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Readers beware of adult themes in this chapter. When you see ~-~-~-~ adult themes are ahead. You'll see another when it's over.

She still couldn't even meet his gaze. He just kept watching her from across the room. She sniffled slightly as she clutched the pile of papers to her chest. Tobirama was smirking at her from across the room, he seemed way too amused with her internal strife when it came to Hashirama. Itsuki was with Mito today so she was free to do whatever she had wanted, and yet here she was. Sitting in his office being thrown a varying array of glances. None of them would let her live it down.

It has been almost a month… A MONTH.

Hashirama had all but asked her if she wanted to have his children… and she fainted. She was a fool. Hashirama continued to flirt with her and make gentle advances on her, as if to get her used to the idea of being with him. She liked it, she awaited his kisses and the gentle embraces she would get every day almost all day. She loved waking up never to him and him being practically wrapped around her in his sleep. She was always warm and she always felt loved. It was magical to her. The thought of having his children wasn't a bad thought, it was the act of making them that panicked her.

She had never been with anyone that way and it just felt forbidden for some reason. Of course, her father had it ingrained in her that she had to wait until marriage, but Hashirama didn't and she didn't want to disappoint him, that and she didn't want to disappoint herself. She wanted to wait until she was ready and it seemed Hashirama was perfectly fine with the kisses and cuddles. Not to mention he enjoyed playing with her hair.

A slow smile crossed her lips as she watched him chat happily with Madara about the village happenings. He seemed so purely happy it made her heart flutter. His smiles seemed so… radiant. As if he caught her staring he looked over at her and smiled at her. The moment that smile spread over his lips she blushed and looked down once more and clutched those papers to her chest before she carried them over to his desk. She placed them on his desk gently and offered a small smile.

The man made her more nervous now because he openly stated he practically wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. she shouldn't be surprised through, she had basically don't the same thing when she said she couldn't leave and wanted to stay in this time. Hinata inwardly sighed, she's been a blubbering fool. She basically told him that she was prepared to spend the rest of her life with him and the moment he does the same thing she freaks out and reverts into the faint around every corner version of herself.

His gentle fingertips traced along the top of her hand and she smiled softly as she watched as he continued to rifle through the paperwork as he did so. His rough padded thumb just continued to caress the back of her hand. That was it… this… she wanted this for the rest of her life. And she wanted to show him this… a smile broke out over her lips as she steeled her resolve. "Hashirama…" she called and he looked up from the paperwork and offered her a sheepish smile.

"Sorry…" he managed as he released her hand from where he had been holding it hostage. "I wasn't complaining." She whispered and he gave her an odd look. "I was just going to tell you that I would be back later and that I was going to go home and get ready for dinner." She said and he grinned, it seemed he had forgotten that they were going out to dinner tonight. Outwardly she smiled, but inside she was sad. It was Madara's birthday and they were celebrating their birthdays together, which is why she was sad if he had forgotten.

"I will see you soon, then." He said and she nodded with another smile before she took her leave.

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Madara sighed as he made his way to the restaurant where he knew Hinata and Hashirama were waiting for him. The chilly winds were nipping at his cheeks and that was all he could focus on. 'Happy birthday to me, it's fucking cold as usual.' That was all he could focus on; how irritatingly cold it was even though he was bundled up in a heavy coat. All he could think of was the cold and the fact he knew that Hashirama was planning something tonight but he wasn't sure what. He crossed his arms over his chest and sighed as he slipped his eyes shut. He bumped into someone and he cringed as he bowed lightly to apologize.

"I'm sorry I wasn't paying attention." He sighed and the person only laughed lightly. "I could tell." She said and his head snapped up to see Mito. He rolled his eyes and stood up straight. "Hello psycho." He grumbled and this time it was her turn to roll her eyes. "You're the psycho, not sure why you would think I was." She mused and he smirked at her. "Ah but of course," he began and she looked up at him in confusion. "You're just the narcissist who bullies innocent girls." He said and she glared at him.

Something stirred within him then and he only smirked wider. "I've been making it up to her for that, but you… I could still bully you." She hissed and he stepped closer to her, making her falter her brave façade. "Then do it, I might like that." He said and she scoffed and turned away from him swiftly. He didn't miss the small blush that littered her cheeks in the slightest. "Filthy pig." She snapped and he could only laugh. He watched as her whole body tensed up.

A grin crossed his lips then. He had found a new target, Mito Uzumaki. Since Kaira was taken and so was Hinata, he might as well make the psycho's life hell. "Come on you idiot they're waiting for you." She hissed and he chuckled once more as he followed her into the restaurant. He made sure to sit by her and she only continued to glare at him. Hashirama looked between the two but he shrugged and focused his attention on the empty seat beside him. He assumed that he and Mito had been fighting once more, but this was worse than that.

He planned to make her life hell just as she had done with Hashirama and Hinata. He figured he could have some fun with that. He blinked and he looked back over to Hashirama who was staring sadly at the empty seat beside him. He looked around and Hinata was nowhere in the place. Why was she not here? The thought didn't really sit right with him and he frowned. He knew this upset his friend, who hadn't seen her since she left and he knew Hashirama was worried.

"Have you had Tobirama look for her?" Mito asked and Hashirama frowned. "No… I didn't think we would have to seek her out." He sighed and Tobirama stood from his seat and made his way out the door. "Hold up I'm coming too." Madara called after him. "I'll be back for you later." He promised and Mito scowled at him as he left. All he could hear was Hashirama's intense laughter from the fact that Mito had yet another blush on her cheeks. Hashirama seemed to be bullying Mito about it.

Madara caught up with Tobirama and they followed the pulses of Hinata's chakra that they could find, both of them being sensors it wasn't hard to find her. She was in Hashirama's parents home with Akane. They both leaned and struggled to peek through the crack of the window where they heard Akane's voice. What she was saying they couldn't tell, but they could also hear Kaira and Hinata talking, and they knew they had been caught when Kaira made her way over and slammed the window shut on Tobirama's fingers.

Madara bit back the amused chuckle, seeing as though it would start a fight between him and Tobirama if he made a joke about it. They made their way back to the restaurant to tell Hashirama they had found her, only for Izuna to join up with them on the way there. "Hey guys what took you so long?" he asked and they shrugged. "We went to find Hinata only to find mom, Hinata and Kaira talking about something and we couldn't hear." Tobirama sighed and Izuna shrugged.

They went back in and took their seats only for a few appetizers to be waiting for them, which they happily dug in to. Madara turned to see that even Butsuma was here now and was grumbling under his breath about his damn future daughters-in-law, which made Tobirama choke and start arguing with him, to which Hashirama and their father told him to shut up cause at this point it was going to be a thing. Madara glanced over at Mito, only to notice she had been watching him.

"What? See something you like?" he asked and she sneered at him.

"Eat shit, pervert."

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Hinata, Akane, and Kaira spoke softly after Kaira had slammed the window on Tobirama's fingers, the topic was already awkward, but knowing that he and Madara had been trying to listen in was even more embarrassing. "Ok ladies, it's time to go." Akane said and ushered them out of the house. Hinata felt a little more confident than before, but she was still uneasy. Akane seemed exhausted with the two of them and she could understand how embarrassing it must be for her to have to discuss her sons with them.

They reached the restaurant and she couldn't help the excitement when she saw Hashirama sitting there. He was smiling and joking with Madara about Mito and things just seemed perfect. Mito was blushing dark red and had just swung and gave both of them a fist to the top of the head. Hinata giggled and the three of them looked at her two of them sheepishly while Mito had just offered her a small smile. Hinata had become relatively good friends with Mito as of late, although their friendship wasn't on the level that hers and Kaira's was clearly.

Hinata no longer feared the other woman though which was good. She sat besde Hashirama and he offered some of the food he had ordered for her. she loved that he had gotten her the tempura vegetables but she was even more grateful for the fact he took and eat the ones she didn't like. She continued eating and they all just sat there and joked about Madara still being single, to which he would only laugh and say he didn't need to settle down and have kids to be happy, which Hinata knew was a lie from the look in his eyes. It seemed she wasn't the only one who had noticed this either.

She wasn't going to say anything she just wanted to see what was going to happen. Hashirama started singing happy birthday when the drinks started being brought around and she couldn't help but laugh about how silly he was. He wasn't a light weight by any means, he was just happy. She sipped her own drink carefully; she was a lightweight and didn't want to be hammered before the party was even over. She looked around and saw that Kaira and Tobirama were whispering things to one another and that Tobirama seemed extra interested.

Suddenly Tobirama stood and sighed. "We were going to wait but seeing as though some people already know and can't keep their mouths shut." He grumbled with a pointed look at Akane and Butsuma, who held Itsuki close to them. He sighed once more and pulled Kaira to her feet. "We are getting married." He said and Kaira held up Akane's grandmothers' ring. It was a beautiful silver band with a blue gem. Hinata felt so much excitement for her friend who was trying to show everyone the ring.

Soon enough the excitement of that died down and they continued eating and drinking once more. Hinata glanced over and smiled at Madara, who had a pink tint to his cheeks as he leaned closer to Mito, who was also blushing at this point. She hoped the best for the two of them, while she turned to look at Izuna who was flirting with the waitress that continued to bring him drinks. She wanted nothing but happiness for the entire lot of these people. She knew her and Hashirama were going to find theirs, she just wanted everyone else to be happy as well. Which it seemed to her that things were all falling into place.

After a while Butsuma and Akane took Itsuki to their home and left the group there drinking, which could have turned out to be an issue had Izuna been sobering up for the past hour. He sent Madara on his way home when he seemed to not want to stop drinking and soon after Mito left and went the opposite direction. Hinata was thrilled everyone was getting along. Kaira and Tobirama told Izuna to screw off when he tried to cut them off, but she couldn't blame them they were actually behaving themselves unlike Madara and Mito had been. Mito had started flirting back and Izuna had decided to break that up before it got to the point where they were making out in front of everyone.

Soon enough though, Kaira and Tobirama excused themselves and made their way home. Izuna had gone to ensure Madara made it home, only to come back shortly there after and say he had been locked out of the house completely. Hinata giggled at this and told him to go check and see if Mito or Akane would allow him to spend the night since Madara seemed mad to have been cut off. Hinata smiled and watched as Hashirama helped the waitress clean the table, only for her to call out to Izuna and say he could crash on her couch for the night to which he agreed whole heartedly.

Hashirama offered her a hand and she took it happily as they made their way home.

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Madara sighed as he made his way to his home. Everything had been fun for the birthday party for him and Hinata, so he was grateful for all of them. He opened the door to his house and repressed a shiver. The alcohol in his system was keeping him warm to an extent, but it was starting to snow and it was only getting colder with the wind. He heard someone walking behind him and he sighed. He figured it was some idiot dumb enough to attempt to mug him, but when he turned around it was Mito.

"What do you want?" he asked with a sigh and she walked up to him and slapped him gently. Before he could even react she pulled him down slightly and kissed him roughly. He couldn't really understand what was going through her head, but he wasn't going to deny her. "What do you want?" he asked once more and she stopped kissing him to look him over. "I want you; you damn fool." She scoffed and kissed him once more. Her cold fingers touched his stomach and he jolted away from her.

His lips met hers once more and he pressed them up against the wall as they continued to explore one another. Should they be doing this? Probably not, but were they going to? Most likely. It didn't matter to him because he wasn't sure what they wanted from one another. It was Probably a buildup of sexual tension from neither of them having any kind of romantic interaction in a while, but that was fine by him. They managed to fumble open the door to his bedroom and make it inside the room. He kicked the door shut as he pulled away from her to rip his shirt off and throw it across the room. She stumbled back towards his bed and just watched him in what seemed to be awe.

"So you do like what you see…" he whispered huskily as he closed the gap between them once more. Her fingers reached up and traced over all his muscles, exploring every inch of him like she had never seen a man bare before her eyes. He knew she had and he took it as a compliment that she appreciated him in this way. He leaned down and captured her lips once more, only stopping to smirk at her. "If you don't want to remove them I will remove them for you." His husky chuckle escaped from against her lips, but she made no move to remove her clothes. She was testing him to see what he would do and he liked that.

Her feisty nature was such a turn on for him, that damn cunning fox of a woman was testing his patience though. "You won't be able to wear them again if I do it for you." She said and tore the hem of her neckline with a lick of the lips. A scowl crossed her lips but she began removing her clothes. "Tear up my things and I'll destroy yours." She snapped only for every article of her clothing to hit the ground. He took a moment to appraise her form in its entirety before he pushed her back and leaned to take one of her now exposed breasts between his teeth gently, eliciting a moan from her.

"You shouldn't threaten the one you came on to. I can make this hell for you, my dear." He said and she released a gasp as his fingers circled her lips. Half lidded eyes stared back up at him before she took them into her mouth, her tongue swirling around them sensually. He bit his lower lip and pulled them from her mouth, only for those same fingers to find another target elsewhere. The moment those fingers slipped within her she gasped once more.

"He was never so rough." She panted and he paused for a moment. "I am not him; would you prefer we end this?" he asked, he was an asshole but he was respectful of a woman's wishes, nonetheless. That same sneer crossed her features and she thrusted her hips against his hand gently. "I never said to stop." She bit out and he licked his lips as he leaned down and ran his tongue over her. The noise she released sent him into overdrive as he used his tongue to assault that bundle of nerves.

He could feel it as she was getting close, her muscles tensing and her knees were clamping down around his head. Her hips were struggling to stay on the bed and the grip she had on his head was pulling him in closer to her. His fingers continued pumping in and out of her as she coated him and he smirked as he leaned back to take in his handiwork. "Are you finished or can you handle more?" he asked in amusement as she struggled to catch her breath.

She bit her lip and tried to force herself up to meet him once more in a fevered kiss, only this time her hands forced his pants down around his thighs and she weakly pulled away from him only to attempt to take him in his mouth. He allowed her to gently suck and stoke his member for a moment before he pulled out of her mouth. He gently pushed her back onto her back and he took one of her legs and threw it over his shoulder as he positioned himself at her entrance.

He looked up to see her nod at him and he smirked as he forced himself within her. He tried to give her a chance to adjust but she immediately began moving her hips against his so he did not relent in his thrusts. He allowed her leg to fall and he once more captured her lips in a kiss as he continued to drink in every moan that she gave him. He felt himself nearing his climax and he made a move to pull out but her legs clamped down around his waist and refused to allow him to exit her.

"You're mine." She bit out and he groaned as this small phrase sent him over the edge. "Fuck Mito…" he groaned as he felt himself release within her. "You crazy bitch…" he grumbled as he was allowed to pull out form her. He flopped back beside her on the bed and closed his eyes to catch his breath, only for him to feel her lips surround his member once more. He cracked his eyes open to see her staring up at him as she cleaned him off with her mouth.

"You are a fucking psycho." He managed and she only laughed lightly as she sat back and took in the sight of him. "I'm your psycho to deal with now." She mused and he smirked at her as he pulled her up to him and forced his now once again hard member within her. "You asked for this."

"Yes I did. Happy birthday you idiot."

She had barely closed the door to their bedroom when he had begun kissing her. "I love you, Hinata." He said and she smiled at him as he released her and walked away. He made his way to the bathroom and she decided it was time to make her move. She stripped down and set all of her clothes neatly to the side. She pulled his haori around her and she waited for him to come out of the bathroom. The moment he saw her he froze and couldn't seem to form a coherent thought.

She slipped off the bed and allowed the haori to fall to the floor in front of him. His face turned red and he began stammering and rushed forward to try and cover her back up, but she stopped him every time. He seemed to realize that she was serious and he just blinked at her for a moment. "You're so beautiful… I'm not worthy of this…" he whispered and she smiled as she placed her hands on his cheeks and nuzzled her nose with his. "You are worth it…" she whispered before she kissed him.

His warm hands began carefully exploring her form, stopping occasionally to ensure she was comfortable with him touching her in all of these places. When he saw she was he continued. They eventually found their way to the bed and she lay beneath him as he planted kisses down her chest and over the mounds of her breasts. He was gentle and tentative. He was careful with her and she was enjoying every second of contact they had with one another. She had felt so awkward asking his mother for help instigating this, but it turns out a little alcohol makes things go so much smoother. Hinata watched as he seemed to struggle with himself. She knew he had reservations about doing this seeing as Itsuki was still so young, but she did not. She knew if they were careful things would still be ok.

She wanted to marry this man and to be married they were going to do this anyways so she had no reservations whatso ever. This could also be the liquid courage she had been downing with the group speaking, but she was going to take advantage of all of this. She traced up his shoulders and ran her fingers through his hair as he descended upon her. She knew where he was heading and normally, she would be nervous, but there was no anxiety about the situation she was in right now, everything felt right.

Her nails dug into his shoulders as she arched herself into him, every swipe and circling of his tongue made her feel all the things she had only ever heard Ino describe to her. Her eyes fluttered shut as she just allowed herself to feel all of these things. She felt him moving around once more and she gasped as one of his hands took her breast and began gently kneading it. the buildup of this feeling began to overtake her and she released a moan as she came, little whimpers escaping her as he continued to stimulate her even after she had released.

She watched as he came back up and met her with another kiss, asking her if she were ok and if she needed some time. She shook her head and he nuzzled his nose with hers. When he dropped his pants, she started to be a bit nervous. She had seen naked men before, but she had never had sex so of course there was going to be a bit of anxiety there. "Hinata if you are uncomfortable, we can stop, turning back is always an option…" he offered and she shook her head.

"No… I want this…" she whispered and he nodded. He climbed up onto the bed and began kissing her once more, his every touch still gentle and loving as he explored her form once more. They somehow ended up swapping positions and she was now on top of him, his length right below her. she nervously took him between her hands and placed her mouth on him. When he jolted from the touch she nervously looked up at him worried she had done something wrong.

His eyes were filled with an unreadable emotion and so she continued until he urged her off him. He tried to coax her beneath him, but she refused. She wanted to initiate this… this was what she asked for, so it was her turn to be in control. She positioned herself over him and slowly slipped down onto him. She winced at the pain and he continued asking if she were sure this was what she wanted as he kissed away her tears. She nodded and tried her best to continue but found herself unable.

"Oh my love, I'm so sorry for this…" he whispered as he pressed her face into his shoulder and thrust up fully suddenly. The air left her lungs and she couldn't find words to speak as the tears trailed over her cheeks. He continued to apologize to her, but she didn't even try and pull away from him despite her pain. He knew this was going to be painful for her seeing as she had never had sex before. He continued to wipe away her tears until no more came. "Are you ok?" he asked and she nodded "I'm ok, Hashirama…." She whispered and he nodded.

She tried moving and it was his turn to gasp and struggle to breathe. She watched his face intently as he bit his lip and slipped his eyes shut. She kept moving on top of him until he grabbed her hips and began moving her himself. She moaned as his fingers dug gently into the soft skin of her hips as he moved her against him. She could feel him twitching with her and he whispered something as she took over once more. She couldn't understand him and what he was whispering until he tried to remove her from him on a downward stroke unsuccessfully. He cursed repeatedly as he gripped her hips a little harder.

She just sat there on top of him as she enjoyed the feeling of him throbbing within her. "Fuck me… I'm so sorry Hinata…" he whispered breathlessly and she frowned. She knew he had released within her; she didn't understand why it bothered him so much. "Hashirama… you said you wanted more children why wouldn't I want to give them to you...?" She said softly and he blushed darkly beneath her. "I didn't know you were ready for that…" was his only response.

"Hinata?" he called as she slipped off the bed and made her way to the bathroom. She stopped and turned to face him in confusion. He was right upon her in an instant and was kissing her once more. "I love you so very much." He whispered between kisses and she could only giggle. "I love you too. I'm going to go bathe…" she said and he watched her carefully before chasing her down to join her.

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Tobirama sighed as Kaira clung to him. "What is it?" he asked and she just smiled at him. "Nothing… I just love you is all." She said and he furrowed his brows. "I'm not sleeping with you tonight, it's been a long day." He sighed and she smiled up at him even wider. Kuma was trotting happily beside them and she patted him on the head. "Do you have something to tell me?" he asked and she shook her head. "No, not yet someday maybe." She laughed and he couldn't help but roll his eyes.

"So do you think they realized?" she asked and he shook his head. "Nah, the most I was going to announce was our wedding gotta let Madara and Hinata have their birthday too you know." He chuckled and she smiled up at him. "You think they would have realized you were the only one drinking water while they were drinking sake?" he asked and she couldn't help the laugh that escaped her at this. "They were very concerned with the fact Madara was flirting with the psycho to pay attention to us. Especially Izuna, poor baby, he really thought we were drunk." She mused and he chuckled at this.