BPOV

"I'm glad neither of us seems to have any kind of dignity or self-respect," he said as he entered the room and closed the door behind him, "I mean, otherwise we wouldn't have been interested in seeing each other's face so soon after the way we talked to each other earlier!" He laughed.

Okay, so now he finally seemed to be in a bit better mood!

"Shut up," I chuckled.

"There is something I've learned new about us is, we absolutely suck at having any kind of conversation!" He said, "You've got brilliant assumption skills, and I've got brilliant anger skills. It's just a match made in heaven!"

That was sadly true!

And before I could react, he took me in his arms and kissed me.

Yeah, I also wanted to kiss the heck out of him.

'Talking' could wait! We sucked at it anyway!

"I just wanted to tell you that things have changed a lot in these last few months..." he said as he broke the kiss, "It's no longer a 'no strings attached' relationship for me! I don't want to pretend anymore that I don't want more from this relationship."

I was pretty sure my smile couldn't have been wider even if I tried!

"But let me tell you something. I know you might not be there yet, and I can wait." He said, "The reason I'm telling you now is because I've realized my actions have been making you feel insecure even when you've got no reason to be one!"

I might not be there yet? Haah!

"Oh, and you say only I'm good at making assumptions?" I smiled.

"Well... That's true!" he smiled back.

"Look... I know I've been extremely selfish in the past. I need to do a lot of introspection," I said, "I think I'll be able to do it better when my head is a bit clear."

"No... You don't need to do anything..." he said, "When I say I want to change things, it doesn't mean I don't like what we already have. What we have is extremely beautiful and special, and I've never been happier. Yes, I'm mad at you for a few things, but there are a million other things that I absolutely love about you. Believe me... Nobody makes me happier than you do!"

Love.

I couldn't believe the unknown things this one simple word coming out of his mouth did to my heart!

"I just want something more without disrupting everything that we already have... I'm not sure if I'm even making sense right now," he said.

"I understand what you're trying to say... I also want the same thing," I smiled.

"You do?" He smiled widely.

"Yeah, I do," I smiled as his lips found mine again!

"So what exactly is the problem?" He said, "Why are we fighting?"

"Maybe because I've been overthinking and overreacting," I said.

While I was trying to 'figure things out', I realized that a few things could have easily been avoided if I had kept my thoughts in check!

"That's not the only reason," he said, "I've also not been sharing everything with you. Many of these things could have been avoided if you had known the full picture since the beginning."

"Well, I agree with that," I said.

It made me insecure and doubt him for no fucking reason!

But I didn't want to think all that right now!

I didn't want to focus on anything negative at the moment!

I was finally ready to fall in love again, and it just felt... wonderful!