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Sorry for the long wait though, I'm currently having quite a few problems privately as well as here in Fanfiction and other sites, but that shouldn't stop me from continuing to publish chapters/nights.
I hope you like the night^^
It has made quite a few changes that I have come up with over time. ^^

Well, I don't want to stop you for long and wish you a lot of fun on my eleventh night ^^

I can still remember very well how Alayna showed Sheba and me how she or Ala brought the 16-year-old girl Marlen back to the living through Tivon's wish.
We stared at the scenery in amazement before it slowly faded.
"Tell me, Alayna ... This wish of Tivon ... He said he would sacrifice his only wish to have this girl back, didn't he?" Sheba asked her, so the goddess just nodded.
"What's the point of supervision? I mean this a wish?" I asked her.
She thought for a moment and replied that every person in the universe had a single wish available.
"When my world was still relatively fresh and there were only about 50 people alive, I wrote in the sand that I grant each person a single wish. Adam and Eve, who were my first two people, revealed my message to the other man, which I then created after evolution worked for Adam."
"Evolution?" we asked her, so she thought again for a moment and explained to us what a Evolution was.
"When the dinosaurs died from the earth, because they were just violent and I then wiped them out, I thought of beings who looked in my image. I took a single Rukh from me and sent it to Earth. However, nothing came, so I continued to try for decades to transform Rukh from me into a human. At some point, Adam appeared, but he came from one of my first Rukhs, which I had sent down ... I can't explain exactly what evolution is, because I was too busy creating a being in my image," she explained, looking into the distance.
Shaking her head, she then told us how Eve, who appeared sometime later, fell in love with Adam and the two, along with other people, created humanity.
"That's when I realized that I, or rather my Rukh, don't have a gender, so I could carefree create 50 people before they started families together," she said with a laugh, which also sounded cheating.
Sighing, she then looked at the big hole where the other galaxies could be seen and whispered to herself that they no longer needed their help and that they had simply forgotten about them at some point.
Understanding, I then looked at Sheba, who looked lost into the distance.
"Please don't. It makes me dizzy!"
While Alayna just giggled, I looked at her dreary.
And I really should have a family with her, I wondered, but then I had to smile a little when a little memory flashed to me where she had already said something like that.
"In any case, I gave each person a single wish. They really could have had everything fulfilled. In the beginning, however, people didn't believe it and always wished for something arbitrary ..." she said and nodded when I said that in the course of time, they believed it after all.
"Exactly! And, even though I had killed the people in Hikarishi at the time who believed and knew about it, there was only one person who still believed it."
"And this was Timpani, since she had believed in you too!" Sheba concluded, so Alayna nodded again and illuminated the pictures again.

...

After Tivon and Caleb took Marlen to another room, where she was recovering from the emergency surgery I was doing, I sat on a pew, nervous and unsettled, fiddling with the wooden stick.
The looks of my friends, who stared at me skeptically, even slightly insecurely, made me even more nervous than I already was.
"Tell me, Ala... Who the hell are you really?" Ali and Teru asked me, examining me from top to bottom.
I swallowed a big lump as I looked into her eyes and then looked at the tips of my hair that had become long again.
Apparently, my hair grew back to its original length when I used magic or certain magic that connects me to the Holy Palace.
I looked around the group again and, recognizing their frightened looks, looked back at the floor.
The only one who hadn't looked at me that way was Timpani, who just looked at me with shining eyes.
But I didn't want to look her in the face either, so I held my wooden stick tightly in my hands and stared at him.
Afraid of what they thought of me, no longer seeing me as their friend, idolizing me or finding me abominable, I was startled when I was asked again who I am.
"I-I don't know..."
"How you don't know? Don't lie to us! You know very well who you are!" Caleb said, staring at me.
"Um... So... I'm ..."
I was so nervous and so scared that if they knew who I was, I would be turned away, so I just stuttered more.
My friends became more impatient and asked me things that I couldn't answer, because either I was afraid of their reaction and/or didn't even know it yet.
"Stop pushing him!" said Timpani, who had looked at it and then got everyone's attention, even me.
She looked at the group with an angry look, arms crossed in front of her chest and then walked towards me.
She put a hand on my shoulder and continued to look at her friends.
"He's still Ala! And that's our Ala!" she said, so that I looked up at her with wide eyes.
"It may be the case that he is something divine! However, he is and remains our friend, who had saved a friend by the way!" she said then, whereupon the others looked at each other and then back to me.
I looked at her shyly and nodded inwardly.
I decided to tell them what I just knew.
"So... You want to know who I am, don't you?" I asked them, nodding and looking at me.
I looked at the staff again, took a deep breath, and then looked at the group with a determined look.
"I can ... I can't answer all your questions because I haven't gotten my full memory back yet. However, I can tell you who I am..." I said, got up from the bench and went to the pedestal where the single chair stood and the two vesper doors.
I first looked at the shards scattered on the floor behind the throne, then looked around a bit, and then, with a light and dexterous movement of my hand, swept them together so that I attached them back to the window.
With individual parts, a picture of at least 10 people and me emerged, which stood in the center of the picture, and together made a so-called group picture appear.
I heard astonishment from my friends who looked at the pattern of the mosaic.
"... I am the God who created this world and lived in this building together with the people in the picture!"
I told them about the times when I still traveled through the world as a god without a name and was able to gradually make friends with people.
I also told them how we built the village of Hikarishi together and this church, which was once the palace of the village.
"What?! This little church used to be a magnificent palace?!" Ali asked me, so I just nodded and pointed to the throne as well as the two doors and the broken mosaic windows, which showed the origin of the village and the palace.
"The two doors there, one went deeper into the palace, where, for example, the dining room, where we had all eaten together, or the chambers of my servants and me," I said, reminiscing slightly.
I saw that my friends were smiling at me and reminiscing about the past with me.
"And on this throne, I sat, fulfilled the wishes of the people that they told me, and also received frequent visits from women who had tried to convince me to create a descendant," I said simply, so that Ali, Teru, Khan and Caleb looked at me enviously.
"Oh man! You lucky guy ..." said the four of them, with only Ali and Teru being beaten by their girlfriends.
They said they were idiots and looked away offended as the two tried to apologize.
I just looked over at them with a smile and then looked at Tivon, who asked me if I had responded to their beliefs.
I shook my head.
"Why not? They were all beautiful, weren't they?" Caleb asked me, so I remembered and said that they all looked beautiful.
"But I don't need a descendant," I said, so they stared at me confused and asked why I didn't need this.
"Well, I'm a god. I can't die," I replied.
Strangely enough, however, I felt a strange feeling deep inside, which makes me happy, sad and angry at the same time.
It's like a memory wants to show me something, but I don't want to see ...
"But your body! He's human!" said Timpani, who sat next to me the whole time.
Startled, as I was deep in my thoughts, I looked at her puzzled before shaking my head.
"Not quite. This body was created by the Rukh. He has no human soul, no feelings, and no organs. But you humans have all the things that make you age over time and die at some point," I said.
I sighed and explained that I don't know why this body feels so human and human needs like going to the toilet or eating something when I'm hungry, but then this strange feeling creeps up on me again.
Shaking my head inwardly, screaming that it should stop, I took a deep breath and exhaled again before I armed myself again to my friends.
So, a few hours of telling and answering questions passed before Ali asked me one last question that I couldn't answer.
"What would have happened to Hikarishi if you had ruled over this city?"
I looked at him first before I started into the distance.
"All I can remember is that the city was under a blood-red sky."
Suddenly, I began to tremble violently.
Suddenly, my chest filled up so heavily and then... I heard her voice...
"|All I wish for is to stay with you forever, my beloved...|"
"NO! STOP IT!" I yelled, pressing my hands to my ears and shaking my head again and again.
Frightened by my sudden action, Ali and Teru asked me who should stop what.
But I didn't answer them and continued to shake my head.
"I don't want to see this ... I don't want to hear this ... Please... leave me alone..." I whispered, crouched down and lost tears.
This feeling in me grew stronger and stronger until Timpani held me in his arms and whispered softly in my ear.
"All is well. No matter what you had to experience, it's a thing of the past. Calm down again, Ala."
When I heard this, I stared into the distance before hugging her, crying down her neck, and then slowly falling asleep in her arms.

...

The image turned black again, so Sheba and I looked at Alayna, who was staring numbly into the black.
We looked at each other before Sheba worriedly asked Alayna if she was okay.
Then staring at us, she smiled and nodded.
"Yes. I'm fine," she said, getting up from her seat to do some stretching.
Staring at us in confusion, I asked if she was okay.
"We can also stop if it gets too much or emotional for you."
"No! It's all right!"
"But the scene at the end... It has ..." Sheba wanted to say, but Alayna interrupted her.
"It's okay. I don't know what Ala felt. I'm just showing you the memories that might be important," she explained, sitting back in her seat.
"How you don't know what he felt? I thought he was you and you were him?" I asked, so Alayna giggled and said that it wasn't quite true.
Completely baffled by this answer, Sheba and I stared at her, so she explained to us that these Rukh were not hers.
"As Ala explained, this body in which he had lived did not possess a human soul, only Rukh. I, on the other hand, have a human soul. I used to have parents, but I ..." she said, then looked angrily to the side and shook her head.
"It doesn't matter now and it's far too complicated to explain to you. As I said, I'm just showing you what I've been told to do."
"Told you? Who told you to do that?" Sheba and I asked at the same time.
But to answer us, Alayna waved her index finger with a grin and said that this was secret.
So, we sighed and accepted their answer, so that they continued to see us from the memory of Ala.

...

I lay in my room and watched the Rukh above me.
A few weeks passed after this happened to me.
Luckily, the others accepted my decision not to talk to me about it and not to ask me any questions about it.
Even though I decided it, I couldn't forget it.
This feeling and ... this voice ...
It is so familiar to me and yet it makes me sad.
No matter how many times I asked the Rukh what it was, they disappeared and left me alone.
"Alas! Just forget it, Ala! This feeling only hurts ... as well as her voice ..." I said to myself, looked sadly at the Rukh and turned to the side to get some sleep.
Just as I closed my eyes, there was a soft knock on my door and when I opened it to see who else wanted to come to visit me at this time, I saw Timpani in front of me, looking on the floor in her nightgown.
I had only seen her once in these clothes and that was when I still had a high fever and screamed, whereupon she went into my room, held my hand and sang this song to me.
"Timpani? What are you doing here currently?" I asked her and let her in when she asked me if she could enter.
She headed straight for my bed and looked at it while I was looking for a candle and matches to put some light into the room.
When my room was lit up a bit, I looked at Timpani, who was still staring at my bed.
"How are you?" she asked me, so I stared at her a little puzzled and replied that I was fine.
"... And you?"
"Also."
After some time, we were both sitting on my bed, with her staring at the floor and I looking at the candle slightly nervously.
I didn't know what to say and what she wanted me to say, so I looked at her nervously.
"(Damn! She looks incredibly attractive by candlelight!)" I said in my mind, noticing that my cheeks were getting slightly warm.
When Timpani looked at me, I jerked my face to the other side and prayed that she didn't see my face.
"You're most likely still worrying about what happened a week ago, aren't you?" she asked me, so my blush disappeared and I looked at her, nodding.
"I can explain something to you ... Maybe an answer to your questions..." she said, then stared sadly at the ground.
"Really?"
She shrugged her shoulders and then looked at me again...
However, with sad eyes.
It looked like she never wanted to tell me.
Keep it to yourself and hope that this day would never come.
I thought for a moment if I really wanted an answer, if she could give it to me at all.
But then I nodded unconsciously and heard a sigh from Tampani's side.
"Okay... Everything I'm telling you now, I've done just for you. I wanted to protect you from what you were when I found you," she said, looking at me sadly.
I nodded as she asked me not to say anything while confessing to me everything that was in her heart.
So, she sighed again.
"Do you remember the day you woke up?" she asked me suddenly.
I nodded and replied that I didn't know where I was and who I was.
Looking at me briefly, she smiled, nodding, before looking away again.
"I told you that I had found you... not far away from here..."
I nodded again.
It seems to me that this happened only yesterday, when I woke up and met her.
A few months have passed since then.
"I'm also very grateful to you, Tippi," I said with a smile and wanted to take her hand, but this time I didn't dare.
Strange... what is this tingling in the stomach ...?
"I ... wasn't quite honest with you, Ala..." She then said, so I stared at her in confusion.
"How... Is that what you mean?"
Still not looking at me, she took a deep breath and apologized to me.
"I should have told you... I should have told you what I had seen..." she sobbed in her hands.
Staring at her even more confused, however, I waited for her to continue speaking.
"I was already outside at the time. In the forest that stands around here ... By the time I found you, there were berries growing that I was collecting. Near a river, I heard a couple of campers laughing, ... I thought I could convince her to join my church and went to see her," she said, and then rose from my bed.
Watching her, I suddenly felt something that frightened me.
"When I found her, there was a strong light that dazzled us. After the light lowered a bit, the campers and I looked at the light, where you then stood up and stared into the distance. People were looking at each other while I was hiding behind a tree and looking at you..."
Timpani went to the dresser and fished out my bloody clothes, as well as a black hair.
I stared at it in confusion and then froze when she told me that this black hair was mine.
I grabbed my hair and said in a trembling voice that I had blue hair after all.
Looking to the side, Timpani nodded and put my bloody clothes and the one black hair on the dresser.
"But not there ... You had jet-black hair and piercing blood-red eyes that scared me."
She sat next to me again while I looked at the dresser and continued to listen to her.
"Then, as you stared at the campers and walked slowly towards them, you started to see them with just a single ... What do I know to kill!"
Shocked by what she was trying to tell me, I stared at her with a shocked look.
"You must have sensed me and then wanted to kill me. But before you could use this power against me, you staggered around and then fell into a coma, whereupon you hit your head," she said and then shook her head when I asked her why she had saved me then, even though I had killed people in front of her eyes and wanted to kill them too.
"I didn't want it at first! I didn't want to help you at first! But something inside me told me to help you..." she said, then stared at her hands.
"Something asked you to help me even though I was about to kill you?!" I asked her, getting up from the bed in shock at myself.
She nodded and continued.
"Then, when I approached you, your hair suddenly turned slightly blue... Except for the one there. I nudged you to make sure you were unconscious before I pulled you to church," Timpani said.
I looked at her.
Only now did I notice that there were no Rukh around them ... But why?
"After I was able to drag you to the church, I tied you to the bed to make sure you didn't wake up all of a sudden and kill me. Over time, however, your appearance changed ... Your hair turned into this beautiful blue and your eyes ... It was not easy to open them a little, they also shone in this blue ..."
Timpani smiled at me, so I smiled as well and sat down with her again.
"At some point, I removed the shackles and removed the bloody clothes you were still wearing. Then I sensed that you had a high fever, so I immediately put a cool rag on your forehead. When your fever dropped a bit and I wanted to go to my room, you said something ..."
Staring at her questioningly, she looked at me and said what gave me the decision to get out of here.
"'Please stay with me... Shania* ...'"

...

Amazed that this girl confessed to the god everything she kept to herself, Sheba and I looked at Alayna, who was staring at her hands.
She smiled, albeit tormented, and whispered that this name felt cruel.
"What do you mean, Alayna?" I asked her, so that she looked at me and looked slightly sad.
"I don't know... But every time I hear that name, my chest feels so heavy."
"Was that an important person for you and Ala?" Sheba asked, staring at her, then at her hands and shrugging her shoulders.
"I don't know."
Looking at her depressedly, we then continued to look at the pictures ...

...

With a heavy chest and heavy breath, I stared at my hands.
This name ...
Why does this name seem so familiar and hurtful to me?
Timpani, who was still sitting next to me, looked at me and took my hand.
"I don't know who she was ... But the way you lost tears, I guess she was a very important person to you..." she said, and I could hear a slight jealousy as well as disappointment in her voice.
Was she ... Have you fallen in love with me?
Pushing her hand away from me, I stood up again and realized why I was walking on earth in the first place.
Whispering inside me that I had sworn to myself, I felt a hug from behind.
"Please don't go. I fell in love with you during the time we lived together," she said, hugging me tighter.
With my eyes wide open, I stared ahead, then lowered my head and replied that I didn't love her.
It was incredibly hard for me and I felt like my heart stopped beating at any moment, but ... How could she fall in love with someone who wants to kill her.
I broke away from her embrace and walked to the door.
"Please read out my room..." I said, looking drearily at the ground.
Understanding, she looked first at me and then at the ground.
I felt that her eyes were watery and I wanted to tell myself that she could wait.
"I can understand when love is broken. This has happened to me once too ..."
"It's not!"
Frightened, she stared at me and asked me what it was then.
But I continued to stare desolately at the floor and ordered her to just leave my room.
So, she walked slowly past me and wanted to try again.
But I couldn't take it anymore and pushed her out, causing her to stumble a little and fall to her knees.
Slightly startled by what I did, I stared at her and then away again before closing my door and going to the floor in my room, crying.
The next morning, I wrote a letter saying that I would disappear for a while and that they should not look for me, which fortunately for me they did not do.
So, I walked through the forest that grew around the church and looked for the place that Timpani told me.
When there was a place where four shattered tents stood, I stepped on a bone that clearly belonged to one of the people I murdered.
"Unbelievable..."
I found a few more Rukh haunting here, picked them up, apologized to them, and sent them to the great stream of Rukh.
My memories of why I came back here came back easily.
But not completely, which is why I looked for more answers.
It can't just be because I hate people, right?
No!
It was something else that made me a puppet of myself.
But I didn't know what it was and what was slowly eating me up.

So, two months passed and when I was sitting in a pub to clear my head and read a book, I met Ali and Teru by chance.
"Ala?!" they asked me, so that I looked up from the book and was happy to see old faces again.
"Dude! Where have you been for the two months?!" Teru asked me and sat down with Ali as I made some room.
"Well, I've traveled the world a bit," I said with a smile and shook my hand in gratitude when a waiter asked me if I would like to have something else to drink.
"How can you travel the world in just two months?" the orange-haired man asked me and got a nudge from the blonde, reminding him that I was a god.
He looked at him and said that he didn't need to nudge him for that, whereupon he only got another nudge from him.
Smiling at her, I said that I wasn't quite traveling the world.
"Rather through Japan. However, I only visited the big cities like Tokyo or Osaka," I said and took a sip of my drink and took the book in my hand again.
"What kind of book is this?" Ali asked me, so I opened it briefly and showed him pictures that were in the book.
"This is a legends book. Inside are ancient records as well as pictures of Hikarishi and the residents who lived there at the time. I also found a family tree of a very famous family who had lived there," I said, so Ali, who was sitting next to me, looked inside and Teru climbed halfway over the table to look inside.
When Ali had finished looking at the pictures, I gave the book to Teru, who then asked me if I was still looking for answers to how the city I had once ruled could disappear without a trace.
I nodded my head slightly and said that I had a guess how this beautiful city could disappear.
"And your guess is which?" they both asked me, so that I just investigated my glass and said that I couldn't say this.
"Why?!"
"I have my reasons ... Please understand..." I spoke.
So, they looked at each other and took my hands.
"It's okay if you don't want to explain it!" they said with a smile, so I smiled as well and asked them why they were here.
"Oh! That's right! We're on tour and wanted to make a little detour here!" said Teru with a grin.
"On tour?"
"Yes! It was hard for us to leave Tippi alone, but ... She literally kicked us out of the church..." Ali said, sipping his drink.
I looked a little sadly at mine and then looked at Teru, who deftly changed the subject.
"Um, I know you're on your own adventure right now. Nevertheless... if you ever feel like going on tour with us, then we're in these hotels," he said, then looked over at Ali and said that they must go again.
"But why? We've only just arrived here!" said the now 22-year-old to the 20-year-old.
But he grabbed him by the sleeve and pulled him out of the pub.
So, I was alone again, with a business card of a hotel.
When a few days passed after I saw Ali and Teru for the last time, I packed my things that I had bought and wanted to travel to another place where I thought I would find an answer to my questions.
But as I waited on a bus heading towards Johto, a small bus stopped in front of me.
"Tell me! Can we take you somewhere?" a familiar voice asked me.
I looked up from my book and saw Khan and the others smiling at me.
I stared at her at first and wanted to cancel with a smile.
But before I knew it, they packed my bag in the trunk and asked me to get in.
So, I just nodded and accompanied my friends through their tour, helping them to make their band more famous as well as helping me find answers to my questions.

More months passed, so that we came slowly at the end of the year.
I had stopped looking for answers at some point, even forgot the feeling I always had, as well as that name and voice, and became the lead singer of the band Magi, where Khan used to be the lead singer of the band.
Now he was singing next to me and at first, I thought he was mad at me because I had stolen his place.
But he always assured me that he was not.
At some point, I started writing letters to Timpani and apologized for how I had been to her and how I had kicked her out of my room.
Luckily for me, she wrote me back and so we told each other what we had spent during the time we went our separate ways.
She congratulated me on my success and hoped that I would return to church soon.
I promised her that I would come back someday and got a different feeling, which I had before.
Ali and Teru noticed my strange behavior and asked me what was going on.
I looked up from my food, which I was poking into all the time, and replied that I have a strange feeling in my stomach.
"A strange feeling?" they asked me, so I nodded.
"Yes! I can't eat! I can't sleep! I can't even think properly!" I said in panic and became even more panicked when Teru said that I might have a bad illness.
Frightening that I had a bad illness, I slumped in my chair and heard only a clap coming from Ali when he found out what I really had.
"Tell me, Ala. Once you've slept and then wake up in the morning, who do you think of first?" he asked me and I just looked at him confused.
Teru also looked at him confused.
"Hmm... When I wake up in the morning, the first thing that comes to mind is Timpani. But why are you asking?" I asked him, getting a joyful clap.
He jumped out of his chair and took me in his arms.
"Well, my dear! Maybe you may be a god, but your body and your Rukh have become accustomed to human life, whereupon you have caught a very typical human disease!" said Ali and waved his finger.
Teru and I looked at him and asked at the same time what I had, whereupon the blonde just looked at him drearily and said that he had this disease once, whereupon the brunette just stared at him questioningly.
"Our dear God here has the love disease! He's in love with our Tippi!" he said, whereupon Teru jumped up to me and congratulated me while I was still trying to understand what I had just been told.
I'm supposed to have fallen in love with Timpani?
Never in my life!
I swore to myself that I would never fall in love with a human being again.
I love every person equally and I explained this to the guys immediately.
"Oh, Ala! You're fooling yourself with something that's not true at all! If you suppress these feelings, they will eventually get worse," Ali said, whereupon Teru nodded in agreement and said that I had to listen to them.
Staring at her questioningly, I then stared at my food and wondered if I had really fallen in love with Timpani.
"(Can it really be that I fell in love with her? No! Someone else deserves it more than I do...)" I said, and then looked over at the person who deserves Tampani's love more.
So, a few days passed, so we celebrated New Year's Eve in a small pub somewhere in Kyoto.
While the boys were already getting drunk, I sat at a table and read the letter Timpani sent me.

|Happy birthday belatedly and Merry Christmas 3
You may be wondering when your birthday was. Well! Since you don't have one, but you are a friend to me as well as a human being, I make December 8th your birthday. Unfortunately, I don't know how old you have become. But since you look like 15 to us, you are now a 16-year-old. Please come back here quickly so that we can celebrate a happy birthday for you ^^
With love Koura Timpani Pixl|

I smiled as I read this letter again, and I felt such a comforting feeling in me that I could no longer hide.
This girl was special to me and I was always as happy as a little child when I got a letter from her.
By the way, she had written to me in a letter what her full name was and that she only called herself Timpani, in honor of her mother, who had protected her from her violent father.
I looked out and saw a few fireworks rising, so I snuck outside and looked at the bright colors on the roof.
"Was that getting too much for you down there, little one?" Khan asked me, who quietly crept up behind me and then sat next to me.
I nodded, smiling, and looked up at the sky again, where another firecracker exploded.
"This is the first time I've seen something like this up close," I said, pulling my legs close to me so that I could rest my chin on my knees.
"Really? But you've been living in this world for quite a while," he said and took a sip from his beer bottle.
I don't remember why, but at first, I kind of felt like he was going to hate me.
How stupid of me!
"Yes. But I was either always in the palace or where I couldn't see it," I said, so Khan just nodded in understanding.
He took another sip of the beer before saying anything to me.
"You know, Ala? When I met you back then, I really thought you were a woman! But when it turned out that you were a guy, I was pretty pissed off at you, because you read me standing there like the last sucker!" he said suddenly, so that I stared at him forgiving.
Sensing my gaze, he pushed me lightly and grabbed my jacket as I almost fell off the roof.
He laughed and put his arm over my shoulder.
"But since you joined our band, you brought light into it, so I slowly understood why the guys appreciate and like you so much! They don't see you as a god, but as a part of our band! And... for me, you're even part of my family..." he then meekly said and looked away from me with a red face when I looked at him with widened eyes.
"Really?" I asked him, feeling such a breathtaking sensation in my chest that I couldn't explain.
"Yes. I'm serious. I see you as a little brother whom I can tease and ... I also know that you think I'm in love with the old witch. That's full of nonsense!" he said, staring at me angrily.
"I don't know how you even come up with the claim, but it's not true! She is like a little sister to me, whom I like to tease ..."
"But your Rukh ..."
"Whatever my Rukh say to you is just not true. I fell in love with her for a short time. But since she ran after someone else, I gave it up and now I'm just single, which is cool!" Khan said with a grin and then said to me that I'd better stay single too.
I just smiled when he told me to take good care of Timpani and never hurt her, otherwise he would come and beat me up.
When we heard the voices of the others behind us, we looked up at them and then watched the breathtaking fireworks together.
Kahn and Ali argued for something Ali had supposedly done, Teru laughingly watched the spectacle and was dragged into it, Tivon and Caleb had a competition together to see who could drink the most bottles, with the others then joining in and betting.
As I looked at all this, I looked at my hands resting on my lap and felt tears fall down my cheeks.
How stupid I am!
All this time I was trying to figure out who I was to the people.
Whether protector or monster, but never realized that I was for people, what was much more important.
I was not a god and protector to them.
I was a precious friend and family to them and ... It felt incredibly beautiful.
When my friends noticed that I was lost in thought, they nudged me and bet me that I wouldn't get a single bottle down, so I wiped away the tears and joined them grinning.
I wished that this would never be destroyed here.
But unfortunately, I didn't know at the time that in a few months all this would be taken away from me again.

Well, that was my eleventh night.
I hope you liked it and gave you suspense, harmony and humour. Especially humor ^^

Here is the explanation:

Shania = By the way, that's how it's pronounced
Scha neya

But if you would like to be told something because you didn't understand something, you can ask me privately or in the review, but only once please ^^

I would look forward to detailed and nice criticism. But not too nice.
After all, I want to improve where I might be bad ^^

I hope you like it and take it into the spell of imagination ^^
I also hope that you will read the upcoming chapters or nights.
Until then, ^^
In love your MimiTenshi