Thank you, thank you I really do appreciate you all taken out the time to read my story.
Song by: Travis Garland- Abby Lee
All mistakes are mine.
After Santana had left with the kids she was all alone like usually when she comes get them. She does know she wants to workout things between them but doesn't want to forgive her that easily. While Quinn was in the kitchen cleaning up the mess from this morning she was pulled out of her thoughts when the doorbell rang.
As she made her way to the front door she looked through the peephole and saw her best friend Brittany and her sister Charlie standing there.
"Hey guys," She greets them both with a hug "what are you doing here?" She asked stepping a side to let them in.
"Well I was actually was in the neighborhood and..." Brittany started
"And Rachel has Ryan so we thought we can have a little girls day out since the kids are leaving for the weekend." Charlie said as they were entering the kitchen and she made her way to the fridge.
"They actually left like 20 minutes ago." Quinn said as she sat down at the kitchen table and Brittany had sat right beside her.
After Charlie fixed herself a bowl of cereal she finally sat down at the table as well.
"I know you still don't know what to do with the whole situation between the two but have you thought about a plan? I mean are y'all going work on the marriage or you gonna divorce her?" Charlie asked her as she was still eating her cereal.
"Divorced is out of the question for now and I mean I thought about going out on dates again, but I'm really in love with her and I know she made a mistake but I don't want to hurt her feelings like we're doing to the kids now. It's just some nights Beth or Carson comes climbs into bed with me and ask when daddy coming home. They smart and they both know something is going on between us." She explains to them as she gets up to fix herself a cup of coffee.
She laughed to herself when she remembered when she first met Santana when she first moved here. It was funny how she thought about her when she finally asked her out on a date and was nervous when she said was ready for her first time.
Flashback:
It was Santana first day of McKinney High high school and Principal Figgins had Rachel to show her around but that didn't happen as Rachel show Santana the girls locker room she bolted. Rachel was talking to much too for her and she was annoying her and she couldn't take it.
As she rounded the corner she accidentally bumps into someone and spilling their drink onto their white shirt.
"Shit, watch were you goin..." she stops as her eyes meet with beautiful brown eyes.
"I'm so sorry, I wasn't watching were I was going." Santana said as she looked up to meet the person who she ran into and spilled their drink. In that moment her brown eyes met with the gorgeous hazel eyes that she ever seen in her life.
"It's okay, I wasn't looking where I was going." The blonde said staring right into Santana eyes.
After the awkward moment passed and they were still staring into each other Santana was the first one to break eye contact when she saw the front of Quinn's shirt.
"Sorry, about your shirt," Santana said as she took off her grey and red Guy Harvey shirt and handed to her as she looks confused "here take mine my mami always calls me a dorky for wearing two shirts." She said smiling.
As Quinn was watching her taken off her shirt she saw a little glance of Santana tone abs as her black undershirt came up a little.
"How about you let me buy you another smoothie? You know since I spilled your last one." She asked nervously as Quinn was charging her wet shirt in front of her as she was thinking she might have a crush on the blonde. She could differently tell that the blonde works out a little.
"Yeah, I'll like that um? Sorry I didn't catch your name."
"Santana, Santana Lopez." She says as she reached her hand out to shake her.
As they hands connected Santana feel like a spark. Can you like someone just by touching their hand? And she doesn't even know her name yet.
"Quinn, Quinn Fabray and yes I would like that." She said as she was biting her lower lip nervously and stops shaking her hand.
"So, I'll see you later." Santana said smiling and walking away after Quinn stop shaking her hand. She knew Rachel wasn't that far behind since she been in the hallway with Quinn for over 5 minutes.
Quinn didn't say anything as she watched Santana walked in the other direction where she just came from. As she watched her turn the corner Rachel came out of nowhere and scare her.
"Quinn?"
"Jesus, Rachel you scared me the shit out of me!" She said placing her hand of her heart as the young brunette stood there.
"Sorry, have you seen the new girl? Apparently I lost her and now I can't find her." Rachel said as she placed her hands on hips and was waiting on Quinn to answer her.
"Nope, I haven't seen her, but I'll keep a eye out." She said walking away from her.
"But, that's her shirt!" Rachel whisper yells at her as she kept on walking to where she needed to be.
After the end of the school day Quinn had waited for Santana by the front entrance of the school since she didn't get her phone number and she really did wanted to get to know the Latina. It was something about her she likes after one hand shake and wearing her shirt all day.
As Quinn was still waiting for the Latina to show up she saw her twin sister Charlie and their two best Brittany and Rachel headed towards her when Santana coming thru the double doors. She started smiling when she saw the Latina walking towards her and she started biting her lower lip again as she became nervous again.
"Ladies," Santana spoke as she walked up to the group of girls and stood next to Quinn and smiled at the others. If Quinn wouldn't have had her shirt on she would have thought Charlie were Quinn has they look a like, " so are you ready to go?" She asked as she straightened her backpack up on her shoulders.
"Yeah sure, Charlie I'll see you at home." Quinn says as she hands Charlie her books and followed Santana out to the parking lot to a dark orange Jeep Wrangle and opened the passenger door for her to get in and went over to the other side and got into the drive seat.
As they were making their way downtown to Tropical smoothie cafe the car ride was silent besides the music playing in the background.
Every now and then they would steal quick glances when the other one wasn't looking. As Santana pulled into the parking lot they both got out and headed to the front door as Santana held it opening for Quinn to walk in. Once they both decided on what flavor to get and Santana paid since she spilled Quinn's first this morning.
At first it was a little awkward silent since neither of them didn't know what to say or to talk about.
"So, um?" They both said at the same time and start laughing
"Sorry, you go first." Santana said nodded her head towards to the blonde.
Quinn started smiling and pushed some of her hair back behind her ear before speaking.
"Tell me something that you would never tell anyone after the time meeting them." She asked as Santana gave her a look like she can't believe she's about to tell her this not a lot of people know about her, but she has a feeling that she likes the blonde a little more than friends.
" I have a penis" she says as she takes a long slip from her smoothie and was waiting on Quinn's reaction from the information she just told her.
There were so many questions running through Quinn's mind. Did Santana just said she has a penis? She was thinking was it real? Is she a transgender she would really like to know.
"So are you you know like a?" She drifted off wanting Santana to finish the question for her and not making a fool of herself.
"Actually I was born with it, I'm what they called intersex." She said looking down as she didn't want to see the look on Quinn's face.
Quinn had seen Santana put her head down and thinking she was discussed by it but she wasn't she just likes her even more that she shared that with her.
As Quinn reached over and placed her right hand over Santana's left hand and started rubbing her thumb smoothly on her hand.
"It's okay Santana, I don't mind." Quinn told the Latina as she finally looked up after a few minutes had passed what could she say she really is falling for the girl.
After they sat there for awhile they both got to know each other a little better. When it was time to leave Santana was the first to stand up and held her hand out for Quinn to take which she did as they hands fit perfectly together.
As Santana pulled up outside of Quinn's house she cuts the engine off and turned to look at Quinn who was looking shy all of a sudden.
Everyone knows the Fabray twins are bisexual or lesbians , but no one would have never thought they could have fall in love with someone that quick over a smoothie.
"I had a really nice time with you." Quinn said as she looks over at Santana with a small smile placed on her lips.
"Yeah me too," The brunette said as she turned her body to look at Quinn fully " and thank you for listening, I usually don't open up to people."
"Yeah, of course no problem. So I'll see you Monday?" Quinn asked as she had hoped in her voice as she pushed some of her hair behind her ear again.
Santana couldn't have help but to smile at her before she leaned over the center console and kissed the corner of the blonde lips. "I like you a lot." Santana said close to her lips as she stares into her hazel eyes.
As Santana pulled away Quinn had a smile on her face as well as Santana and the next thing happened Quinn had pulled her into a kiss that fully turned out into a make out session as Santana let Quinn take control as the lead kisser.
Just as Santana was about to deepen the kiss they both jumped apart when someone knocked on the passenger side window and Quinn let down her window.
"Quinn? Daddy said that's enough now." Quinn little sister Lauren said giggling when Russell Fabray came into view.
This is not how you meet your friends parents by making out in your car Santana was thinking as Quinn's cheeks turned beet red. On the other hand Russell thought it was funny as he pulled out his wallet and handed Lauren a 20 dollar bill " thank you baby." He said placing a kiss on her forehead.
Now Quinn was embarrassed by that not because her baby sister sold her out, but in front of Santana.
"Dad, what are you doing here?" Quinn asked as she got out of the jeep and Santana did the same.
"No apparent reason but I do live here," he said smiling and Quinn looked at him like she didn't know that as Santana was leaning against her truck "but seriously I just wanted to know who jeep this was and why it's in front of my house?" He asked as he raised his left eyebrow.
"Sorry, Santana Lopez." Santana said sticking her hand out to shake Mr. Fabray hand.
"Nice to meet you Russell Fabray." He said shaking her hand.
After Santana and Russell introduce each other they were all standing there awkward till Santana broke the ice.
"Well it was nice meeting you Mr. Fabray, and Quinn I'll see you Monday." She said smiling and walking back over to the drive side.
Quinn stood there watching Santana getting back in her car and leave as Russell wasn't even there. She was standing and biting her lower lip like she always does when she likes someone or nervous about something and Russell knows it too.
"You like her?" Russell asks as he wrappers his arm around her shoulders and pulled her into his side as there both started walking up the walkway.
"Yeah, I do." She said smiling and leaning her head on his shoulder and was thinking about the Latina who just left.
As Saturday passed they were texting back and forth all day and getting to know each other better. They saw each other at church which Quinn didn't know Santana went to the same church. Quinn had met Santana parents Maribel and Jesus Lopez and Santana met Judy needless to say Judy could see why her oldest child was on her phone all day Saturday Santana was very cute.
It wasn't till a couple of weeks have passed and Santana had finally got the courage to ask Quinn out on a date but she was disappointed when Quinn texted her saying she couldn't make it, cause her friend was in town with a sad smiling face.
Santana didn't get it why would she be sad about her friend being in town till she asked Charlie and told her about Quinn's friend that was in town and she felt bad when she told her what she meant. She was really hoping she could make her feel better.
After she stopped before making her way to the Fabray residence
with a bag in her hand and she began to feel nervous. She was thinking what if Quinn doesn't like it or she sent her away? When she got to the door and rang the doorbell and waited for someone to answer it. Her hands began to sweat. As the the opened she was met with the girl she was slowly falling for wearing sweat pants and her Guy Harvey shirt she let her borrow from three months ago with her hair in a messy bun.
Quinn didn't know why Santana was there smiling at her, but she felt embarrassed cause of the way she looked but she was in pain.
"Santana, what are you doing here?" She asked confused as she opened the door a little more to let her in.
"I don't wanna sound stupid and Charlie helped me out a little when she told me about your um your friend being in town. And I really like you and I wanted this date to be perfect even if we stay home at your house. So I got a bag for me and I got you some stuff too." She said nervously and helds up the bags to show to Quinn.
Quinn thinks is cute when Santana acts nervous around her and it made her likes her even more then she does. As Quinn took the bag and grabbed Santana hand and pulled her upstairs to her room.
After Quinn shut the door to her room and they both sat on her bed. Santana been in her room before but this time it felt different as she slowly pulls her hands away from Quinn before she tightening her grip.
"Don't," Quinn said moving closer to her. She didn't know how to say it to her but she glad that Santana feels the same way about her as she does. "Santana I like you too." She simply says and leaned over and kissed her like they never kissed before. But it was different like it was the first time they kiss but way better she was thinking as Santana was the first one to pull way smiling and leaning her head on hers.
"I didn't want to tell you my period was on and sometimes I get really bad cramps and ruin our first date." She quietly as she felt embarrassed about it in front of the girl she likes.
"It's okay Quinn," Santana said chucking as she gave her a quick kiss " I don't want to jump to conclusions but in the future I have to get use to it. You are gonna be my girlfriend and that comes with being a human being, so just look in the bag." She said handing Quinn the bag that she sat on the bed.
When Quinn looked in the bag she started smiling how could she has the best friend ever. Santana had got her pads, tampons, different kinds on chocolate and some heating pads.
"So I was thinking since you're in pain and I have nothing to do we can watch Netflix?" She asked in a hopeful voice not sure if Quinn wants to be alone or not.
"This is so sweet thank you Santana and yes we can watch Netflix," she says giving her a kiss on the cheek " but as long as we cuddle?" She said and that causing Santana to smile.
After Quinn went to freshen up and Santana had changed into some gym shorts and her black Nike hoodie they both decided to lay in the bed. Quinn had picked one of her favorite movie Safe Haven. About half way through the movie Quinn was knocked out while Santana was listening to her soft snoring. She knows she could definitely get use to this with her arms wrapped around her body as she was inhaling her strawberry and vanilla shampoo.
After that Santana definitely knew she could see herself with this blonde hazel eyes girl as her wife and kids in the future.
As months passed Quinn was the first to ask Santana to be her girlfriend but was a little upset since she had this whole plan to ask her. Quinn knows Santana wanted to become a singer-songwriter and she was on her way but she would have never thought she would have written a song about her.
"Santana what are we doing here?" The blonde asked her girlfriend who brought her to the recording studio she works after school and on the weekends. She doesn't like asking her parents for money all the time and this way she could make money and doing something she loves.
"Okay, so I wrote and record this song for you so I could ask you to be my girlfriend, but you beat me to it but I still wanted to play you the song." Santana rushed out and said it. Quinn thinks it's still cute that Santana still gets nervous around her sometimes and she was ready to take it to the next level.
"It's okay Santana I'm sure I will love it." She said giving her a kiss.
"Okay, okay but it's not gonna make sense and I couldn't put your name in the song so just tell me what you think." She said as she pressed play.
[Verse 1]
Who'da thought you'd a turn out like this?
Girl you're so fine yea
Stole my heart way back when we was just kids
Stayed on my mind
I would pull your braids, then I'd run away like boys do
You were mean to me probably cause you liked me too
[Pre-Chorus]
But girl once you get grown
Grown into that woman of the Lord
Cause baby girl inside, you and I both know it so much more
[Chorus]
Abby Lee, have your way with me, Yeah
Abby Lee, I'm starting to believe (starting to believe)
Abby Lee
[Verse 2]
What you think? I know you like to have a good time
(Like to have a good time, good time)
Forgive me God cause I've got sinful things on my mind
Girl you think 'em too, don't act like your thoughts is so clean
And it felt so good the night you tempted me in those jeans
[Pre-Chorus]
I ain't gonna lie, I wanna take you down to the floor
Cause baby girl inside, you and I have known so much more
[Chorus]
Abby Lee, have your way with me (have your way with me baby)
Abby Lee, I believe, take me
Starting to believe, Abby Lee
Abby Lee (oh baby)
Have your way with me
Have your way, have your way with me
Abby Lee, starting to believe
Starting to believe, Abby Lee
[Bridge]
Cause I know you've been thinking about me
I've been thinking bout you too girl
We all go through temptation
But hear me out when I tell you this
We can get through it together
It feels like the Lord wants you to be with me
Can I please get a witness y'all?
Let me take you to church baby
[Chorus]
Abby Lee, (yeah, yeah)
Have your way with me (your way with me baby)
Abby Lee, Abby baby
Yea, I'm starting to believe (starting to believe, Abby Lee)
Abby Lee, have your way with me
Come on, have your way, have your way with me
Abby Lee, I'm starting, starting to believe
Starting to believe
Starting to believe oh oh na na na na na na
Through the middle of the song Quinn had pushed her chair out and sat in Santana lap as she wraps her arms around her midsection and leaned her head against her back. Santana thought her life couldn't get any better as she had the perfect life in till Quinn but what shocked her any more when Quinn said something that they never talked about it sex.
"Santana, I love it" She said turning in her lap and kissing her "and I love you." To be honest Quinn just loves hearing Santana voice.
"Thank you and I love you too."
After they left the studio hand in hand they both went back to Quinn house and was cuddling and watching movies till things started getting heated. They never planned on having sex or talked about it before it just happened.
As Santana was on top of Quinn with one of her hands rubbing on Quinn's side and Quinn had her legs and arms wrapped around her body she couldn't stop now. She didn't want to one of those types of girls who holds out on sex and she knew she was ready. She knew Santana for sevens months and they been only dating for two and half if she was gonna lose her virginity to any one it was gonna be her.
"Santana?" Quinn tried to call her girlfriend name as she felt her erection in between her legs making her wet. She been wanting to have sex with her but they never had gotten this far either she would pull away first or Santana would. As she stops kissing her and Quinn unwrapped her legs from her waist Santana sat up a little.
"Sorry" Santana said as she laid beside her trying to catch her breath. As she was about to get up all the way Quinn stop her by pulling her down by her neck.
"Don't, I'm ready." She said kissing her again. Santana wasn't sure if she heard her right till Quinn unwrapped her arms from her neck and reached down to lift up her shirt.
After Quinn had helped Santana take off her clothes and just left her in her sports bra and boxers it was Quinn's turned. Just as Santana token off Quinn's clothes as well she was ready to take off her panties till she stop.
"Babe, I don't have a condom." Santana said pulling back as she sat up on her knees in between her legs. They knew they wasn't thinking when Quinn said she was ready.
"Wait, I know Charlie has some in her room." Quinn said getting up quickly as she moved away from Santana to check Charlie's room for condoms. I still couldn't believe she lost her virginity before her to Rachel Berry. Quinn said to herself as she entered Charlie room.
As she left the room only in her bra and panties Santana knew she was becoming more harder just by seeing her girlfriend halfway naked. While Quinn was looking through Charlie room she finally found what she was looking for but the question never crossed her mind what size was Santana. As there was only three left in the box she grabbed one and went back to her room. She couldn't believe she's about to lose her virginity to Santana Lopez.
When she walked back into her room and saw Santana leaning against the headboard with the covers covering her lower body. As she got back into bed and got under the covers she hands the condom to Santana and she slowly took off her bra and panties. This is the first ever Santana has seen Quinn fully naked. As Quinn spread her legs opening for Santana to crawl in between. Santana finally kicked off her boxers letting her fully erection free and just leaving her in her sports bra.
"I love you" Santana whispered to her lips as she leaned down to kiss her. She was so nervous as she sat up on her knees to open the condom and roll it down on herself.
It was the first time Quinn had ever seen Santana penis and she got to say it's she never expected it to be that big just by looking at it she was getting more wetter by the second.
She was pulled out of her thoughts when Santana was calling her name.
"Q? Are you ready to do this? I don't want you to do something that you regret." She says as she threw the condom wrapper on the floor.
"Yeah, I'm sure I love you and you love me and that's all that matters.
The next thing they knew after Santana started kissing her leaning her body down Quinn jumped a little as she felt Santana penis rubbed against her clit.
Just as Santana was about to slowly slide herself into her she stops and looks dead into Quinn's eyes " if I'm hurting you or if you want me stop to just ask. I red that it hurts for the first time with girls."
Observing her face for any moment of hesitation or pain Santana finished pushing in all 8 1/2 inches into Quinn.
She stops for a second to let Quinn adjusts to her size as she heard her hissing before start moving.
"You can move now." Quinn said biting down on her lip making herself bleed just a little as Santana started to move her hips slowly into Quinn trying to find a rhyming.
As Santana started to pick up the pace a little she could tell Quinn was enjoying herself as she moaning. Quinn felt the pain but she didn't want Santana to stop as she was enjoying her. She pulled Santana down to kiss her as she wrapped her legs around her waist making her hitting the right spot.
Santana knew she wasn't gonna last to long as she felt Quinn's walls tightening up around her as she started going faster. Just when Santana pushed into her a couple more times she yelled out her name while digging her nails into her back and soon Santana followed as she released herself into the condom.
Santana had collapsed on top of Quinn before she pulled herself out slowly making Quinn making a face as they losing contact. Neither of them had noticed that the condom had burst a little. As Quinn was the first one to catch her breath and leaning over to placed her head onto Santana chest.
"Are you okay?" Santana asked after a few moments of silence as she wrapped her arms around her pulling her closer and she simply nods her head.
End of flashback
Quinn doesn't know how long she was thinking about her past as Brittany and Charlie were talking she looks down at her inter wrists and saw the matching tattoo that Santana has as well. As she was still thinking Charlie called her name pulling her out of her thoughts.
"Quinn, did you hear me?" Charlie asked as she was snaps her fingers in front of her.
"What?" She said snapping as she didn't mean for it to come out so hushed" sorry I wasn't paying attention."
She just looked her before speaking again " you said you thought about dating again have you decided on dating guys or girls?"
"I think she should just stay alone for awhile and work on her marriage. I mean I been friends with Santana for a long time and she made a mistake and Q you are just like family to me and I seen the way you look at her like your in high school still. But if you do decide to date again please just talk to her about it after all she still is your wife and you got your kids to worry about too." Brittany explained to them. She knows it's difficult taking a side when you're best friends with both of the parties.
Quinn knows she has to make a decision before she talks with Santana. She really does still loves her and wants to trust her again and be a family like they were before.
Next chapter will be Santana and the kids and her flashback when she found out about Quinn being pregnant with the twins and how she got famous.
Quinn has a lot to think about not just about herself but about her life with Santana. Can she earn her trust again or she just gonna start all over?