(I apologize for the format. I could not get the poem to come out single spaced. The horizontal rules are to indicate where there should be breaks.) This poem was originally first published under the name Sandra Dennis in 1976 in the fanzine Terra Vulcan Yearbook and reprinted in 1983 in the fanzine The Neutral Zine #2.

DISCLAIMER: Star Trek belongs to Paramount and no copyright infringement is intended. This poem, however, belongs to me. It is not for profit and is for entertainment purposes only. Please do not publish this poem or post this poem on a website without asking my permission.

I welcome any comments, criticisms, or whatever.

Sandra Gray


Pon-Farr


Home...

Where I must go

To take a wife-or die.

Spare me

The pain, this drive,

The savage desires.

You humans have no conception

Of what it is

To ache, to-rape

Each female with my mind.

Christine, I'm sorry

I cannot care for you.

I am drawn

By ancient chimes

To thee-T'Pring!

No, don't spurn me!

I cannot bear

The hate for-Jim.

I must-spare him.

Too late-he's dead;

My grief encompasses-

All.

But how-he's yet alive!

The joy!-no, I am-

Relieved, Captain.

Christine, your eyes

Are on me as I go

And I know

It will be you-next time.


Sandra Gray

copyright 1983 Sandra D. Gray