He sits in his office . He has lighter skin but no hair . He has brownish eyebrows and eyes and his beard around his chin are all brown too. He has stripped tattoos on his neck and his back of his hand . He looks so tired and exhausted .

"Alan?" I knock on the door

"Come in please ." He doesn't know who I am?

When he turns around， his eyes light up. I walk toward him with a cup of tea in my hand . He is the new mafia boss of dauntless :Alan Davis

"Are you tired?" I put down the cup

"I am fine Violet. Did you ever regret your choice? Last life I tried to leave you because I thought that I wasn't good enough . I want to give you a better life but I failed to do so." Alan is crying.

"Alan， listen and look at me . I don't care who you are . I told the augurs that even you became factionless that I will still love you." I grab his face ."You promise me that you will never leave me . Please don't leave me again."

I am trembling. I am crying. I kneel down on the floor . He hugs me . He hugs me tight

"I am sorry Violet. I am not leaving you. I love you so much. I was so jealous when you told me that other boys were going after you." Alan kisses my forehead ."I am sorry that I shouldn't say that. I promise that I will never ever leave you."

"Alan， without you and dauntless， I will die . I really will die." I grab his shirt

Alan holds me up and walks out of the office . He walks me back to our room. The room is huge and warm. He puts me on the bed . He kisses me and I wrap my arms around his neck.

"I love you ." I say .

"I love you too." Alan lay on top of me . His lips still on mine

Our tongue twist together . I moan so loud and he takes off his shirt. He kisses my neck.

I look at the ceiling . His lips are too warm and I enjoy it. He is sucking it after a few minute . I close my eyes.

"You are too pretty for me ."Alan unzip my dress

He kisses every inch of my skin . I enjoy every time he touches me . Then Alan stops right there .

"I don't want to break that thing from you. I want to do it when we marry next month." Alan kisses my forehead ."Violet why you love me ?"

"There is no reason. You are you， you are special for me . You love me so much when you even know what a terrible person I am ." I kiss his neck."I really want to fuck you."

"Violet， I can't control myself if you are doing this to me ." Alan shivers ."I can't muster the will to stop my self."

My hand touches his nipple and I sit on top of me .

"Oh really? You have such bad self control." I smirk at him

He grabs my waist and pulls me down . He gets on top of me . His hand slides down to my legs.

"You smell good ." Alan bites my ear."You really do love me ."

"Yes I do." I am breathing heavily now

The second day， when I wake up， my body is sole . Alan sits beside my bed . He brushes my hair away

"Good morning baby." Alan kisses my forehead ."How do feel."

"I am good now ." I sit up

I rest my head on his shoulder . He kisses my forehead lightly.

"How is last night?" Alan says

"Don't talk about it."'I cover my face with my hand

"You made me do it." Alan stands up.

Today is tris's funeral. I have to go. Four decides to go zip lining to throw her ashes in the air .

"I have to go see tris's funeral." I stand . My legs are still shaking

"I will go as well." Alan dresses up in his uniform.

I hold Alan's hand for support. I don't know what four will do today . He is afraid of height and he is willing to overcome that difficulty for my sister which shows me that he loves her .

However there is also a rumour said that he was flirting with Christina . I know that four should continue his new life but with my sister's best friend is unacceptable .

"Did you ever heard about four and Christina being flirty?"i look at Alan

"Emmmm， I heard about it. I didn't think too much about it because you know for me that is not a big deal." Alan shrugs.

"I know that but Christina is my sister's bestie ." I shake my head ."I can hardly accept that."

Alan grabs my shoulder . I know what he wants to say to me

"Listen to me ， it is their own life . You should relax here with me . You don't need to worry about it." He says .

We walk toward the pit. When we reach the roof top, everyone are waiting. Four holds the box which contains tris's ash. Shauna can walk already with the help with the erudite's technology from Detroit.

"Hey Shauna . Nice to see you walk again." I smile at her . "Maria , how is the baby?"

"She will stay with Sam's mom. I have to go to the funeral too. Beside I really want to try the zip lining." Maria leans against Sam's shoulder

"I know what you are thinking Violet. I and tris are best friends still. I and four are just trying to support each other ." Christina lowers her head

I don't want to have a fight here with everyone watching us .

"We will talk about it later . Now what is important is for four to carry out his duty." I close my eyes

The train is coming toward us now . We start jogging. Maria is still a little weak from giving birth . Sam holds her up and lifts her into the car

I grab the handle and haul myself in without Alan's help.

"You are still good at this ." Maria sighs heavily. "I am so exhausted now."

"Yeah you just became a mom a few days ago. You need to rest." I shrug.

I sit down beside the door and Maria sits down beside me . Alan and Sam stand beside each other

"So you and Alan will have the wedding next month right?" Maria leans her head on my shoulder

"Yeah we will." I nod at her . "It will be wanderful."

"I heard someone were groaning last night from next of my room . Alan that should be your ." Sam elbowing him

"Can you please shut up Sam?" Alan's face is red

"Don't be so shy. I know that you wanted to do it a long time ago." Sam laughs so hard

I stare at both of them. Maria stands up and punches Sam on his arms.

"Shut it. Or don't ever think to talk to me ." Maria rolls her eyes.

Someone stands up. We are at the Hancock building already. We are going to jump now . I hold Maria's hand and leap off the train.

We stumble on the ground and run forward to regain balance . People chase after us . The wind is blowing loud .

"Looks like someone are already here ." Shauna points at the top of the building . "Zeke !"

Zeke is one of my best friend and his brother dead at the same time when tris dead. We pile into the elevator . I rest my head on Alan's chest.

Four and Christina stands beside each other in silence . When we reach 99, we get off the elevator . The ladder is already there so I start to climb.

I know that Alan and four are both afraid of height. I stable the ladder and help Alan to climb . I grab his hand and lift him up to the roof .

"Elizabeth ? Elisa? And Jessica why are you guys here?" I am surprised to see them. "You guys should be with your father and mother right now ."

"We decide to come back. We love to stay with the dauntless ." Elizabeth smiles at us . "We know that you guys do need support so we are here ."

"Thank you any way." I nod at them

Four is hesitating now . Zeke looks at all of us

"Who will go first?" Zeke winks at me . "Do you want to go Violet?"

"Sure I will. I know that you guys are all waiting for me to go." I say

I climb into the car with my face down like a bird . Zeke tied me up with the rope

"You know what to do right?" Zeke pats me on my back

After he counts to three , he releases me . I am surging toward the ground . The wind is blowing and I am laughing. I really enjoy the height. It is so much fun . It is challenging and free . I fly like bird in the sky with my arms stretch out.

In the end , when I arrive at the destination, I pull the clippers and then I stop in front of the glass . I untied myself and jump on the ground without much difficulties .

I sigh with relief . I am not as young as when I was 16 years old so I am somehow exhausted with the effort. Someone is screaming, Christina is coming toward me .

When she stops , I reach out to her . Now I have to forget that she is flirting with my previous brother in law because I need to help her . I help her to the ground

"Thank you." She pats down the dirt from her shirt. "You did play it before right?"

"Yeah before you and tris come to the dauntless ." I say. "I am 6 years older than her ."

"I am sorry Violet ." Christina sniffs .

I don't say a word . For a couple of minute , everyone are done except four . Alan leans against the glass buildings

"This is so horrible ." Alan says

"It's fun ." Sam laughs . "I know what you are afraid of ."