My pov
I lay beside him. He is crying. He is having nightmare again. He has light skin tone but no hair . He has brownish eyebrows and eyes . His beard around his chin are also brown. He has black stripped tattoos on his neck and back of his hand . That shows me that he is a dauntless leader
Yes currently， he is the new mafia boss of dauntless : Alan Davis . He is crying because he thinks that I am still leaving him. I left him once because max told me that someone else could give him a better future
"Alan ， I am here . I am not going to leave ." I kiss his face
"Celeste ." He opens his eyes ."Did I wake up you?"
"Sort of but I can't sleep when you are crying." I smile at him
He holds me tight . I close my eyes . I love this man so much that I was even willing to hurt myself for his greater future
"You know that I was thinking that I was giving you a brighter future ." I say
He pushes me against the bed frame . His eyes are puffy
"Do you went with my nephew !" He screams at me ."Shut your mouth or I will fuck you."
He kisses me harder . I am shocked and scared . He is so brutal. He chokes my throat and I can't even breath. He will not do that to me . He will not! Yes I am in a simulation.
I push him away.
"Alan I do love you but I am not going to do this with you in a simulation." I am crying."I love you."
I punch him hard and everything disappeared . I wake up on the recline chair and Alan stands there typing something on the screen
"Nice of you to say those three words during your fear landscape." Alan turns around ."How did you do that?"
"What? Mr Davis?" I blink my eyes at him."What do you mean?"
"How were you even awake in the simulation!" He grabs my chin."Don't call me mr Davis ."
He is angry. I know that he must be . His eyes are red and puffy just like in the simulation
"I don't know what you mean mr Davis . Or because I am your nephew's girlfriend ， should I also call you uncle?" I smirk at him
I love him. I have to say more lie than I already have . I have to push him further away and away.
"Celeste ， I know that you love me still. I can see it from your eyes ." He is shivering.
Alan Davis's pov
I look at the girl who I love the most and who broke up with me a few weeks ago. I was devastated. I thought when I saw her in dauntless headquarter that I have a chance to get her back
However she went after my nephew Alexander . He is my elder sister's son and I am so pissed off.
"Celeste ， I am telling you. If you don't get back to me today . I will gladly say yes to Linda." I wish that she will react and kiss me fiercely and tell me that she loves me .
"Okay you can go ." She says coldly."I will then say yes to Alexander ."
Someone knock the door and open it. Linda is there waiting for me
"Everything finish?" Linda smiles at me."Are we ready to go."
"Yes of course ." I pretend that I don't care what I am hearing about her and my nephew."Let's go Linda."
She wraps her arms around my arm . I feel so sour . We leave the room and four stops us
"Do you really know what is the real reason that Celeste broke up with you?" Four folds his arms
"What?" I raise my eyebrows
"Why don't you ask max about it?" Four says
Max? Did max talked to Celeste? He told me that he was going to see Natalia prior . Is that the truth?
"Don't listen to him Alan. Just go ." Linda feels nervous
"She broke up with you because max told her that Linda will give you a brighter future since she is the daughter of Jeanine Matthew ." Four frowns ."Do you know that without me and Alexander ， Celeste almost killed herself ."
She did that because she loves me . She wants to give me a bright future . Then someone grabs my hand
"You are right alan. I love you. I can't leave you with other woman." Celeste is breathing so heavily.
"Celeste ， you finally know that you can't do that?" I wrap her into my arms ."So you need a small punishment ."
"Alan I am sorry." She says and blushing.
I kiss her neck. She holds my neck and kisses me .
"I love you Celeste . Are you my girlfriend now?" I brush her hair
"I think that you already have a girlfriend ." Celeste pushes him away."Now you are going to take her on a date ."
"No I am not. You are my girlfriend. Please I was just trying to make you jealous ."
My pov
I know that he is trying to make me jealous . I look at Linda . She is angry with me . I don't care . I want him . I want him to be mine .
"I am your girlfriend of course ." I try to make him even harder ."I will have to go see your nephew now."
"No! Celeste ! Stay please ." Alan looks hurt. "Please don't go see him ever again."
"Alan however I have to explain to him that we get back together ." I blink my eyes at him
He twisted his fingers with mine and I feel so happy that I make the right choice .
"I will go with you." He insists .
"Sure , you can come with me ." I bite my lips . "However don't punch him ."
"I don't make stupid promise ." Alan rolls his eyes . "Fine I will try my hardest not to punch him."
I take his hand and walk past Linda . Linda looks at me with full hatred
"He is mine ." I smirk at her
We walk away from the pit . Alan wraps his arm around my shoulder
"I miss you a lot." Alan kisses my cheek. "Why you listened to max? You don't trust me ?"
"I do trust you but I don't want you to get hurt." I feel my tears will come down in a second
"Celeste , you are here!" Alexander runs toward me
When he sees that his uncle's arm is around me, he stiffens.
"You told me that you don't love him anymore Celeste ." Alexander stares at me
"Oh really? Celeste , you are such a liar." Alan laughs . "Alexander you are still too young for this ."
"I and you aren't even real Alexander . I told you from beginning , we are fake ." I exclaim
I am really that he will one day take it for real. He shakes his head
"You don't understand . I fall in love with you before you came here ." Alexander grabs my hand
"I am sorry Alexander . I shouldn't do this but I have to." I am crying.
"She is mine . She is forever mine ." Alan holds me up. "I will have to punish you for this ."
I wrap my arms around his neck. He brings me upstair . I know where he is going to bring me to his room. When he opens the door , I start to panic
"I don't know this ."
Alan Davis pov
I put her on the bed . Her hands are around my neck. I kiss her . She is so pretty. The first time I met her , I only thought to watch her grow up. However with the time past, my feeling toward her is less and less controllable .
I make her into my girlfriend and she loves me so much as well.
"Why did you do that to me !" I am almost yelling at her
"What do you mean?" She looks innocent at me.
"Why did he fall in love with you. You didn't tell anyone that you are mine?" I feel so jealous
She shakes her head . Her hand is brushing my lips
"Alan , I didn't even know him in school. I told all my friends so they know what happen between us." Celeste says
"Really? Maybe because you are too kind and pretty . You don't need to talk to them and they automatically fall in love with you." I kiss her neck
Someone is now knocking on the door .
"Alan, can we please talk?" It is Linda
I kiss celeste's neck . She is groaning. I feel so sensitive with her voice
"Alan, it is too sensitive . Oh my god , it is too fucking sensitive ." She moans so loud
"God , why are you so sensitive like that? If you moan like this , I can't stop wanting to fuck you." I bite her ears
"I never what you to stop." Celeste's legs wrap around my waist.
I take off my own shirt and she pulls me closer .
"I am sorry Linda . I and you are done too. We never start even . So don't think that I will love you." I say
"Alan but I can give you a brighter future ." Linda knocks again
"Just shut your mouth and leave ." I am so angry. "I will kill you."
Everything goes silent . I kiss Celeste harder and deeper. I kiss every inches of her body
"Can you don't broke up with me ever again no matter what." I am begging her
"Okay I will never broke up with you ever again." She kisses me
I lay down beside her and hold her into my arm . I want her too much. I can't wait to marry her anymore
"Alan , you know that it hurts me as well." Celeste bites my neck
"Really? You seem so relax ." I groan a little
"I was good at pretending." She wipes her tears off .
I feel sad because she wasn't even dare to tell me the truth