To be honest I don't care what you guys say any more, you don't have read it you chose to read it.
She said, "Baby can you please just stay?
It ain't too late to work this thing out"
I said, "Girl, this ain't easy for me
At least the truth is coming out"
She said, "Why can't we make up like the last time?
I'm just afraid to hear you say go?
I said, "Baby I'm sorry
I think it's time we let go"
"Guys that was great, take five."Santana said through the microphone.
Currently she was down at the studio working with the boy band she form with her brother Travis, Kevin, JJ and V. She as might as well chill out till her hand heals up from the so called accident she had at the gym.
Flashback
Quinn face was red and her eyes was blood shot red. Santana knew what the blonde was talking even when she woke up with a hangover. Quinn couldn't take it anymore as her morning sickness came back. The blonde pushed Santana and ran to the bathroom even though Quinn slapped her Santana still followed her into the bathroom and held her hair back as she empty her stomach for the fourth time this morning.
"Go away Santana." Quinn said pushing her away from her. Quinn walked over to the sink and raised her mouth before looking up at her reflection, she felt sick and miserable and this is only just the beginning. Turning around and holding her midsection Quinn looked up at Santana who had her eyebrows frowned.
"You pregnant?" Santana asked after awhile trying to put two and two together.
"Don't worry about it, it's not yours." And with that Quinn left the Latina standing in the bathroom alone.
"What do you mean is not mine?!" Santana said stepping in front of the blonde.
"Are you deaf and stupid? This baby is not yours Santana." She said crossing her arms over her chest. "Just like you fucked Nicole and got her pregnant, I'm pregnant with Emily child." Quinn said with a smirk while looking up at Santana.
Santana couldn't believe a word Quinn was saying to her, she's pregnant with Emily's baby and not hers. It's no point in telling her the truth about Nicole drugging her, but Nicole never mentioned anything about a damn baby one time last night.
"Fuck you Quinn! You fucking slut and a unfit mother and when we go to court on next week I'm getting full custody of the kids."
In all of honest Quinn was a great mother to their kids even better than her sometimes. Sometime Santana will be gone two to three months at time without seeing the kids. Right now she's just angry and wants her old life back.
"Excuse me?! I'm an unfit mother when I'm the one who's taking care of three kids while you out there getting your dick suck! You ruined my life and I fucking hate you you freak!" Quinn yelled out when her fist connected with Santana's jaw line.
Without even realizing what she said Quinn felt horrible while Santana was hurt by them. 'You freak!"
"Baby oh my god I'm so sorry." Quinn says as she moves closer to the Latina trying to touch her.
"Don't! Don't you dare fucking touch me!" Santana said slapping Quinn's hands away and pushes her back.
"San, I didn't mean t..."
"To say what, freak? I might be a freak but you slept one." Santana split out with venom laced in her voice.
Opening the bedroom door Santana saw Brittany and Charlie standing by the door listening to their conversation. She wasn't gonna give Quinn the benefit of doubt of see her cry. She called her a freak in all of the years they been together none once Quinn called Santana a freak. Moving passed Brittany and Charlie, Santana slightly pushed the two blondes out of the way and left without looking back.
Nicole was trying her best to calm her daughter Alexis down. She literally hated herself when she released the information about Santana getting her pregnant. Was She pregnant? Yes but Santana is not the birth parent. Walking out of the baby room Nicole look down the hallway and saw her so called baby daddy walking towards her. Their relationship was so strange and she but she loves him.
"Hey babe is she asleep now?" The baby father asked as he pulls her into a hug and kisses her forehead.
Nicole never wanted to hurt Santana it was all her baby daddy plan to ruin the famous Santana Lopez. As the brunette man pull out of the hug Nicole felt her phone vibrate. Looking down Nicole saw Santana calling her, she didn't want to answer cause she didn't know want say. Seeing Nicole hastening the older guy saw who was calling and sent it to voicemail.
"Remember if people start asking questions just stick to the plan okay? Santana got me drunk and we had sex without protection."
This is so fuck up but Nicole loves this man and would do anything to make him happy. Even let him call her Quinn during sex.
Santana was beyond furious Quinn called her a freak and now Nicole isn't answering her calls. Pulling up at the studio Santana entered the building and when straight to the gym and starting playing monster by Skillet.
Hitting the punching bag over and over again before she knew it the boxing gloves came off and the next thing she knew she was standing in front of the mirror before smashing the glass with her bare fist.
"Santana stop it!" Holly yells over the loud rock music.
Santana completely lost her damn mind. Holly was thinking to herself when she saw the Latina hitting the glass mirror.
"I'm fucking freak." Santana was saying over and over.
"Santana hey stop it!" Holly said once she grabbed the Latina by her shirt and slammed her down.
The Latina eyes were bloodshot red and there was broken glass everywhere mixed with her blood.
"Next time if you want to kill yourself, just split your damn wrist!" Holly gritted through her teeth trying to hold the Latina steady.
On Santana right side she literally cut herself halfway up her arm. Stopping the rock music Brandon walked over and saw his fiancee holding Santana well more like rocking Santana back and forth trying to calm her down.
"Get her to the hospital and I'll have my guys clean up this morning." He said kneeling down beside them.
Holly had the doctors put the Latina on a 72 hold psychiatric hospitals involuntarily. The presses had a field day when trying to come up on why Santana was in the hospital.
End of flashback
"Hey you okay?" Travis asked as he sat down next to the Latina.
She really wasn't getting any sleep lately or at less she was at Amber house. And she chose to give Quinn full custody of the kids even though she said she wanted full custody but the court denied it and gave them a joint custody.
"Yeah I'm fine, I get the kids tomorrow after school for a week and since I have a interview today which they want me to sing other people and talk about Quinn, Nicole and my music career." She replies as she avoided looking at him.
It will be her first time singing other people in a live performance and everything has changed since she first wrote the song.
"So, Quinn is no longer a Lopez?"
"She's keeping the last name for the kids." She say as she finally looks over at her baby brother.
Holly suggested that she talk with a therapist and it's been working but Santana still have her days where she wants to kill Emily for impregnate her ex-wife or Nicole for causing all of this mess. She only saw a picture of her so called baby but Nicole is refusing to let Santana take a DNA test.
Looking up at the time Santana said her goodbyes and left the studio. Making her way outside the Latina was stop by a voice calling her name.
"Hey Lopez!" The voice called out again. Stopping in her tracks Santana recognizes that voice anywhere and it been over 8 years since she seen or heard from the guy.
"Noah Puckerman."
"In deed it is I." He said smirking as he walked closer to the Latina. "I heard you and Quinn are finally over?" He said leaning against her truck with his arms crossed waiting on Santana to answer his question.
Rolling her eyes Santana unlocked her door before and moved pass Puck, she didn't have time for his mess.
"Yeah and good luck on trying to get with her." She said opening her door and starting her vehicle up she running late to meet up with Amber for lunch.
Backing out of her parking space Santana looked over at Puck one more time before leaving. That was odd why in the hell would her enemy from high school just show up? Something isn't adding up right.
"Hey sorry I'm late, I just ran into someone from high school." Santana rushed out as she peck the blonde on her cheek.
"No problem, I just got here myself." Amber said smiling as she looks over at the Latina smiling. Paparazzi snapping pictures left and right at two of them.
Skip lunch
After lunch Santana walk Amber over to her car with her good arm wrapped over her waist. Ever since that morning after Santana almost had sex with Amber their friendship/ relationship been on a good term. Standing on her tippy toes Amber wrapped her arms around Santana neck and kiss her passionate. After a minute or so Amber tried to pull away but Santana wasn't having it, if paparazzi wants a show she will give them a show. Without breaking the kiss Santana gently pushed Amber against her car smirking while biting on her lower lip.
"I'll see you later." Amber said breaking the kiss as she gave Santana quick peck to her lips. Santana opened the blonde door for her before walking away towards her car.
"Santana you're late!" Holly said hitting the Latina on her good arm.
Santana looked around and then took her shades off and looked around again. The schedule said 4:30 for hair and makeup and it's only 4:28.
"Chill ma I'm in a good MOOD and nothing can stop me, I'm like supmerman."
Holly looked at her before she started laughing. Either Santana drunk or she took the wrong medicine again or maybe just maybe she finally got her some cookies if you know what I mean?
"Excuse me?" Holly said crossing her arms above her chest.
Santana glanced at the blonde before hugging and walking over to hair and makeup. She was nervous, like it's her first time performing for a small studio.
Skip hair and makeup/ pre setup
"Ladies and gentlemen please welcome Santana Lopez!"
The crowd started cheering as soon as they saw the Latina standing with the microphone in her hand. Taking a deep breath flashbacks started to pop up in her head.
Now that we're through
Don't even know who I am without you
This bed is too big for one person
I'm learning how to not be around you
Now there's no you
I'm not allowed to care what you do
Even if you're drunk, gone crazy, call to say you hate me
That ain't true
Cause I just want the best for you
Even if that don't include me
[Chorus]
So I won't go
Even if you don't want
Me to be here right now
Ain't leaving your heart with
These other people
I'm gone stay
Right here by your side
Don't wanna control your life
But I don't trust your heart with
These other people
At the end of the song Santana had tears in her eyes while the crowd was still cheering her on.
"Wow! Ladies and gentlemen Santana Lopez. After the commercial break we are gonna sit down with Santana and ask her questions we're be right back.
"I'm glad you could join us today."
"Thanks I'm glad to be here today." Santana smiling as she waves out to the crowd. People holding up signs through the crowd some say marry me or I'm Mrs. Santana Lopez or I love you Santana.
"I know you been busy working on a new album and forming a boy band NLT, but you also a parent of three is that correct?" The interviewer asked as the camera show a picture of her kids.
Santana started smiling as she saw the picture of her kids, Jordan was sitting in Beth lap while Carson had his tongue sticking out towards the camera.
(Skip some questions)
"Earlier today the paparazzi caught you and your friend Amber Lancaster together showing a little pda can you tell us about?" The interviewer asked as she crossed her legs over the another one.
Once again Santana started blushing as Jessica brought Amber name. Lately they been spending time together and Santana really enjoy the blonde company when she's not working or spending time with her kids.
"I don't know what you're talking about," the Latina said laughing as she straightened up in her seat." But no yeah we're seeing each other as in dating wise she hasn't met my kids yet but she understands dating someone in this business sometimes can be hard but she wants me to be happy and I been with my ex-wife for almost 11 years."
"So would you say Nicole Martin had anything to do with your divorce?"
"I'm no..."
"So Alexis is your daughter?"
Santana was starting to get piss, these wasn't the questions they gave to Holly to give to her.
"Not to long ago you just preformed a break up about your ex wife and in the video you had the nerves to use your girlfriend just to make her jealous? Are we still in high school?"
Santana look over at Holly was standing on the side. "No, Nicole daughter is not mine, I really do like Amber she's a nice, smart beautiful young woman who happens to be a good friend who I'm seeing. I'm not a cheater!"
"So you saying Nicole is lying?" Jessica ask on the edge of her seat. "Or maybe your ex plan all of this out just so she could date other people? Or should I say a look a like?"
A picture of Quinn and Emily came up on the screen. She can't do it anymore, Santana said thinking to herself. They don't know the truth and she not about to say it out loud on television. The Latina knew Amber was watching it at home and Brittany was too but she didn't hastened to say what she said next. Standing up and looking straight at the camera.
"People make mistakes and I'm not perfect either but one thing for sure I'm still in love with Quinn, even if she's pregnant with another person baby. My heart belongs to Lucy Quinn Fabray." Santana said exiting the stage and not caring about the interview anymore. Did she just make a mistake? Problem so but if her fans love her like they say they do it shouldn't matter if she blow the interview.
TBC~ Sorry I didn't plan this out but hopefully the next chapter will be better and it will focus on Quinn and what she thinks about the interview and Jordan birthday.