That evening, Daryl and I decided to sleep in the other house on our own again. We shared a bath, which was the nicest feeling in the world. I wrapped my legs around Daryl, Pretty woman style.

"I was thinking maybe I should cut my hair off?" He said.

"what?, hell no" I said.

"why not?, I thought that you would want me to smarten up?" he asked looking confused.

"No way I love your hair the way it is, I love every bit of you just the way it is" I said wrapping my arms around him. He rubbed my arms with his hands and kissed them.

"Maybe just a trim then, neaten it up a little" he smiled.

"You want me to do it tonight baby?" I asked.

"If you want to? I saw we have a DVD player and some movies in the living room, did you want to watch one with me?" he asked.

"Most definitely I replied.

So after the bath, I dressed into my PJs plaited my hair and set up a chair for Daryl to have his hair cut in the kitchen.

I made sure all the doors and windows were locked and all the blinds were closed, so we weren't disturbed.

Daryl found a DVD to watch, we decided on Halloween, as we both loved horrors. I trimmed his hair and he even let me dry and straighten it. It still looked rough and ready, just neater.

"I actually really like it, you have done a really good job" he smiled, looking in the mirror. I cleaned up the kitchen, whilst Daryl made me an iced tea and grabbed himself a beer. We settled down to watch the movie. I had my shorts and cropped cami on, and I put my legs over him. He rubbed my legs all the way through and for that 2 hours we felt like a normal couple, in the normal world. Just before the ending of the movie I looked at Daryl. He looked so hot and I wanted him there and then. I parted my legs a little, whilst he was still rubbing my legs, but he didn't clock on at all. So I placed my hand on top of the hand he was using and pulled it higher up my leg. He was so engrossed in the movie. I couldn't wait any longer so I got up slipped off my clothes so I was completely naked, and stood in front of the TV. He finally realised, and looked up at me in all my glory.

"What now?" he asked.

"most certainly now" I grinned. He pulled his lounge pants down and he was already hard.

"That was easy work" I grinned.

"I can't help it when I am around you" he said reaching out for me to come to him.

A few seconds later I was screaming out in pleasure. He was so sexy to me I couldn't control myself around him. He stopped me rocking my hips, to grab my neck and push my hair back. I knew exactly why, it was because he was about to explode inside me. I looked at him looking up at me and leaned down to kiss him. "It's Ok I'm almost there" I whispered and I began to rock my hips again. I came just a few seconds before he did.

"we need to stop this" he said, after we caught our breaths.

"why we are engaged, I said suddenly getting angry and climbing off him.

"I don't mean it like that" he said grabbing me.

"what then?" I said, pulling away from him.

"Meaning, not using anything, and me not pulling out" he said.

"well I can't help that I love you and I want you inside me" I sighed.

"I know my baby, but we seriously need to get some sort of contraception" he sighed.

"Is it such a bad thing if we don't?" I asked.

"what do you mean?" he asked.

"Would it be a bad thing if we didn't stop what we were doing?" I asked.

"You don't want a baby yet surely?" he asked.

"why not?" I asked, " We are safe now!" I snapped.

"we're not exactly safe, and you think it's fair on you to bring a baby up whilst i'm away for weeks on end?" He asked.

"yeah okay, I'm heading for a shower and going to bed" I said getting up and picking up my clothes from the floor.

After I got out the shower, I got back in my pjs and plaited my hair. I sat putting my night cream on when I heard the door go, then I heard Rick and Daryl chatting before I heard Daryl leave and lock the door with out a goodbye. This pissed me off majorly. I put a cardigan on and some shoes, before leaving the house through the back door.

I headed straight to the new house where I sat and decided to do a bit of painting to take my anger out on something. It had gotten late now and I was still wide awake. I unpacked some boxes from what we had gotten from storage for the new house. Next thing I knew there were flash lights shining in the window and my name was being called. Rick, Daryl and Michonne came barging through the door.

"what the hell we have been looking for you" Rick said.

"Sorry, I couldn't sleep so I thought I would come over here and do a few bits"

"Don't ever do that again" Rick snapped. And him and Mich left.

"you can go as well" I snapped at Daryl.

"what is your problem?" he snapped.

"I don't have one, you have the problem with me being out of the house" I snapped back.

" I have a problem with you being out of the house, on your own and not telling me where you have gone" he said harshly.

" Oh but it's okay for you to do it and leave me alone in the house but I can't do my own thing?" I asked.

"No that's different, I was with Rick"

"How exactly you left me without a goodbye and no clue where you were going" I snapped.

"I was with Rick and in the compound" he replied.

"Well I wasn't to know that because you fucked off with out saying a word" I said.

"Kerry you know full well you're in a mood about the baby conversation, It has fuck all to do with me leaving the house for a few minutes without telling you" he replied.

"I'm not in a mood over nothing except you think that there's one rule for you and another for me. You don't want a baby yet I have to sort contraception. You leave the house without telling me where you are going yet I get ranted at for doing the same thing" I exhaled loudly.

"It's not even like that Kerry, why are you being like this?" he said reaching out for my hand.

""Don't touch me!" I said pulling it away.

"Kerry please?" he pleaded.

"No seriously, this isn't going to work, we're not going to work. Please just leave me alone, I will sleep here tonight" I said my eyes filling with tears.

"Babe please don't be like this I want baby's with you, I want everything with you baby you should know that by now" He pleaded.

"It's not about the babies, it's the fact that we are both being irresponsible, but I'm the one being made out to be the bad person, like I'm trying to trap you into having a baby" I said. I was at the sink now, cleaning the paint brushes out.

"I'm honestly not saying that at all babe. I'm saying that we need to sort it out because, condoms aren't very safe and pretty much everything else I can do on my end is pretty permanent and then we will never be able to have kids" he said.

"Well instead of me looking like a psychopathic bitch you could have worded it better" I said slamming the brushes down on the drainer.

"I wasn't making you out to be that at all, you know I'm not good with words, this is a prime example" he sighed. He also had tears in his eyes.

I suddenly felt like a cunt, so I walked over to him and grabbed his hands.

"I'm sorry babe, I really am. I just feel really angry over stupidness, I must be due on. I just love you that's all and I want to be with you in everyway, I totally get it there's no rush. We should be just spending time together especially now we have roofs over our heads" I said kissing him.

"Don't you worry, I'm sorry too. You know I've never had a proper relationship and I will mess up from time to time, but this is why I want you to tell me where I am going wrong, instead of storming off" he sighed.

"I put my arms around his neck and jumped up, wrapping my legs around his waist.

He held my bum and kissed me passionatly. We ended up having sex again, with no protection AGAIN.

Daryl rubbed his head afterwards looking stressed.

"I know, I know I will start on the pill first thing in the morning I promise, but please can we just go back next door and cuddle, I'm tired and I just want kisses" I said.

"we can kiss but you know full well it will lead to you riding me, it's a known fact" he grinned, kissing my neck.

"we can't again we have no protection" I said rolling my eyes.

"One more time isn't going to hurt, you're probably weeks pregnant already" he said.

"and what will we do if I am?" I asked.

"then you are and we will have to deal with it. It's not that I don't want a baby" he replied, "It's just not he best of situation's to be in right now. I would be extatic if you were, I hope you know that? All I want is to marry you and have babies, I just want to know I can protect you and the baby at all costs"

I had my clothes back on now and I walked over to where he was stood. I grabbed his face and kissed him tenderly. When we eventually pulled apart we were both breathing hard,

"Come on lets get you home" he said biting his lip.

He lifted me up and carried me back to the house next door, where low and behold we had sex again. Not just once but 3 more times. It was super late when we went to sleep. Daryl buried his head into my neck and held me close.

"No matter what happens, I got you" he whispered.