A/N: a special shout out to Nayawanky for helping with the idea for this chapter :)
"So, are you gonna tell San about your date with Emily tonight?" Charlie asks as the paparazzi were following them while snapping pictures of them left the little restaurant before getting into Quinn's Rang Rover together.
"Of course I'm gonna tell her, she's the mother of my kids and it's only fair she knows before they tell her." She said pointing to the paparazzi while fastening her seatbelt.
"You mean father?" Charlie says as Quinn started the car. Charlie likes saying that sometimes just to get underneath her skin.
"Stop that! Okay, you know how she was when we first started dating and your son other mother has one too. I don't see what the big deal is about?" Quinn said looking over at her sister in the passenger seat "they were only kids and San was fine with them calling her that since they were three." She said pulling away from the curb.
When the kids were three they asked her one day why they have two mommies instead of a mommy and a daddy. Santana didn't know how to explained to them that she was special or she has the same equipment Carson have in between his legs. At first they didn't want to tell the twins she was special till they were old enough and thinking that she was a freak and being embarrassed about it. Jordan didn't know any better since he was only following his sister and brother and his first word was da da.
She hasn't been on a date in years since she and Santana been together since high school and everything is just a new stepping ground for her to learn about someone new who isn't Santana. She hopes Santana doesn't get mad about her seeing someone else less than 24 hours after she told her that she wanted to see other people, but not someone who kind of look likes her. She just hopes she's not making a mistake about taking this in the wrong direction trying to figure out what she needs for herself.
It's been over thirty minutes since Santana asked Beth to go get her brothers and she only came back with Jordan. After taking a shower she throw on some black cargo shorts and a purple v neck shirt, she walked to Carson room.
"Hey, buddy are you ready to go?" She asked knocking on the door while opening it.
He looked up to the door when he heard her voice and turned his back on her as she walks into the room. He really didn't want to be here anymore and just wanted to be home with his mommy. He knew they not a normal family but he wanted everything back like if was before Santana left for her last tour. Santana seen that look before and knew he was mad about something. Just like herself she has a bad side and being Carson a mini version of herself has one too. The first time she even met his bad side wasn't pretty and they end up grounded him for three weeks and taking away his game systems.
"Car-car, are you feeling okay?" She asked sitting down on the edge of his bed to check his forehead.
"Don't touch me!" He said with an attitude as she barely touches him and pulling the covers up to cover himself. She was shocked when he raised his voice at her.
"Hey, young man watch your tone of voice! I asked were you feeling okay, I haven't done nothing to you." She said very sternly as she pulls the covers back to uncover him.
"I wanna go home!" The nine year old yells out at her. She doesn't know where this attitude was coming from and she doesn't like it one bit.
"Carson Russell Fabray-Lopez! " She yells out and before she knew it she was yelling in Spanish when Lauren came in the room. She didn't know what exactly was going on till she saw Carson trying to kick her.
"I hate you Santana! I HATE YOU! I wanna go home! I want my mommy!" He started screaming and at the point Santana broke down. She never in her life heard her kids call her by her first name, never and the look in his eyes right now could kill someone.
"Hey, San he doesn't mean it, just let me talk to him." Lauren said gently as she pushes her out of his room and closes the door. Beth and Jordan were standing in the hallway listening to the whole conversation. Beth knew what was going on since Carson overheard Charlie and Quinn talking about it a few months back when he stayed home from school one day. He wasn't that dumbfounded when he heard that she cheated on his mommy and it was his job to protect his family as he likes to be the man of the house when she's not there.
Santana knew she couldn't let Carson have his way and go back home with Quinn as it was her weekend with them and plus she knew Quinn was still mad about what happened this morning between them.
"C'mon Jordan." She said walking to the mixed version of herself and Quinn who had a scared little look on his face after hearing all the yelling and screaming going on with his brother " I'm sorry if we scared you." She said picking up the little three year who buried his face into her neck as she felt some tears.
"Car is mad daddy." He said into her neck.
"I know buddy, I know." She said feeling sad for letting her anger get the best of her.
On the other side of the door Lauren was cuddling the crying boy as he finally let out his frustration about the situation between his two moms. Lauren doesn't know how long it was till she heard her little nephew soft little snoring before leaving the room.
"Hey are you okay?" Lauren asked Santana as she walked into the living room where she was sitting on the floor with Jordan and his tablet while Beth was watching Liv and Maddie from the sofa above them.
She didn't get why Carson freaked out on Santana since yesterday everything was fine and when she left and went to Quinn and now all of sudden he's acting differently. Just as she was about to answer her mother Maribel and father Jesus came into the living room.
"Hey baby." Mrs. Lopez said kissing the top of her daughter head and hugging Lauren before sitting down next to her granddaughter Beth on the couch as Mr. Lopez did the same before wrapping Beth in his arms.
"I thought we were meeting for breakfast this morning, what happened?" He asked as Jordan jumps onto his lap.
"We were but someone started acting out this morning." She said getting up from the floor.
The grandparents looked over and saw their grandkids Jordan, Beth, and Lauren since she was always calling them grandma and grandpa before the twins were both.
"Where's Carson?" Jesus asked his daughter about his oldest grandson who weren't in the room with the others.
"Beth, pumpkin how about you and Jordan grab a popsicle and we meet you outside in the backyard." Santana said to keep them out of their conversation.
She waited for Beth to close the door behind them as herself, her parents and her sister in law Lauren were sitting down at the kitchen table. Her parents know everything that's going on with her relationship with Quinn expect for she wanting to see other people.
"Where's Carson, Santana?" Her mother asked her once again as she eyed her down.
"He's sleeping, I think he knows the truth what's going on between Quinn and Santana." Lauren said as Maribel had a hurt expression on her face. She wanted the kids to stay out between this mess and let Quinn and Santana work out they differences. Of course she knew Carson was gonna side with Quinn as he was more attracted to her then Santana.
"How did he found out?" Mrs. Lopez asked Lauren since she was the one in the room with him for a while.
"To be honest, I'm not sure we really don't talk about it home or at less he overheard someone talking about it somewhere." The blonde says to the older Latina who was rubbing on her daughter shoulders.
Yeah Santana feels bad about the whole situation between her and Quinn but now her son hates her and she couldn't dare to tells her parents that, but that didn't stop her mouth
"I'm sorry, I fucked up everything. It's all my fault Carson hates me, it's my fault Quinn wants to see other people. Everything is my fault." She said finally breaking down in front of her parents and Lauren.
"Shh, baby girl mama got you now." Maribel said rubbing smoothly circles on her back and looked up just in time to see what her husband lips were reading. 'Other people?' He said as she shrugged her shoulders. "Lauren, baby you mind checking on the kids for me please?"
After the blonde left the adults Maribel turned around to get her daughter attention. Jesus never likes seeing his baby girl in pain.
"Honey, look at me." He tells his daughter and Santana did what he ask." I know that you're in pain and I know where you're coming from." He said being serious and Santana looked at her mom before looking back at her father. Maribel nods her head giving her husband the okay to tell the story.
"Mom, what's going on?" She said raising her eyebrow looking confused between the two.
"San, when your mother told me she was pregnant with you I left her for the first five months cause I wasn't ready to be a father and I was cheating on your mother at the same time while we're were dating. Your mother didn't forgive me till your second birthday. All I'm just saying Quinn is a nice girl who we watched over the years turned into this amazing wife and mother for the last nine years." He said to his daughter.
"San, baby what your father is trying to say if I can forgive him for cheating Quinn will do the same if she really loves you."
Santana couldn't believe what they just told her. She always thought her parents had the best relationship since she was a little girl and now she hearing that her father was cheating on her mother for the first three years of her life. She hope cheaters don't run in the family.
"How about we take the kids for a little bit and you can take care of whatever you need to do?" Her mother said to her just as Carson came around the corner and saw the grown ups talking as Santana had her head laying down on the kitchen table.
"Hey grandma." He said sadly as he walks pass his daddy/mami to hug his grandmother who pulled him onto her lap.
The Lopez's looks at their daughter before looking back at their grandson.
"You know what I need some fresh air." She said getting up and leaving. She didn't know where she was going she just had to go for a while. She only has the during the weekend since they in school and Jordan whenever Quinn has business to take care of. She grabbed her keys and wallet before putting on her sneakers and heading out to the garage before getting on her bike and leaving. She knows she's not a bad parent but sometimes people make mistakes. Her mother hated when Holly got her that motorcycle for her 21st birthday.
After they heard the motorcycle leaving Maribel looked to Carson who had his head down in disappointment.
"She's mad at me right?" He asked looking down at his hands playing with his grandmother fingers.
"What do you think? I know your parents are going through in right now but you don't disrespect them. I know for a fact we didn't help raise you to be disrespectful adults son." Jesus told his grandson while his wife was running her fingers through his thick black curly hair thinking he needs a haircut.
"She cheated on my mommy and mommy said cheating is wrong!"
"And you don't think she feels wrong about that?!" He asked getting a little louder with the young boy.
"Honey stop it, you're scaring him." Maribel said to her husband before looking at her grandson " Carson, sweetie look at me honey." She tells the boy version of her daughter "no matter what your parents plans are know that they love each other and each and every one of you the same. And when she does come home you're going to apologize to her cause without her you wouldn't have been here today." She tells Carson as he was holding on to her shirt as he cries a little knowing he messed up but he couldn't forgive her that fast even if that his daddy. He would always be a mama boy's.
After Quinn dropped off Charlie back off at home she tried calling Santana but she didn't answer and figure she was out somewhere doing something fun with the kids. No matter how many times she tells her not to spend money on the kids every weekend Santana just rolls her eyes at her and smirks before leaving.
Since it was still early she decided to take a nap and finished cleaning the kids room while deciding on what to wear tonight for the date. Of course she knows she has to tell Emily that she's married but their separated and not living together at this moment.
Emily: Hey I guess I didn't tell you to wear something comfortable and classic. There's this new Italian restaurant I been drying to try out.
Quinn: Okay, sounds perfect I'll send you my address.
Quinn should have felt a little guilty about going out on a date with Emily without talking to Santana about it but she's not answering her any of her calls. She was just worried a little that the paparazzi would find out before she has the chance to tell her about Emily. But it's not that she's looking for anything right now just a friend who she can talk to and hang out with besides Brittany and Charlie and sometimes Rachel and the kids of course.
(A/N: they really don't look a little but you get the picture. Ashley Benson)
The more she thought about it she kept picturing Santana over and over again with Nicole Martin in bed together. She just feels sick to her stomach and wonders has she been cheating on her all time when she was at home? She doesn't regret anything doing anything with Santana as she truly believe Santana is her soul mate. She just wishes everything would go back to normal and not having to keep going back and forth between them and putting a lot of stress on the kids and confusing them.
After taking a bubble bath to help her relax a little and get her mind off of Santana and a little focused on her date. She decided on wearing light blue jeans white pumps and a black tank with a white open blouse. Just as she were finishing applying her makeup she heard the buzzer at the front gate.
When Emily pulled up she didn't expect for Quinn to be living a big house ass with gate cause she was already nervous as it. Emily was wearing black rip up jeans, a white v neck shirt with a black vest and her classic black and white chucks and finished off with her signature black beanie with a little bit of makeup got out of the car with a bottle of red wine and made her way up to the front double doors.
She waited patiently as she ranges the doorbell and waited for the blonde to opening the door for her. Not even two minutes later her mouth drops when she sees the gorgeous blonde standing there with a smile on her face.
"Wow, are you sure I have the right house?" Emily said as Quinn waved her hand in front of her face before opened the door wider to let her in.
"Yes I'm sure and no I'm not Charlotte." She said giggling which Emily just fell in love with.
Quinn tried her best to hold it in and not call Emily Santana since that would be something Santana would wear expect for the shoes. Santana always have to have her Nikes. She has more clothes and shoes then her and yet she complaints about having no closet space on her side, but she acts like the man in the relationship and complaints about closet space?
"You look really nice." Emily said smiling while handling her the bottle of wine.
"Thanks, you don't look so bad yourself. Just let me sat this down in the kitchen and then I'll be all set." The blonde said accepting the wine and waking into kitchen.
Emily took this opportunity to look around the opening hallway and saw a few pictures of Quinn kids and one with a female who she kind of resemblances a little and she would definitely be asking her about them.
"Okay, I'm all set." Quinn came back smiling while grabbing her purse and coat. "Are we taking my car or yours? I really don't mind driving."
After Quinn locked the front door they both walked over to Emily's grey Toyota Corolla and she held the door open for the blonde while placing her hand on Quinn's lower back.
At first the car ride was silent till Emily turned on Pandora radio and the first came on was Santana's first song Motel Pool. Quinn wanted her to turn it off but she didn't want to be rude over a stupid song. Wait, this she just called her wife song stupid? She doesn't mean it she's just pissed off with her still. Of course she loves her wife music and that would never change even if they get divorce she still gonna be listening to her music. She was just till a little bit nervous that's all.
As they finally got to the restaurant Emily got out of the car and walk around as the velvet help Quinn out of the car before handling her keys to over before walking in.
"Hey isn't that Quinn Fabray- Lopez?" One of the attended ask.
"What?! Naw man, that's not her, her and Santana are still together." He said getting into Emily's car.
Santana finally ended up at the studio after riding around for an hour. Everything she learned from her father cheating on her mother to Carson hating her. Is she was in a different situation right now she would have been laying in Quinn's arms right now trying to wrap her head around the whole situation, but no she fucked everything up by herself.
She was the one that got away
The one I regret
My biggest mistake
She was my Mrs. Wife
Miss I can spend my life
It's too late, now she's miss mistake
She should've been my Mrs
Don't wanna move on but I know that she has
Now every other I compare to her
She was my Mrs. Wife
Miss I can spend my life
It's too late, now she's Ms. mistake
She should've been my Mrs
Holly walks on Santana listening to Mrs. Mistake and looking through a photo album. She saw she had tears in her eyes and couldn't really stand seeing her like this since everything has happened. She warned Santana not to go out since she knew Quinn was coming to spend a couple of days with her before she was leaving the country but she didn't listen and now she's suffering.
"I knew I would find you here. Are you okay? Mama Lopez called me." She leaning down to kiss the top of her head before taking the seat next to her. Not only is Holly is her manager but like a cool older big sister she always wanted. Santana looked over and smile at her before closing the photo album she was looking through." You don't have to talk to me, just know that I'm here okay?" The blonde said getting up and leaving.
"Wait, Holly? Can I ask you something?" Santana said turning around in her chair to look at the blonde.
"Babe, you don't have to ask." She said walking back over to sit down on the long couch and waited from Santana to do the same. It took a minute for Santana to open her mouth and not let out a cry.
"Do yo- do you think I'm an idiot?" She asked pausing for a second." If I would have listened to you I wouldn't have been in this mess in the first place. I love my kids and I love Quinn but I was thinking careless when I went out that night and all I want is for everything to be normal again, but it won't. Quinn told me last night that she wants to see other people before working on our relationship together and your nephew hates me for cheating. She said breaking down again as Holly holds her.
"Santana, I would never think you're an idiot, but some of the things you do and say ain't the best but Nicole knew what she was doing. She only used you for a publicity stunt for her career." Holly said as Santana shot up out of her arms. Of course why didn't she thought of that. She only need her for a boost in her career since she's been famous since she was 18.
"I have go, I'll call you later." Santana said putting on her jacket and grabbing her helmet and running out. She only had one place in mind and that was home her real home.
Throughout dinner Quinn and Emily been laughing and getting to know each other learning they have a little in common. Emily told her how she used to be a swimmer back in high school and about her doing charity work and volunteer in different countries and her ex fiance. Quinn told her about having three kids and getting pregnant at 16 but never once she brought up Santana name.
After Emily paid for dinner and now they were waiting on the velvet to pull her car Quinn saw a guy with a camera snapping pictures before a few more came up.
"Hey Quinn look over here!"
"Hey Quinn, where's Santana?" Another asked and Emily looks confused at the blonde who was covering her face.
"Quinn, who Santana?" The Filipina asked the blonde while the paparazzi were still taking pictures of them as velvet finally pull up.
"Quinn? Quinn one more question is this an open marriage?" Another questioned her as one of the velvet attendant held the door opening for her as another rushed Emily to the driver side.
She couldn't believe this happened and now Santana gonna find out by seeing pictures of her and Emily together. The whole car ride back to Quinn's was quite and Quinn knew what Emily was thinking. Emily pulled up to the gate and waited for Quinn to let them in.
"Who's Santana?" Emily asked shutting the engine off as she turns to look at the blonde.
Quinn got out of the car and waited for Emily to come inside. She got the bottle of wine and two glasses from the kitchen and met Emily in the living room where she were looking around at the pictures of her kids, her parents, her sisters, her in laws and of course Santana.
"You're married to the Santana Lopez?!" Emily asks with excitement in her voice while Quinn was opened the bottle of wine and took a sip from the glass she just poured. Of course Emily knew who was Santana. She just didn't think she would ever go out on a date with a famous person wife who music she listening too.
"Yeah, we're just separated at the moment, that's all I could say right now."Quinn said sitting down after handling Emily a glass of wine which she took with a gracefully with a smile.
Quinn explained to the Filipina that she was just looking to make a new friend but not in that way and she just wanted Charlie to shut up about it which Emily started laughing. As Quinn went to grab another bottle of wine Emily decided to light a fire in the fireplace in front of them. She wasn't trying to be romantic or anything It's just got chilly and the way they were talking she probably won't leave till this bottle is empty.
"I hope you don't mind, I kind of got chilly a little." Emily said taking the bottle from the blonde and sitting back down.
"No, that's fine." She said smiling and holding her glass up to Emily to pour.
In the back of her mind she kept on repeating Emily's name. 'Out of all the people in this world she had to found someone who looks exactly like Santana.' It was quite for a few moments as they both were sitting watching the fire. They both were stealing glances at each other till Emily got lost looking into Quinn green hazel eyes while Quinn eyes were back and forth looking between her lips and eyes.
Before Quinn looked down again at Emily's lips, Emily moved closer and kissed her. She would have deepened the kiss if Quinn wouldn't have spill her wine over her
"Shit! I'm so sorry." Quinn said panicking as she scopes back to grab a couple of napkins from the table and started slightly rubbing on Emily pants by her private part.
"No, it's okay but I don't think you should do that." Emily tried to stop the blonde from rubbing on her but she guessed her mother instant kicked in. She felt a little embarrassed that the blonde was rubbing on her and little Emmy wanted to come to alive.
As soon as she said that Quinn regretted as she felt something that wasn't supposed to be there.
"I'm so sorry." Quinn said backing up from away Emily as she tries to cover her bulge. Yeah it been awhile since she let someone touch her.
"It's fine Quinn really."
"Take those off and I can throw them in the dryer while I grab you some more pants." Quinn said as she waited on Emily to hand her her wet pants. The blonde didn't mean to stare while she were slowly kicking her shoes off and undid her belt and pulled down her pants leaving her in her black Ralph Lauren boxers brief. "I'll be right back." She said taking the black jeans to the laundry room.
When Santana pulled up she didn't notice the car in the driveway and walked right on in use her keys. But she wasn't expecting to see a half naked girl standing her living room in her boxers.
"I'm sorry who are you and why you're in my house?!" Santana growls out as Emily turned around covering her lower behaved.
"I'm Emily Field, I'm a friend of Quinn." The Filipina woman said as Santana ran upstairs two at a time. She felt hurt that Quinn would have another girl in her house half naked already and it's only been over 24 hours.
"Quinn?!" She yells out going into the master bedroom were she sees Quinn with a pair of her pants.
"San-" Santana cuts the blonde off.
"Why the fuck is there a half naked girl standing in my living room wearing boxers?! Are you fucking kidding me?! Are you fucking her?" She asked with anger laced in her voice.
"Santana, it's not going on between me and Emily and you just can't come over here anytime you like." Quinn said bushing her shoulder against the Latina who was standing in the doorway.
"You know what? Fuck you, fuck you Quinn just like you fucked Noah back in high school! I'm done I'll my mom or Casey drop the kids off tomorrow." She leaving with tears stemming down her face as she left the blonde doing the same thing as tears were free falling. She couldn't believe Santana said those awful things to her. She wanted to chase after her but who was she kidding she would let her cool off first before talking to her.
After a few minutes Quinn wiped away her tears and made her way downstairs were Emily was still standing in the living room waiting on her. She felt embarrassed by Santana actions. She was having a nice time getting to know Emily and now Santana scared her away.
"Maybe I should go." Emily said after putting the pants on that Quinn handled her. She didn't want to feel awkward in the situation that just happened but she could tell that the Latina anger got the best of the blonde.
"Yeah, I'm sorry about what just happened, she didn't like see another half naked girl in her house along with her wife. But if she didn't scare you that much. Maybe we can have lunch sometime next week?" She asked hopefully as she really did like Emily company and she knows nothing was gonna happen except for that kiss.
"Of course I'll call you next week." Emily said as Quinn walked her to the front door and kissed her cheek before she left and got into her car and left.