.

"I'd like to be. I've been with Savannah." Hanna said. "I'll make myself available but the choice will be hers. Savannah has already stressed that to everyone. You should know that."

Cameron wondered which human female was the best lover.

"Who's a better lover to you?" Cameron asked.

Hanna didn't think that was a question that really needed to be asked. Everyone already knew the answer.

"It's Claire, the same as she is to everyone." Hanna said. "You know that."

Cameron was told before that everyone offered something a little different, even if what was offered was the same. Even though it was the same, it was different.

"Jesse is the best for sex and Claire for passion. To you, what's Savannah best at?" Cameron asked.

Hanna didn't even have to think about it.

"It's love." Hanna said. "Love radiates off of Savannah and it will off of Young Allison too."

Cameron wondered how she could make Young Allison a better lover.

"Maybe Young Allison can learn the passion of her mother." Cameron said.

Hanna smiled a little as she thought of all the times Young Allison and now Summer would sneak around and watch them share with each other.

"She's watched us enough times." Hanna said. "She thinks I don't know. She watches Holly and Allison too."

Cameron thought it was more than that.

"Maybe she does know and wants you to know she's watching." Cameron said. "Maybe she wants you to silently instruct her on how best to share. I think she wants a detailed demonstration. I know what's shown on the internet is different from what happens when individuals really share with each other."

Hanna tilted her head slightly. There might be something to that idea.

Cameron threw her towel back in the bathroom and adjusted her hair some.

Hanna and Cameron faced each other naked.

Hanna started to look at Cameron in detail now that she was dry. It was after Cameron fixed her hair that she quickly realized it was Cameron and not Ally.

Cameron still stood naked before Hanna.

"Is something wrong?" Cameron asked. "Don't you want me?"

Hanna wasn't pleased at what Cameron had just done to her. It proved that Cameron was a real Bitch.

"That was very cruel." Hanna said.

Cameron still stood there naked.

"You said I was a Bitch." Cameron said.

Hanna thought she'd spoken up for Cameron a little with her response.

"Actually you said that yourself." Hanna said. "I defended you."

Cameron did remember that. Hanna did stick up for her.

"I guess I did and you did defend me." Cameron said. "Ally is in Sheila's room and they would both enjoy your company. I'm on my way to see John. Everyone can have a happy ending."

Cameron reached in the closet and handed Hanna a robe.

"That's all you need." Cameron said as she headed for the door. "I also value and appreciate your honesty. I really mean that. I want to improve myself. I'm trying to improve. I want to be a better individual. Please don't be afraid to tell me when I'm not. Let the 'Vanna' in you guide you to help me."

Hanna saw that Cameron was going to go out naked. She briefly wondered if there was something wrong with her. She knew about the earlier trouble with Cammy.

"What about you? Where are your clothes?" Hanna asked.

Cameron ran one hand down the front of her sheath.

"I like how I look." Cameron said as she walked out the door naked and headed back to John's room, their room.

Cameron thought she would give John Henry a bonus. Hanna would join Ally and Sheila. She would walk to her room naked. She didn't want to wear any of Ally's clothes. They were all the ones that used to be hers. She was tired of them. That was why she gave them away.

She wondered how far she would have gone if Hanna would have touched her. She thought it would have been all the way. She shrugged her shoulders and kept walking. Sometimes things happened to people like that. Maybe that was how it was for John and Riley. One thing quickly led to another and everything accelerated on its own momentum. Once things got started they were hard to stop.

Now she wondered again what happened between Future John and her. That's it. She decided she was going to use both Sheila's and Hanna's chassis on the cruise. She planned to get back what Future John surely took from her. She thought about all of the Metal girls. There was no reason she couldn't use all of their chassis. She could be a virgin many times over that way. She wanted the best for John.

The worst part was that Future John must have taken the files too. There was no record. There was nothing that showed what happened. It irritated her immensely to not know what was done to her. She briefly considered that nothing was done but quickly discounted that. She was sure that she was defiled by Future John.

How could he do that to her?

Hanna was a little upset that Cameron played her. She slipped on the robe and collected her clothes. She headed for Sheila's room. She intended to get some satisfaction out of the night.

She replayed her files to see what else she'd said to Cameron. There was nothing there that should lead to her deactivation. She wondered how far Cameron would have gone if she'd started to touch her. She really thought Cameron would have gone all the way. She shrugged her shoulders and kept walking, maybe some other time.

She reached Sheila's room and listened. She slipped inside and set her clothes down, she slipped off the robe.

Ally and Sheila both looked at her and moved over to make room for her. Sheila pointed at the body cam and Hanna nodded. She didn't care if anyone saw her if she knew. After being with Cameron naked, she was hot and would do anything at this point. She needed satisfaction and a lot of it.

The rhythmic sound from the Command Center increased in speed as Hanna joined with Sheila and Ally.

Once Cameron was spotted walking naked back to her room. That was all he needed.

John Henry was surprised.

That pushed him beyond where he was 'stuck'. Now he knew how to 'follow the feeling'. He was very pleased.

Cammy and Anna were going to change in Hanna's room.

Cammy cleaned up with Anna. They were both naked.

"I like your jewelry." Anna said. "They would totally destroy my nipples now. They're smaller because of my sheath regression."

Cammy was with Savannah all of the time. She didn't think things were actually that much smaller than Savannah. Well, maybe a little bit. She liked the look of the regression.

"Thanks." Cammy said. "I actually like your younger look."

Anna looked down at herself.

"I'll trade you." Anna said. "These two mosquito bites don't cut it."

Cammy could see they were way more than that but understood Anna's frustration. It was less than she'd started with.

"We can switch chips, if you don't mind me 'using' your chassis." Cammy said. "I'll break it in for you."

Anna operated under strict orders from Cameron about her chassis and sheath.

"This chassis is to remain untouched." Anna said.

Cammy figured Cameron wanted to break it in herself. She wouldn't put that past Cameron to steal all of their virginity. It made her wonder what Cameron did with her chassis before she was activated. It disturbed her some to think Cameron probably broke it in already. There were a lot of blocked and deleted files from her creation. That was probably what Future John did to Cameron after he used her for a sex slave. Cameron was a total Bitch. She was glad she wasn't like Cameron.

"That sounds boring." Cammy said. "I may start an age regression myself."

Anna looked at Cammy like she was insane.

"What would you do that for?" Anna asked.

Cammy thought it would make Savannah more attracted to her.

"It'll keep Savannah focused on me." Cammy said.

Anna thought that might work at first for a while.

"That's only going to work for so long." Anna said.

Cammy felt frustrated.

"I can't compete with Young Allison and you can't compete with Savannah." Cammy said.

Anna didn't want Cammy to forget what their main purpose was. It was supposed to be the same as what Cameron's purpose was.

"It is not our place to compete with them." Anna said. "We're to supplement them."

Cammy didn't feel that way at all. Even though Cameron told her that upon her creation, as soon as she was with Savannah the first time, she disregarded it.

"Keep telling yourself that, you might actually start to believe it one day." Cammy said. "Let's get dressed and go see our girls."

Anna put on some of Hanna's clothes.

"These clothes used to fit me." Anna said. "Now they hang on me like a gunny sack."

Cammy thought Anna looked Hot.

"You're still beautiful." Cammy said.

Anna couldn't deny where the beauty emanated from.

"Our beauty belongs to Allison Young and Savannah Weaver." Anna said.

Cammy knew that applied to their physical beauty. She wasn't so sure about their programs. Both of them emanated from Cameron.

"That's true." Cammy said.

Cammy and Anna dressed and headed out to Savannah's room.

They both paused when they passed by Sheila's room. They could hear a lot of activity going on inside of there. They looked at each other and kept walking.

Cammy stopped when they reached the door to Savannah's room.

"What are you waiting for?" Anna asked.

Cammy listened to determine what was happening inside of the room.

"I wanted to make sure they're not busy." Cammy said.

Anna didn't believe Savannah would compromise Young Allison.

"Savannah is very protective of Young Allison. I saw her indirectly threaten Ally and Sheila when they were out of line." Anna said. "You don't know Savannah like I do."

Cammy was more worried about Young Allison than Savannah.

"Maybe not but I know 'Allison'." Cammy said.

Anna believed Young Allison was very distinct from Allison and Future Allison. it didn't matter if they were all the same person. None of them were the same as individuals.

"That's Future Allison from Cameron. I have that programming too." Anna said. "You don't know Young Allison."

Cammy knew that was true. She really wondered what would happen if she could do the 'Neural Interface' with Young Allison. She wondered if it would bring Savannah closer to her or not. Maybe something would happen like when Ally tried to use the 'Neural Interface' from Future Allison. She ended up as a totally different person and everybody didn't like it. They all liked Ally the way she was prior to that 'Neural Interface'. Cameron forced Ally to relinquish the Future Allison programming

The room was quiet and the girls were asleep.

Cammy and Anna entered the room and slipped off their shoes. They carefully crawled into bed next to Savannah and Young Allison.

They scanned the girls as they slept. They whispered softly into their ears….

The girls needed to be prepared for the future and it was their job to make sure that they were. Depending upon the subject that was discussed, they could feel the changes in the scan as they did them. Some subjects produced more of a subconscious reaction in the girls than other ones did. Those were the ones that they liked to concentrate on. It gave them the most benefit from the scan as well.

Cameron figured John Henry would notice her at some point. He would have the choice to watch the three Metal girls in action or look at her pure natural beauty. She figured that would get him where he wanted to go.

John was asleep when she entered. Cameron went and got a fresh set of clothes ready for herself for later on.

She slipped into bed next to John. She scanned him and everything seemed OK.

Cameron was getting ready to whisper in his ear. It was time to convince him to accept his destiny. She heard him say a name. She hoped it was 'Savannah' or 'Allison'.

It wasn't.

Cameron knew that she'd been warned about this.

It was – Claire….

You Said That Before

Lie
Good lie
Lies of omission
Are all still lies

What is real
What is not real
Does it even matter
Or is it no big deal

I'm not blind
I know what I've seen
Do you really wonder
Why you make me scream

At least have the decency
To look me in the face
If you're going to slay me
As my feelings you erase

I foolishly hand you love's blade
Letting you stab me more
Things will change
You said that before

Nobody