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guys here is your update... happy reading...
he wake up with a thund from his bed... first word come out from his mouth is : dad...
another person : kya hua abhi??
abhijeet saw his surrounding and said in low tone : nhi kuch nhi bas ek bura sapna tha...
another person said : subh ke 8 bej rhe h aab tak so gae to bure sapne hi aaege na... uth jaao...waise ek parcel aya hua tha aaj tumhare liye... daya ne bheja h...
abhijeet look at him with shock : ... da.. daya.. daya..ne... kha h...kha h parcel...
he jumped out of bed in just next second...
abhijeet ask in hurry and fear both : kha.. kha h... parcel...
another person said : bhar hall mein rakha h...
abhijeet went with fast step and take the parcel in his hand ...
fear lines come on his forehead... he saw name daya... he is feeling nervous like he is not reading name... like daya is in front of him...
he is looking at the name daya... a smily face come in front of him...
abhijeet said in low tone : m room mein ja rha hu... thodi der ke liye disturb nhi karna yaar please...
and he left
abhijeet open the parcel with trembling hands and find a CD and a letter ...
abhijeet open the letter
kaise ho abhi...hope so ki jha bhi ho theek hogem bhi theek hu
tum ne ek cd bheji...
or kha ki m baat ko samjhu...
aaj ek cd mein bhej raha hu
vahi kahuga ki tum bhi baat ko samjhana..
tumhara bhai... daya...
abhijeet take out cd and put it in player and sit in front of computer...
he saw daya's face on his PC...
his heart become heavy... a smily face...
daya speak with lots of love, care and concern : kaise ho abhi... (in frank tone) tum to bilkul hi bhul gae mujhe (he smile at last)
daya speak again after a little break.. in serious tone :
abhi mujhe tumhe kuch batana h... (with a regret sign) mein sayad phle hi der kr di... ye sab tumhe batane mein...
but believe me... mujhe shi wakt hi nhi mila... (in meaningful tone) tum to jante hi ho abhi ki jindgi kitni tazzi se mod le rahi h... m khud nhi samaj paya ki mujhe tumhe ye baat btaani bhi chaiye ya nhi...
abhijeet now start feeling a delima of fear... is again something worst is going to come in his life... but what can be more worst then the truth that he is an orphan... abhijeet smile sadly...
daya continue : yaar darsal... matlab ki... vo...
daya become quiet for sometime
tumhare ex duty head ACP pardyuman ke bare mein kuch baat karni thi
something cracked in his heart badly... it's hurt him... it's really hurts him
what... ex duty head... ACP pardyuman... really... only this much relation he is having with that person...
but after all what is wrong in it... he also saying him just ACP sir... with this abhijeet manage himself...
abhijeet darsal (daya take a deep breath) vo...posttraumatic stress disorder...PTSD... se suffer ker raha h...
a sudden shock... what he said just now... how...
till he is not accepted this shaking truth... when he listen
ye ek bimari h... ho sakta h tumhe pata bhi ho..
(after a small break)
use daily panic attacks aa rahe h abhi..(daya speak just as a small child who is about to cry with this)
(daya said with downhead and low tone) ye sab aaj se lag bhag 21 saal phle shuru hua...
meri kidnapping se...
us wakt jo halat bane... unhone tod dia use bilkul
ek regret tha uske dil m meri maut ka... mujhe khone ka... vo khud ko jimmedaar man ne lga.. maa ke assuo ka...
fir tumhare dad ki maut... vo uske liye bhi ander hi ander khud ko blame krne lga...
use us waqt kisi aapne ke sath ki jarurat thi jo use samjha pata ki ye sab halato ke chalte hua h... isme uski koi galti nhi h...
per aisa koi nhi tha us wakt uske saath... maa or uske bich ek azib si chupi aa gai thi... vo ek dusre se bolte tak nhi the...
vo bilkul akela padh gaya...
(with deep tone and puppy eyes daya said) or sayad hum dono hi samaj sakte h ki vo wakt kitna dardnaak hota h... jab aap duniya mein akele padh jaao
abhijeet felt this line to easily... yes it's worst time
vo depression mein chala gaya... but ( with a smirk) shaab to ACP pardyuman h... unhe to kuch hota hi nhi... duty to vo chodte hi nhi...
usne dr. vinay se concert krke kuch medicines start kr di... sab as usual chal raha tha...
per fir ek din vo tumhe ghar le aaya...
tumhare aane se bhot kuch badal gaya... maa or uske bich to nhi... per maa khush rahne lagi... vo maa ko khush dekh kar apna regret kam Mehssos karne laga... uska bhi lagaav ho gya tumse...
un dono ko hi jine ki ek wajah mil gai...
daya smile happily...
sab firse normal hone laga... per vo tumhare liye time nhi nikal pata tha... to maa firse vahi purani baatein le aati... ki uske liye kuch bhi jaruri nhi h siwae uski duty k...
un dono ke bich vo buri yaad ek darar ban gai... vo understanding firse kabhi bani hi nhi un dono ke bich...
(abhijeet listening all this without even blinking)
dekhte hi dekhte... tum bade ho gae Or... ACP ne tumhe cid join krwane ki thaan li...
(with a sad sign)
per maa ye kisi kimat per nhi hona dena chahti thi
fir unke bich ke daily conflict... Or maa ka ghar chod ke chale jana... ye sab to tum mujhse behtar jante ho
yes he knew more well about that time... he was witness of that time
uski bimari kaafi badh gai... sir dard... bechani... kuch symptoms bhi dikhne lage... bimari badne ke sath hi usne aapni medicine dose bhi badha di
i know tum shock hoge ki tumhe kaise nhi pata chala kabhi... per jante tum bhi ho ki vo tumhe tense nhi dekh sakta... Or afterall vo ACP pardyuman h... vo agar kuch chupana chahe to pata lagna naammumkin barabar h
per in sab ke baad bhi ek wajah thi uske pass.. jine ki... khush dikhne ki... vo the tum... vo tumhare liye jine laga
per ek problem bhi ho gai... usne har rishtey ke bina jeena sikh liya per vo tumse door nhi kar sakta khud ko...
aaj bhi nhi
abhijeet's heart melting with each line
jab se tum mujhe pakdne ke mission pe lage... Or acp se sawal karne aaye... dongara ke baare mein... or fir tumhare dad ki death ke baare mein
to vo daar gya... bhot jada... use lga ki usne tumhe bhi kho dia...
us wakt firse use kisi ki jarurat thi... or kisi or ki nhi tumhari hi jarurat thi... per tum mission mein busy the... mere sath the...
uski ek disease or badh gai...
use panic attacks aane lage... ghabrahat hona... saans na aana... dil ki dhadkan tez ho jana... blood pressure badh jana... sir dard se fatna... or bhi bhot kuch...
(abhijeet feel like he just stop the time.. went in past and be with ACP sir... yes he is ready to left everything... yes he is ready... even daya also... he want to take care of ACP sir)
fir jab sachai samne aai... m is ghar mein aya... kr jab maa aai... to members to pure ho gae... per parivaar nhi... acp khud ko sab ke pass hokar or jada akela mehssos karne laga...
(daya stops)
ye sab to chal hi raha tha... ki... tumhara vo video dekha usne...
a sudden fear crossed his body ... which makes him realise the effect of his action... yes he is totally unaware... his heart beat became fast... a fear covered him badly... what it result???
vo nhi seh paa raha h... meine bhot koshish ki... ki m use himaat du... rojana ek jutha dilasa du ki tum loat aaoge... ki m tumhe wapas le aau ga...
(with the sign of failure)
kuch nhi hua...
abhi ek major attack Or sayd vo... (he can't complete his line)
hamesha ke liye kho do ge abhi tum use... Or sayad fir khud ko kabhi apne is jaldbaaji mein uthae kadam ke liye maaf nahi kar paaoge...
(abhijeet not able to react anything)
he just remember a smily .. shiny... lovely face with a voice : aa gaya mera abhi school se... and a hug... what a beautiful time that was... that hug...
vo sayad iss umeed mein roz maut se ladh raha h ki tum loat aaoge... uska beta aa jaega uske pass
abhijeet's eyes shedding tears... his full face is wet with tears...
agar tumhe kabhi bhi laga ho ki un dono ne tumhe apna beta mankar pala h to loat aao abhi...
is se phle ki kuch bhot bura ho jaega...
please wapas aa jao...
tumhe kuch or bhi dikhana tha abhi...
and just then a another video get started... he is similar with that place... that Room and obviously with that person
acp sir sleeping peacefully... but suddenly he moving his body in uncomfortable...restlessly...
he is mummering : abhi... abhi.. abh.. ab.. abhi..
he is feeling difficulty to take breath
he is looking to restless
now he is holding his chest and neck area bith trembling hands... and sweat is totally covered is face...
his condition is becoming more worst
at a time daya entered in room while running...
he just shook him... he checked his heart beat...
daya speak while patting his cheek : acp... acp... (fear is clear on daya's face)
daya shook him again to make him out of his fear...
ACP sir opened his eyes... fear... fear of loosing... that pale face... that empty eyes...
he mummered : daya... da... day.. daya... abhi... vo... vo... bhi... ch... chala gaya... mujhe... mujhe... ch.. chod kr...
daya just take him in hug and patt his back with : khi nhi gaya h abhijeet vo kahi nhi gaya h... samjhe tum... sab theek h... vo jaldi wapas aa jaega... sun rhe ho na tum mujhe... use baat hui h meri... theek h vo ... aa jaega... thode dino m...
he give him water... and saying this fake thinks again and again... and as a result... after sometime ACP sir became normal...
ACP sir hold his head in pain...
ACP sir speak in low tone : fir se attack...
daya replied in between : haa...
daya put his hand on his shoulder with : relax... m yahi hu aab...
this make abhijeet studd... no he never saw ACP sir afraid... this much weak... in messy condition like this... no he never seen this before...
he knows that ACP sir will have pain in the Deepness of his heart... but his action results like this... no ... he never think this... not even in dream
he never thought to make ACP sir suffer like this... never...
at a time a voice came
ye major attack nhi tha... or na vo akela tha... agar vo akela hota to be uski Jaan ko khatra ho sakta tha... vo saans hi nhi le pata... ya uske dimak ki nsse fat jaati... ya ho sakta h use heart attack aa jata... kuch bhi ho sakta tha
(abhijeet shivered from the bottom of his heart)
request karta hu abhi... der mat kar dena faisla ker ne mein... uski halat bhot najuk h... itni ki ye video jab tak tum tak pohche us wakt tak sayad koi measure attack uski saanse rok chuka ho...
nooo... this can't happen... noo...the last line hit abhijeet...
abhijeet m tumhara wait ker raha hu... Or koi mujhse bhi jayada...
daya smile... but is it really a smile... no it's shows that tears are no more now...
other side
parinita feed breakfast to ACP and give medicine to him...
she sit near by him .. and said in low tone : daya se baat hui aapki...
ACP sir nodded in yes : hmmm... vo bhi tense h to bas... bich bich mein hyper ho jata h... or kai baar insaan ke kuch purane jakham khured jate h...
both became quiet...
parinita said with care : aaj aap kafi weak lag rahe h... vinay ko call kru...
ACP sir deny her with : nhi... theek hu m...
parinita can clearly see that he is becoming weak day by day... his tone is also telling this... and his dull face...
parinita said again : dakhiye na chehra bilkul pila pad gaya h... agar aise hi chalata raha to aap theek kaise honge... please aap dr. ko dikha lijiye ek baar... aap ki tabiyat sachme theek nhi...
the care... love... concern... everything is clear in her eyes and tone...
ACP sir just looking at her... he is not able to change his glance from her... yes... this care... this love... all things which he lost a time ago...
parinita also noticed his glance... so she said in low tone : please aapko jarurat h ...
but at a time ACP sir cut her with lost and deep tone : ha jarurat... thi... bhot jarurat thi... tumhari...
parinita felt his pain in her heart...
today she also want to talk... about that black past...
she said with agreed tone : haa janti hu... (she don't make any excuse... any point from her side)...
she just hold ACP sir's hand with care... (ACP look at her in shock but he didn't take our his hand from her soft grip)
she continue : per kya aab sab sahi nhi ho sakta... kya fir se sab pahle jaise nhi ho sakta...
ACP sir didn't reply anything...
she said with hurt tone : per aapki ye chuppi to duriya or badha deti h... Sare hak hi cheen leti h... sab khatam ker deti h...
ACP sir said in straight tone : sab kuch khatam ho chuka h parinita... kuch bhi nhi bacha... vo ehsaas bhi nhi jo mehssos karwata tha ki tum meri jindagi ka ek hissa bhi ho... vo bhi nhi bacha...
parinita feel hurt by his words but she manage herself... yes she is ready to listen as much as hurting words from him... atleast he is speaking...
ACP sir continue : jab tum is ghar mein wapas aai to mujhe khushi nhi hui... ghutan mehsoos hone lage... ye ghar khed jaisa lagne lga mujhe...
parinita feeling guilty... no she can't break him like this... she can't became the reason of his weakness... she was always his power... his strength...
ACP sir continue : mujhe is ghar mein akele rahne ki adat ho gai h... tumhare bina rahne ki... khud ko bure se bure wakt mein akele sambhalne ki...
this take tears in her eyes...
before anyone will speak anything they listen a voice : maa... maa...
parinita wipe her tears immediately...
and said in hurry with wet throat : daya ke samne kuch maat kahiye ga...
at a time daya entered In room with a sweet smile...
daya feel seriousness in the room. .. he asked doubtfully : sab theek h... ???
parinita said with little laugh : sab theek h daya... tum btao tum itni jaldi kyo uth gae...
ACP sir join her with : haa... sari raat to yha the tum mere pass...
daya said while looking on watch : vo ACP ki dawaaiyon ka wakt ho gaya na to m uth gaya...
ACP sir and parinita exchange a glance... oo... he caring this much... he is remembering this much...
parinita said with smile : meine de di h medicines...
but daya sense that today ACP sir looking too weak and dull...
he look at him for once and then take out his mobile and dial a number
daya on phone : hlo doctor vinay...
: haa vo aaj ACP ki tabiyat mujhe kuch theek nhi lag rhi...
: theek h... ok doctor... thanks
and he disconnected the call...
ACP sir give an angry look to daya ...
daya said by sitting beside him : aise ghurne ki jarurat nhi h... apna haal dekho pehle...
parinita said : daya bache agar tumhe neend aa rahi h to tum so jaao... kitne dino se theek se soe nhi ho...
daya said while opening newspaper : m theek hu maa... don't worry... thodi der mein dr. vinay anr wale h ... aap unke chae nashte ka intzaam kr lo...
parinita nodded in yes and left...
daya reading newspaper...
but ACP sir thinking about his and parinita's talk...
he remember her teary eyes and wet tone...
he is trying to divert his mind but no... he is not able to do this...
somewhere his heart said ... she must crying in alone... because of his rude behavior...
daya saw that ACP sir is lost somewhere...
daya speak : kya hua... kya soch rhe ho...
ACP sir didn't reply him
daya ask again in bit high tone...
ACP sir speak : nhi bas aise hi...
daya said : hmmm
..
..
after almost 20 mins
acp sir speak in uncomfortable tone : da.. daya... mujhe.. ghut.. gghutn.. ho.. r.. rhi.. h..
his body is restless
.. yes.. again a panick attack...
daya in his mind : isse firse attack aa raha h...
daya hold his hand and said in determined tone : ACP ... ACP... tum theek ho... be strong...
daya didn't want to loose fight against this attack.. not at all...
daya make ACP sir face to face and said in little high tone : look at me... baat kro mujhse... acp... (he patting his cheeks) speak up... ACP...
ACP sir speak with much courage : d.. daya.. d.. (yes he is responding) d.. daya.. pa.. paani.. p..
daya give water to him...
his face become totally lifeless and pale... sweat is present on his forehead...
daya rub his back... make him sit properly...
daya continuously speaking with him : ACP... are you ok... ACP...
ACP sir said in dull tone : theek hu m... yes he is in his sense...
daya take a sign of relief...
ACP sir closed his eyes tightly... a tear is slipped from his eye... yes it's painful...
daya noticed the water drop which rolled from the lion eye...
daya place his hand on ACP sir's shoulder and asked in care : tum theek ho?... dard ho raha h tumhe? ...
but ACP sir didn't replied anything ...
daya not feeling comfortable by seeing ACP sir in pain...
daya asked again this time his tone is full care and love : agar tum kuch btao ge hi nhi to mujhe pata kaise chale ga... please btao kya ho rha h tumhe...
daya asked : tumhe fir se waise ghabharat ho rhi h?
ACP sir closed his grip tightly .. daya holding his hand so he feel shivering in ACP sir's hand...
daya understand that he is not in condition to answer anything...
daya can't stop himself and he take him in protective and caring hug...a warm hug...
daya's eyes became teary by feeling the fear.. which is inside the heart of his father...
he can feel the tiredness.. the weakness . .. the need of support... his condition telling that he accepted his defeat...
daya said with wet throat : tum is tarah tut nhi sakte.. is tarah kamjoor nhi pad sakte... haar nhi sakte tum...
daya listen a dull and dead tone : m.. nhi.. s.. seh.. sakta.. a.. ab.. or..
daya feel like his heart broken from inside... his words hit his heart directly...
daya said to console him : kyo ... tum itne kamjoor ho... ek mamuli si bimari ke aage ghutne tekne h
daya know very well that what actually making him weak... but he is not getting words to say the thing directly... or he may also not have this much courage...
ACP sir said in weak tone : ye.. sab.. mu.. mujhe.. anda.. an.. andar.. se.. khaa.. r.. ra.. ha.. h.. (ACP sir hug him back... he is shivering)
daya said with lots of feeling : m hu na aapke sath... kuch bura nhi hoga... sab theek ho jaega...
it's not " tumhare" ... this time it's "aapke"
yes he didn't use word dad... but his tone is saying this word very clearly...
ACP sir said while sobbing : abhi... abhijeet... v.. vo.. k.. kyo.. ch.. al.. gaya... usse.. p.. pata.. h.. m.. n.. hi.. ji.. sakta.. uske bina.. vo.. chala.. k.. kyo.. gya... mujhe.. chod.. ker..
daya said in confident tone : kisne kha ki vo chodker gaya h apko... vo bas thoda confuse h... sach ko apna nhi paa raha h...
daya said with a small laugh : dekhna bhot jald aakar rote hue kahega vo ki dad mujhse galti ho gai... mujhe nhi jana chaiye tha...
in funny way : fir 2 - 4 din tum bhi majje leena... maaf maat karna...
a smile take place on ACP sir's face only by listening or imagine this moment...
at a time they both listen a voice : aare ye kya... yha to baap bete ka pyaar chaal raha
they both look at Source of voice and it's Dr. vinay who is smiling on them
they both get separate...
Dr. vinay noticed teary eyes of daya and messy condition of ACP sir... he understand that his entery disturbed the father son conversation...
he said with smile : waise daya mera bhot maan tha ki kabhi mein mere pita ji ke gale lag jaau... per kabhi himmat hi nhi hui... u r Luck...
daya give no reply to this...
Dr. vinay move toward ACP sir .. he take a full view of him... and said in dramatic tone : daya iski medicines ka karcha tum bewajah hi ker rhe ho... (in taunting tone) ye to do - chaar din ka hi mehmaan h...
daya know that it's only a taunt for ACP sir... but he don't like it...
Dr. vinay take a fast check up of ACP sir...
he said in angery tone : mujhe na pardyuman teri reports dekh ker itna gussa ata h na ki... per jab teri ye halat dekhta hu na to taras aa jata h... daant bhi nhi pata mein tujhe...
blood pressure high h... raat bhar shaab soe nhi h... aakho per dark circles pd gae h... heart beat tez h... koi bhi sudhar nhi h... koi bhi...
daya interrupt : to isme inki kya galti h... medicines to le rhe h.. khana kha rhe ... rest ker rhe... aab aap dekhiye na ki kya wajah h ki improvement nhi ho rhi...
Dr. vinay looking daya with shock... is he the same old one... from "iski" to "inki"... respect... support... care... and that hug... it's really shocking..
dr.vinay said in meaningful tone : tum mein kaafi sudhaar h... daya get what he is talking about... so he keep silence ...
dr. vinay said to ACP sir : aab to tumhe kuch keh bhi nhi sakta mein...
ACP sir smiled on it... he know that Dr. vinay is not angery with daya's words.. he just pretending like wise ... actually he is enjoying the situation
dr. vinay give medicines and one injection to ACP sir and get up with : lo bhai meine to apni taraf se apna kaam ker dia h... baaki agar (to daya) ye aapke innocent dad.. apne dimak ko aram nhi dege... to koi ilaaz kisi kaam ka nhi h...
daya didn't reply.. but he feel like something crossed his body... when he listen that word "your dad"... yes that relation... that reallity... he is not feeling happy as well as not angery...
daya speak : aap ye syringe nikal kyo nhi dete.. ye dard ki wajah se hi so nhi paate h... abhi to koi drip bhi nhi lagni subh tak...
Dr. vinay find no problem in it so he Detached the syringe from ACP sir's hand... his hand became tight and yellow... because of regular flow of medicine in his body and by remaining the hand in one position...
Dr. vinay left from there...
abhijeet sitting in the front of computer screen... which is black now...
ACP sir's pale and afraid face is revolving around his eyes...
he remember a confident and heart winning smile of ACP sir...
yes.. he is feeling regret... how he can take this step... how he can think that he is now burden for him...
how he can think that the family is completed without him...
he remember when he met with parinita after a long time... that smile... that tears of happiness... that hug... that shine in her eyes...
he know that ... he is the only reason for which... ACP sir is alive... he is smiling for... yes he is the reason
how he can left his family in this condition... where they need him...his dad.. yes... he need him...
he remember how daya is ready to do everything even to be with ACP sir.. just for a smile on his face... just for him...
abhijeet take out his Mobile.. dialed a number... but he didn't call... he put his cell aside
another place
a person said : boss vo abhijeet wapas aa raha h...
the another person smile on it evily...
1st person : per agar vo teen firse mil gae to unhe harna bhot mushkil ho jaega...
another person in eveil tone : abhijeet wapas aa raha h... wapas aaya to nhi h na...wha se to aega... per yha pahuche ga ya nhi ye kise maloom h... (he start laughing)
1st person while making him aware : per vo abhijeet bhot shateer h...bhot tedi cheez h sala...hum kaise Or kya karege...
1st person : dekhta ja... ye dongara uske baap ke bhi samaj mein nhi aya tha... uske to aaega hi kha se
the endguys bhot bada chapter dia h...to please review karna...to kaisa lga chapter aapko...
abhi wapas loat paega ya nahi...
parinita - pardyuman (our lovely couples)...kya unke bich sab phle jaisa ho paega...
or daya acp... kya daya ki nafarat khatam ho jaegi...
or kya reason tha ki abhijeet ne achanak se ghar chod dia...
or aab agar abhijeet wapas aane mein kamyaab raha to family ke sath uski first meeting kaisi hogi...
or dongara kya karne wala h...
many more questions... and next update will after1910 reviews...
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