Sora pov.

I ate my food in all silence and i was glad that the others went back to talking again. All i wanted was lay in my bed and feel sorry for myself. I know I was thinking about breaking up with Xion this morning but I never expected her to break up with me.

Xion and I walked to my room after we left the others so they could eat their breakfast. She sat on my bed and her smile was still on her face and I don't know why but it made me really angry knowing we woke up fighting and that she pretended that everything was fine right now. "So you want to make it up again." She said and walked over to me already trying to pull my hoodie off me. I grabbed her hands and slowly let them lower next to me. "I can't do this anymore." I barely whispered and still held her hands in mine. Her smile disappeared and she started to look angry again. "Well what do you expected from us?" She asked me but her words sounded bitter. "I don't want to fight and kiss and fight." i said now looking her in the eyes with tears. Her face was emotionless and i hated it. "Aren't you tired of us always fighting?" I whispered again not holding the tears anymore. She pulled her hands out of my and took a step back. "well I don't know what you want from me but you know what Sora. I'm done." she said and left the room. I was dumbfounded because i didn't think she would break up with me. Didn't she tell me she loved me yesterday? Why was she letting me go this easily if she really loved me? I know she was mad because i didn't say it back but I can't lie. I was always taught that you can only say it back if you mean it.

I was pulled back to reality when I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Are you joining us or are you going back to our room?" Riku asked me now a little annoyed. I blinked a couple times. I wanted to go back but I knew it wouldn't make anything better. Xion was already on her way back to her home so she could spent her time with family and friends back in our hometown. "No I will join you." I said and I saw a smile appear on his face. "Good." was all he said and we walked outside.

Kairi pov.

Namine, Roxas and I already went outside. Sora was lost in his thoughts and Riku told us to go so he could talk with Sora. "I do hope he will be fine, but he needs to know this is the best thing." Roxas said. "yes, I really like Xion as my friend but she changed him so much and I feel so sorry for them." Namine hugged Roxas. "Well what every they will talk about let's promise that we will have a good time." Roxas said and I smiled.

"Hey guys." We heard Riku say and we turned our head. Riku and Sora catched up with us and Roxas patted his back. "I'm glad you're joining us." He said. Namine hugged him and he had a small smile on his face. That was new for me I haven't seen his smile before. My cheeks became a little red and I was really happy it was so cold outside so I could say it was because of the cold. My heart was beating faster again and when his eyes met mine it didn't make it easier for me.

I was pulled out of my mess when I felt two big arms around me. Slowly looking up and meeting eyes with tidus who was now smiling down at me. "Here is my favorite girl." He said winking down on me. The blush I had was now growing bigger and I even hide my face in my hands. "Ohh Kairi is shy, just like when we met." He joked and his gaze went from me to the others. "Hey long time no see." He said, greeting them. "Tidus! how are you." Riku said and giving him a manly hug. "Good good, I never knew you know this little girl." Tidus said ruffling my hair. "She is my roommate." Namine said and his smile grew bigger. "Oh and is she a goody two shoes or is she a little crazy?" He said his eyebrows going up and down. "Ask her self." Namine said winking at me and yes I was now redder than a tomato. Riku being Riku took this as a opportunity and wrapped his arms around me. "She is a little crazy." He said with a flirty smile looking at me. "Oh so she felt for your smooth words, I thought better of you Kairi." he joked. "Well are you ready for some fun? Axel is already over there with some booze if you like." Tidus said pointing now towards Axel and a few others. "Hell yea." It took me by surprize to hear Sora speak now and walking over to Axel. "Yea, that's the spirit." Tidus said following Sora.

Axel gave Roxas a big hug and he high fived Riku. He winked at Namine and me and patted Sora on the back. "Hey man, I heard about the break up. I know it sucks but we will make you forget about it tonight. "I hope so." Sora said with a sad smile. "I can be your wingman." riku said jokily and Sora rolled his eyes. "I'm not really in the mood for that right now." He said and riku handed him a can. "Well if you change your mind you know where you can find me." Sora opened the can and drank the entire thing in one go. "Please can I have another one." He said and Axel happly handed him a bottle. "If you're planning on being drunk this will help." He said and Sora drank from the bottle without looking what it was. "Well this gonna be a bad idea." roxas said under his breath and took a little sip from his beer.

Everyone was having a good time and to my biggest surprise Sora was being the funny guy. Singing, dancing and laughing with Axel. They are really drunk that's for sure but I liked to see this side of Sora. I was holding my hot cocoa and Tidus convinced me to add a little booze to it so it would be extra tasty. Namine and Roxas were both a little tipsy and Riku was nowhere to be found. A girl with long black hair came over to him about a hour ago and we all knew what this would ment. Riku was having his best time. I was getting used to the cold thanks to my warm drink. Everyone was having a good time and it was really crowded. I still couldn't believe that the school approved it but yet again they didn't mind a lot of stuff as long if you would behave when you are in class. I was so happy I choice for this school and not the one I wanted to go first to together with Rikku and Zack.

Maybe if nothing happened between us all it would be my best time too with them but on the other hand I don't think it would be. I never had this much fun with friends. I was still lost in my thought but when two hand grabbed my shoulders and turned me around I was lost for words. Sora the guy that hated me for weeks no even months now had the biggest smile on his face, his eyes all sparkly from all the booze and his hands still on my shoulders. "Kairi dance with me." his words were slurry but my heart started to work a little faster. He grabbed my cup and placed it down and dragged me closer to the fire. i know he was drunk because. One, Sora would never ask me to dance and two his dance moves were all weird. I couldn't hold my laugh in for much longer and I bust out only to have him come closer to me. "Hey why are you so mean." He said but never stopped dancing. "Come on, Dance!" He yelled again and I don't know why but I started to move my hips to the beat. "Yea, You go girl." He said now pointing and clapping at my moves.

I couldn't believe it. I was dancing and not to forget I was dancing with Sora. He threw his head back and started spinning. His laugh was the cutest sound I ever heard and My heart was now beating faster than ever. For a moment I hoped this night would never stop and we could stay like this forever. The song ended but Sora kept on dancing waiting for the next song to play. I turned my head to Namine but Roxas and she were nowhere to be see. Oh great even those two are having a good time. Axel and Tidus didn't look at us both way too drunk to even realize that we were dancing and I turned my face back to Sora. He stopped dancing for a moment and I stopped too. I think my heart exploded when his eyes met mine. The sparkly eyes he had while dancing were now filled with a dark glaze over them. He was slowly walking towards me and he came to a stop when our faces were only a few inches apart.

I know he was drunk and I was a little tipsy right now but my face became hot and my chest was now hurting from how hard my heart was beating. I knew if the music wasn't this loud he could hear it and even when the nerves started to grow I didn't move. I had to look up so we could have eye contact but i only released now how tall he was. Yes Riku was still one head above him but I never really looked at him like this. My eyes widened when his face came closer to mine but his mouth moved to my ear. "You know, I don't hate you." He whispered and A shiver ran down my spine. "Actually, you're driving me crazy and I don't know what I can do with it." He whispered again. I closed my eyes so I could get a hold of myself but his voice was doing this to me. "All I know is I want to be close to you and I can't stop myself." He said his mouth now touching my ear. I started to breath a little louder and his hands went up my arms. stopping on my shoulders and he pushed himself up again. His eyes now a lot darker and I know my face was all flushed. I didn't care. I wanted him closer too.

I can't remember how long we stayed like this but his eyes broke with mine when Roxas and Riku called his name a couple of looked up and walked towards them.

Sora now gone, but I still felt the heat from his hands on my shoulders. I didn't move and all I could think of was the way how he looked at me.

It was like a hammer hit me on the head because all of a sudden I felt the nerves go up and down my body. slamming my hands before my face and my heart still beating hard. What! No Kairi stop it! I said to myself and I peeked between my fingers. Sora was still looking at me from a distance but now in a full convocation with Roxas, Tidus, Axel and Riku. I know I must have looked like a mess because I saw a little smile growing on his face and when I turned around so I stopped facing them I just released something.

I was falling for Sora and even more than I hoped.