(Attention: Here's your warning people, this is one of the few chapters that warrants the M rating. Sexual content ahead.)

The First Time

"Mmmmmiiii love you."

The words trickled out of her mouth slowly and as soon as they had her hand left the back of his head and slapped over her own mouth.

Her eyes shot open wide and her breath stopped. She had been breathing quickly and her heart was pounding in her ears. The tips of her ears burned and she buried her face in his shoulder. "Oh my God, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that I just," the words came up like vomit. Hot and fast and they made her stomach tighten.

Why had she said that? She hadn't wanted to say that! Well...that wasn't entirely true really… She had known for a long time now that she didn't just have a schoolgirl's crush on Mydnight and that she had in fact fallen in love with him during their time at Beacon. But she knew she couldn't tell him that! At least...part of her had. She'd had to police her own words around him for the entire semester to keep herself from telling him that she loved him. Every time she wanted to she'd had to remind herself of the night that Rosa told Mydnight that she loved him. The night that Ambur had left the room and Mydnight had followed her out to the landing in their dorms and explained that he didn't know what love was.

Now she'd done it too. Told her partner...her boyfriend really, that she loved him while they were in the act. Rather than waiting for a good time to tell him and explain to him why she loved him like she'd wanted to. "Please forget that I said that please. I don't want to ruin this," she begged but was surprised to find his shoulders trembling and short hot breaths puffing on her neck.

"Ahah," he let out after trying to hold it in and Ambur felt him holding back.

"Wha...are you laughing?" She asked as she looked up and their eyes met.

"Sorry," he chuckled before taking a deep breath. "You don't have to do that."

"I...don't have to do what?" She asked.

"You don't have to apologize for that I...I told you that...you're special to me Ambur…" he said and she watched his cheeks flush a red that almost matched the tips of his ears.

"But…" she breathed. This was not what she wanted. This was the last conversation she wanted to stop and have right now. She was worried that she'd ruined the mood but...something about what he had said drew her deeper into the conversation. Now she had a reason to keep talking.

Now she wanted to know.

"But you...you said that you don't know what…" she began but couldn't finish the statement.

"That I don't know what love feels like…" he finished and she nodded. "Well at the risk of sounding like a sap I...I'm pretty sure it feels like this," he smiled.

Ambur stopped breathing.

Six years.

When she was fourteen she'd walked into Signal Academy a very different person than when she walked back out. She'd sat down in her first class of the morning expecting time to drag all day before she could run down to the gym and sign up for tryouts for the volleyball team. Time had not dragged for even a second. The second the wolf boy had walked through the door of Professor Branwen's classroom, golden eyes shining from behind his long dark hair Ambur had felt it.

Her heart was beating so loudly that she thought he could probably hear it in the silence that followed. She had no idea how long she remained that way but eventually, she figured it had been too long when he spoke up. "Did I...was I not supposed to say that," he asked softly and she could see the embarrassment on his face. Her hands went to his cheeks though and caught his face as he was about to look away from her.

"No no no," she said quickly before shutting her eyes tightly and shaking her head. "I mean yes!" She blurted out before he saw her take a deep breath. "I mean," she breathed as she opened her eyes and pressed her forehead into his. "I just...I'm really happy," she giggled out softly as her breath hitched in her throat a few times. "I didn't expect you to say that."

He just laughed a little before she pressed her lips back to his one more time. "Let me down okay?" She asked and he obliged. When her bare feet hit the floor her hands went back to the bottom of his shirt. When she grabbed for it though he took her hands in his.

"Wait," he said.

"Oh? Uhm...okay?" She breathed and stood still for a moment to see why he'd stopped her.

"I know you asked me but…" he said before his vision dropped to the floor. "I should ask you too…"

"Ask me...what?" She asked, confused.

"If you...want this," he asked as he looked back up into her eyes. "I don't-" he began to say before Ambur stepped forward and lifted his shirt off. He didn't resist and lifted his arms to let her remove it before Ambur pushed her hand gently into the center of his chest. She pushed him backward to the bed she'd been sleeping in since they'd arrived for the festival and he tipped backward into the mattress.

Ambur leaned forward and pressed another kiss to him before she stood back up straight and moved her hands to her own shoulders. She thumbed the straps of her dress as she looked down at him. "To be honest, I might want this more than you do," she smiled down to him. She lifted the straps from her shoulders and pulled them down to her bust and hesitated. "Is it weird to be nervous even though I want this?" She laughed.

"What do you have to be nervous about?" He smirked.

"I've never...done anything...even remotely like this," she chuckled and he watched her chest bounce a little with the action. "I've never…" she started again as she pulled the dress down more and more, over her breasts and past her hips before it fell to the floor around her feet in a pile of gold sequins. She wouldn't have minded letting him take it off of her himself but she did want to keep it from getting damaged. She could feel his eyes looking up and down her hourglass figure. Her curves were one of the things that caught his eyes so well and while she was embarrassed to be naked in front of him she knew deep down that he would love it. "Shown anybody," she finished as her arms came back up and wrapped around her midriff and she looked to the floor.

"Ambur," he breathed as he reached his hands up to her. She felt his fingers on her arms and she let her arms go slack. He caught her hands in his and pulled her forward to him down on the bed.

Her long tanned legs spread over his dress pants until she was straddling him and her hands drew up his bare back as she pressed her chest into his. "You're beautiful you know," he smirked that wicked smirk that always sent a shiver down her spine. "All of you…" he said before she pressed her lips to his again.

His hands explored her toned back and shoulders for a moment before he felt her laugh a little and pull her lips back.

"What is it?" He chuckled.

"Sorry," she laughed. "I just remembered something is all," she said before she pressed a gentle kiss to his neck. "Do what's best for you and the right guy will find you," she whispered into his ear and she felt the muscles in his back jump. "You said that to me the day we got sorted into teams."

"Ahah," he laughed with her. "Yeah, I guess I did huh?"

Mydnight wrapped his hands around her waist and stood from the bed with her in his arms. "Hoohh gosh," she sighed again as he turned and lay her back down on the mattress on her back. Her legs were wrapped tightly around his waist but as he began to kiss her throat she felt her grip loosening.

His lips began to kiss further and further down. He made it to her collar bone, her chest, between her bust and halfway down her abdomen before she spoke up. "Hey heyyyy wait wait hang on," she sighed and ground her teeth together. Why did she have to be so nervous about this? She didn't want him to stop but she needed a second.

His big golden eyes darted up to her face as he froze in place and waited. "Yes?"

"W-uhmm...do...you don't have to do that if you...don't want to," she said shyly. She saw his smirk return to his lips though.

"Fraid you'll pop my head like a grape?" He laughed.

"What?! No," she shook her head and covered her face with her hands. "No no don't say that I'm gonna have nightmares about that," she said as the pair began to laugh together. "I just...do you...like to do that?"

"It's actually like my favorite part, yeah," he shrugged, the smirk still on his lips.

"Oh," Ambur blinked in surprise. He pressed another kiss to her lower abs and she bit down on her lower lip for a moment. "Okay if you say so," she smiled and lay her head back on the mattress. She shut her eyes and felt his kisses stop when he hit just below her waist. She felt his hands slide under thighs and lift them, until they were propped up on his shoulders.

She hadn't expected him to do anything like this tonight. She'd thought that maybe the pair of them might get into something after the dance but she never thought that this act would be so drawn out and intimate. She was glad of how it had turned out so far though. She felt him turn his head to his side and begin to press kisses and nips into her inner thighs and she jumped the first few times his sharp teeth slid across her flesh. "Oh wow," she sighed in a high pitched tone and reached down to run her fingers through his hair. He could feel her muscles twitching every time he nibbled at her skin and it only served to egg him on further.

She hadn't expected that to feel so good but if she was being honest, those little bites on the meat of her thighs were the best feeling that any of this had elicited so far.

That would change a moment later when he turned his attention forward and felt her thighs tighten on the sides of his head. If he hadn't joked about her crushing his head then she may just have done it. If he hadn't made her think about it then she might not have had the presence of mind to not squeeze too tightly as his tongue met her body.

She couldn't catch her breath. Her moans were a constant now, every few seconds one would escape her lips and they were getting much louder with each passing moment. It was just so good. She'd never imagined letting somebody do this. Not that she'd ever imagined doing anything at all with someone other than Mydnight but still...even in her hottest dreams she'd ever had, she hadn't let this happen.

She was beginning to think that her dreams would be featuring much more of this from here on out.

Her fingers gently worked around his fluffy wolf ears atop his head while his hands went to the small of her back as it arched upwards and she pressed her head back into the mattress. "God...you really...do know what…" she was breathless. Her brain could barely make the words come out at all. "You're doing," she gasped. "Hahhhhhhmm," she moaned through her lips and reached for his hands. She took hold of them and pulled them up and held them on her stomach.

She felt tight, everywhere. All her muscles were tensed and she could feel it coming. She'd gotten herself off before, obviously, but this felt so much different. The feeling of not being in control of her own actions made it work through her body much faster and unregulated than she was used to.

As it rocked through her he could feel the muscles in her thighs twitching as she let out a much louder series of moans than the rest. She closed her lips tight and shut her eyes as the wave rocked through her, keeping her hands locked with his.

It took several long moments of heavy breathing for her to loosen the grip she had on his head. He began to kiss his way back up her body, moving her hands with him until they were rested on the bed above her head, and he had returned to kissing her neck.

He smelled like her now and as her brain came down from the high she couldn't hold the joke in. "I thought…" she started before she needed to take a longer breath. "I thought that dogs were supposed to mark their territory, not the other way around," she laughed and felt him laughing against her neck.

"I'm not a dog," he chuckled.

"Hhhmm," she smiled. "Funny, you lick like one," she shot back at him and sent him into a laughing fit. He rolled off of her to the side before she sat up and turned toward him. She felt his hungry eyes all over her body as she began to trace her pointer finger down his abdomen to the waist of his pants. She stood from the bed and kneeled down on the floor between his legs as she slipped her fingers into his waistband.

"You gonna behave if I try this?" She smirked up to him and almost couldn't believe what she had said. Her face was hot. Her whole body was hot.

"Even if I don't you can feel free to pin me down and make me," he shrugged as he levered himself up on his elbows.

"Hmmm," she smiled as she leaned her head forward, stray locks of her damp white hair that had escaped the bun atop her head spilled over his black dress pants before she pressed a kiss to him through the cloth. She was surprised when it jumped against her lips. Jumped enough to see the fabric pull for a moment. "Uhmmm," she hummed before she looked back up into his eyes. "I don't really know what I'm doing…sooo"

"Ambur you aren't going to hurt me," he smirked again before he brushed his thumb over her cheek. She felt a wave of relief wash through her. She hadn't been able to tell him that she'd been afraid of exactly that. That she'd do something wrong and hurt him during this moment they were sharing. She knew some of what she could do of course. She'd seen videos. She wasn't a little kid after all. She was twenty years old and had never been with anybody like this.

Ambur pressed her lips back to the bulge in his pants and felt him jump again before she began to pull his pants down. She kissed her way down as they came off of his hips until they fell around his ankles. She'd made an effort not to look at him until she'd gotten his pants off of his ankles and threw them across the floor.

When she looked back up though she froze, hands on his thighs. "Hoooookayyyyyy," she breathed as she shut her eyes.

"You know we can skip this part right," he said gently and she shook her head before she slapped her hands gently into her own cheeks.

"No, I...I wanna do this," she replied before she took a deep breath. She returned her hands to his thighs and began to slowly run them up his legs. Once there, she gently took hold of him and stood it up in her grasp.

They looked so small on the little screen of her scroll. She'd known of course and that it was just an illusion created by the small screen. This was not small. It also didn't feel anything like what she'd expected it to. It felt alive. She could feel his heartbeat through her fingertips and it was far more solid then she had expected. She ran her thumb over the base of it as she leaned forward and pressed a single kiss into the tip of it and felt it jump again against her lips.

He was already wet and Ambur could taste it on her lips. Part of her hadn't expected it and wanted to shiver at the thought of it but then...she had been wet too. She still was and he hadn't seemed to care at all. Besides it wasn't like the taste was bad, she just had never thought about it before. She touched her tongue to the base of it and licked and kissed her way back up to the top before she angled it downward toward her.

She didn't know what to expect but she shut her eyes and moved a hand to her hair and removed the golden wolf pin from it, letting the rest of her white locks fall around her shoulders. She tossed the pin to another one of the four beds and returned her attention to him.

She pressed one more kiss into the tip before she opened her mouth and took him.

It wasn't by much at first as she tried to get used to the feeling of having a foreign object in her mouth that wasn't food. 'Don't bite down, don't bite down, don't bite,' she kept thinking to herself over and over again. One of her hands went up to the left side of her face and held back her hair until she decided to tuck it back behind her ear. She opened her eyes now and found his golden orbs locked with hers. Had he been staring down like that the entire time? Was it fun for him to watch?

'Of course, it is,' she thought to herself, not really understanding why she hadn't realized that before. This was a show. It was just foreplay. Meant to get them ready for the real thing. 'It's a show,' she thought to herself again. 'And he is an animal,' she finished her thought as she lifted her mouth off of him. She began to gently run her lips up and down the side of it, not letting herself look away from him. She stared up into his eyes and tried her very best to not let herself think of how embarrassed she really was. His hands came up and his fingers threaded through her hair.

The more she worked, the more slick he became until she finally thought he may be ready. Well...until SHE was ready really. She let him go and stood from her place on the floor. After only a moment of hesitation, she sat down on the bed and lay back, head on the pillow while he moved himself over her. "You good for this?" He asked softly as he pressed a kiss to her lips.

When they broke it off she nodded to him, "Yeah...I'm okay. Will...it hurt?"

"It might for a few minutes but...your semblance might cancel it out, to be honest, I don't know," he shrugged before she saw his eyes go wide and his vision darted around the room.

"What is it?" She asked as she looked up into his almost panicked expression. He stood from the bed and raced over to the dresser they'd been sharing and pulled open his drawer. He produced a towel from inside and brought it back to the bed.

"Lift up for a sec," he said and she lifted her butt off the bed for him. He slipped the towel underneath her and she let herself back down. "For the blood," he smirked.

"Man you really think of everything don't you," she giggled. "My hero," she smiled.

"Well I don't know how much to expect I've never...popped anybody before," he shrugged before he lowered himself back over her. Her legs went around him as she pulled him down and felt them meet. He buried his face down into her neck and she did the same, fingertips pressed into his back.

She could feel him. It was happening. This was it. Everything she'd ever wanted and this was the moment before it happened. "If you need me to stop then please don't hesitate to stop me alright?" He asked into her ear. "I don't know if I'll be able to stop on my own."

"I'll be fine," she assured him and put more pressure onto his back with her heels. She felt him sliding into her slowly for a few moments and she could already tell that her semblance was going to be getting used a lot tonight. Mydnight was big. At least bigger than any normal girl should have for her first time. But Ambur wasn't some normal girl. She could do this.

She wanted this.

She felt his advance stop and figured it was time. It was going to happen sometime and she could think of no better time than right here, right now, in this moment alone with the boy she loved. She pulled him down with her legs until their hips mashed together and held her breath.

There was a little pain for sure but Mydnight had been right. Her strength and resistance made it very minimal. That didn't mean she hadn't felt it, or him, but it certainly surprised her. "You okay?" He asked her after a few moments of letting her breathe.

"Yeah actually...I...feel fine," she smiled. She pulled him up and kissed him before she spoke again. "Full...but fine," she smirked and was happy she could make him laugh. "Go ahead okay?" She asked and brought his head back to her neck. His lips pressed into her throat as he lifted his hips and just as he was about to slip out he slowly lowered them back down, making Ambur gasp.

Ambur's gasps and moans would fill the room for what felt like an eternity to her that night. Eventually, when Bronzine and Liv left the dance they would find the pair sharing Ambur's small single bed, her white hair splayed across his chest, her limbs draped over him and the pair sleeping peacefully. They probably hadn't meant to fall asleep like that but the room was so dark that maybe Rosa wouldn't notice if she even ended up coming back tonight at all.

It wasn't what she had imagined. It wasn't what she'd daydreamed about. Not how she thought her first time would go.

But to Ambur...it was perfect all the same.