BPOV
"I'm... I'm sorry!" I said.
Shit!
Why did I assume that he was going to break up with me!
"You're just jumping to conclusions without thinking anything!" He said.
"Edward... I'm... I'm not able to think straight today! I'm really, really sorry!" I said.
"Everyone is pissing me off today!" He said, "I don't have any hopes from anybody else... But you? Why are you doing this? Why are you acting like you don't even know me!"
"I don't know!" I said, "I really don't know! I'm just...upset... And I've been trying to figure out my feelings... But there is so much going on! I'm just lost and confused... and I don't know!"
"I don't know what I was thinking when I asked you to accompany me here... This is the worst trip ever!" He said as he rubbed his face, "Literally the worst! God! I didn't even have any fucking sleep last night!"
Wait!
Why the fuck was he being so angry at me?
It's not like he wasn't at fault at all!
"You're blasting me! And you're doing this second time today!" I said, "First you gave me half-baked information about your ex... You didn't tell me that your family still cared about reuniting you with her! They keep coming up with bullshit to degrade me, and you've been asking me to... ignore them!"
"I've realized my mistakes, and I've been trying to talk to them!" He said, "I'm not even going to attend her wedding!"
"I don't care if you attend her wedding or not... That's your business!" I said. I fucking didn't give a damn about it anymore!
"And yes, you tried to 'talk' to them, but maybe you were too late! It already affected me, and made me lose all rationality!" I said, "And if you have so many problems with me, why are you keeping those thoughts to yourself? Why aren't you telling me out loud? If you know how to have a proper conversation, then you wouldn't need to blast me like this!"
He didn't say anything. He just kept rubbing his forehead.
"And who the fuck asked you to come here right now?" I said, "I told you I wanted to be alone for some time! If you are sleepy, well, you should have gotten some sleep! I could also have used this time to get some rest instead of fighting like this!"
"I'm sorry!" He said. It didn't look like he was sorry though!
"I just wanted to talk to you, and that's why I came here!" He said, "Do you want me to leave?"
"Yes, I think that would be great," I said.
I doubted if this conversation was going to take us anywhere!
We both were sleepy, grumpy, confused, frustrated and angry!
We needed to be alone for some time!
"Fine!" He said, "I will see you later."
"Okay," I said, "Bye."