"… …"
Finally, Fu Qiuning decided to laugh first before saying, "This humble woman doesn't have any Jinchuang ointment here, what kind of healing do you seek? Feng'er and Jiao'er will be back later, so this humble woman shall get dinner started soon."
Jin Fengju smiled and said, Nothing would heal me better than having you move into Elegant Mansion. Even if Elder Sister scolds me eight or ten times, they can all be treated like a passing breeze."
Fu Qiuning paused. Then, she said, "I supposed it is in your nature to treat unfavoured words from women like passing breezes."
Jin Fengju gritted his teeth, he had miss-stepped with that joke, causing Fu Qiuning to doubt his sincerity again. His heart itched with tenderness and pain, wondering when Fu Qiuning would finally let go of what was clearly a youthful mistake on his part. Why couldn't she just forgive him? Surely everything would be right in the world so long as she forgives him?
The next day, nothing much happened at morning court, so he was able to return home early. He made a stop at Health & Longevity Court and found Old Madam's place filled with people. The women of the household were all there, and so were the Feng sisters and his cousin who were seated around Jin Yanfang.
Thus, after greeting Old Madam Jin, he then greeted his mother and elder sister.
Jin Yanqiu looked at her younger brother with disdain, recalling how he tried to intercede on her husband's behalf, and could not help the cold snort that exploded from her nose. The loud noise caused everyone to freeze.
The Princess Consort is displeased!
What do we do?!
Eyes swung over to Jiang Wanying, who had always been the reliable person to come out and fix things as the occasion needed. However, in that instant, Jiang Wanying was also frozen in place. Her body recalled the hard scolding from just yesterday, paralysing her vocal cords.
Finally, with a service industry smile, Fu Qiuning said to the general room, "Shall we have a hotpot tonight? Sister-in-law has sent me some sauces made by restaurant chefs. I trust they should be many times better than my humble creation."
Taking her cue, the Old Madam laughed and said, "Indeed, that is a wonderful plan. Everyone must eat at my place tonight. Wan Girl mentioned that the estate had just received fresh venison and roe dear meat this morning. Let us have these with the new sauce as hotpot tonight."
And just like that, the tension was smoothed out.
Right then, aside from the old brothers, Jin Yu and Jin Shu, Jin Fengju was the only significant man of his generation, therefore, Old Madam Jin had no one else but Jin Fengju to shower her affection upon. Thus, she refused to let him leave. Helpless to deny the [b2] manipulative old lady anything, Jin Fengju agreed.
Still, he managed to arrange it so that he was seated next to Fu Qiuning and made sure to furtively whisper about how he had made special arrangements for some rose bushes to be planted at Elegant Mansion. He was still speaking when the maid outside called, "Second Master, Chief Steward Jin is here. "
Following this, they heard Jin Ming call out, "Master, quickly come and change clothes. Eunuch Qin has come to pass on His Majesty's words. Master has been summoned to the palace immediately."
Everyone stood up. Old Madam Jin sat up very straight and she called out, "Did he say what it was about?"
"This servant doesn't know. This servant heard from Eunuch Qin that His Majesty was very angry. Perhaps an official has caused trouble and angered His Majesty again?"
At that, Jin Fengju cast a glance in Jin Yanqiu's direction.
At the sudden look from her much respected and capable younger brother, Jin Yanqiu's heart suddenly went 'thump' and she returned the glance with a fierce glare. However, when Jin Fengju merely walked out quickly with a troubled frown, a sense of unease wrapped itself around her heart. She thought of distracting herself by chatting with Madam Jiang, Jin Yanfang and the rest of the ladies. However, in her distracted state, she could barely answer three or four questions out of ten.
With Jin Fengju's current status and position in court, being summoned to face the emperor was not something unique. However, thanks to Prince Rong's blunder and the Princess Consort's stubbornness, everyone within the estate had this sinking feeling in their hearts, as though a large boulder was weighing on their chests.
Even Madam Jiang had ventured forward to advise her daughter for a time. As for Old Master Jin, due to her status as Princess Consort, he could not say anything directly to her and could only have Madam Jiang convey his intent. Even so, due to Jin Yanqiu's noble status, she dare not speak too obviously and could only retreat without achieving anything.
With the atmosphere rapidly cooling off, the more astute people left first, followed by others, leaving the Health & Longevity Court empty.
As Fu Qiuning, Yu Jie and Jian Feng made their way towards Night Breeze Pavilion, they happened to see Elegant Mansion. Fu Qiuning eyed the courtyard walls for a moment before saying, "Let's have a look. I want to see the Thorny Rose flowers again."
Yu Jie was naturally shocked, but she hurriedly trotted after Fu Qiuning into Elegant Mansion. Sure enough, several clusters of Thorny Roses were blooming brightly in the courtyard. The walls were literally covered in them too. When a light breeze picked up, the entire courtyard was resplendent with the unique fragrance of roses.
Fu Qiuning looked at the Thorny Roses silently: Well, looks like this is the result of the information purchased from my 'loyal' maid Yu Jie. Should I be flattered that the most respected and sought-after (married with concubines and kids) man values my opinion so much?
She was still staring at the roses when an old matron came running out of a small unknown building. The woman beamed as she saluted Fu Qiuning, her smile very wide as she said ingratiatingly, "Greetings, Second Madam Ning. Why is Second Madam Ning here? Is Madam moving in?"
Fu Qiuning stared at her until the beaming smile faltered, "Why would I be moving here?"
The matron froze and said in confusion, "Master ordered people to plant Thorny Roses into this courtyard, saying that Madam likes them very much. Therefore, this maid thought that, that if Second Madam really like them, shouldn't they be planted at Night Breeze Pavilion? Why here instead?"
Fu Qiuning was silent for a long time before she said quietly, "You are saying that the Young Marquis instructed for these roses to be planted here?"
"Isn't it so?" the matron grinned again. "When the Thorny Roses were first brought in yesterday, the Young Marquis himself came to look at them and say they bloomed very well. However, when they were first transplanted, some of the vines looked a little droopy. This servant even thought they would not survive. After all, there's a saying that goes 'a shifted man lives, a shifted tree dies"' , ah. This maid did not expect the Thorny Roses to perk up so quickly. Madam, look, see how beautifully the flowers are blooming. This maid has just sprinkled water on the petals, and it has not dried out yet."
Fu Qiuning nodded absently. Then asked, "You take care of the chores around here?"
The matron nodded and said, "Yes, ever since the unmarried maidens have been living in this garden, every courtyard has been assigned with people. Even the courtyards without anyone living in them have been assigned at least one person to take care of them. This old maid has been assigned to Elegant Mansion, when is Second Madam moving in? This place is close to the garden gate and Health & Longevity Court is right outside.
In other words, it is not too different from living in the inner court, but this place is much quieter and more peaceful. How could Night Breeze Pavilion be compared to this place? That terrible place was where the Old Marquis' concubine lived. After that incident, many people called it inauspicious."
Fu Qiuning stared at the grinning and impertinent servant for a long time. She thought: So, you have also recruited the servants to speak on your behalf as well. I wonder, did you pay her two leaves of gold too? Just look at her enthusiasm. Even her arguments are practically the same as yours, word for word.
She gave the Thorny Roses one final look before turning around, abandoning the grinning old maid with a curt, "We're leaving," to Yu Jie and Jian Feng.
She made her way directly towards Night Breeze Pavilion.
Fu Qiuning managed to maintain her serenity most of the day, even with random news about Jin Fengju's unfortunate situation at court coming in to bug her at random moments.
She had no idea why these people were bringing news about this matter to her… wait, considering how public the Princess Consort's temper tantrum was and its possible consequences… could it be that the Young Marquis had decided that the whole case between Prince-thinking-with-his-third-leg-Rong and Princess-throwing-a-tantrum-Consort was a lost cause and tried to seek some benefit for himself by making her feel oh-so-sorry for him?
She was still pondering over these thoughts when one of the servants, Cai Feng, sidled up to report, "The Young Marquis has returned. Chief Steward Jin informed me that Prince Rong received a scolding from Prince Lie. His Majesty was also incensed, and the Young Marquis also received a scolding. Oh, and the Young Marquis is at the study right this moment!"
Fu Qiuning frowned, she thought: And just what do you expect me to do?
Yu Jie suddenly appeared with a food box, "M-madam… perhaps you should visit the Master…"
Fu Qiuning quirked up an eyebrow. She looked outside and said, "It's almost dark, Feng'er and Jiao'er will be back soon. Why should I go? If he's really in need of consolation, he knows the way. He has made it safely by himself all this time."
Next, it was Aunt Yu who ventured to say, "Perhaps the Master really needs comfort at the moment…"
Fu Qiuning looked up to see the faces of the earnest servants staring at her and knew that she had lost their loyalty. She gave a bitter smile and said, "Look at all of you. How dare any of you call yourself my servant? Indeed, the one who pays your salary is your master, and I have no money of my own. So why should I expect to receive your loyalty?"
Frightened, the maids and servants throw themselves at her feet and began to protest their innocence. However, she had had enough. "Since all of you wish me to see your true master, who am I but a servant as well? Let us go." Thus, she snatched up the food box and stormed out. Just before leaving, she pointed at Cai Feng, "You, since you know this place so well, lead the way to your Master's study."
Cai Feng stuttered, but dared not say anything else to Fu Qiuning as he scurried ahead, only belatedly remembering to offer to take the food box from her when they were already out of the courtyard gate.
They walked for a good quarter of an hour before they reached what was presumably Jin Fengju's study. It must have been so, since Jin Ming was standing at the door. Aloud, she said, "No wonder Lord Husband complains that I live too far, he must find it inconvenient to come to my place."
Jin Ming jumped. However, when he saw it was her, his face immediately lit up in joy.
He scuttled over to smile and say in a low voice, "Master is in a bad mood. Prince Rong has caused a lot of trouble this time, and he just went to Princess Consort's place. The two siblings butted heads and quarrelled. Master came back with a sullen face, and now even this servant has been scolded several times. Madam, quickly go inside. When he sees you, I think that Master's feelings might be a little relieved."
Fu Qiuning stared down at this clever steward. Then, she snatched the food box and stormed into the study. Jin Fengju was fiercely pushing books off his desk, furiously demanding, "Didn't I say you were not allowed to enter? Who is…" before he could finish, he looked up and saw that it was Qiuning.
Expressionlessly Fu Qiuning placed the food box on the newly cleared table with a thump and said, "I know when I'm not wanted." Then, she turned to leave.
"Wait! Wait, wait, wait!" He suddenly leapt over and grabbed her hands. "No, no, indeed, my Qiuning is always welcome. It's just, ah,"
Here, he sighed deeply and launched into his opening lines, "A thousand different operations, a handful of yellow sand. Elder Sister still argues with me, but she doesn't even know just how much is at stake."
"Indeed, Elder Sister is short-sighted," she recited dutifully.
"It is most terrible! Prince Rong is likely to follow in the steps of Prince Hong over this matter and be removed as a crown prince candidate. Though all he did was tease a courtesan, the emperor values a person's moral character the most. This current generation's emperor has an unmatched mind and great pride in his self-control.
Indeed, looking at the emperor's 46 years on the throne, there were many major events where, if not for holding back a moment of anger, the results may not have been so perfect. Though Brother-in-law being interested in courtesans is a small matter, if the emperor sees it as an inability to control a momentary desire, he may deem it as an inability to be trusted with large matters. Qiuning, this would be most terrible!"
Fu Qiuning put a hand over her mouth, the one not being dramatically held by Jin Fengju, and said, "Indeed, what a shock. How terrible."
Jin Fengju's eyes flashed sternly. He coldly sneered and declared, "There must be a spy from Prince Lie's faction within this estate! Still, no matter what, it is still Elder Sister's capriciousness that aggravated this entire matter. To openly come to the estate without even attempting to cover up her anger, even a three-year-old would know that she and Brother-in-law had a disagreement!
Since Prince Lie is such a careful person, he would definitely investigate such an unexpected action. As for Brother-in-law, he left too many traces back when he dallied with the courtesan. Before I could even come up with a way to take care of the matter, investigators had come in and left no stone unturned and submitted a memorial to the emperor immediately!"
At the end of the emotional speech, Fu Qiuning had to resist the urge to clap. Woah, incredible, much wow.
Instead, she said, "I supposed it's best to think of a way to deal with the problem."
Jin Fengju began to stomp around the room, looking irritated as he declared, "Of course, I know this! His Majesty is truly angry, and my brother-in-law is clearly in the wrong!" He panted a few times, obviously tired out from his dramatic performance. Spotting the food box, he suddenly smiled and said, "Did you make this? I haven't had dinner yet." He opened the box and stuffed something into his mouth. He chewed the food and beamed at Fu Qiuning, "It's delicious."
Fu Qiuning waited until he had cleared off half the contents before saying, "You'll have to thank Yu Jie for packing that."
Jin Fengju froze for a moment before beaming again, "You have trained your maids well."
Not as well as you have, thought Fu Qiuning. Out loud, she said, "Lord Husband's appetite appears to be quite good. Perhaps we should have the kitchen send in more food."
"Cough, ahem, that is…"
Fu Qiuning raised her voice and yelled, "Jin Ming, go to the kitchen and see if there are any dishes they could heat up. Your master is hungry!"
"… R-right away Madam!"
As Jin Ming's footsteps faded away, Fu Qiuning stared outside, contemplating what to do next.
Dinner passed by silently. They were served by Cai Lian and Bi Yu while Jin Ming stood at attention nearby. When dinner was over, Fu Qiuning stood up and said, "It's about time for me to return. The twins would be back by now, I should check on them."
"Wait! It's dark now and the road is treacherous. You can stay here, Cai Lian and Bi Yu will serve you," Jin Fengju said a little desperately as he grasped her sleeves.
Fu Qiuning raised her eyebrows. "It is a mere quarter of an hour's walk, Jin Ming can make himself useful and lead the way. If you're truly worried, the maids Cai Lian and Bi Yu can light the way with lanterns."
"I, that is, it would help me greatly if you could stay here and be my confidante. I would appreciate your wisdom."
Fu Qiuning looked at the pleading man making wet eyes at her. Even the twins never tried this sad puppy tactic with her. Should she be impressed by how low he would stoop to force her into this farce?
Considering the lengths he would go through to make her stay, if she left then, it could have a negative impact on their relationship. For now, she still has the upper hand, he was willing to play the fool to eat the tiger, so to speak. If she abandoned him then and insisted on going back, who knows what kind of tricks he would pull next? The servants had all been bribed to his side, even her so-called loyal maids. The children would be next. It's one thing if he bribes them to follow him, but what if he suddenly decided to threaten the twins' lives like a crazy yandere?
After pondering over her options, Fu Qiuning sat down again. No, it was not advisable to leave when all the elements were against her. She could potentially lose a lot of things, perhaps be locked up in a windowless room in the name of 'protection'. Just how many forceful CEO stories had she read? Jin Fengju was starting to exude a similar aura to those weird characters. It was best not to tip him over to that side.
Seeing that Fu Qiuning had sat down, Jin Fengju smiled, happily pinched her cheek, and made to kiss her. To distract him, she said, "Are you planning to make use of Prince Hong?"
Jin Fengju paused. Then he grinned and planted a kiss right on her cheek and declared, "I know I cannot hide anything from you. Since you are so clever, how about guessing what method I plan to use?"
Fu Qiuning shrugged, "Not the specifics, but the only thing you can do now is muddy the waters, drag Prince Hong into the mud as well and rouse His Majesty's displeasure and suspicion on all the eligible princes."
Jin Fengju looked at her with admiration. He stroked her hair and said emotionally, "What a pity that my Qiuning was born a woman. If you have been born a man, I dare say you will also be a great pillar of society."
Fu Qiuning look straight at Jin Fengju and said, "Indeed, it is a great pity."
Jin Fengju coughed, and said, "Well, ahem, this is the general plan." Then, he launched into a detailed explanation of his plan, which he insisted on whispering into Fu Qiuning's ear despite the lack of other people in the room.
It was really uncomfortable, but she had to put up with his dramatics and need for PDA. After he was done speaking, she dutifully declared, "How clever! But, wouldn't it make Sister Fang and the rest of the ladies uncomfortable?"
Jin Fengju shook his head and sighed, "This is not the time to concern ourselves over such things. No matter what rumours are brewing outside, so long as we treat them well, it should be fine."
Fu Qiuning nodded absently.
When he did not elaborate, she coughed, wondering if he needed more encouragement. When meaningful coughs did not elicit further speeches, she considered her options and decided it was in her best interest to go ahead and say, "Lord Husband, I have one small suggestion. It may not resolve the matter entirely, but it may help the emperor be a little more understanding of Prince Rong's situation and reduce his anger a little."
While she had resolved to stay out of the situation as best she could, how could she not voice an obvious solution to this problem? In fact, it was entirely possible that this silence may be deliberately made to make her voice her opinion.
"Oh? Let us hear it,"
Jin Fengju beamed at his wife. His heart swelled with love as he listened to Fu Qiuning. To hear her actively contribute to the well-being of the estate made him feel as though his wife had truly forgiven him for what he had done in the past. That she had finally considered herself his wife and a daughter-in-law of the Jing Dukedom. This was a most wonderful and encouraging phenomenon.
After Fu Qiuning was done speaking, Jin Fengju naturally could not help but nod enthusiastically and said, "En, en, that is a wonderful idea. Indeed, let us do it that way."
"… …" Jin Fengju was beaming toothily at her. It was oddly creepy. He was also touching her a lot. The man had probably deluded himself into thinking that she had forgiven him or something. To avoid any more interaction, she declared that she was tired and they went to bed. He did not initiate sex that night, but it was almost as bad being hugged all night by the man. Fortunately, she was so mentally exhausted that she fell asleep almost immediately.
The next day, Fu Qiuning woke up alone.
Jin Fengju had obviously gone to morning court.
She sat up, wondering what to do next when two maids hurried in. It was Cai Lian and Biyu, Jin Fengju's maids slash sex partners who look after the study. What a joy to be born a rich man in this era, thought Fu Qiuning ironically.
They hurried over with a basin and other washing up things with beaming smiles, "The Master warned us not to wake Madam, saying that you had a late night. That we should only serve Madam when you have woken up." Their status as Jin Fengju's bedroom maids meant that they were socially higher than normal maids and did not have to address themselves as 'this maid' or 'this servant'.
"En," said Fu Qiuning. What else could she say to her husband's personal prostitutes?
After washing her face, she sat down before the mirror, surrendering herself to the routine of being waited upon. Cai Lian, who was combing her hair, remarked, "Why are there so few accessories in Madam's hair? Did the Master not bestow any for you? Even if Madam did not like to dress up, you must still wear one or two. Otherwise, wouldn't those shallow-minded people look down on you? Furthermore, it is best to take steps to take care of ourselves. The Master is a brilliant person with a bright future. Who knows how many so-called talented ladies from famous families are eyeing him eagerly as we speak."
Then, she turned to Biyu to say, "Just last month, Master bestowed an eastern pearl buyao to me. It is so precious, that I could not bear to wear it. Madam ought to put it on first." As though waiting for this signal, Biyu immediately showed the shiny buyao decorated with large eastern pearls to her. Cai Lian beamed as she inserted the buyao into Fu Qiuning's hair, taking care to say, "Do not worry, Madam. No one but us has laid eyes on this buyao. No one will know that it is mine."
Fu Qiuning studied the image of Cai Lian through the mirror. Of all the women in Jin Fengju's harem, these two bedroom maids have the lowest status. That they could hang around until now meant that they have some measure of cleverness and discretion to keep Jin Fengju's attention but not attract the attention of any of his higher-status bedmates. Just now, Cai Lian's complimentary words hid a warning for her to be vigilant about keeping Jin Fengju's attention on herself. The last thing these two wanted was more women added to the harem. After all, so long as Jin Fengju did not tack on more women in, they could still hope for a little sexy time with him.
As for lending this buyao to her, the odds of this being some sort of trap were low. Cai Lian was probably purchasing a little favour from Fu Qiuning, currently the most favoured
chicken in Jin Fengju's henhouse. Also, bedroom maid 1 may be showing off how favoured she was, just look at that lustre on that pearl. That's a top-notch item for an old bedroom maid, so it made sense for her to show off a little. Perhaps she is hoping that by sharing this valuable accessory with her new best friend Fu Qiuning, Jin Fengju would suddenly see her in a new light and decided that hey, he wants to bang his side chicks too. Failing that, they could still receive nice gifts from him, so this was a win-win move for her.
Fu Qiuning accepted the buyao with some sympathy for this clever woman. What a pity that she is stuck here in this dead-end place as a bedroom maid. She might have become a manager or a supervisor if she had been born in the modern era. Instead, she is stuck here sucking up to higher-status chickens, hoping all the while that Jin Fengju would deign to point his crotch at her. Fu Qiuning sincerely wished her luck, although unless and until Jin Fengju decided to drop his devoted lover act with his current obsession, all the scheming in the world would only end in vain. It was probably better to be more like Biyu, quiet, obedient, not too bright or demanding and floating blissfully along the river of life.
Once she was properly decorated and accessorised, Fu Qiuning left the study. The sun was already high in the sky. Jin Changfeng and Jin Changjiao should be at school by now, so there was no reason for her to hurry. It was now late spring, and most of the flowers had fallen off. Even so, Yong Cui Garden blooms gorgeously with carefully tended, everlasting flowers. The addition of pavilions, small bridges and flowing streams, each step brought a different scenery to the eyes. It was all very pleasant.
As she strolled along one path, she suddenly caught sight of a person standing by one of the larger pools. Fu Qiuning squinted and saw that it looked like Jin Yanqiu, Princess Consort and the source of Jin Fengju's current headache.
She thought: Goodness, is the Princess Consort thinking about jumping into the pool? Please don't, at least, don't do it in front of me. Can I still turn around and not be implicated? Is it too late?
While she was dithering, the Princess Consort suddenly turned around. The wary expression on the princess's face transformed into surprise. Clearly, the princess was sharp enough to realise someone was watching from behind, but did not expect it to be Fu Qiuning.
"So, it is you," Jin Yanqiu sneered.
Fu Qiuning blinked. It was then that she recalled how this grand Princess Consort had reduced Jiang Wanying to tears and thought herself above speaking to people of lower status.
In short, an utter snob. In layman's term, a total jerkface and asshole. Fun. Wonderful. She couldn't wait to be insulted.
However, etiquette had to be observed and Fu Qiuning came forward to salute the Princess Consort ceremoniously, "Thus humble woman greets the Princess Consort."
Princess Consort Rong stared at the woman greeting her.
There was a smile on Fu Qiuning's face, but it was neither cringing nor flattering. She recalled how Jin Fengju had praised this woman to high heaven. This former abandoned woman had suddenly turned the tides on fate and became Jin Fengju's official wife for real. Disgust filled her heart, as well as a little curiosity.
These past few days, nearly everyone within the estate, including Jin Yanfang had run over to speak to her, trying to persuade her. Eventually, the persuasion had turned to blame. Her beloved younger brother may have tried to restrain his tone, but she could tell that he blamed her for the current situation they were in. Even the Old Madam had used the same tone to speak with her.
Thus far, only this Fu Qiuning had not run over to blame or coax her. Was she going to do that now?
So, you see me here, did you come over to persuade me on Fengju's behalf?" With a cold laugh, Jin Yanqiu slowly walked forward while probing Fu Qiuning with a question.
"Princess Consort's words are odd. Princess Consort and Young Marquis are both extremely intelligent people, so what things cannot be seen through? Even if my heart carries some ulterior intention, this humble woman just can't think of any, is there that Princess Consort needs to be persuaded on?" Fu Qiuning showed a small smile and slowly followed Princess Consort Rong's footsteps.
"Don't stump me with those words, don't think I don't know what's in your heart. With such a heaven-shaking matter happening, would you, who is Fengju's bedmate, not know?" Jin Yanqiu suddenly stopped walking and turned back to give Fu Qiuning a vicious look, then slowly started walking towards the pavilion in front of her again.
"So, Princess Consort is talking about this matter. This matter has nothing to do with this humble woman, so this humble woman cannot be responsible for persuasion. Moreover, didn't you already have an idea in your mind? It is useless to persuade. If so, why bother with words and provoke unhappiness with Princess Consort?" Compared to Jin Yanqiu's irritation, Fu Qiuning was neither rushed nor sluggish, as dull as still water.
"Hmph …" Jin Yanqiu coldly laughed again, slowly walking up the steps of the pavilion and faintly said, "Your words are also clearly blaming me for not understanding priorities, being capricious and presumptuous. Do not think I am oblivious to it. " She finished, then sat down on the wood pile in the pavilion.
When Fu Qiuning saw this act of hers, she knew that all her calmness was only on the surface. In fact, her heart was already in chaos, otherwise, with the most important status of Princess Consort, how could she not even spare a glance and directly sat her butt down on the wood pile? She did not even care whether there was dust on it or not, nor cared that the wood pile was hard and uncomfortable.
She breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that it was good that the Princess Consort's heart was in chaos, so this work would be doable. So, she also slowly sat down and said, "this humble woman swears to Heaven that she had no such intention. Why did Princess Consort say such things? Could it be that Princess Consort is actually thinking this way in your own heart, and so this is the reason for suspecting of this humble woman?"
Jin Yanqiu was shocked and horrified, thinking: What? Could it be that my heart also holds this way of thought? No, it is impossible.
She slapped the table fiercely and growled angrily, "How could I have such thoughts? The person in the wrong is not me, and the person who kept committing mistakes, again and again, is also not me. Such a noble crown prince's estate actually has to tolerate marrying in a courtesan. I even have to call her 'Sister' and also tolerate her child calling me 'Royal Mother'. Why should I put up with this anger? Why should I compromise on this matter? Tell me, just tell me a single reason. The Three Obediences and Four Virtues must also have boundaries. Does the Prince not know restraint? Do I have to accept other women into the estate, no matter what they are?"
Fu Qiuning's eyes gleamed energetically as she watched Princess Consort Rong. After quite a while, when her emotions had calmed down a little, only then did she say in a deep voice, "I know that this humble woman is of low birth and is not worthy of entering Princess Consort's gaze, but since Princess Consort has said these words today, this humble woman has a few words to offer from the bottom of her heart. Would Princess Consort like to listen to them?"
"Speak." Jin Yanqiu sneered, secretly thinking: Is there any other insufferable thing? In the past two days, all the women in the family have said something from the bottom of their hearts in front of me. Do I even fear listening to more "words from the bottom of their hearts" that hide more blame again?
"From this humble woman's point of view, Princess Consort, as a woman, as a wife, even if you are a princess consort, you have done nothing wrong with this matter. However, in this humble woman's eyes, people are no different, whether from high or low status, rich or poor. Therefore, if it were up to this humble woman, not to mention whatever courtesan, even if it were a golden princess from a dukedom, a regular princess or a county princess, this humble woman would still not allow them to step through the doorway and steal her husband."
Princess Consort Rong was stunned, never expecting Fu Qiuning's thoughts would be even more out of line than her own. In her surprise, she could not help but blurt out, "You have a big mouth, if… if these thoughts are found out by other people, that would be terrible. Is it possible that you have never read the female precepts or undergone female training? Do you not know that jealousy is one of the Seven Divorcing Offences?"
Fu Qiuning nodded and said, "Princess Consort is right, so this humble woman will only empathise with Princess Consort's actions in her heart. Even if this humble woman has a hundred unwillingness in her heart, isn't she still able to put up with Fengju having other wives and concubines now? Princess Consort must be thinking, just how noble is the Young Marquis's status? How can an ordinary woman like me monopolise it? Today, if the one Prince Rong courted was not a courtesan, I believe that Princess Consort would also not be so unforgiving. But then, Princess Consort, ask yourself, even if it really was not a courtesan, but a golden princess from a dukedom, would your heart feel pleasant?"
These words were like hammers crazily knocking on Jin Yanqiu's heart, causing her heart to tremble uncontrollably. She usually only dared to think these kinds of words in her own mind, never daring to say them out loud, because she knew that women in that world were bound by the three obediences and four virtues. No matter how ruthless the plots were, her mouth was only graced by some meaningless words, fearing it so much that she did not even dare think of such a violation of women's virtue as 'jealousy'. However, she never expected that these thoughts of hers, which were never intended to be known by anyone, were actually echoed that day by Fu Qiuning.
"You… what exactly do you want to say?" Jin Yanqiu coughed and moved her sight away. Fu Qiuning knew that she had finally created a crack in her heart's defences, and it was now the time to pursue victory. So, with a slight smile, she said, "this humble woman wants to say that there is nothing wrong with jealousy, because when you care about the fact that he likes her, only then will jealousy be born. Otherwise, caring about him would be as if you were caring about a passer-by, why would how many people he marries have anything to do with you? Jealousy is just a form of love, but it is so hateful that for their own selfish desires, men have made this out to be one of the seven divorcing offences. They can have three wives and four concubines, yet they want the woman to only have them as their only one until the end.
In the brothel, because of a single courtesan, they become jealous and even resort to throwing hands, yet they do not allow the women at home to be jealous because of their husbands. Men are humans, women are also humans, but the myriad rules of this world do not treat women as humans…"
"This… do you know how bold your words are? If word about this spreads, would you even want to keep your life?" Jin Yanqiu did not wait for Fu Qiuning to finish before silencing her with a low voice. Anxiously looking around and seeing no one, only then did she relax a little, continuing with a heavy heart and solemn words, "I will pretend not to have heard these words that were said in front of me today. In the future, never say this in front of others."
Fu Qiuning's words were indeed shocking in that world's period. However, she was sure that these words would definitely be said in Jin Yanqiu's heart, but because the other party was from a noble background, and a very opinionated woman in her actions, even if such a woman had to comply with the rules that were unfair to women on the surface, her heart would certainly carry a bitter hatred. Only, most of the world's women had been poisoned by the feudal way of thought, thinking that these rules were what they should follow, never daring to raise even a little question in their hearts. And so, noble as Princess Consort Rong was, she could only bury these ideas deep in her heart, never daring to let even a hint of it slip out. That day, hearing the same being echoed by another person, she would naturally be shocked, and might even recognise her as a confidante.
Fu Qiuning was a transmigrated soul from the modern era and knew that to persuade a woman like Jin Yanqiu, she must not go in through the direct route, but instead, acquire her approval first in her heart, then slowly let her analyze the pros and cons, then finally let her make her own decision. Now, seeing that Jin Yanqiu not only did not reprimand her strictly but also said such a thing, she let out a sigh of relief in her heart, knowing that she had won the bet, that her speculation was indeed in line with Jin Yanqiu's psychology.
So, she pretended to hang her head in gloom and said, "Yes, such an idea not only cannot be acted upon, even if it was merely being said, it would be a treacherous crime. I hate that the world has long been in the hands of men. I hate the fact that we were born as women. Therefore, when Princess Consort just said that I blamed Princess Consort for not knowing your priorities and being capricious, I felt really aggrieved. In this humble woman's mind, what Princess Consort did was just the normal behaviour of a woman, so why would it be treated as not knowing priorities and being capricious?"
Jin Yanqiu looked at Fu Qiuning, her pair of soulful, beautiful eyes flooded with tears, only feeling this bitterness in her heart. Finally, there was a that could understand and sympathise with her. Not wanting to shed tears in front of Fu Qiuning, she turned her head and choked out, "Unfortunately, what is the use of your point of view? Apart from you, who else in this estate does not treat me as a sinner?"
Fu Qiuning's heart was mournful. Although she was here to persuade Jin Yanqiu, how could her heart not feel pity for the other party? Those words just now were indeed from her innermost heart, otherwise, it was not possible to say it so sincerely. If it weren't so, how could she move the other person's heart? If Jin Yanqiu was easily moved, she would not be talking with Fu QIuning in the pavilion at that time.
Stopping her thoughts there, she let out a long sigh and said, "What can be done when men are in power? What can be done when we are born as women? People only see Princess Consort's surface liveliness, but who understands the sorrows behind it? When you think about it, it is better to be born as a girl from an ordinary family and be wedded to a somewhat poorer husband. As long as he is diligent and honest, when he is outside working to support the family, we will be at home managing the house. Even if the days are more difficult, at least the couple is united in working together and raising their children, and this can also be considered a happy scene. If his gaze would stray at any beautiful girl a little too long, we could also grab his ears and give him a scolding or two…"
Jin Yanqiu silently looked at the distant pool. A breeze blew by, raising waves in a pond in spring. She shook her head and sighed, softly saying, "Yes, we just had to be born into a noble family. Wanting to enjoy leisurely peace in this lifetime to get that leisurely peace is simply a luxury hope. There are too many, too many ties and interests binding us ah."
Fu Qiuning also nodded gloomily and said, "That's true. Princess Consort is different from this humble woman too. This humble woman is but a pawn. Back then, where did Father or Grandfather care whether I lived or died? As long as I was married in and slapped in the face of the marquis, my role was also considered to be done, and after that, who cared about my life, whether it lived or died? This was certainly extremely heartless, but also because of this, this humble woman's burden is also very small. However, the burden on Princes Consort's shoulders is far, far too much."
Princess Consort Rong was silent. Fu Qiuning knew that wise people would stop speaking at that point, and there was no need to say more, so she stood up and smiled, "This humble woman was originally going to return to Night Breeze Pavilion. Walked here and meeting Princess Consort is this humble woman's stupidity. This humble woman thought that Your Highness's thoughts would be stuck for a while, but now, since this humble woman knows that Princess Consort will not seek death, this humble woman is also relieved. There are still things to be done in the house, please allow this humble woman to depart. "
Jin Yanqiu nodded. Waiting until after Fu Qiuning had walked down the steps, she suddenly asked, "Last night, you were in Fengju's study, right? Otherwise, you would not have only returned to Night Breeze Pavilion so early this early morning. What… what did he say?"
"Young Marquis said that this time, the matter has not been handled well, it has been a terrible defeat. Because His Majesty values moral values the most, Prince Lie left no stone unturned in his investigation, and now the emperor is very disappointed in Prince Rong's moral character and self-control. Once the emperor is disappointed, I think Princess Consort is also clear on what this means in your heart. Young Marquis stayed up all night yesterday, thinking of a plan to handle it." Fu Qiuning turned back, slightly hanging her head while she replied softly.
Jin Yanqiu's body shook for a moment, but she quickly regained her composure and asked solemnly, "Brother, he… has he come up with any countermeasures?"
"Fu Qiuning sighed and said, "There is no good strategy to deal with it yet, there are only stopgap measures. This time, I'm afraid it's impossible to get through this peacefully. Lord Husband said he can only try to minimise the damage."
Jin Yanqiu's body went slack, messily leaning on the pillar and whispered to herself, "Indeed, has this all been due to my capriciousness?" Before she finished her words, she suddenly saw Fu Qiuning still standing there, so she picked up her spirits and waved her hand, "You may leave."
"Yes, this humble woman will excuse herself." Fu Qiuning saluted, turned around and left. After walking a dozen steps, when she looked back, she saw that Jin Yanqiu was still sitting there like a wooden sculpture. She thought to herself: If Princess Consort is still not enlightened, there is really nothing more I can do.
When she returned to Night Breeze Pavilion, roughly knowing the danger that Jing Dukedom was facing, the servants also didn't dare to laugh and talk loudly. Fu Qiuning found a boy servant and ordered him to wait in the study in the front courtyard, so that if Jin Fengju came back, he could come and tell her at any time. Then, she picked up the silk handkerchief she had not finished embroidering and continued to embroider peony flowers on it, while thinking about the whole matter and whether there were any other gaps to exploit.
As she was thinking, she suddenly saw Yu Jie come over and say, "Madam, the Zhenjiang palace has sent someone to meet Madam. They are waiting outside the door at this moment."
Fu Qiuning's eyes lit up, but her face quickly became impassive as she sneered and said, "Really? It is not the new year nor a festival, so why have they suddenly thought of sending someone to meet me? Just tell them I'm sick and won't see them." After saying that, she lowered her head and continued to embroider, but after a moment, she heard an ingratiating voice say, "Young Miss, don't be angry, the Heir has been thinking about you since last year. Originally, he tried several times to send someone to visit, but King Zhenjiang has not been well and Zhenjiang Heir went looking for doctors and medicine. Serve by his bedside, he was so busy, he forgot. Now that the old king's health has shown a little improvement, this would not do, the Heir and his wife immediately sent this servant girl over."
Only then did Fu Qiuning put down her embroidery and pretended to be surprised, "What? Grandfather is sick? What kind of illness? How is he now? Why didn't anyone tell me about such a big event?" As she spoke, her face finally eased and she said to Yu Jie, "Go and serve some tea for sister Zhou."
At that, Lady Zhou was relieved. Hearing Fu Qiuning telling her to sit, she sat only half her buttocks down while still wearing an ingratiating smile and saying, "It is nothing to worry about. He only caught a wind chill. The doctor prescribed two doses of medicine to eat, and he received some relief. The Heir wanted to ask Young Miss to return, but firstly, the King's illness is not serious, so it is not urgent. Secondly, Young Miss ever since Young Miss returned to the palace before the New Year, it has been one thing after another. The Heir's intention is not to let them disturb Young Miss. Today, the King is safe, so firstly, I am here to report to Young Miss that he is safe, and secondly, many important events have also happened in the palace in recent days, so the Heir sent this servant over to see if there is anything Young Miss can use her for. If necessary, it is also proper to stay and serve Young Miss."
Fu Qiuning was shocked, thinking: Stop right there, I disliked not having enough trouble, was that it? Deliberately leaving you here to be a spy?
She sneered and said, "Stop mentioning this troublesome matter. Now, because Young Marquis is suspicious of Prince Lie's spies in the estate, kicking up such a fuss even the chickens and dogs cannot sleep peacefully, if I keep you here at this time, am I not afraid of arousing suspicion? Originally, during the matter last time when Prince Lie was smacked around by Prince Hong, the Young Marquis was trembling with fury. If Prince Hong hadn't been the first to take the lead, the heavens-wide great credit would have fallen on the Young Marquis or Prince Rong. I swore in front of him that I never mentioned it in the estate, and even then he was able to discover it, so how would other people be unable to discover it either? Stop it. Do not speak murky words in front of honest people. Where Father got the news, you and I both understand very well. Hmph, if my mouth wasn't so slick, leaving some words on the wind by the fake mountain, I'm afraid Father and Prince Hong wouldn't have understood it so clearly, right?"
As the dowry maid of the Zhenjiang Heir's wife, Lady Zhou was naturally trusted. How would she not know of that matter? However, she was not brave enough to answer the question and could only smile ingratiatingly and say, "This maid does not even know a bit of it, and simply does not understand what Young Miss is talking about. This maid thinks that the Heir is being blamed somewhat. Young Miss, listen to what this has to say. In this world, no one can be compared to their own parents. Their own parents love their own flesh and blood so dearly, and other people are only giving false reasons and stories. Just look at how obediently Young Marquis fawns upon Young Miss at this moment, but when the days drag on, who dares to say that this favour would not shift onto others? At that time, who will Young Miss rely on? Isn't the maiden family still the one to be relied on?"
Fu Qiuning thought to herself: If I believed you, I would have died without a grave. When you first pushed me in here, why didn't you think about the love of your own flesh and blood?
But she pretended to think for a while before completely softening her stance, sighing, "I naturally understand this. Sigh, life in this noble family is not easy. Without an excellent maiden family's backing, the only fate is to be trampled on. This is especially so since my appearance is not outstanding. The Young Marquis may have become tired of his wives' and concubines' appearances. When he saw me raising his two children to become talented people, he might have felt that I was virtuous and also somewhat talented, and only then did I get to enjoy this momentary favour. But after this, won't he still throw away his hand? How much is virtuousness worth? Especially nowadays, do you still not know? Our Young Miss' father-in-law and his son were robbed and killed on the road. If she had nowhere to go, returning to her maternal home would be all good and well, but she even brought her three sisters with her. You tell me, where under heaven is this reasonable? Having to support her is nothing much, but we also have to support her three sisters."
Lady Zhou knew about that, but hearing that Fu Qiuning's tone was not quite right, she naturally had to take advantage of the opportunity to fan the flames, so she pretended to be surprised and said, "Oh, was there such a thing? The three young sisters that Young Miss mentioned, could they be the previous Minister of Rites, Lord Feng's two daughters and niece? Ai yah, those three girls were famous in the capital, everyone said that they were city-toppling beauties, so how… how did they end up living in the estate? Even if Lord Feng and his only son are dead, could it be that their own family has no more clan members?"
Fu Qiuning sneered, "It is said that they do not have much contact with their clan. Even if they tried to rely on their clan, they would not even enter their gaze, so they refused to go there and be insulted. Hmph, trying to be so pure at this time, but did they ever think that there could be any innocent pure girls that managed to escape from the hands of the bandits? Still keeping a face and mouth that says they would rather starve to death than lose their modesty, how disgusting."
Seeing Lady Zhou nodding, it was as if she had finally found someone pouring out their heart, so she immediately opened her chatterbox and said angrily, "Tell me, sister Zhou, do all the people in the Jing Dukedom have a brain problem? After the daughter of their own family and her sisters came out of the hands of those bandits, can there still be any pure bodies? If they were chaste and virtuous women, they would have killed themselves, but they even dared to live in the dukedom instead. If the imperial censors know about this and send a report to the emperor, censuring them for not keeping the family's honour, who can bear it?
Our foolish husband just didn't take this to his heart because he was the emperor's favoured person. Not only that, I gave him a few words of caution, yet he was not happy and said with a dark face that I had a heart of stone. As a sister-in-law, I should sympathize with my sister-in-law's suffering, so these kinds of arrangements make my teeth chatter. You tell me, I am all for him, but in the end, I earned these few words of judgement. What did I work so hard for? I am so angry that I simply don't care about it anymore. He can do what he likes, so what? Not even a few days later, Prince Rong's side had another incident and now the Princess Consort is still in our estate. You tell me, how is it that their families do not seem to grow any brains?"
Lady Zhou kept nodding, listening to Fu Qiuning letting out a long and frustrated sigh as she put down the embroidery in her hands and continued sadly, "Lord Husband has not eaten in the past two days. My heart aches when I see that, and I am angry at him, but he is still my own man in the end, even though he is to blame for his own problems. Sister Zhou, you go back and tell Father, the emperor values friendship the most. Whatever is said, he is also Fengju's father-in-law. This time, let Grandfather say a few good words on behalf of Prince Rong. Not only will Fengju be grateful to him, but even the emperor will also certainly view our royal family with a new light in his heart ."
Lady Zhou smiled and agreed. But in her heart, she did not think so, thinking: In the end, she is still only a woman, her heart cares so much that she is in a panic now, right? The Jing Dukedom is in trouble, our palace not adding more fuel to the fire is already good, yet is even expected to help put out the fire.
They exchanged a few more words of gossip, and seeing that Fu Qiuning looked sickly, she knew that she had something on her mind and thus bid farewell. When she left, she asked Fu Qiuning, again and again, to go home if she could.
Fu Qiuning agreed, personally seeing her out the door this time. Watching Lady Zhou and the other two ladies that she had brought along disappearing into the distance, she only laughed softly turned around and went back into the house.
Just before she sat down and picked up her embroidery, she heard Jian Feng announce outside the door, "Madam, Yan Xi is here, saying that the Young Marquis has departed from court and is asking you to go to the study."
Fu Qiuning stood up and said with a smile, "I have sent someone to wait for news about his whereabouts, but the person he sent is faster than the one who keeps watch in the courtyard." She changed into a light blue mandarin jacket embroidered with hibiscus flowers, paired with a light green pleated skirt embroidered with dark flowers, and brought Jian Feng along to the study.
Jin Fengju was waiting for her in the study, and when he saw her coming, he looked at her hands first, and then couldn't help but laugh, "Why didn't you bring me any snacks today? Could it be that you saw how well made they were, so you kept them for yourself and couldn't bear to bring them to me?"
Fu Qiuning studied the beaming person before her for a moment. "The snacks from last night were prepared by Yu Jie. If you like it that much, Jian Feng can go back and fetch more."
"Ah, that is. Ahem, I… heard you met with Elder Sister this morning?" Jin Fengju was quick to change the subject.
"Indeed, I found her by the pool. As expected, she understands the situation enough to feel regret. However, the method of persuasions were… too direct and came in waves, overwhelming her to the point that she dug her feet in just to spite everyone, including herself. I believe she also resented that everyone condemned her actions even though the fault originated from Prince Rong…"
Fu Qiuning paused long enough for Jin Fengju to wince before continuing, "After all, as a woman and a princess consort, how wronged she must have felt when her husband went behind her back to raise a mistress? Not only that, but to beget a child with her? As though these sins were not enough, His Highness opted to 'fix things' by having a golden daughter of a ducal family to voluntarily recognise that prostitute 'sister'. Surely Lord Husband can imagine the hurt she must have felt?
Imagine the betrayal she must have felt when she returned to her maternal family for support, only to be told again and again that she must 'do the right thing', that 'she must not aggravate the situation further' and that if she did not do as everyone tells her to the family's honour would be compromised. How is this persuading? Isn't this closer to coercing? You and the rest of your family should know your elder sister best, is she someone who would allow herself to be coerced into anything?"
Jin Fengju raised his hands and laughed, "You made some excellent points. It is our fault for being too anxious and not considering everything properly. No wonder your way of persuasion worked." He happily seized Fu Qiuning and kissed her on the lips, before nuzzling her neck and whispering, "My Qiuning is getting smarter and more capable. What should I do? Now, I am even more reluctant to leave you alone. I think, the next time I am sent on a mission, I must find a way to dress you up as a man and take you with me~"
The wet, blatant kisses sent cold shivers up her spine and Fu Qiuning had to stop herself from slapping the man's face away. Instead, she resolutely laughed and said loudly, "Enough with this nonsense. I have news for you."
Fortunately, Jin Fengju actually let her go in order to stare adoringly at her. It was disconcerting. In an indulgent voice, he said, "What is it?"
Fu Qiuning stood up, walked away from the man and sat very straight in a chair, and said, "The Elder Madam from my maternal family sent her dowry maid, Matron Zhou, to the estate. Officially, it was just an ordinary visit, however, I can only assume that she was really sent here to dig for news."
"Pfft!" Jin Fengju suddenly burst out laughing. However, when he saw that Fu Qiuning was still staring back solemnly at him, he attempted to mimic her and sat up straight as well. In a solemn voice, he said, "Indeed, Father-in-law worked hard, therefore, as the daughter, you should share his worries…"
"… Hahaha," said Fu Qiuning obligingly.
Having received the response he wanted, Jin Fengju grinned smugly and said, "In fact, it's not like the Capital officials are not aware of Prince Rong's private matters. However, because the Duke of Jing's power is too strong, no one would even consider striking our boulder with an egg over such a trivial matter.
Nonetheless, now that Prince Rong has provoked the emperor's anger, even the Duke of Jing has become like a fallen dog. You have brought up an excellent point. How could Father-in-law ever resist an opportunity to beat up the fallen dog and reap some benefits for himself? Who knows just how grateful he is for your little nugget of wisdom?"
Jin Fengju was practically squirming with glee. Fu Qiuning braced herself and smiled determinedly, "Do not exaggerate. You keep calling yourself a fallen dog and declaring how much you respect your father-in-law even as you cheerfully manipulated him around. There is really no need to put up a show of respect or filial piety before me-"
For some reason, this stimulated Jin Fengju to suddenly lunge forward and embrace her. The grin on his face was both triumphant and somehow annoying as he said, "Speaking of which, didn't you just declare how you fear disappointing your own father's hopes? I must say, one should never offend a woman. If your father knew just how much you hated him, I'm sure he would not dare to throw you away like a chess piece into a fire pit like this. Even so, I like this side of you. If one could still show filial piety towards parents like them, it would be considered foolish piety. Women like those might as well be wooden stakes. How is she different from cattle, sheep, pigs or chickens reared in a slaughterhouse?"
"Such grand words," said Fu Qiuning . "Have you completely forgotten how you had treated Feng'er and Jiao'er?"
Jin Fengju made a 'hei hei' chuckle and said, "Little children don't hold grudges. Haven't I been doing my best to correct my image? Feng'er and Jiao'er's grudges have long since disappeared. Moreover, even if I did not fulfil my fatherly responsibilities, I will never treat them like chess pieces. Since they show such promising talents, I shall not be angry even if they do not show me filial piety. Without spring breeze, one should never expect autumn rain."
Fu Qiuning forced the corners of her lips to go up at this grandiose remark. She said, "Very good. I shall note these words down immediately. Once Feng'er and Jiao'er have grown up, you are not allowed to force them into positions that would benefit you either politically or financially. You must not force them into relationships either."
Seeing Jin Fengju eagerly agreeing to her every word, Fu Qiuning had to wonder whether he had completely forgotten his initial promise to her and was hoping that new promises would supersede whatever he had said thus far. It would not surprise her. She had better get this latest promise down in writing.
Now that everything that should be discussed had been discussed, there was really no need for Fu Qiuning to stay longer. She could see the gleam in Jin Fengju's eyes and feel the hands around her waist moving downward and spoke, "You were at court today. How did the emperor treating Prince Rong?"
Jin Fengju tenderly squeezed Fu Qiuning's waist and said with a smile, "No matter what, Prince Rong is his son. I noticed that Brother-in-law has blisters around his mouth and the beginnings of a stubble, clearly suffering from internal heat. The emperor made him stay back and even scolded him a bit. Even so, he did not add any more blame onto him. The fact that the emperor was willing to scold him meant that the emperor has not completely abandoned Brother-in-law. I believe that once our schemes have come to fruition, we may pass this hurdle safely."
How nice for you, thought Fu Qiuning. Clearly, the only lessons he had learned here were 'how to handle an angry wife', 'ways to manipulate the situation to your advantage' and 'take advantage where you can'. The calibre of people she was dealing with were all self-centred men who could not stand the idea of being thought of as being less than perfect, made and broke promises at a drop of a hat, expected their women to support them 100% and acted like the women had betrayed them when it was really the other way round.
Unable to stand the idea of having to spend another night there, Fu Qiuning made her excuses and fled back to Night Breeze Pavilion.
As for Jin Fengju, he would love to follow after Fu Qiuning, but he had to stay at the study and continue to think up ways to sort out the current mess. While he was there, Concubine Huo and Concubine Xu came by to deliver Lotus Seed Soup. Naturally,
they were hoping that Jin Fengju would favour them like he did Fu Qiuning and invite them to stay the night. That way, the people in the estate would know that their husband valued them too. Who would have thought that after a few words, Jin Fengju's expression remained stiff with no sign of affection or playfulness?
Neither women were ignorant and knew when they were not wanted. They realised that heaping more flattery on Jin Fengju would only invite shame upon themselves and left with their tails between their legs.
That night, Jin Fengju was resting in the study, thinking about the night he had spent with Fu Qiuning there. Somehow, he had the feeling that something was missing in the study. However, it was getting dark and he could not in good conscience ask her to come over. Not to mention, if he had his wife sleep in the study with him all the time, it would only invite ridicule from others. Thus, he had no choice but to suppress his longing by taking out a book and flipping through it listlessly.
Speaking of which, Cai Lian had been going in and out of his study several times now. He knew what the girl was thinking, how could he not? However, did she not know just how heavy his thoughts were then? Even those two concubines knew how when to advance and retreat, but this senior woman was being too frivolous for some reason. After giving it some thought, Jin Fengju finally understood.
He closed his book and sure enough, Cai Lian came over to lightly massage his shoulders.
"When Qiuning arrived today, I noticed that she was wearing a buyao in her hair. It was the one I gifted you a few days ago, yes?" Jin Fengju said softly as he leaned against the couch, pretending to be half asleep.
"Yes, this morning when Madam got up, this maid noticed that Madam had no accessories for her hair and thought that it was too plain. Therefore, this maid gave the buyao to madam. The buyao is the one that Young Marquis bestowed during New Year, a very good piece. It is too precious an accessory for a maid such as myself, which was why I had been keeping it in a box all this time. This morning is the only time I dared to take it out for Madam. As for the other things in this maid's box, surely none could meet Madam's eye."
Cai Lian's answer was very respectful. Even so, anxiety broiled in her heart as she thought: Who knows what the Master is thinking now? If I could give the impression that I am on good terms with the Second Madam, that buyao would not be wasted.
She was still thinking when Jin Fengju's mild voice floated over, "You have made a mistake. No matter what, she is still your Madam. She has plenty of gold and silver accessories but prefers a clean and tidy look. That is why she rarely wears jewellery at all. As for you, with your status, no matter how valuable that buyau is, you are in no position to gift her anything. Being a benevolent and intelligent person, Qiuning wears the buyao as a way to give you face. This is all due to her kindness, do not think you have fooled her at all.
You have been by my side for many years now. I found you intelligent and stable with no flirtatious thoughts, which is why you have remained in this place for so long. Should such a thing happen again in the future, I can only assume that your heart has grown too big for your chest. If that were to happen, I dare not have you serve me any longer. You understand my meaning?"
This line alone frightened Cai Lian so much that she threw herself to the floor, crying, "Master, spare this maid! This maid was ignorant and did not have such complicated thoughts in her head. I just… I just adore and respect the Madam and wished to gift her something… This- this maid knows her mistakes! Master…"
As she spoke, she crouched closer to the ground and nearly banged her forehead against the floor. Jin Fengju stretched out his hand to stop her. He sighed and said, "Silly girl, why are you crying? I already have so many wives and concubines that I could barely give them any attention. Were you to stay by my side, you will only become more and more lonely. What is the meaning of bearing this kind of life? Isn't it better to marry well and find a good husband than to trail after me like this for the rest of your life?
Do not worry, you have been with me for so many years, I will naturally find a good family for you. Though you are my bedroom maid, you have followed me for many years. Therefore, I will make sure to find an honest man from a good family for you. Not only will he be honoured to have you, I will also gradually promote his station. That way, wouldn't you two live a good life together?"
At the end of his speech, Cai Lian would only cry and repeatedly say that she would rather die than leave. Therefore Jin Fengju could only try and coax her with a few words of comfort. Even so, that incident continued to plague him and he thought: Surely Cai Lian is only crying so hard now because she did not wish to give up her position? If I were to find her a good match, surely she would be happy, right? What woman would be happy to live the life of a widow… No wait, isn't Qiuning perfectly happy to live as a widow? That she could forgive me, must mean she has feelings, right? However, if not for Mother and Cousin forcing her hand, who knows how long I'd have to wait to [2b] share a bed with her?
Now that thoughts of Qiuning (and bed sharing) had entered his head, his heart could not help but fly out of his chest again. It was a long time before he regained consciousness and looked outside to find that it had gotten very late. He knew that he should not, but for some reason, his heart yearned to go to Night Breeze Pavilion.
Finally, he could not restrain the impulses in his heart and said to Cai Lian, "I shall be going to Night Breeze Pavilion. I will leave my official uniform here and change before I leave for court on the morrow. Go and light up the gilded lantern for me."
"Master, this… Jin Ming has already gone home," Cai Lian was shocked.
Jin Fengju laughed, "Must I rely on him? What nonsense, am I incapable of doing anything for myself in his absence? Enough, just go and light the lantern."
Thus, without even bothering to change, he picked up a lotus-coloured cloak from the peg, parted the curtain door and went out.