AU where instead of the bar Sylvie decides to take Loki home and offers him a drink there also instead of saying I want my friends back he now says "I want you." I think us Sylki fans were waiting for that confession. Lol
"I want you!" Loki finally admitted with a gasp. He quickly looks away his cheeks blushing pink. "Us." He swallows. "I miss us I haven't been able to stop thinking about what happened...the fight...the kiss." He turns back to face her. His eyes shine with tears. "When I saw you moved on, made a life for yourself I...I didn't know what to do at least at the TVA I had a purpose there people who need me...You don't need me anymore and I...I don't want to be alone."
A tear slowly rolls down his cheek.
Sylvie puts her glass down and looks at her counterpart. She said nothing she didn't need to say anything she expected this from him for ages he has denied what they had but now he has finally admitted his true intentions and feelings for her.
Sylvie takes a deep breath. She missed him too, she missed them, their connection their bond. She may have started a life for herself but she never stopped thinking about him. However despite all that she couldn't let him off that easily he hurt her, betrayed her he promised her he would stay by her side and he blew it.
"If that is what you want." Sylvie raises her eyebrow. "You need to prove yourself." He frowns at that. "You did betray me." Sylvie continued. "Turned on me."
"Sylvie."
"Let me finish." She cut him off. "You hurt me that day How do you expect me to accept you back? For all I know you could betray me again."
"Never." He sworn.
She shakes her head.
"That's not enough Loki."
"What do I need to do? How do I prove myself to you?"
"Maybe you can't. You are a Loki after all. Maybe this whole conversation is a waste of time." He looked like he is ready to argue but she stops him. "Loki your friends are safe and sound and I'm okay. Its over now go and write your own story, make a life of your own."
Sylvie stands up and smooths her outfit down. Loki stared at her with shock and disbelief. Sylvie turns away not wanting to see his face. She couldn't express her vulnerability around him. Not this time.
Suddenly Sylvie heard a thud. She turns round and what she sees shocks her.
Loki is kneeling yes kneeling down on the ground. He looks up at her his eyes wide.
"Sylvie...Please don't leave please..." He shakes his head. "I can't do it again."
Sylvie huffs and folds her arms.
"I mean what I said." He continued. "I want you and I'm sorry for what happened but you have to understand killing him has put us all at risk."
"But it hasn't. We're fine now."
"At the time we didn't know that." He grits his teeth. "I was just trying to do the right thing."
"Sure."
"I screwed up too many times now and for once...for once I wanted to do something right."
"And you still can." Sylvie said. "Walk away, let us go."
"I can't let you go."
"Why is that Loki?"
"Because." His voice trailed off.
"Because." She pressed him.
"Because I love you."
Sylvie closes her eyes at those words. Warmth filled her chest. She wanted to kiss him right now but she already made it clear she couldn't let him off that easily.
He needed to be taught a lesson.
Sylvie looms over him. Her mere presence made Loki sink back on his knees. She kept a straight face on not wanting to give him any satisfaction.
"If that is true."
"Enchant me. Look in my mind and see for yourself."
Sylvie didn't need to look. Her gut told her he is telling the truth.
"Boring." She laughs. "But you could prove yourself in another way."
He nods. He looked so desperate.
"Anything."
A devilish smirk spreads across her lips. Her eyes glint with mischief. She then extends her hand out.
"Come with me."
Loki lies on the bed his clothes discarded to the side. Sylvie stood at the foot of the bed fully dressed. She holds up several ropes.
"What's that for?" He asked.
He received a slap to the face.
"Silence!" She glared. "You speak when I tell you to. Got it?"
His eyes blow wide at that.
"Syl..."
"Yes or no."
Suddenly too stunned to speak Loki only responds with a nod.
"Good." She then grabs his hand and ties it to the post of the bed. "Now I know you could break these but if you do that you will be in big trouble. You don't want to make me mad do you Loki?"
His mind immediately goes to all the times she has hit him and kicked him. The thought of that made him shake his head. She nods.
"Thought so."
Once she finished tying his hands and feet Sylvie returns to the foot of the bed and starts to undress herself.
Loki held his breath as Sylvie slowly stripped her down. Lastly she removes her bra followed by her panties. She waves them in the air and teases him. Then she tosses them with the other pieces of clothing.
The Goddess climbs on to the bed. She sits between his thighs and looks down at him. Loki is breathing heavily. He eyes her up and down the need to touch her starting to consume him. If he attempted to touch her he knew he will most likely end up in a ditch somewhere. He realized Sylvie is now running the show she's the one in control here and he wasn't going to fight her on it. He already lost her once he didn't want to lose her again. Also she looked freaking hot towering over him with that naughty glint in her eyes. He can already imagine all the things he wanted her to do to him.
Sylvie leans forward and locks her lips with his. Loki tries to go forward but the restrains held him back. A whine escapes him as he desperately wants to be near her but fortunately Sylvie presses herself against him. Her tongue pushes all the way in and rolls along with his. Moments later Sylvie pulls away
Another whine escapes Loki's lips.
Sylvie runs her hands over his body. She then paused and brushed her fingers over his manhood. He groans at the touch. Her fingers curl around his cock and she strokes him. The long, tender strokes sent jolts of electricity through him.
"Sy..."
She immediately loosens her hold and gives him a glare. He shuts his mouth not wanting to breathe another word he didn't want her to stop.
When Sylvie knew the message came across she returns to stroking his length again. He has already become hard. The sight of his big, hard cock in her hands made her wet.
Damm.
Focus Sylvie focus.
Sylvie lets go of his cock and returns to her position between his knees.
"With pleasure there is pain." She said.
Suddenly a dagger appears in her hand.
Loki gives her a questioning look.
"I can't let you get away with what you did." She said her tone cold. "You must pay. Do you understand?"
He nods.
"Speak!"
"Yes...Sylvie I understand."
She brings the dagger down on his chest. She didn't like causing people pain but she had to do this she needed Loki to feel what she felt.
"You are a God you will heal."
Her eyes shift on to him. Loki can see a storm playing behind those eyes. Rage, anguish, pain and suffering all rolling across her face. He did this to her he made her feel like this.
I'm sorry.
He gives her an apologetic look.
But that wasn't enough for Sylvie.
With a deep breath Sylvie pierced his skin the dagger goes straight through. Loki's screams are cut off when she covers his mouth with her hand. She closes her eyes and sighs heavily. She then removes the dagger and makes another cut on his stomach. Loki's screams continued to be muffled. Tears started to roll down his face.
Sylvie kept going. She sliced and cut into his skin.
Loki never once fought back. He sworn he will prove to himself to her he will do anything for her. He will stick to that promise for her.
Eventually Sylvie removes her hand and allows herself to embrace his pain. It thrills her, pleases her.
Disgusting thoughts and emotions.
But Lokis are not perfect are they?
Everyone had a dark side.
Blood is pouring down his body. Sylvie scoops up some of the blood with her finger. She brings it up to her nose and smells it. It made her realize that he chose to bleed for her. This is all for her. With that thought in mind Sylvie licks the blood.
And she made him watch.
Loki obeyed and stared straight at her.
Sylvie holds up the dagger.
"Love is a dagger." She echoed her words back at him.
She puts the dagger down on the table and returns her attention back to him. The cuts on his body have healed now. She kisses him again and licks up his tears. She runs her fingers through his curls and sadly shakes her head.
He looked so scared.
She told him to reveal his fear.
He answered.
"You."
"Of me?"
"No." He shakes his head. "I'm afraid that you will leave me."
She holds on to the back of his head. She gently strokes his cheek. She couldn't see a God.
She saw a scared little boy who didn't want to be alone.
"Please don't leave me." The familiar plea returns to his lips. "I can't live without you."
He goes to bring his hand forward but she stops him.
"You know the rules."
He sighs.
"You are selfish." She suddenly says.
He furrowed his eyebrows at that.
"Its always about you its about what you want. What about me? What about what I want?" His lips are pressed into a thin line. She cups his chin and forces him to look at her. "Ask me. Ask me what I want?"
"What do you want?" He asked.
She leans forward her hot breath hits his face. Loki gazes at her lips and thought of how badly he wanted to kiss them again.
"You know I want." She replied. She goes towards his ear and whispers. "I want you to fuck me."
He gasped at the words.
"You want me? You love me? Now is your time to prove it." Sylvie then hitched her body forward. Loki bites his lip as his eyes go on to her entrance. Sylvie looks down at him. "What do I want Loki?"
"You want me to make love to you."
Her lips curl into an amused smirk.
"Close. It begun with an F and ended with a K." His cheeks turned a shade of pink. "Don't embarrassed I want to hear that dirty mouth of yours. Come on pretty boy what do I want?"
"You want me to fuck you." He mumbled.
"Louder."
"You want me to fuck you!"
"Louder!"
"YOU WANT ME TO FUCK YOU!"
"Do you want to fuck me!"
"Yes...Norms Yes!" He gasped.
She looks down at him again. Her eyes darken with lust.
"Then fuck me." She growled.
She sits down on his face.
He pushes his tongue in.
His tongue slides between the folds and immediately hits a sensitive area.
Sylvie gasps.
Loki smiles to himself.
Sylvie throws her head back as Loki hungrily licked her up and down. He pushes his tongue deep inside her and slides it up, down and around her vagina.
Sylvie pushes herself down on to him. She moans as he sucks on to her wet folds.
"Loki!" She groaned. "Fuck!"
He continued to fuck her with his tongue. Each jolt sent a charge of power through her. She can feel her magic thrumming beneath her fingertips. Little green sparks shoot out whenever Loki hit a weak spot.
"SO GOOD ARGH!"
He brightened at those words.
She sensed this and gave him more praise. The more he received the more determined he became. Loki wanted to please her he wanted to be the one who can make her like this. The sounds the noises that is all because of him. She is enjoying this.
That makes him happy.
Sylvie can feel the orgasm coming on.
"Loki I am going to cum." She grabs a handful of his hair and pulls him in her. "You are going to try it but don't swallow okay?"
He nods.
Sylvie then let go.
Once Sylvie let it out she quickly slides off him and her lips return to his.
"Don't swallow." She repeated.
She pushes her tongue in. They both tasted the saltiness of her cum. She closes her eyes as they shared their intimate moment. She is leaving a part of her in him. A way of giving piece by piece of herself to him.
He moaned into the kiss. Sylvie taps his throat urging him to swallow.
He did.
Sylvie continued to kiss him.
He savored every part of her. Enjoyed the way his lips connected with hers. This it felt right.
Sylvie then moves and leaves a trail of kisses down his collarbone. She latches on to his nipples and sucks hard at them. He arched up at that. He wanted to cry out but remembered he couldn't make a sound. The Goddess touches her mouth.
"Dirty mouth. I want to hear it."
He responds with a cry of her name.
Sylvie pretended that didn't have a massive impact on her. She kept a straight face as her tongue rolls down his abs. She grips his waist and digs her fingers hard into it.
"Shit!" He cursed.
"You do have a perfect waist." She said in a teasing tone.
Overall you are perfect.
She didn't say that out loud but the admiration in her eyes as she examined him said it all. Loki might be a pain in the ass but his body is a work of art.
She plants a kiss on his stomach to show that.
She positions herself in front of his cock.
"Now as you have been a good boy." She gestures to the ropes. "I will let you use your hands."
He straightened up at that. His face eager he badly wanted to touch her.
She wanted his big hands touching her all over too.
She removes the restrains but kept his feet tied up she wanted to make sure he remained in his bottom position Lokis do like to come out on top.
But not this time.
"Are you ready?" She asked.
"Yes."
"Yes what?"
"Yes Sylvie."
She nods and smiles.
"You want to make me happy Loki."
"I do."
She holds on to his length.
"You done so well so far don't screw it up."
"I won't. I will never let you down Sylvie."
She starts to bring him inside her. Her eyes remained locked on to his. Loki can already feel himself getting hard again.
Once he is fully inside her Loki then turned feral. He grabs her waist and pulls her down on him. He meets her with each thrust starting off slow then eventually they picked up the pace.
"FUCK!" She cried.
He growls in response.
He looks at her breasts and seeks her premission to touch them. She gives him permission. Without hesitation Loki grasps the nipple with his mouth and pulls hard at it. Sylvie shuddered and pushes her chest on to him demanding more. Loki happily obliged.
He then touches her breasts with his hands. He fondled them, he squeezed them hard. He allows his hands to travel all over her body wanting to soak up every part of her.
Norms she is everything.
He twirls his fingers in her hair and cups her cheek with his other hand. She lies her head into his palm. A little smile spreads across her face.
She turns and kisses his palm.
Loki smiles back.
Soon the smile vanished from her face. She abruptly pulls away. She gives him another hard thrust causing him to moan. Sylvie suddenly reaches out and wraps her hand around his throat.
Loki gasped with surprise.
Sylvie tightened her hold on him.
Another gasp comes from him followed by a series of coughs.
Sylvie pushes Loki's head further back. She closes her eyes as she hears him struggling beneath her.
I have to do this.
Pain and pleasure.
She needed him to understand. She needed him to share her pain. This is what it felt like when her life was sucked out her. Her family, friends her home all gone before her very eyes. Another thing died that day as well.
Her innocence.
She had to form a wall around herself. A shield to protect her from the forces that wanted to hurt her. For centuries she had to run , constantly looking over her shoulder, fearing for her life doing everything she can to survive.
Loki's hands go on to hers. He is pushing her off him.
Flight or fight response has kicked in.
A feeling she had to endure all her life.
Now he can experience it.
She looks at his panicked expression.
It's like looking in a mirror.
He tried to call her name.
She shakes her head.
Then after a few moments he stopped fighting. He stares at her.
Then he lowers his hands.
She frowns with confusion.
"I...I...I understand." He said between gasps. "I...know...I know you won't kill me."
He trusted her.
With his life.
That is because he understood her.
"I've been where you are." His words echoed in her mind.
He places his hand on her wrist. His eyes soften.
"Together." He croaked.
He is willing to share her burden.
She wasn't alone in this anymore.
She knew that now.
That caused tears to form in her eyes.
He gives a shaky smile.
She loosens her grip on him. She quickly brushes away the tears. The mask slips back on.
"Don't slow down now." She forced a smile.
He continued to please her.
She moaned with delight.
It was like music to Loki's ears.
She can feel herself getting close again. Judging by his screwed up face she knew he is close too.
She gave him permission to let go.
He did.
He tightened his hold on her. He buried his face into her chest as he let it all out.
Then she followed. She clenched her teeth. She tugged hard at his hair and allowed the next wave to ride itself out.
Once it was all out Sylvie sighed.
She is content.
Peaceful.
Like a weight has been lifted off her shoulders.
Loki couldn't stop staring at her. He feared if he looked away even for a second she will be gone.
He didn't want to lose her.
Not again.
He whimpered at the thought.
Sylvie noticed his sudden distress.
She climbs off him and removes the restrains from his feet. After that she sits back down on the bed and brushes the hair away from his face.
He looks at her with worry in his eyes.
Has he done enough?
Will he ever be enough for her?
She opens her arms out.
"Come here baby."
He went into her arms. She wraps her arms around him and holds him tight.
"Don't leave." He said a sob rising inside him.
She soothes him. She plants a kiss on his head. He lies on her chest and takes in the comfort.
It's been so long since somebody comforted him.
"You mean what you said." She said moments later. "Together?"
"You go I go." He answered.
He intertwined his fingers with hers.
She squeezed his hand.
"I'm not going anywhere." She assured him. He exhaled a sigh of relief. "But for this to work we need to be on the same page."
Loki agreed with her.
He squeezed her hand back.
Then Sylvie had a thought.
"Hey you haven't done that...Whatever the Hell that was back at McDonald's."
"Oh...Yes you are right." He smiles. He thought back to O.B's words. "I'm where I need to be." His smile widens. "It's the who. You."
He kisses her on the lips. She kisses him back.
She kept him grounded.
He is her anchor.
They belonged together.
He told her he loved her again.
Sylvie wasn't that great with words. She preferred conveying her feelings through actions. So she lies him down on the bed.
"Ask me." She said her voice husky. "What do I want?"
"What do you want?" He asked with a soft smile.
She leans forward and whispers.
"I want you to make love to me. Now say it what do I want?"
He gives her a teasing smirk.
"To fuck you."
She laughed.
He happily accepted her request with more passion and hunger than before.
And this time they did together as equals.
The End