Chapter 2
Setting: Took place during Amanto war 2 year timeskip
Basically the same thing but in Tae's POV/first person speech
It was around 9:30 ish in the morning. In a room full of mirrors and disheveled bed sheet and a mess of yukatas on the floor, on the bed straddling on each others lap were unlikely "friends".
"Shin-chan might come home any minute. We should stop". I said panting but my hips moved other wise.
"Just a minute Otae-chan, we're both getting close" He said as we stared at ourselves in the mirror as we continue having sex for the nth round. He kissed me on the mouth and neck again as he helped me getting into my rhythm while his hands were placed under my buttocks. My humping getting faster and faster while our skin clapping getting louder and louder. My gosh, I couldn't imagine that this would happen. We both moaned, gripping each others skin in so much pain but the truth is it is nothing compares the feeling of someone inside you.
"I'll cum inside of you alright"
"Hmmm...kay..."I tried so hard to respond while shoosh the pregnancy thought away. After 15 seconds, I felt the hot liquid pumping inside me, making me orgasm after. Kondo caress my sweaty back while I just hugged him out of tiredness. Care to know why the queen of Kabukicho suddenly spend the night with her stalker in a love hotel? Well...
Flashback:
Edo was in distraught. Business were lost. Amanto took half of the properties. Rich people going out from this planet to take refuge. Poor people were getting abused. Government is fucked. And the dojo was out of business. This happen after the beloved shogun was assassinated. Because of that Shinsenggumi was cancelled. And one of those opt to live in Kodokan Dojo.
Although we, the Shimura siblings already told him that he's welcome in our home, Kondo couldn't face us as the former Commander failed to protect the force and their hometown so he went to his best route: hiding in our home.
At first, he only goes out at home to get some food since he had some savings left so we decided to left some food on the table so he could eat. At this time, my life was in chaos. I was so stressed ever since this war and that idiot samurai left that I just felt my effort in bringing peace to my home and hometown was wasted that I did not care anymore. My dilemma got backfired when he's hiding in my close that time. He was sleeping but he became awake when I opened my closet. He's done it a million times but I'm just tired of my surroundings that I don't feel punching him so I just dropped my kimono and underwear, leaving nothing. I could feel Kondo couldn't breathe. He was waiting for me to turn around. I was tempted because I thought if I give what he wants, he could stop. I stood around naked, letting him see my butt but what the hell am I thinking? This is my stalker. So I put another kimono and underwear and left.
One day he was sleeping beneath the sink and Shinpachi threw him out.
He immediately apologized for barging in.
"We already told you. You are welcome here..." Shinpachi said.
"But it's a disgrace as the commander not to protect--"
"But you still have friends to protect". I cut him off, "it's not the end of the world". Me and Shinpachi decided to treat him like a friend since he's always there when we need him but we scolded him not to stalk me anymore.
And since that day, Kondo gave everything that he got to help us. From helping Shinpachi trained and navigate around Edo to help locate Gin to establish a fitness training center for me. And our favorite, his cooking. We actually did not know that he's gifted. It kinda reminds me of Gintoki, they're the same. He lived with us for the last 1 and a half year. Then suddenly I hear rumors about me living with Kondo-san and we're expecting a baby. On the contrary, because of his delectable food I got few pounds and it was the reason I established this gym business. I'm aware that Kondo doesn't really mind the rumors since he really wants to be with me. But I could only give was friendship. Sometimes I imagined what its like having a baby with him when someone pointed out my bulging belly. Will it change my feelings for him? Should I forget the other guy?
One night Shinpachi was out of town. Kondo was left alone. It's been a week since he got the news that he has to marry a real gorilla and left the planet for good for formality reasons.
He always waits for me to come home from work. We're not awkward anymore even just the two of us at home.
I should be coming home but I had this amanto customer that was harassing me and Oryou. I punched that alien and insist Oryou to go home. My manager was scared and made me apologize. It took hours before the fiasco settled down. I don't like my job anymore. I wished something will change. I was in verge of tears when I saw Kondo-san outside the club.
He took my hand, "What's wrong Otae-chan?"
"Kondo-san?" I hugged him as my tears rolled down to my face. We were gaining attraction so he held my hand and we ran away. We stopped in an alley.
"What's wrong?"
"I'm tired." I finally blurted out. The only thing that save me from this war was his food that why I'm gaining weight. "Ever since this war happen, this place and my friends. I couldn't helped them. I don't know how to keep this place safe. No one wants to enroll in our dojo. The club was a hot mess. My co-workers were taking advantage from those savage beast. My friends were gone one by one. You getting married. I miss Kagura-chan. That Yorozuya idiot didn't even say goodbye to me and Shin chan is not himself anymore." I covered my face to stop crying but couldn't.
"I'm sorry Otae-chan...I couldn't protect this town and my force as well. Everyone seems cannot protect their own life now. I don't know how to help you but whatever you do I will be by your side."
I was speechless then he remembered something, "I know this is not the right time to ask but I know you know that I'm there in the closet and yet you didn't hesitate to undress yourself. Why is that?"
"I'm just tired that's all, like I don't really care anymore." It's true.
Kondo looked around and said to me, "Otae-chan, I'm getting married maybe 5 months from now on. I want you to know that I love you and I want you to make you happy. I don't care if you don't reciprocate. I just want you to forget all your problems..."
"How will you do that?"
He exhaled deeply, "I want to make love to you".
"What?" Really? He's asking me that in this situation?! I'm so pissed but it never crossed my mind to punch him.
"I know it's a stupid idea. You think I'm taking advantage while you're in a vulnerable state and I don't have any preservatives with me because pharmacies are shutting down...well maybe but deep down I want to spend the night with you before I left this planet".
No, I knew he's taking advantage of me. And he even had the guts to ask me that when he does not even have any condoms?!
"But Gin-san--" He's the one that got into my mind.
"He left you guys without saying a word--"
"But--" Yes it's true.
"You don't have romantic relationship with him right?"
I frowned, "You're right...maybe he's not really into me." It did not occur to me. I was waiting for him. I'm just in denial this whole time that I was just doing that for Shinpachi's sake when in fact I needed him too. Look at me, I'm the opposite of what he really wants. Strong, big chested. Me? Flat, weak , violent, nagger, can't cook, a cry baby, a bitch.
"I'll take responsibility. Don't worry about Shinpachi. Let's forget everything Otae-chan. You can trust me."
Should I? We've been living together for a year and a half. Everyone was telling that I already took comfort to Kondo-san. What if we really did it? Wait...what are you talking about Tae! What would Shinpachi think! But every night, I'm so close in getting one night stamd with some random stranger just to forget my problems. Out of all the guys out here...Kondo-san is the only one I could trust. We're now friends and he earned our trust. He's not gonna abandon me. Regarding feelings, I should talk to him later. Am I really gonna sleep with my former stalker? Yes a friend but he was your stalker. Maybe just for a night, I could give him what he really wants for good and he could really make me forget my worries maybe we really should--
I finally said ,"lead me". He was astonished by my answer. Even I was surprised that I agreed. He regain his composure as he held my hand. We were in the red light district of Kabuki district. I really don't care if someone caught us running in this street. We went to a love hotel and went to a different entrance. A receptionist was shocked to see us because everyone knew us as the Kabukicho queen and a commander of Shinsenggumi.
Once we were infront of the door he asked me, "I just want to make sure if you're okay with this".
"I want to forget everything too Kondo-san. I really don't care anymore." I want to forget everything, especially him. He will not accept unpure woman like me.
"Okay". So he approached me, for the first time we had eye to eye contact. He's getting nervous as I looked into his scar then he closed the gap between us. I flinched since it's been a long time that I kissed someone. My first kiss was Kyubei.
"Are you alright we could stop".
"No sorry you could kiss me again." I don't want to change my mind so he did and decided not to stop. He kissed me passionately as he caressed my head while I gripped his yukata as I tried to kiss him back. I focused so hard to reciprocate every thing he will do to me. We parted our lips to catch our breath and we're not even in the room. Kondo hurriedly opened the door, dragged me inside and locked it then return to kiss me. I couldn't believe that I was really kissing Kondo-san inside a Love hotel. Suddenly, I felt hot while we're kissing that I just let him untie my yukata, dropping on the floor. He dropped me on the bed, just my panty on while he's getting undressed. I realized I showed him my small boobs. He's the first guy to see it. He was always naked even in public but it's different when he's naked when it's just the two of you in the same room, especially in a love hotel. His cock is already erect. I felt something weird down there as he crawled above me naked. I breathe heavily. Am I really anticipating what would happen?
"Don't be nervous Tae-chan.Trust me". He said as he kissed me back. I was focusing on our passionate kiss. I could not believe I was making out with Kondo-san. His tongue entered my mouth and I tried putting my tongue inside his mouth. I don't know if I'm a good kisser but it was my first time doing it. As the time goes by, our mouth moves in sync and our tongues danced with each other. It felt good actually. Then his lips travelled on my cheek, jawline and neck, during this time I could feel his cock on my thigh. He played my boob with his hand fondly. Before, just seeing him make me want to punch him but how ironic that he's now touching me and we're almost naked and I don't have the guts to punch him. He looked at me as he toyed with my nipple. I was getting aroused. He didn't break the eye contact as he suck my other nipple. My hand suddenly went to grip his hair and my other hand on top of his hand that was toying my nipple. I moaned and moaned. I could not dare him to stop as I looked into the ceiling. I watched in the mirror the beginning our sex. I could not believe that I am allowing him to suck and touch my boobs right now. He kissed me again to the lips and while we are busy making out, his hand went down and pushed my panty to the side as he entered his two fingers. I was shocked that I stopped kissing Kondo as I moaned with the sensation. He then entered the third finger and he slid in and out in fast motion.
"Kondo san...stop! I'm going to die..." I plead as I gripped his shoulders for support. Kondo knew I don't want to stop. It giving me so much pleasure. For the first time I want to be fully naked. I want him to remove my underwear and he granted my silent wish as he totally removed my panty and continue to finger me. It felt natural for me that we're now both naked on the same bed. His samurai fingers were slow at first, massaging my insides. The pleasure was so good as I feel his calloused fingers inside me. Kondo was the first guy to do that to me. He's hitting the right spot. My moan became soft as I looked at Kondo and my hand still on his shoulder while the other was on my pillow for support. I saw ourselves in the mirror how we looked: both naked now with his hand between my legs. Plus I couldn't look away watching his hand do the magic. My stalker was fingering me tonight. I did not see it coming. It prompt him to do faster so he did. I moaned again so hard feeling his calloused fingers inside me and saying his name over and over. His fingers were making this sound in my pussy and I could feel I'm really getting wet. Then liquid came out. I panted so hard that I couldn't kiss Kondo back. Kondo then went between my legs and suck all the juices. I could feel his beard, his mouth, his lips and tongue touching, eating licking my vagina. My back arched in bliss and my thighs tightening around his face as his tongue getting my juices. After that, he knelt between my legs. The Shinsenggumi commander was now in front of me and we're both naked. Suddenly a thought came to me. Usually I'm shy but right now I don't mind my legs spread apart for him. I'm confident with my body as I finally showed him my private part. And my legs being wide apart in front of him, it looks natural. Like it been long over due that we finally got to have sex. Maybe because we live together for almost a year and a half that it seems like we're married and we're just having a normal intercourse. I'm still panting but he wasted no time.
He grabbed my waist, unintentionally touching his tip with my other lip and I shiver at the touch. I felt my pussy getting excited. Wait Am I excited? Kondo was always naked before but this time it's just the two of us and me being naked as well I felt getting hot.
"Tae, I still want to know do you still want to go though this? I might cum inside you."
I made up my mind, "Kondo-san we're already naked and you already touched me. Let's just get over it and forget everything. Just do what you need to do. I trust you". We're already halfway there.
"I promise you Otae-chan! I'll make you happy tonight".
He grabbed my waist. We locked each others eyes. This is it. I'm going to have sex with Kondo-san. I gasped and whimpered as he enters me slowly. Oh my gosh, it's really happening!
"Are you okay?"
"Just continue Kondo-san. Don't stop". The younger Tae would not say that but here we are.
This time we both looked down as we watched his penis going inside my vagina. My gosh! We're not using protection and yet I could not stop him from entering. I spread my legs further as I accept his large penis. Then after the final push, he was finally inside me.
Tears rolled down his face. "Kondo san. Are you crying?
I should be the one to cry". Yes, because I'm not a virgin anymore and gave it to him. I tried to reach up and wipes his tears.
'I just...look at it! We became One Otae-chan. Just like a puzzle piece. We fit perfectly together! I know you're not in love with me but this is a huge deal to me. I hope I can make you happy like you're making me right now".
I blushed. Not sure if because of his answer or because I saw us became One.
" Yeah...we became connected..." I said as I looked our private parts become connected. He's right. We're like a puzzle piece. We became One that night. This is the only thing that couples do. I kinda regret doing it with Kondo since we don't have relationship and yet he's inside me. He suddenly hold both of my hands and laid my head to the pillow again. Kondo crawled above me. Without breaking eye contact, he slowly pulled out and went in. I opened my mouth with the sensation, moaning and gasping as he slowly going in and out. His raw skin going inside my wet folds. So this what sex feels like. Tonight, I am now having sex with my former stalker, my friend Kondo-san.
"I cannot believe and I'm making love to you Tae san!" He said as he kissed me passionately. For me I could not believe I'm having sex with Kondo-san. We're really doing it. My hand went up to his shoulder for support as rhythm increases speed.
We're now both moaning and panting. To my surprise, I was moving my pelvis, matching his rhythm. I can't believe I'm participating making love to Kondo-san. This is first time you know. We're both moving our pelvis in sync. Clearly we really are indeed having sex. I could feel his penis getting bigger and bigger. He looked into my eyes as he goes deeper and deeper while I kept calling his name. He's hitting my inside so well. I don't want him to stop.
"Look at ourselves Otae san". He pointed to me the mirror on the side, "Look how beautiful we are making love. Our bodies worked together". I continue to moan but it did not stop me to move my body with him as we pound each other. I felt getting hotter as I watched ourselves pumping at each other in the mirror. How our body moves as one. So this is what sex looks like.
"Kondo san...something happening inside me!" I shouted. I felt a sensation down to my navel.
"I'm getting close Otae-san...I'm gonna cum inside of you okay?"
"Hmmmm...Kay..." The only thing I managed to say. We're both approaching climax then suddenly he blowed all of his load inside my womb as I orgasmed. I could not believe it. The girl who used to punch her stalker just had sex with him and she let him cum inside her without punching him.
I tried to calmed myself.
"Are you alright Otae-chan?"
"Actually I am..." Yeah I am. I felt relaxed. This is the most relaxed I felt. A nice change of pace.
"Are you happy?"
"I don't know Kondo san. I'm still confused. But you managed to make me forget all my worries even just for tonight so I think you did not break your promise." I know what we did was just a short term. Tomorrow, back to the real world. But it's nice not to think about it for a mean time. To be honest, I like what I did with Kondo-san. It was a nice sex or for him, a nice lovemaking session.
He pulled out from me and look for a towel. I did not bother to close my legs as he cleaned himself and me then lay beside me. Somehow, he forgot to take blanket. Assuming he was tired from the sex and got lazy to get up again. Right now, we're staring at our naked selves in the mirror on the ceiling.
" I can't believe I just had sex with you Kondo san. Never imagined those two in a sentence".
I laughed then he laughed then we laugh hysterically.
"I know. I did not occur to me that you agreed to my wish".
"Maybe I just want for a change Kondo san. Is just that you're my stalker before and now I'm actually naked with you in this love hotel. I did not see this coming."
"I'm honored to be the first guy to sleep with you...are you not bothered?"
"I will be bothered if I'm gonna have one night stand with a random guy. Out of all people you're the only one I could trust."
"What about the baby? I mean I want to have a family with you--"
"Kondo san...we already done this so we'll just face the consequence you know and whether I reciprocate your feelings or not, I will keep the baby and love it." Probably we already made a baby tonight.
"Otae-san...Thank you for making me the happiest man in the world!" Kondo grabbed my face and kissed me sincerely. I didn't kiss him back but I don't think it matters to him. He grabbed my arm and make me lie my head to his sweaty chest. Then we both fell asleep.
We're awake at the same time.
"Shinpachi might be home at any minute." I said as I saw the clock around 9. I looked around the room and I could clearly see me and Kondo naked as the natural light enters the room. The whole room is actually covered with mirrored walls.
Kondo gave me lustful eyes.
"What is it Kondo san?" then he kissed me. We kissed passionately but I parted, "Shinchan might be looking for us".
"I want to make you happy one last time". Then he kissed me again and I forgot about my brother as Kondo put his fingers inside me. He clearly wants to make a baby again but I could not stop him as his calloused fingers were inside me again. This time there is light and I could clearly see on the mirror what we are doing. I saw my legs apart as I watched him fingering me nonstop. I looked at Kondo-san as he smiles at me. We both kissed passionately as he continue to fingering me until I squirt some liquid. He went down and proceed the deed while he played with my boobs. I grabbed my pillows with both hands as I watched him ravaged my body. I really do not care at this point. I did not stop him from eating my pussy and playing with my nipples at the same time.
"Kondo san..." Thats the only thing I managed to say.
Then without warning, he spread my legs apart and it really looks natural to me. Like we've done this way before and I'm not referring to my first time last night.
I did not stop him as he slowly enters me. We didn't look away to each others eyes as our bodies move in sync while having sex in the morning. His penis felt so good inside me then I cummed.
"I want to make you happy even more".
Then he tossed me around and tried different position that he could think. I watched in the mirror how he put his penis inside me then he goes in and out as we're both lying sideways. We make out while we're having sex in that position.We really looked like husband and wife at this point. Then we went doggy style. I let him grabbed my butt. I watched in the mirror as he put it inside me. It was so pleasurable in that position. I felt that was the deepest he went. Then he grabbed my butt and started humping. I watched my fair slender body in a doggy position opposite Kondo-san's tan muscular body having sex. The bed sheet were getting pulled out as my butt cheeks clapped around him getting louder and louder. It's weird that I found that sound satisfying. Then out of nowhere, he put his penis on my other hole. I screamed in pleasure as he changed his insertion from time to time. Younger me would never imagined sleeping with her stalker and yet here we are: letting him penetrate me in every way. He cummed inside my butt. He crawled above me and we both started making out. My hands roamed around his body. For the first time, I touched his body. I let him touch mine. I caressed his toned abs while he played my boobs and massaging my waist. We both played each others nipples. He grabbed my hand and we both touched his soft penis. He prompted me how to do it then he proceeds to touch me down there again. I moaned as he fingers me again but I tried so hard to massage his penis at the same time. He stopped fingering me even though I did not cum as I finally got his penis stood up. He suddenly went between my legs and enters me. He carried my legs as he stood up and walked around the room. I humped into him while he's walking. Suddenly he held me against the wall and started pounding me.
"My legs are so tired Kondo san" and yet my legs are spread wide open only for him as he placed me on top of the cabinet and we continue to watch as his penis going in and out of my pussy. It was so close up.
I can't remember how may times he cummed but he has strong stamina that he could go back for more.
He laid his back onto bed, making me sit on top of him. I just watched him as he worked his magic to make it erect again. When its now hard enough, he grabbed my waist and make me sat on it. I moaned as his penis went upward into me.
He grabbed my buttocks, prompting me to continue humping so I did. I never felt so good in a long time. The rumors are true after all. I finally gave in to the comfort Kondo-san was giving me. It was so comforting that someone I knew like Kondo-san that I got to experience this. I really don't mind even if we don't have a romantic relationship. For now this is the comfort that I really want. It's nice that Kondo-san was inside me. For the first time someone was inside me and it was Kondo san. We both looked at each other as I slowly going up and down, sliding in and out from his penis. Maybe not having a condom is not bad after all. I could really feel his real skin.
"You're doing good Otae san. You're the best".
I blushed, "I am?"
"Yeah looked to the mirror, looked how majestic your body moves."
So I looked beside the mirror and the mirror just above our bed headboard. Somehow it made me hump faster.
"Thats it Otae san". Kondo grunts
"Like this". I humped faster even more. I was this innocent lady last night and I just turned into this sexually turned on naked woman just for him. I looked at him intently. This might be the last time we ever had sex. His flushed scarred face, his messy hair, parted lips, dilated eyes staring at me, his sweaty neck and toned abs. His tan skin contrasting to my fair one, his shaved balls and his large penis going and sliding into me.
Seeing in the mirror how my pelvis moves and my pussy humping into his length, "I can't stop Kondo san".
"Don't you ever stop Otae chan".
Panting, he said" you know what, when we are doing this,it looks natural. Like its very normal to see you humping on top of me".
I was so surprised we are thinking the same thing.
"That's what I thought too". I said panting, "it looks natural that's why I couldn't stop myself. Living together for a year and a half made our sex look natural. That why I never felt awkward being naked with you Kondo-san and I'm not surprised we are having sex finally."
Hearing it, he spread my legs wider and he grind himself underneath me and I moaned so loud. I'm vibrating on top of him.
"You're determined to make me pregnant do you,?" I said frankly.
"Well I'm not stupid to say no". He continue to grind me underneath. Stupid man. But I'm more stupid to fall for his comfort. I fell in love with it. His penis hitting my inner guts. I want him to stop but at the same time I don't want to. I plead Kondo-san but I could not say anything. I just screamedin pleasure. My clit might clipped off.
"I"m giving you all I got for one last time" he declared.
He sat up and now we're both moving our parts to one another.
"Looks magical my gosh" he whispered. I heard that and we look at our parts becoming connected to one another on and off. The way we pumped to each other looks like we're determined to create a baby.
He changed our position. He let me straddled him.
"Shin-chan might come home any minute. We should stop". I said but my hips moved other wise.
"Just a minute Otae-chan, we're both getting close" He said as he stared at ourselves in the mirror as we continue making love for the nth round. He kissed me on the mouth and neck as he help me getting into my rhythm as his hands placed under my buttocks. My humping getting faster and faster while our skin clapping getting louder and louder. Oh my, I couldn't imagine that this would happen. We both moaned each others, gripping each others skin in so much pain but nothing compares the feeling of someone inside me.
"I'll cum inside of you alright"
"Hmmm...kay..."I responded as I shoosh the pregnancy thought away. After 15 seconds, I could feel the hot liquid pumping inside me, making me orgasmed after. Kondo caress my sweaty back while I just hugged him out of tiredness.
I saw how Kondo was so happy he managed to make a baby inside me again.
He kissed my lips as the gratitude. I'm still in daze from our lovemaking as he helped me get out of the bed and both went to the bath to clean up. We decided to go out of the love hotel in different time.
We managed to kept it a secret but Shinpachi noticed the awkward tension.
The tension was gone after a week when at that time Kondo received some grueling news happening to his former policemates. At the same time, the pending marriage was ahead on its way.
It was just the two of us and somehow we ended up at the backyard porch. It became a friend of benefits of some sort. I just let Kondo let out his frustrations on me as I was sad in his situation too. We managed to forget our worries everytime we had sex. For a month that's what happen, just sex. For Kondo san its making love. For me its just sex and we both knew that. We've done it a lot of times in my room and twice in the love hotel again. Sometimes Shinpachi was at home when we're doing it. I just wished he was asleep during those times but I'm pretty sure he wasn't.
On the second month...
"Im pregnant". I already prepared myself when ut happens that is why I'm not surprised. We never used any contraceptives as pharmacies and drugstores were shut down.
Kondo hugged me tightly and promised to look for solution as he escaped the gorilla marriage.
"I'll keep the baby. I don't know if it will change my feelings for you but this time my top priority is the baby".
He cooked nutritious meals for me as our baby grew inside my womb to Shinpachi's surprise then around the fifth month Shin noticed my bulging belly did not disappear even if I go to the gym everyday. He also noticed the rumors going roundabout..even Otose were jumping to the drama. He confronts me and I confessed. He told me his suspicions were right. He recalled the night we did it at the porch. He did not see it but he heard it. That time Kondo was out of the planet. My brother and I did not talk ever since until one day...
"Ahhhhhhhhh!" Out of the blue I screamed out of pain. Good thing Shinpachi was there and he was able to call a nearby doctor. At our dojo, I gave birth to Kondo's baby but it was premature. 2 days later, the baby died.
Kondo found out while he was in the gorilla planet. Determined, he was able to organize a plan and escape.
As soon as he got home, he saw me beside a grave.
"Sorry Kondo-san..."
"Maybe we're not really meant to be. I was so damn close in having a family with you! If I just got a plan to escape sooner I--"
"It's not your fault Kondo-san...maybe the fate has different plan. For now, let's just do what we need to do." Then I walked away, leaving my friend behind. It's not easy. I did fell in love with the baby and I cannot wait to be a mom but I am not sure about my future with Kondo though. Maybe I could learn to love him but I don't think it will happen since fate did it for us otherwise. He did made me happy as he did not break promise of making me forget my problems. Its stupid that was the only way but somehow I'm happy it happened. I don't regret giving my virginity to Kondo-san that night. He made me a woman. He even made me a mother even in a short amount of time. I had to admit I always looked forward everytime we're about to have sex. I felt happy doing it with him. I'm confident with my naked body. Maybe he is right, we really made love at those times and our unborn baby was the result. But still I only love him as a friend and maybe that's enough. I wished for him to meet a girl that he deserves.