"Are you gay?" Quinn asked after a moment when she heard Christian breathing slow back down.
Christian didn't have the guts to look into his mother eyes as she asked him that gay?
"It's okay CJ," she say pushing him back a little to wipe his tears away while looking into his light green eyes.
"It's not okay!" He screams out as he push himself off of Quinn before running upstairs into room.
Quinn never thought she would see her younger self in one of her children.
"Hey what's up babe"
"You think you can come home?" Quinn asks nervously as she bites her lower lip.
"Is everything okay? I can stop the shoot if you need me to."
"Please." Quinn said sounding almost broken. She hung up the phone before Santana even answer her.
"Who was that?"
"None of your business. Why did you call me down here?" Santana says rolling her eyes as she moves back from her again.
The hazel green eyed girl move closer to the Latina but Santana backs away from her. She knew this was a bad idea and yet she came anyways.
"What do you want Katherine?" Santana was getting impatient with the older girl as she tried to touch her again.
"It's simple,"
Flashback
"Hey you mind if I talk to you for a second?" Marley ask as Santana walk into the dance studio.
Every since Quinn found out Marley was the one who introduced Santana to Kitty Wilde to each other since that her cousin, Quinn couldn't stand her but never mixed business problems with pressure. And that's why Quinn doesn't likes Marley and Santana to be talking to each other.
Nodding her head yeah Santana walks back outside with Marley behind her.
"You know she still been asking about you right?" Marley says sitting down on the curbside as Santana follow suit.
Zachary is almost four and it's been almost five years since San stop seeing her. After she promise Quinn she would never cheat again and she meant it, Kitty was the biggest mistake she ever made. And for it to last for almost a year was wrong.
"She said she was pregnant at the time and the baby is yours." Marley said looking away from the Latina.
Running her fingers through her hair Santana was frustrated and pissed. This can't be happening to her, she doesn't have a kid with her, she always always used protection with her. Santana know all of her kids besides Christian and Zachary she helped Sasha and Alexa with Aaliyah and Cody with Brittany and Rachel if Quinn found out that's gonna be her balls if not her life.
"I-I can't deal with this." Santana said getting up from the curbside and walking over to her bike before speeding off before Quinn finds out she was down at the studio talking to Marley.
End of flashback
Still to this day Santana still doesn't remember what happened that night or how she gotten to Quinn's house. Did you fuck her? Was also still running through her mind but she couldn't tell Quinn she got shit face and possibly slept with a random or how Kitty got her number again.
"Um... San?" Kitty said calling her name for the last five minutes.
"Listen, I gotta go." Santana says quickly as she placed a $50 dollar bill down on table and leaving.
"Baby can we talk?" Quinn ask softly as she was knocking on Christian bedroom door.
She knew he didn't want to be bothered but she nothing isn't making any sense to her or adding up. Ever since Christian met Ryan the older boy never miss a party of his and he hasn't been around lately to her house or Santana's. After standing there for almost ten minutes Christian finally opening the door for her. She hate seeing her baby like this and it just breaks her heart that Christian didn't come to her or Santana.
"You mind if I lay down with you?" Quinn ask standing at the foot of his bed after he went back over and gotten back under the covers.
Once Quinn crawled onto Christian's bed the teen boy immediately cuddled into his mother's side after she got comfortable and laid his head onto her chest.
"I really wish you would talk to me instead of shutting me out." Quinn said as she was rubbing smooth circle on his back.
If was quite for awhile and Quinn didn't want to pressure him if he didn't want to talk to her. It was killing her to know her son was hurting on the inside but she wished her parents was understanding with her when she was confused about her sexuality.
"It's just a phase right?" Christian asked above a whisper like he was afraid of his mom.
"It all depends, when I was fifteen my mother caught me making out with a girl in LA in my room. I didn't really understand what going on but I actually liked." She says as she's rubs his back in a smooth motion.
"It's that's why your mom kicked you out?"
"No honey, well kinda she didn't like the fact that I was sinning and plus she didn't like your mami and I ended up pregnant with you when I was just 18 and my dreams was completely over." She said laughing as she thought about when her mom met Santana.
Flashback
Judy just thought her daughter was just going through a phase with her liking girls. Almost all girls go through that stage when they are in college but for Quinn she started liking girls in the ninth grade, is no big deal right?
"Are you sure your parents won't be home right?" Quinn best friend Jill asked her as they were making their way home from school to the blonde's house.
"Yeah, now come on." Quinn said pulling on her best friend arm. She was tired from sitting in class all and having cheer practice and all she wanted to do was chill and watch tv before starting on her homework.
"You heard Ashley and Kimberly got caught kissing in the girls bathroom?" Jill say as she stops writing to look over at Quinn.
"What?"
"Yeah coach caught them together in the locker room together."
"Wow I always thought Ashley would have been into girls." Quinn said as she closed her text book.
"Have you ever thought about kissing a girl?" Jilly said after awhile as they sat in comfortable silence.
Nodding her head no Quinn made the mistake and look at Jill who staring down at her lips. They looked so soft and plump and the brunette couldn't do anything but to stare at the blonde was watching her.
"Ha-have you?" Quinn stutters out as Jill moved some of her hair out of her face.
"Maybe once or twice." She said closing in the distance between their lips.
At first Quinn wanted to push the younger girl off of her but once Jill pushed up in her breast the brown eyed girl stuck her tongue inside of her mouth causing her to release a moan.
"Mmm...shit!" Quinn moaned out as she felt her body been pushed to lay down. She heard the stories about her friends hooking up with each other but she didn't believe it till now.
"You're okay?" Jill ask as she was starting trailing her kisses down Quinn's jaw line and onto her neck.
How one kiss led to something else within five minutes? Quinn couldn't deny it she was enjoying herself and even though she was only just in her shorts and bra while Jill still had in all of her clothes with one of her hand downstairs in her panties rubbing smooth circle on her clit.
"Mmmm...right there." Quinn moans out when she felt two fingers inside of her while arching her back.
"Ou..." Judy was cut off when she opened her daughter room door and saw her and her friend fooling around. Judy almost had a heart attack when she first walk in.
"Holy shit!" Was the last thing Quinn could remember before her mom pulled Jill off of her and kicked the younger girl outside of her house.
At first Quinn thought it was a phase but when her parents forced her into a all girls catholic school and banned her from seeing Jill again. But it really didn't last seeing as some of the girls in the school was sleeping with each other since there wasn't no boys allow. Quinn spend the rest of her freshman year through junior at the school sneaking behind her parents back dating girls till her father had relocated them. He was gonna be damn if his baby girl ends up gay.
The summer before her senior year the Fabray's moved from Los Angeles to Florida and thought their daughter was finally over the life experience but that changed when Quinn met Santana and the rest was history once they found out it was Quinn that got her pregnant. Her parents didn't like none of her friends expect for Rachel who they didn't know who likes girls too and Sam was gonna save her, but that didn't happen since Quinn let the Latina stole her heart the first moment she laid her eyes on her.
End of flashback
"So you saying your parents ever liked mami?" He asked lifting his head off of her chest.
"God no, they hated her as soon as they met her." Quinn said with a chuckle. At the time Santana only had her nose pierced, the twenty-seven number tattoo and her grandmother's name and the dragon fly on the back of her neck.
Which was true even when they were dating her parents always made Santana waited outside. Her parents just hated the Latina guts and if she ever need some blood or water they would walk right pass her and wouldn't look back. Quinn never knew why her parents didn't like Santana.
It was quite for awhile before Christian sat up against the headboard of his bed.
"I like Ryan," Christian finally said looking down in his lap like he was ashamed. He couldn't bring himself to look at his mom.
"I-I umm like as in what more than a friend or more?"
Even since Quinn knew Ryan she treated him like another son of her own. Whenever the older boy needed something or a place to spend the night or something to eat or anything Santana or herself always made sure Ryan was good and taking care of but today when she saw the look on his face and he looked lost.
"And you told him?"
Christian nods his head yes before he started sobbing again as Quinn pull him into her side.
"I-I-I h-e he li-likes m-me too." He stutters out while Quinn was rocking him as she whisper words into his ear.
Santana ended up going home to switch ride before heading over to her parents her to pick up Zachary. She's still stressed out that she possibly has another kid and if Samantha is her daughter she might as well pack up her shit and leave Quinn alone for good.
"Hey ma," Santana said walking into the kitchen where she found her mother standing by the stovetop cooking something. "It smells good in here." She said kissing Maribel cheek before sitting on the counter top next to her.
Maribel look at her oldest child while shaking her head before turning her attention back to the stove.
"I thought you were working?"
"I was but Christian got into a fight with Ryan at school, so he can go back for 2 weeks." She answered while swinging her legs back and forth like she was a little kid.
Maribel almost dropped her spoon that she was using as she turned to look at her daughter. Before she could even open her mouth Santana got this weird feeling in her stomach and before she knew it she was puking her guts out while her mother was holding her hair back.
"Mija are you okay?" Maribel ask while she was rubbing smooth circle on her daughter's back.
It's just stressed right? Santana thought to herself as she flushed the toilet. Or something she ate, but she couldn't remember what she ate and the only thing she had when she was with Kitty was something to drink.
"Is Quinn pregnant?" Maribel ask as she handled Santana a toothbrush with some toothpaste on it.
Looking up through the mirror Santana saw her mother standing there with her arms crossed above her chest. There's no way Quinn could be pregnant right? She's on birth control and they were always careful, well almost but if she was, would Quinn tell her? Or maybe is not her baby. But then again it would explain the weird behavior she been having lately.
"You think so?" The young Latina ask as she turns around to look at her mother.
"A mother always know, cause I know it's damn sure not Emily!"
Santana just roll her eyes at Maribel. "Yeah but what about Bobo?"
"Taylor can't have kids." Maribel says as she left Santana in the bathroom to finish up.
Santana never knew that about him but who would bring up a tough subject when your the man and your sister out here having kids left and right.
After finished talking to her mom Santana decided to leave and was debating if she should ask Quinn is she pregnant. She wouldn't mind having another baby with the blonde if she wanted one. But what if she is pregnant with that douche bag baby?
She didn't want to over thinking it but is possible that the baby could be his will she leave her even though they not really together they just vibing, if she's pregnant with his baby.
Quinn knew it was a bad idea but she did it anyway. After Christian fell asleep again Quinn had got up to use the bathroom but she heard Christian's phone went off and decided to look at who was texting him.
RJ- I'm sorry I can't be what you want me to be, I just can't do it. Is bad enough that we slept together more than once. I don't love you, I can't love you at least in that way. I'm not gay.
After reading the text message Quinn felt sick to her stomach and before she knew it she was throwing up. She didn't realize Santana behind her holding her hair back as she continue to empty her stomach.
"Are you pregnant?"
Is now or never.