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I've been looking forward to it all the time. It is one of the chapters/nights I love to write.
I hope you like it ^^

Well, I don't want to stop you for long and wish you a lot of fun on my tenth night ^^

I remember very well how Alayna showed Sheba and me how she came to her name Ala.
Sheba and I smiled when we saw the pictures of Ala and Timpani having spent the time.
They looked so familiar and good friends and if not, you could see something special flashing in them.
"When Timpani gave me this name, I didn't really feel that name. He was a bit strange to me, but he didn't want to tell her because I was grateful to her. But at some point I loved him and just wanted to be addressed like that," Alayna said, giggling a little.
"She even allowed me to stay with her until I had my memory and didn't know who I was and where I came from," she told us, smiling, as we watched the pictures.
"But ... as stupid as I was there the smarter and more memories I got back ..." she then said and suddenly became sad.
So she washed up the Rukh a few months further and showed us what she meant.

...

I found out that Timpani had built a church far outside a small village called Hika.
Well, built was perhaps the wrong word.
She once told me that they ran into the woods with their childhood friend and their school friends and found an old abandoned building on it, which was full of moss.
Without fear, they went in and looked around, which scared me a little, because they would have been hit by drugs or any people who would have killed them or something.
Well, fortunately nothing happened.
They found some old papers written in an old script, which Timpani specialized in.
"And you still haven't figured out what's on it?" I asked her as we ate some cake at a table.
It was her birthday, May 10th, and I thought to bake her a cake.
She was very happy that I baked a delicious chocolate cake for her.
She shook her head and said that although she went to university for almost five years, no one there could read the language.
"I'm frustrated that it doesn't work as I had hoped," she said, nude by her cable.
I stared at her and asked her to show me the papers.
In the month I lived with her, I got a little bit of my memories and was able to read the scriptures I had found in the church hall when I had thoroughly swept through it.
She went to a small closet, opened a drawer there and got out a roll, which she then gave me.
I opened the roll and tried to read the content.
"I don't think you'll understand the content," she said and was startled when I said that it was part of a diary.
"How? Where? What?! It's part of a diary?!" she asked me in disbelief, so I just nodded.
She came over to me when I showed her that the date and time were on the top left.
"Typical signs of a diary," I said.
"Do you think you can decrypt the content? I'd like to know which person lived here before," she said, nodding and reading the contents to her.

|Today was another very exciting day! I came to this beautiful place together with Shania, Shadow and the others I met and saved during the trip! I asked Maurice, who was the guide to us, if there were any people in this place who might not like strangers.
Lately we have passed quite a lot of people who wanted us to disappear. I accept their decisions that they hate strangers. After all, their Ruhs told me what shady times they went through. Poor people.
Maurice said that this place is a lifeless place and we are safe here. When I woke up this morning, I saw the most beautiful sunrise of my entire existence. People also found this place wonderful and Shania advised me to create a village here. I accepted her proposal and in a short time we created together a very small cute village, which I will call Hikarishi. Because of the beautiful sunrise and sunset.|

As I read this out loud, pictures flashed in my inner eye where I had come here with these people and built this building.
I trembled slightly and looked over to Timpani, who was amazed and with a glittering eye reading this entry.
"Wow! Then there was a village here, which was called Hikarishi! You know that at the foot of the forest it is a small village called Hika! Now I also know why it is called Hika! I just wonder what happened from the village of Hikarishi..." she wondered and looked dreamily at the ceiling.
All of a time I had such a queasy feeling in my stomach and I didn't want to think about it at all.
But when I read over the lines again, I realized that I was the person who had built Hikarishi a long time ago.
At least the Rukh, who I had been able to see and talk to for about two weeks, told me.
They also helped me get my memories back, besides Timpani, of course.
I just wondered why I had lived a long time ago and now again.
Was I perhaps reborn, as Timpani always told me?
I looked over at her again as she got up and wanted to store the rest of the cake.
"These ass violins! They've forgotten my birthday again!" she chuckled.
"What ass violins do you mean, Timpani?" I asked her as she wrapped the cake in an aluminum foil and put it in the fridge, which only had an O-juice and a bit of vegetables and our food yesterday.
We were pretty broke and didn't get any money in the till.
I accompanied Timpani to the city to tell the residents about her/our church.
But most ignored us or crumpled the vulture and threw it away.
I had often heard Timpani crying, which was strangely wise and my heart ached.
"Yes, these ass violins to friends I just have! They had also forgotten my birthday last year because they wanted to go on such a shitty tour!" she chuckled, so I helped her rinse the plates and stare at her inquiringly.
"Tour? What is a tour?" I asked her.
"Well ... uh... a tour usually make such musicians or bands! They often travel the world and perform in certain places, often in such large cities as New York or Tokyo. My friends have formed a band and appear in such occasional shows. But without much success," she said, staring at me without feeling.
"Not that I want to say they're bad! They already make good music or sing and play instruments they can really fabulous. Nevertheless... their music works like this ... aggressive. They actually want to help me make my church famous... I feel like they're only making it worse," Timpani said sadly and went to her room.
"Ala? I don't feel like doing anything today. Could you please clean the church hall for me?" she asked me, so I just nodded and looked sadly after her.
"The poor one. How can friends just be like that and forget the birthday of your best friend? But when I see them, they will get the stress of their lives," I said, taking the sweep and going to the great church hall.

The church hall was gigantic and the walls were full of mosaic windows.
A long red carpet ran down the aisle towards the podium, where a single chair stood.
It looked to me like a throne, only that it was completely dusty.
Behind this throne were also two doors, which were no longer open and above the two doors was a huge hole, where there were still some shards of a picture.
When I was here for the first time, it had immediately moved me there, whereupon I stepped on shards scattered on the ground.
Apparently it was a mosaic picture, at least the shards on the ground were colorful, so I think so.
Here something very bad happened, so that everything was destroyed and only this church remained.
No matter how many times I went here, the effect remained the same.
I've been here before!
But I still don't know when.
I swept the shards to the side and summed around a bit in front of me.
This made sure you have fun cleaning up.
I retold the song, which Timpani had always sung to me when I was still having a high fever.
I don't know why, but when I sang this song, I felt my Rukh relax and turn into a beautiful white.
And so I'll just sit in my room, after hours with the moon,
and think who knows my name …
Would you cry if I died, would you remember my face?
This song just had something and it calmed my soul before what I was trying to destroy.
Whatever that was.
I kept hummed around and didn't notice that three men were showing up behind me.
"Hey sweety! Who are you?" a black-haired man who looked for me at the age of 23, 24, asked me.
I stared at him in confusion, and before I saw myself, this man pushed me in a corner.
"You sweety have a ravishing face!" he said, slicking my cheek, shrugging slightly.
Strangely, I knew this feeling, but it wasn't a nice feeling, it was a frightened one.
I walked away from him and shrugged when I felt a bench behind me.
I fell on the seat and looked at him more confused as he threw his arm around me.
"Probably a little shy, hn?"
"Say Khan, is it still possible? Let the poor girl rest!" said a young man with blond hair, which was around the 22, 23 years.
"But Ali! You have to admit that this girl is really a feast for the eyes!" said another young man with orange hair, who looked like he was in her 19s, 20s.
I looked at the three of them and almost started screaming when they suddenly came too close to me.
I wanted to make it clear to them that I was a guy, not a woman.
But they didn't let a word come from me.
Until...
"Hey, you fucking ass violins! Leave him alone!" cried Timpani, who came into the church hall.
I was breathing with relief when I saw her, but then started shaking again when I saw her face.
Damn she had a frightened face and I saw that the three men in front of me started shaking as well.
"Hey, witch! Congratulations on your birthday!" said the black-haired man who had dredged me up before.
The orange and blond-haired woman also wished her well, however, went a step further to me as Timpani approached them.
Damn, if looks could kill, we would all be dead now!
"You ... Damned... ASS VIOLINS!" suddenly Timpani screamed and before I got to know each other, the three pulled on me so that I could get up from the seat and they could hide behind me.
I looked down at them as they pressed themselves on me and then I saw the girl, which had a death aura around her.
"You forgot my birthday!" she screamed, standing to kill her.
"Sorry," said the three in the choir, and I only now understood that these three were their friends behind me.
I was actually on Timpani's side and wanted to kill her because they had forgotten her birthday and wanted to go on such a tour.
But before I could say anything, Timpani asked me to go to the side so I could release them.
Of course I wanted to do it, but they kept to my clothes and asked me not to go to the side.
"Listen too sweety! If you protect us, you'll get a V.I.P. card!" the black-haired man said to me, so I just stared at him bleakly and even more so wanted to hand it over to her.
"Sweety? Did I hear that right?" Timpani asked him, looking over my shoulder and nodding.
"Yes! She's my sweety one from today!" he smothered and I could only feel a cold shiver glide over my back.
"(Wah! I don't want to be a sweety one for anyone! Especially then not, since I'm not sweety at all, damn!)" I thought and looked at Timpani helping.
"Um, you know that your sweety is a guy," she said, looking at him a little confused.
I felt that the three men behind me looked confused and then started laughing.
"Hia ha ha ha! I knew you were an old woman! Now you've even gone blind!" said the black-haired man, flying a giant bow as Timpani punched him in the face.
I ducked when I saw her blow and then looked back in fear of where this man was lying.
The other two also looked over at him in fear.
"Damn shit! How many more times can I say that I am not an old woman! You're a year older than me, Khan!" she screamed, kicking him in the stomach as the three of us preferred to keep our distance.
Very far away.
"Say, are you really a guy?" the blonde suddenly asked me, so I looked at him and nodded.
I saw in his golden eyes and recognized a strong faithful and royal Adelaide, which captivated me.
"Really? You don't look like a guy from behind!" the orange said, so I looked at him.
I saw in his grassy green eyes and recognized a trace of curiosity and childishness.
Fully cute, I found.
"Uh, yes! Maybe it's because of my long hair," I said, smiling, and it was a bit strange.
Normally I only gave this smile to Timpani, because she had just saved me from death.
But somehow I felt so secure near them that I couldn't help but smile.
"Not only to your hair! Also on your clothes, your height, Physique as well partly on your voice!" said the blonde again.
"Yes! You're really small and narrow for a man! Why are you wearing this dress at all?" the orange asked me, so I put a finger on my mouth and asked if there was a dress here.
The two stared at each other and then laughed.
"Oh man! You're really funny!" said the Orange.
"Yes, that's you! Say, what's your name?" the blonde asked me.
"My name is Ala. Ala Jehovah Abram."
"Ala Jehovah Abram?" they asked me in disbelief, so that I only nodded my head.
"Yes! Timpani gave me the name," I said, and I just got another questioning look from them.
When the boys asked me if I didn't know my real name that my parents gave me, Timpani approached us and replied that I no longer have any memories of who I was or where I came from.
"He's the boy I told about in the letter," she said, so that the three, the black-haired again conscious, stare at me with a pitiful look.
Only the two I had talked to before did so.
The black-haired man stared at me, but didn't pay tribute to mine.
He probably recovered from Timpani's blow.
"You're poorest! And you can't even remember who you are and where your family is?" they asked me, so I just shook my head.
I felt like I had never had a family.
After they asked me some holes, I asked them a question.
"What's your name? I only know you under the names ass violins." I said, looking furiously at Timpani, who shrugged only inanimately.
So according to the motto, you are for me only ass violins.
"My name is Ali. Ali Saychan!" introduced himself to the blonde, who was probably called Ali.
"Actually, he's called Alian Saychan!" the orange said, to which Ali gave him a head nut, whose real name was Alian.
"But I hate that name! So please call me Ali!" he said, looking to the side in anger.
"Why do you hate your name? I think it's beautiful," I said, getting only a slight red expression of Ali's face.
He scratched his head embarrassed and stuttered to see if I meant this seriously, to which I just nodded with a smile.
"Now you have embarrassed this sausage!" said the black-haired man, but did not look at me.
Ali beat him because he had titled him sausage and chased him around the room.
The others laughed, before the orange hairy man armed himself with me.
"By the way, my name is Teru! Teru Rahdo! I'm happy to meet you, Ala!" he introduced himself, whose name was Teru.
They had really extraordinary names, which I liked somehow.
"And the guy behind him who knocks with Ali is called Khan! Khan Juval Shadows!" Teru introduced the black-haired.
Strange?
I had heard the last name somewhere.
Only where and when?

...

"Wait! Shadows? That's the last name of the guy who got you back then..." I wanted to say, but stopped at the last word.
Alayna just nodded and looked at the picture as it moved on.
"Only then did I remember where I knew this last name and what happened," she said, then began to laugh slightly.
"But as fate would have it, I had to befriend the guy's descendant and he..."
She stopped abruptly and looked at her hands with tearful eyes.
"I still don't understand why he couldn't let it be! Why did it have to happen to me? Why shouldn't I just be happy and ... and ..." she asked herself and buried her face in her hands.
We saw that her Rukh suddenly turned black and Sheba and I held her in her arms.
"I hate him! I hate people! I..." she screamed.
I realized that she wanted to turn around again, so I slammed her cheek and snorted at her that she shouldn't think like that.
Alayna stared at me in confusion as she grabbed the red spot of her cheek.
"Damn! Stop thinking about it forever! After all, there are people who care about you and ... the parts of your family," I said, looking over to Sheba.
She looked at me inquiringly before turning to Alayna again.
"I'm sorry..." whispered them.
"You don't have to feel anything sorry for yourself. This idiot inflicted this pain on you, and if we had lived then, we would have killed him!" said Sheba, so that Alayna and I stared at her only slightly anxiously.
"Okay, Sheba. Maybe you should come down a little bit," I said now anxiously at Sheba, so she just stared at me and asked why, before we heard a slight giggling from Alayna.
"I never thought in my life that you still trust me. I thought, if you saw me just killing people and not feeling any feelings, you'd be scared of me," she said, smiling at her hands.
"I was so scared and worried to show you this at all ... I don't know if I'm doing anything right or wrong here," she said.
Maybe what she was doing was wrong.
Nevertheless... we would have found out in a few years anyway, through Aladdin's magic and who knows, maybe we would have rejected Aladdin at that time if we didn't know that now.
But I didn't want to think about it now, so I sat next to Alayna again and held her hand, while Sheba took her other and we looked at her smiling.
She looked at us, smiled at us with her adorable smile and showed us more pictures.
"Now, when I met the three of them, they kidnapped Timpani and me, rather spontaneously, down to the village, where a birthday party was being prepared in a small pub. Timpani was very happy and I was happy to see her so radiant. There I even met other friends of her. Moon, Cass, Maria, Caleb, Tivon and Marlen ..."

...

"Are you Timpani's friend?" asked me Maria, who was Teru's girlfriend.
"No! He's not my friend!" shouted Timpani next to me, so I just stared at her in confusion.
What did friendship mean in the first place?
And how did that feel?
Behind me was Marlen, Tivon's girlfriend, who had fallen in love with my hair.
"You have really beautiful hair, Ala! How long did it take you to be so long?" she asked me, so I just shrugged and said I didn't know.
"Kiahahahaha! You really dredged him, Khan?" Caleb asked him, so Khan just turned red and beat him.
"Hold your flap, Caleb! I swear that if you had been there in my place, you would have dredged him!" shouted Khan, then stomped off as he laughed at him.
"Caleb! Why do you have to pour oil on the fire?" Tivon asked him.
But he did not listen to him, so he just rolled his eyes and came over to us.
"I have to admit, as that you radiate a certain attraction. You've been here for an hour and you've already fished the girls as your friends," the blonde-haired man said to me, so I just looked at him confused.
"Tivon! Ala doesn't understand anything like that," said Timpani, who hasn't given way to my side.
The 19-year-old scratched his head and said he knew.
"And you really don't know where you're from?" asked Cass, so I just shook my head and then looked at Ali, who was pushing his fiancée at me.
"You know! Moon is very good at finding out where a person comes from! She has an incredible nose!" said the 22-year-old, so the 19-year-old just nodded and sniffed me when I allowed it.
It tickled easily, so I had to giggled and when she finished, she smelled around in the air.
I watched her curiously and was curious if she knew where I came from.
But she just shook her head in disappointment, so I looked slightly disappointed to the ground.
"Sorry Ala," Timpani said, swatting my back.
"But you have a very strange but beautiful smell," Moon said, so everyone looked at her.
"In one, you smell of the sun's rays of a clear day and pleasant as sheep's milk. In another, however, you smell of something I can't describe, which is relatively rare for me," Moon said, to which Teru and Ali sniffed me off.
"Say it?! Don't you have them all anymore?!" Timpani asked her, pushing them away from me, so that they clashed and said aua.
I looked at Timpani a little confused and felt her gaze at me, which has been looking at me closely since I lived with her.
I don't know why, but she knows something, but she doesn't want to tell me.
So I ignored it, chatted with the others, laughed and celebrated together the best birthday for Timpani.

Another month passed and I got to know the boys well as girls.
They came to church every day and even stayed at night.
I found out that Ali, Teru, Khan, Caleb and Tivon were in this band that Timpani once told me.
They even showed me their songs, which they had released on a platform.
"Oh ... it's great..." I lied and was immediately nudged at the side.
"Liars! You little dwarf should be honest!" Khan told me.
I don't know why, but I kind of got along with him.
Fair enough!
I had more such a bond with Ali, Teru, Caleb and Tivon instead of Khan.
But he didn't ignore me anymore and spoke to me quite openly.
He had even apologized to me for once dredged me up, and I just shook my head with a smile and said that it wasn't a problem and that I could understand it somehow.
He just smiled and nodded his head.
I don't know why, but I felt a little uncomfortable near him but also somehow not.
It's like I feel comfortable with him and not on another day, which confuses me quite a day ...
One day the boys came to me and asked me if my hair wasn't on my nerves.
It was long to the ground and I always dragged it a little bit behind me.
"Yes already," I just said, and saw a grin in Ali's and Teru's face.
"Timpani?! Is it okay if we kidnap Ala for a few hours?! You'll get him again!" only the boys shouted, grabbed me by the wrists and fed me down to the village without waiting for Timpani's answer.
They dragged me to a hairstyle that cut my hair completely short, which felt kind of relieved.
I wore such long hair all the time with me, which were really heavy.
After they were shortened, not completely shortened, because I had become accustomed to slightly longer hair, Ali and Teru dragged me into a clothes and bought me clothes that stood up to me.
A pair of blue jeans, a white shirt with a blue vest, a brown belt with a small bag and brown boots.
When I looked at myself in the mirror, I didn't recognize the person behind it.
I was no longer the person who was a God and possessed divine powers, which I had found out in the month.
I was now Ala, who had friends around him and felt human and ... nor did he want to be a God.
No matter what happened, but whenever I tried to remember my divine life, I became black around my eyes and always fell to my knees, so that Timpani and the others cared about me.
This was also one of the reasons why I just wanted to be Ala.
I smiled, fell into their arms and thanked them for making such efforts for me and even paying for it, which I didn't really like.
But she demanded it, so that I reluctantly obeyed them and let me serve me.
When we returned to church in the evening, the others and Timpani looked at me in shock or did not recognize me again.
My long hair was probably my trademark, which made me recognizable.

A few weeks passed in which I got my memory back.
I remembered living with people in this church, which was then a magnificent palace, and was honored by many people there.
However, something happened that I just didn't want to remember.
When I decorated the hall with Maria, Marlen and Tivon, who always stayed by Marlen's side, as Moon and Ali wanted to get married, Marlen suddenly collapsed and spat out blood.
Shocked, Tivon ran to her, who was now lying in her own blood, and asked her to stay awake.
Meanwhile, the others who heard his call came and tried to keep the 16-year-old conscious.
Timpani tried to call the ambulance, but it didn't work.
"Damn! The line is dead!" she cursed, throwing the phone on the table.
"And now to run quickly into the village takes about 30 minutes! Until then, she doesn't pack it!" said Ali, who was already part of his tuxedo.
I stood a little behind them and saw the group desperately keeping the girl alive.
I went to Timpani and asked her what Marlen had, to which she replied that she had been suffering from a lung defect since birth and the doctors actually thought she couldn't live longer than she could only live for 1-2 years.
"However, she had survived it. At least that's what we thought!"
I clenched my hands in fists and looked at Tivon as he spoke to Marlen.
"Hold on, my darling! Please!" he pleaded, losing tears.
I saw the Rukh around Marlen slowly fade and fall to the ground.
"Tivon ... I'm sorry ... I'm so sorry ... I had ... so much for me ... desired ..."
"Psst! Save your strength! Breathe in and out. You're going to get better right away," he said, losing even more tears.
"(No, it won't. She will die in your arms, Tivon. That's what fate wanted.)" I thought and had only a bleak feeling, which I felt once before.
When Marlen coughed and breathed heavily, she opened her eyes for the last time, stroked Tivon's cheek and breathed a I will always love you.
Then many of their eyes closed and their Rukh disappeared.
"Marlen? Marlen! Wake up! Please!" he screamed, sobbing.
The others who had tried to help also sobbed.
I looked over to Timpani, who dropped big tears and slowly knelt down to Tivon.
"She is now with God. There she will wait for you," she said, looking over at me briefly.
I just don't know why, but I felt like she knew who I was.
"Timpani! If your God really gave it, he wouldn't have taken Marlen away from me!" he cried, pressing her.
"If this God really exists, then I wish my girlfriend back!"
Like a sign, I opened my eyes, walked slowly to him and asked him if he really wanted it.
"Yes! I would sacrifice my only wish for them!" he told me.
"I would sacrifice this one wish that we have, according to Timpani, for them."
Understandably, I nodded and ran to my room.
I didn't have much time, as their Rukh went more and more of this world, so I ripped open the drawer of the chest of drawers, where my bloody clothes were still, and pulled out the wooden stick in it.
With him in my right hand, I ran back to the group and asked Tivon to trust me Marlen.
He looked at me confused, as did the others, but nodded and put them in my arms when he saw my serious gaze.
I breathed deeply, closed my blue big eyes and felt a strong power rising in me.
I whispered a spell that made an eight-pointed star shine, which made me connect to the Sacred Palace.
I felt the Rukh of my friends, who looked at this event in amazement and held their hands protectively from their eyes as I called a crowd of Rukh to me.
When I felt the Rukh of Marlen near me, I opened my eyes and tapped them with my wooden stick, ordering them to return to the body, which they did.
After all Rukh had gathered again in the empty body, I evoked a regeneration spell that purified Marlen's poisoned lungs.
The others watched me and had wide open mouths that opened even further as the girl in my arms took a deep breath and breathed heavily.
"Very quiet, Marlen. You'll be better off right away," I said to her as she slowly opened her eyes and looked in my beaming eyes.
"You ... You are the God Timpani believes in ... Ala ..." she whispered and then smiled as I nodded softly.
"So ... Do you think you are the right person ...?" she asked me, to which I gave her no answer.
"Relax. I have cleaned your lungs with my magic. If the doctors didn't get it, I'll have to do it," I said.
"You'll probably have to keep your promise Tivon," I said, smiling, so she looked at me and then to Tivon, who was next to me and she smiled all the time.
Thick tears fell as I used my last magic and put them back in his arms.
All the many on each other and pressed the young girl tightly, so I just thought they had to be careful.
"I did a little emergency op! The wound will only be completely closed in a few days!" I said, and was then skeptically examined by my friends.
"Say, Ala ... Who are you really?"

Well, that was my tenth night.
I hope you liked it.

If there is anyone among you who has read the whole night, I would like to ask something ...
Was it perhaps a little too brutal and should describe the place differently or was it quite okay as I wrote it?
Please since honestly!

Here is the explanation/en:

Well, for now there is no explanation.
But if you would like to be told something because you didn't understand something, you can ask me privately or in the review, but only once please ^^

I would look forward to detailed and nice criticism. But not too nice.
After all, I want to improve where I might be bad, especially in English ^^

I hope you like it and take it into the spell of imagination ^^
I also hope that you will read the upcoming chapters or nights.
Until then, ^^
In love your MimiTenshi