Flashback

"Lexie I I I can't go home." Santana said pacing back and forth. Quinn literally caught her with her pants down around her ankles fucking another girl.

After washing mouth out from where Quinn punching the shit out of her, she left her studio to go talk to Sasha but Sasha wasn't home just Alexa and her goddaughter Aaliyah. She knew she couldn't talk to Brittany or Rachel since they both work side by side with Quinn at the dance studio, and Mercedes is out on tour with her band and Bree well Bree is Bree, you just can't keep up with her.

"Just go home and talk to her and tell her the truth San, what's the worst can happened?" Alexa said encouraging the brunette to talk it out with her wife.

Santana looks over at the older woman and smiles a little. "Yeah you're right." She says walking over to her and kisses her cheek before kissing her goddaughter cheek and left the house.

"Where's Christian?" Santana asked as she tosses her keys into the bowl by the front door.

After Quinn left she did what was best for her to do, she asked her parents in law to keep Christian overnight while Santana and herself had to work out on some things.

"He's with your parents," she said sniffing.

Walking farther into the living room Santana looks down to caught a glance of what Quinn was staring down. Looking over the blonde shoulders Santana saw a picture she took awhile back of the pornstar Kitty Wilde sitting on the coffee table.

"What's I not good enough for you?" Quinn asked standing up when she saw Santana slowly moving closer to her.

"Can we please not talk about this now? It's not good for the baby." She says as she moves closer to her and touches her stomach.

"NOT TALK ABOUT THIS?!" Quinn screamed as while shoving Santana back against the wall. "You was fucking a whore who gets paid to fuck other people Santana! And we not supposed to talk about it?! Fuck you! Fuck you Santana." The blonde yells throwing one of her favorite picture Santana took of her when they were back in high school.

Quinn was officially full on crying and she doesn't know why. Santana and her were was basically roommates who share a son together. The blonde doesn't even remember the last time they slept together.

"How long San?" Quinn asks after a few minutes of collecting her thoughts.

"What?" The Latina asked confused.

"Don't play with me Santana Marie Lopez, I'm not in the fucking mood right now.

"You never are." Santana mumbles underneath her breath and looks away.

"What?!"

"I SAID YOU'RE NEVER IN THE FUCK MOOD!" Santana said snapping while hitting the wall beside her wife. "You don't love me anymore and you never did." She said staring into Quinn's hazel eyes.

Quinn has never been afraid of Santana before but the look of her face now, She was scared shitless. The Latina never took her anger out and she wasn't about to start. With one more last look Santana walked away before she could do anything stupid and end up regretting it.

"This isn't over yet." Quinn said following Santana outside into their five car garage. Quinn has questions and she wants answers and she wants them now.

As Santana continues to ignore Quinn, the blonde grabs one of Christian baseball bat and took a swing at Santana's truck. The same truck she brought her for her 27th birthday.

"What the fuck Lucy!" Santana yells as Quinn swings over and over again busting the windows out.

"I fucking hate you! I hate you, I hate you." She said dropping the bat as she drops to her knees.

Santana just watches as her wife breaks down in front of her. She was the one who cost this mess, and she wish it never happened. "Q, come on." She says as she tries to pick up the blonde but fails as Quinn hits her repeatedly.

"No, leave me alone!" She snaps while pushing Santana away.

"Damn Lucy," Santana said scoping her up bride style from the ground and carriers her upstairs into their room and places on her the bed. "I'm sorry." She says as she covers her up and placed a kiss to her forehead before apologizing again.

"You ruined my life." Quinn says above a whisper.

Just as Santana turns to walk away Quinn turns towards the door and looks at her, her normal brown eyes were dull looking. Quinn felt weak and her body hurts from all the yelling she was doing. Deep down she wanted Santana to lay with her and cuddle her as she caress her stomach gently like she used to do when she was pregnant with Christian.

"I know," and with that Santana walked out and closed the door behind her. Thinking to herself she lost the best thing that ever happened to her after losing her grandmother.