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abhijeet looking at daya...he just cleared his eyes and utter : yaar m janata hu...tu abhi bhot takleef m h...(in helpless tone) or m kuch nhi kar paa rha hu...tera dard nhi baant paa rha hu...
in confident tone : per m is tarah jayada der tujhe chup nhi rehne duga...ye ekla pan tujhe nhi sehne duga yaar...i promise you...
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on other side daya in his room
daya while looking outside the window : is baar nhi boss...is baar chaehe tum jo keh lo...jo ker lo...per m is baar kisi ko khud ko hurt karne ka mokka nhi duga...(in confident tone) kabhi nhi...
salunkhe sir on call : kya hua ... baat hui us se ????
abhijeet said in low tone : nhi...baat nhi hui..bas vo thoda gussa tha to ek do baatein bol di (and he tell salunkhe sir that what daya replied when he asked him about dinner)
salunkhe sir said in serious tone : sayad vo jayda hi naraz h...
abhijeet accept with : hmmm...(in helpless tone) per m kya kru ... uske liye dad ko hurt nhi ker sakta na m...(in guilt tone) us..use bhi..nhi karna chahta tha...but..mujhe lga is trah sab theek ho jaega
salunkhe sir know very well that how much they both are important in abhijeet's life...
salunkhe sir advised him : (in serious tone) ek baat kahu...maanoge ... tum un dono ke beech mat paddo ...ye unka masla hai...der saver .. vo khud hi suljha sakte h...tum jitna isme pado ge ... utna hi tumhara nuksan h
while making him remember : acp ko bhi ye tumhari galti lagti h...or ..or daya to ...
abhijeet understand that what salunkhe sir is trying to teach him... it's difficult for abhijeet to let them ...what they wanna do... but abhijeet maturely answers : hmmm...
salunkhe sir said in little happy tone : or daya jayada din tak tumse naraz nhi reh sakta ... tum uski fikar mat kro
ya , its reality but ...but how he can wait for that long ... because abhijeet can't bear daya's hate for one minute even ...it makes him feel more guilty...it hurts him more than anything else
Daya come to acp sir's room and asked in cold tone : theek ho tum...
acp sir nodded in yes
Daya trying to say something but he is feeling hesitation
Daya in low tone : vo..vo..mujhe (acp sir look at him) mujhe kuch ...kehna..(while correcting himself) m...matlab ki..pu.. puchhna tha...tum..tumse...
acp sir said : haa btao Daya ...
Daya take a deep breath and said : m..m Aditya ..ke ...paas..j..Jana ..chahta ..h..hu...kuch dino ke liye...
acp sir managed himself and said in calm tone : baitho phle...
(Daya think that he wanna convence him)
Daya said without sitting : manna mat karna ...
acp sir said again in calm tone : baitho tum...
daya sits on near by table and said : mujhe Jana h...(without looking at acp sir)
acp sir asked : kyo ... (actually Daya don't wanna give clearance to him)
Daya said directly : Mera Mann ker rha hai...
ACP sir understand that he don't wanna tell so he said : abhijeet...parinita ko maloom h ???
Daya moves his head in no...
ACP sir in sad tone : itne tang aa Gaye ho mujhse ... ki ab un dono ki bhi parwah nhi h...ki unhe kaisa lge ga...
Daya murmured : parwaah (he smiles) ... his smile have unspoken pain and hurt ...
ACP sir asked again : Daya ... kya baat hai ... kya chupa rhe ho tum mujhse ... ?????
Daya said in calm : kuch bhi to nhi ... (he don't want to hurt acp sir at any cost...as he ensured abhijeet about it...and for first time he hardly upholding his words)
ACP sir said : Jo hospital mein us doctor ne kha us wajah se ???
daya said in cold tone : mujhe farak nhi padta ... mujhe bas Jana hai abhi ...
at a time a voice came: kha Jane ke plans ban rhe hai bhei ...???
both look at door and find salunkhe sir there...
salunkhe sir enter with : akele akele kha Jane ka plan h tum dono ka...???
Daya tell him : nhi uncle vo...vo m Aditya ke Ghar Jane ka plan ker Raha tha ..
salunkhe sir in shocking tone : kyaaaa...!!!!!!!!!!! ...is time... abhijeet ko duty se hi fursat nhi hoti ... parinita kaise handle kregi sab akele ... or pardyuman ka khayal kon rakhega...nurse bhi akele handle kaise kregi sab...
Daya said : sath m ek wardboy aa jaaega...ek hi baat h
salunkhe sir who know everything even can feel daya's discomfort... said in deep tone : to tumhare hisab se ek wardboy m or apne sage bete mein koi farak nhi hota Daya ...????
Daya look at salunkhe as he don't in condition to answer this...
salunkhe sir said in low tone : theek hai...kuch chize normal nhi h...per is tarah tum is rishtey ko juthla nhi sakte daya ... apni jimmedari se bhag nhi sakte (this is enough for daya)
Daya said in little anger : phle bhaga kon tha sir jimeedariyo se...m ya apka dost ... (salunkhe sir sign acp sir not to speak)
Salunkhe sir replied in calm tone : chalo maan liya ki ye nhi sambhal saka rishtey ko...nhi ban paya ek acha pita...fir...???
Daya said in direct tone : to aap mujhse bhi umeed mat rakhiye...(his anger is visible on his face)
salunkhe sir said in meaningful tone : matlab ki tumhe iski koi parwah nhi h ... ye jiye ye mare...chae Jo ho
Daya smiled and said : kya ise parwa thi...mere Marne or jine ki...(ACP sir keep the silence)
(daya continue in hate tone) ACP pardyuman ko aab bhi koi farak nhi padta ... inhe Aaj bhi koi parwah nhi h ...
this time acp sir interrupted in hurt tone : Aisa nhi h daya please...
Daya look at him and asked in straight tone : oo really ... !!!!
to mere marne per farak padega tumhe ?????
this is really hurting for acp sir ... how it is possible that a father don't afraid by the thought of losing his son...
acp sir said in low tone : m tumhe yakeen to nhi dila sakta sayad ... per m wakai ...(in teary and crack tone) t..tumhe...khone..k..ke..khayal...se..se.bhi ..darta hu...daya..
and he just turned his face other side to hide his teary eyes
salunkhe sir felt bad for acp sir but somewhere he know daya's condition ... he know why this much hate Daya have in his heart ...
salunkhe sir said : tumhe uski ankho ka Pani bhi jutha lagta hai daya...kya uski aankhe gawahi nhi deti dikhai deti tumhe
Daya said with hurt smile : kash unhe bhi meri ankhe guhar karti dikhai deti ... (in hurt tone) to mujhe ... mujhe Bina gunah ke 20 saal ki saza nhi milti...iska kya bigda...bas ek faisla liya or sabki nazaro m mhan ban gya ... life to meri barbad Hui na ...or m kya hu...ek criminal...Saha meine tha...balidaan meine Diya h...isne nhi...
salunkhe sir said : Daya m samjhta hu tum per kya beet Rahi h...tumhari narazgi or gussa bhi...I know tumhare liye asaan nhi h...I know it was worst...samjhta hu m...
daya interrupted in hurt tone : (to acp sir) ... kash tum bhi samjhte ...
and he left the room ...
Daya again closed himself in room...
he is feeling like a lost child ... to whom none of known is visible...who wanna cry ... but having no shoulder to hold his tears...who wanna hug...who wanna show his pain ... his hurt ... his loneliness...his insecurity...but ... but ... it's just crowd around him... which is making him feel suffocated ..
he just come and fall on his bed and put his face on pillow just to hide himself from every pain...to make sure that no one can see his tears ...
in evening
abhijeet came back from bureau ... and just as always called her mom first : maaa
parinita came outside with a small smile : ha abhijeet...aa gaye beta ... kaisa Gaya din
abhijeet simply replied : theek tha maa...aap bataiye
parinita remember morning senerio and said : achaa Gaya bache...
abhijeet asked with care : dad kaise hai ... ???
parinita: theek hai vo...kal se to khana bhi kha sakte hai
abhijeet pass a smile on this ...
he look at parinita and said in low tone : or Daya ???
parinita said : theek hai ... bulaya to hai niche ... khane ke liye ... nhi aya to m upar de aaungi khana ...
both parinita and abhijeet wait for Daya ... but he didn't come down to eat ...
parinita in tention: kal bhi kuch theek se nhi khaya usne ... niche hi nhi aata ...
abhijeet call on daya's phone but he got no answer... abhijeet went in daya's room ... and find it open
he came inside and see Daya coming towards the door
Daya get that why abhijeet is here ... so he said : aa rha hu niche hi..ankh lag gai thi...both didn't matched eyes...just move outside...like strangers
on stairs daya felt dizzy... his body is getting heavy he is about to fall when abhijeet hold him with concern with : sambhal ke Daya... lag jati tujhe ...
Daya did his hand a side with : apne acp ka dhyaan rakho m khud sambhal sakta hu khud ko ... or meru chahe jiu tumhe kab se farak padne lga
this make abhijeet hurt ... he look at Daya with unbelievable eyes... because it's really too much...how he can say this... he can't believe on his own ears...
abhijeet in hurt tone : theek h yaar ... ho gai na galti... Maan to rha hu na ... tujhe gussa karna h ... marna h ... punish karna h to ker ..per ye ...is tarah bar bar ...yes it hurts him...
Daya said with a meaningful smile : sorry abhijeet...per atleast tumhe pta to chala ki jab koi apna baar baar takleef deta hai to kaisa mehsoos hota h...jab koi apka apna apko, aapki situation or condition ko na samjhe to kitni takleef hoti h
ya he don't wanna hurt him but he wanna tell him that how much it was hurting him ... how he felt ...
and with this he left abhijeet there with a heavy heart and with teary eyes ...
the end guys... here is daya's angry avtar
I know chapter is not good enough...even too short
but I tried my best
no more bak bak because not feeling good at all
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