-Bella-
I climb into the hot water, letting it wash over me. I'm going to be nineteen in two days. I shake my head at the revelation. I used to be so scared of getting old. I turn the water off and get dressed. I brush my teeth and look at myself in the mirror. Plain chocolate brown eyes stare back at me. Long brown hair drips over my breasts and falls halfway down my back. I need a trim. I have gained a little weight, not much. Jacob keeps telling me that I need to eat more. The thought of food makes my stomach rumble. I step out of the bathroom, toweling my hair dry. Jacob is sitting on the bed, his head in his hands. "Hey, you want to go out and get something to eat?" He looks up at me, and his eyes trail down my body. I take a quick breathe in at the expression in his eyes. He looks hungry, but not in the way that I just suggested. He stands up and stretches, casting his eyes towards the television.
"Yeah, I could eat. What are you in the mood for?" He grabs his keys and slips the hotel room key into his pocket. We step into the hall, he reaches down and grabs my hand, rubbing circles across my thumb.
"What were you thinking about in there?" I bump him slightly with my hip, teasing him as we walk.
He glances at me out of the corner of his eye. "I...am always making sure that I don't cross boundaries with you, Bella. And that things are done at your pace. I don't want to rush." We step into the elevator.
"Okay...? That doesn't really explain anything." As soon as those words come out of my mouth, his lips are on mine. Desperate and hungry. He grabs my face and backs me into the wall of the elevator. His hand trails up my hip and across my chest.
"I was thinking about how beautiful you are." He starts to kiss along my jaw, slow and sensual. "I was thinking about how you look naked and debating about whether or not to get in the shower with you." He steps back, his hands shaking slightly and he shivers. "I was thinking, that I needed to make sure that I have some damn self-control around you."
I stand there, breathless. Feeling a desire that I had never felt before. He looked good standing there, his dark hair brushing into his eyes. His broad shoulders, flexed as he gripped the bar in the elevator. He was wearing a pair of dark-washed blue jeans, a grey T-shirt, and his new leather jacket. I had never wanted somebody so badly. I bite my lip as I try to calm down. I feel my face flush the more that I look at him. "Jake.." I whisper.
"Bella." He grabs my hand and we head through the lobby of the hotel. He whispers low in almost a growl into my ear. "I love you, and I want your first time to mean something. Please, don't tempt me to take you in an elevator."
I take a sharp breath in. My face flushing, I follow him out the doors and onto the street. "Let's walk." He nods and we walk down the street, his skin burning against mine, as he runs circles over my thumb. I smile as we pass shops and stores. We pause in front of a small pizza place. "What do you think? Want some pizza?" Forty minutes later, we're leaving with a to-go box and full stomachs. We keep perusing the street, going in and out of the small shops. My eye catches a lingerie boutique and I suddenly have an idea. I drag Jacob inside and start looking at the lacey pieces. I hold up a red number in front of me and turn towards Jacob. "What do you think?" I tease.
He stares at me, his expression is unreadable. He licks his lips and crosses his arms. "Bella." His voice is low and husky as he says my name in a warning. His leg starts shaking, as he watches me look around the shop. My eyes land on a set of dark green lingerie. I grab it when he isn't looking and slip into a changing room. I strip down and pull it up, turning to look at myself in the mirror. My hair falls down across my breasts, the dark lace pushing my cleavage up. It's almost a corset type as it hugs my waist. The underwear is a thin lace, with straps hanging down. I pull the lace over my feet and connect them to the tassels hanging from my waist. The woman staring back at me is unrecognizable. She looks powerful, confident, and completely in control. I smile as I hear Jacob clear his throat from the other side of the curtain. "Did you find something you like?" His voice is soft and deep.
"Yes." I quickly get redressed. Setting the lingerie into a neatly folded pile. I hide it under my arm as I walk towards the register. I feel a rush, I would never have gotten to do this with Edward, the simple human moments. Let along shopping for lingerie. He barely even touched me. With Jacob it's different, his hands are always on me in some way. A hand on my thy while he's driving, a simple touch of his finger as he draws circles on my hand. His eyes never leaving me. He makes me feel alive, confident, beautiful. I purchase the set, carrying the bag I smile at Jake as we exit the store. "I think that you'll like this." I look over my shoulder at him and stop in my tracks. He's watching me, his eyes dark. He reaches over and grabs my hand, leading me in the direction of the hotel. He's quiet as we enter the room. I head to the bathroom and change into my newly purchased underwear. I stare at myself in the mirror, debating about what to do with my hair. I brush my teeth again, and finally decide to leave it down. I take a deep breath and open the door. I take a moment to calm my nerves as I stand in the open doorway, running my hands over my hips. I step out and turn towards the bedroom, my hand on the doorway to steady myself. Jacob is turned towards the window, running his hands through his hair. I clear my throat awkwardly and wait for him to turn.
-Jacob-
I hear her open the door and after a moment her soft footsteps entering the bedroom. She clears her throat and I take a moment to gather my nerves. I exhale and turn towards her. All of the breath leaves my body as I stare at her, taking it all in. Her hair is falling against the soft lace of her breasts. The dark green is a perfect contrast to her skin tone. I walk towards her slowly, trying to control myself. I know that once my hands are on her that I won't stop. She's all that I need. I want to take this moment in. I finally reach her and my lips meet hers, I kiss her and slowly back her towards the bed. We both fall onto it, I hold my arm out to catch myself nervous that I might crush her. Her hands run over my chest until they reach my hair and she tangles her fingers into it, tugging lightly. I moan against her lips as she presses herself closer to me. My hands run up the soft lace of the lingerie and I feel myself coming undone. I pull back reluctantly and my eyes meet hers. "Are you sure about this, Bella?" I search her face, looking for any hint of apprehension.
"Yes." She breathes. I kiss her again, slower this time and less hungry. My lips trail across her collarbone, and I gently move the lace from her nipple. It's hard and waiting for me, the soft pink flesh against her pale skin. I lock my eyes on her as I take it to my lips, gently sucking and nibbling. She throws her head back as her face flushes a beautiful shade of pink. She lets out a soft moan, and I continue to suck. My hand cups her breast, and the other on the bed beside her head. I trail my lips down her stomach, making my way down towards her sex. My breath is hot against her thy as I kiss it softly. I kiss her gently over the lace and she squirms beneath me. I run my hands over the stockings on her legs and roll them down over her feet. Once they're out of the way, I hook my fingers into the sides of the lace underwear, slowly pulling them down her legs. I keep eye contact with her as I undress her. Her face turning pinker and pinker with every touch. Finally freed from the underwear, I lay on my elbows, cupping her legs in my hand. I pull her towards me and bury my face inside of her. My tongue caressing her as her sweet taste fills my mouth. I moan into her as I feel myself get harder and harder. She inhales a sharp breath as her back arched off of the bed. I hold her in place and continue my assault with my tongue, caressing her clit.
She moans again, a low sexy sound that goes straight to my cock. I can't get enough of the way that she tastes. She pants on the bed, her breath getting shorter and shorter. Her hands grip the sheets. I bury myself in her one more time before pulling back and sitting up. I look at her, sprawled out on the bed, her legs slightly parted. Hands gripping the sheets beside her. Her hair sprawled out beneath her, eyes wild and full of lust. Her breasts pressed against the lace of the corset. She looks beautiful and I pause for a moment taking her in. I slowly unbutton my belt, knowing that I am desperate to get out of the constricting pants. I stand and slip them off, never taking my eyes off of her. I slowly pull my boxers down, keeping my eyes on hers as they widen at the sight of me. I make my way back up onto the bed, hovering over her. "You're absolutely sure about this?" She nods her head and I lean down to kiss her gently. "Tell me if this hurts, okay? I'll stop whenever, just say the word." She kisses me, gently. I move her legs apart and slowly ease into her. Her eyebrows raise and her mouth turns into a small 'o'. God, she feels so good. I ease myself into her slowly, relishing in every inch as her muscles expand around me.
I slowly start to ease in and out of her, a slow-motion, and she starts to breathe heavier. A moan escapes her throat and I lean down to kiss it. I feel myself slowly building as her muscles tighten around my shaft. I lean my head back and moan in pleasure. I keep the slow motion, gradually getting a little bit faster. Her head tips back and she moans. "Jake...Jake I-" She moans my name as she clutches her arms around my neck, head tilted back and she trembles around me. I feel myself tip over the edge as I climax, my dick nestled tightly inside of her. My body shakes as her muscles clench and unclenches around me. When we both finally come down from our high's I pull back to look at her. Her face is blazing red, eyes hooded with sleep. She's panting beneath me and she smiles. "That was-" she giggles, a soft melodic sound.
I kiss her and slowly ease out of her, watching her reaction. She winces slightly. "Are you okay?" She nods and I head to the bathroom to grab a towel. I walk back and see her slowly sitting up. She bites her lip as I hand her the towel. "I'll be right back." I head to the bathroom and start a warm bath. I find a small bottle of bath-scented soap and pour it into the water. I head back to the bedroom and lead her into the bathroom, holding her hand as she climbs in. I undo the corset and lay it on the bathroom counter. "Can I get you anything?" I remember that I'm naked and self-consciously wrap a towel around my waist. I sit on the floor beside the tub as she sinks in.
"I'm okay, Jake. Thank you." She reaches over and starts to play with my hair, a small smile pulling at her lips. I watch her lean her head back and close her eyes as she relaxes in the warm water. For a moment I forget everything, except for her.